CHAPTER XXXVIII

The small town of Cluhir, ever avid, as are all small towns, of

sensation, was, did it only know it, about to enjoy a week that would

long be remembered in its history. Miss Mangan's marriage, which alone

would have made an epoch, was fixed for Thursday, December 12th; but

this, it need scarcely be said, was a matter that, though

soul-stirring, was devoid of the element of surprise. Not so, however,

was the sudden evacuation of Mount Music. Father Hogan's indefinite

information was as much as was generally known, but much that was not

generally known was confided to the discreet ears of Father Greer, and

he, almost alone of the inhabitants of Cluhir, was not surprised when

the news went abroad that the Mount Music carriage had conveyed Major

Dick and Lady Isabel to the station, and that so vast a mass of

luggage had accompanied them as to betoken a prolonged absence.

That the news should, in the first instance, have been communicated to

Father Greer by Dr. Mangan, was not remarkable, since Dr. Mangan's

professional advice had usefully reinforced his unofficial advocacy of

the move, and Father Greer was rarely ignorant for long of matters

that were found interesting by the Big Doctor.

Not merely for the sake of Major Talbot-Lowry's health had this

upheaval taken place; an even more imperious factor had been the state

of the family finances. The cloud of debt that had so long brooded

over Mount Music was lower and darker than ever it had been before.

Dick had at length been coerced into opening negotiations for the sale

of his property to his tenants, but although, in the fullness of time,

these might be expected to bear fruit, they were of no more immediate

assistance to this over-weighted survivor of a prehistoric species,

than is the suggestion to a horse to live in order that he may get

oats.

There was pressure in the air over Mount Music. Tradesmen, whose

suffering had been as long as their bills, began to turn, in what had

seemed like the sleep of exhaustion, and to talk about solicitors'

letters. Even Dr. Mangan had surprised and pained his friend, the

Major, by forgetting his wonted delicate reticence, and hinting, with

what struck Dick as singularly doubtful taste, at a repayment of those

loans that he had volunteered, offering as an excuse for doing so the

expenses consequent on his daughter's marriage. In addition to these

irritations, Major Talbot-Lowry had received what he justly considered

to be very annoying letters from a firm of Dublin solicitors, in

connection with various charges and mortgages on the Mount Music

property, which so they, informed him, had been "acquired" by them for

"a client," and were now to be called in. Alternatively, it was

suggested, an arrangement might be proposed, whereby the house and

demesne of Mount Music might be accepted in settlement of the sums in

question. The firm had been in communication with another creditor,

Dr. Mangan of Cluhir, and it was hoped that all Major Talbot-Lowry's

liabilities might be arranged for by the method they suggested.

Dick Talbot-Lowry received this announcement with the mixture of

indignation and contempt that might have been anticipated from an

old-established Pterodactyl, who has been warned that his hereditary

wallow in the Primeval Ooze is about to be wrested from him. Having

expressed these sentiments in suitable language, he said, lightly,

that Fairfax must raise as much on the property as would keep these

Dublin sharks quiet, and in the meantime he would shut up the house at

once and go to London. Temporary retrenchment was all that was

required. He would let the place. Some rich Englishman would jump at

the chance--

Major Dick had that optimism about his own affairs that is often

combined with a tranquil pessimism about the affairs of others. He

said that all he wanted was to get clear of the blood-sucking swarm of

hangers-on that infested the place. He wondered at his own folly in

having endured them for so long. And it would do Christian good to get

away. She had been looking rather pulled down--she missed the hunting,

of course. London would do her good--would be a change.

This, approximately, was what Dick said. What Lady Isabel said, being

an attenuated echo of Dick's observations, is negligible. What

Christian said was known only to Rinka, the eldest of the fox

terriers, who had a habit of sitting in the chair at which Christian,

knelt to say her prayers, and would then, with her bland and balmy

smile, extort confidences denied to any other living creature.

On Christian fell the brunt of the arrangements, the decisions, worst

of all, the dismissals. The house (pending the materialisation of the

Rich Englishman) was to be shut up, so also were all external

departments, with their workers, most of whom Christian had known from

her childhood; it was her hand that had to cut the knot of these old

friendships. Her father and mother had preceded her, and she was left,

alone in the big, old house, with old Evans, and his down-trodden old

wife, to be her ministers, with Rinka to be her companion, and with

the obliteration of her past life to be her task.

An immense fire of logs and turf blazed in the hall fireplace, a

funeral pyre, on which Christian cast one basketful after another of

letters, papers, ball-cards, hunt cards, pamphlets, old school-room

books, stray numbers of magazines, all the accumulated rubbish that

life, like the leader in a paper-chase, strews in its trail; all

valueless, yet all steeped in the precious scent of past happiness, of

good times that were over and done with. She spent those short, dark

days in desolation and destruction, and Rinka trotted after her, up

and downstairs, in and out of the shuttered bedrooms, and the gaunt,

curtainless, carpetless rooms downstairs, wondering what it all

portended, vowing, in her little faithful, cunning heart, not to let

Christian out of her sight for a single instant.

The darkness and shortness of the days was intensified by the

onslaught of a great storm; one of those giant overwhelmings when it

seems that the canopy of heaven is being crushed down upon one's own

little corner of this earth, and that all the winds and all the waters

of the universe are gathered beneath it to annihilate one

insignificant segment of the world. On Monday morning, Christian saw

her father and mother start, too agitated by their coming journey to

have a spare thought for sentiment; too much beset by the fear of what

they might lose, their keys, their sandwiches, their dressing-boxes,

to shed a tear for what they were losing, and had lost. And on Monday

afternoon with the early darkness the storm began. There came first a

little run of wind round the house, like a cavalry patrol spying out

the land. There followed complete stillness; then a few scattered

drops of rain fell, and ceased; and then, with a heavy, travelling

roar, the wind came rushing up the valley. It thundered in the

cavernous chimneys of Mount Music; it bawled and whooped at the

windows, and shook them with a human fury, as though it were life or

death to it to get in, as though it were maddened by the failure of

its surprise attack. Christian and her ancient servitors ran from room

to room, barring shutters, fastening doors, the draughts down the long

passages snatching at the candle flames, the old man and woman full of

forebodings and of reminiscences of former storms, that came to

Christian in broken scraps, through the rattle of windows and the

shaking clatter of doors within the house, and the shrieking rage of

the wind outside. She sat up late, sorting and arranging things in her

room. She had none of the fears that might, for another, have filled

the empty house with visitants from another world, and might have

taught her to listen for footsteps in the echoing passages and knocks

on the shaking doors. She had always lived on the borderland, and was

naturalised in both spheres, but to-night, the voices that had so

often given her help, were, when she most needed help, silent.

"I have nothing left now," she said to herself, "but memories,

hungering memories--"

She was to leave Mount Music on Wednesday, and on Thursday, Larry was

to be married to Tishy Mangan. What room was there for phantom fears

when these things were certainties? What spectre from the other world

has power to break a heart?

Deep in the night there was a lull, a strange moment of arrest, that

endured for scarcely as long as that one could count ten, and then,

with the returning tempest, the rain that had been pent behind it, was

hurled upon the world. All that night, and all the following day, the

rain was like a wall about the house. It was flung in masses against

the windows, as buckets of water are flung on a deck. To look forth was

as though one looked through a dense sheet of moving ice. Gutters,

eave-shoots, tanks, overflowed. The sorely-tried roof was mastered, and

in all its angles and valleys yielded entrance to the enemy. Up in the

top story hurrying drips beat, like metronomes, all the _tempi_, from a

ponderous _adagio_ to a racing _prestissimo_. Buckets and jugs and

baths filled, and were emptied, and filled again, the old Evans pair

waddling to and fro, elated, almost gratified, by the magnitude of

their task. And in the middle of the uproar, late in the afternoon, a

new sound joined in the chorus of the storm, the coarse and ugly

summons of a motor-horn. Old Evans spied at the car through the hall

window, and contrived to signal a command to go round to the back of

the house.

"If I let dhraw the bolts," he said to Barty Mangan at the kitchen

entrance, "the door would fall flat on me!"

"I wouldn't be surprised at all," Barty replied. "Hardly I could force

the car into the storm."

Christian was sitting on the floor by the fireplace in the hall, in

the last of the daylight, examining and burning the contents of a

drawer full of miscellaneous papers, as the visitor made his

unexpected entrance from the back, and Barty, recognising his own

improbability and unsuitability on such a day and at such a time, fell

to confused apologies that were as incoherent, and seemed as unlikely

ever to end, as the buzzing of an imprisoned bee on the window-pane.

The fact at length, however, emerged, that there was a map of the

Mount Music estate hanging in the library, and that the Major having

promised to lend it to Dr. Mangan, had forgotten to do so.

"Some question of boundaries--a little grazing form m' fawther

has--" Barty said, nervously.

The map was found, was rolled, and wrapped up, and yet Barty sat on.

He talked incessantly, feverishly. He talked so fast, in his low

voice, that, in the clamour of the storm, Christian could only

distinguish an occasional word. She had a nightmare feeling as if a

train were roaring through an endless tunnel, and that she and Barty

were the sole passengers, and would never see daylight or know quiet

again. His long, lean body was hooped into a very low and deep

armchair, his thin hands clasped his knees; his immense dark eyes,

fixed on Christian's face, gave her the impression that what he was

saying was without relation to what he was thinking. In the direful

gloom of the hall, with the rain and wind threshing on the

half-shuttered windows, and the inconstant light of the burning logs

the sole illuminant, his pale face, with the wing of black hair on his

forehead, looked like the face of a strayed occupant of another sphere

who had resumed such an aspect as he had worn in his coffin.

"Ireland's a queer old place just now, Miss Christian," Barty hurried

on. "Everything's changing hands, and everyone's changing sides. You

don't know what'll happen next!"

"I wish I were not changing sides too," said Christian, catching at a

sentence, in a momentary lull of the roaring in the chimney. "Sides of

the Channel, I mean--I prefer this side!"

"Do you? Do you?" said Barty, intensely. "I'm glad you do! I feel

often as if no one cared for this miserable country except for what

they could get out of it! At the election it would have sickened you,

the bargaining, and the humbugging, and the lies. Larry was the only

man that ran straight, and they jockeyed him--"

"I'm sure _you_ ran straight," said Christian, with sympathy in

her voice. Piercing her weariness and preoccupation was the feeling

that he had something to say that lay under this babble of

conversation. He was wrapping himself in a cloak of verbiage, but

above the cloak his tormented eyes met hers, and the pain in them hurt

her.

"Me? Oh, I only ran after Larry. I thought it was a shabby thing of

the Unionists not to have supported him--" he stopped abruptly,

remembering Major Talbot-Lowry's abstention, remembering also the

feud, of which he knew only that he had never wholly divined its

origin, between Coppinger's Court and Mount Music. He cursed himself

for a fool. He had not meant to talk politics, but what he had come

through the storm to say was so difficult. He looked at Christian with

agony. Had she minded what he said about the Unionists? He began to

talk again, very fast and incoherently.

"Miss Christian, I said awhile ago everything was changing in Ireland.

There's big changes coming, even hereabouts, things I couldn't believe

would ever happen. I've recently learned a--a fact--a statement that

I'm not at liberty to repeat. I was--I may say that I was shocked--but

Miss Christian--" the agony in his eyes was in his voice. "Oh! Miss

Christian, for God's sake, believe that I knew nothing of it till this

day!"

He stood up, steadying himself with a hand on one of the high marble

pillars of the mantelpiece.

"Knew nothing of what?" said Christian, thinking she had mistaken what

he had said.

"I can't tell you--you'll know soon enough--only I'm just asking you

to believe that I had neither part nor lot in it!"

Christian had risen, and was standing up; he came a step nearer.

"I just want you to understand, Miss Christian, that in this world

there is no one I regard like you--no one, nor ever was, nor ever will

be--but don't mind that, I only want to say that if there is anything

in this earthly world that it's in my power to do for you, or that I

could help you in anny shape or form, you will be showing the kindness

and mercy of God if you will let me do it for you."

He was trembling, and his voice shook, but his nervousness was gone.

"The kindness and mercy of God!" he said again. "I would feel it to be

that--oh, God! I would!" The tortured spirit in his eyes had given

place to another spirit, whose emotion Christian could neither mistake

nor respond to, yet its kinship with the immutable fidelity that was

in her heart made an appeal that she could not refuse.

"Be sure I will ask you," she said, with the pity that her own

heart-loneliness had taught her in her voice. "I can't understand what

it is that you think may happen; it seems to me as if--" She broke

off, held by the thought that disaster could hardly have another arrow

in its quiver for her. "You may be sure if I think you can help me, I

will ask you. I know I could rely on you," she said, pushing back her

own trouble, meeting his wild eyes with hers, steadfast and

compassionate.

"I'm more than thankful--grateful--you've only to speak--" he

stumbled and stammered with words that were all inadequate to his

feeling. "I won't detain you; I'm taking your time too long as it

is--and I'll have a job to get home too, the river's rising every

minute, and so is the storm--" He somehow talked himself out of the

room.

Christian returned to her work of destruction. The situation in

general had not been made easier for her by Barty's tragic offer of

assistance in some mysterious and advancing stress, or by the

certainty that she tried to shake, but could not, of what his eyes had

said to her.

But Barty, as he drove home through the storm, felt himself to be a

new man, consecrate and apart, ennobled by her promise to rely on him,

glorified by her look; and thanked God that, when the trouble came,

she would remember that he had had neither part nor lot in it.

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