CHAPTER XXII

THE CAPE AND DEVONPORT

On November 12th, 1898, my husband sailed for South Africa, there to

take up the military command, and to act as High Commissioner in place

of Sir Alfred Milner, home on leave. His staff at Dover loved him. Their

send-off brought tears to his eyes. I, C. and the A.D.C. saw him off

from Southampton, to rejoin him in the process of time at the Cape. We

little knew what a dark period in his life awaited him out there,

brought about by the malice of those in power there and at home. It is

too sacred and too painful a subject for me to record it here further

than I have done. The facts will be found in his “Autobiography.” I left

England on February 18th, 1899, with three of the children, leaving the

two eldest boys at college. It was a very painful leave-taking at the

Waterloo Station. My mother was there and all the dear ones, whom I did

not expect to see again for two or three years--my mother perhaps ever

again. Yet in a few months we were back there! My theory that one should

try and not fret about the future, which is an absolutely unknown

quantity, proved justified. I have chronicled our voyage out in my

former little book, and described one night at Madeira--a night of

enchantment under the moon.

I need not go over the days on the “blue water” again, nor our strange

life beyond the Equator, where, though I was filled with admiration for

the beauty of our surroundings, I never felt the happiness which Italy,

Egypt or Palestine had given me. Very absurd, no doubt, and sentimental,

but my love of the old haunts made me feel resentful of the topsy-turvy

state of things I found down there. The crescent moon on what (to me)

was the wrong side of the sunset, the hot north wind, the cold blast

from the south, the shadows all inverted--no, I did not enjoy this

contradiction to my well-beloved traditions. There was, besides, a local

melancholy in that strange beauty I cannot describe. All this may be put

down to sentimentality, but a very real melancholy attaches to South

Africa in my mind in connection with my husband, who suffered there for

his honesty and devotion to the honour of the Empire he served. The

authorities accepted his resignation of the Cape command which he

tendered for fear of embarrassing the Government, and he accepted the

command of the Western District in its place, which meant Devonport. So

on August 22nd we all embarked for Home.

There we found the campaign of calumny, originated in South Africa

against Sir William, in its acutest phase. The Press was letting loose

all the poison with which it was being supplied, and I consequently went

through, at first, the bitter pain of daily trying to intercept the

vilest anonymous letters, many of them beer-stained missives couched in

ill-spelt language from the slums. Not all the reparation offered to my

husband later on--the bestowal of the Grand Cross of the Bath, his

election to the dignity of Privy Councillor, his selection as the safest

judge to investigate the South African war stores scandals, not to name

other acts conveying the _amende honorable_--ever healed the wound.

His offence had been a frank admission of sympathy for a people

tenacious of their independence and, knowing the Boers as he did, he

knew what their resistance would mean in case of attack. He was appalled

at the prospect of a war, not against an army but against a people,

involving the farm-burnings and all the horrors which our armies would

have to resort to. He would fain have seen violence avoided and

diplomacy used instead, knowing, as he did, that the old intransigent

Dopper element would die out in time, and the new generation of Boers,

many of whom were educated at our universities, intermarrying with the

English, as they were already doing, would have brought about that very

union of the two races within the Empire which has been reached to-day

through all that suffering. In case, however, war should be decided on

he employed the utmost vigour allowed to official language to warn those

in power of the necessity for enormous forces in order to ensure

success. Some of his despatches were suppressed. The idea at

Headquarters was an easy march to Pretoria. What I have alluded to as

the malice which prompted the campaign of calumny had caused the report

to be spread that our initial defeats were owing to his wilful neglect

in not warning the directing powers of the gravity of their undertaking.

The chief interest I found in our new appointment was caused by the

frequent arrivals of foreign men-of-war, whose captains were received

officially and socially, and there were admirals, too, when squadrons

came. It was interesting and amusing. Lord and Lady Charles Scott were

at the Admiralty and, later, Sir Edward Seymour, during our appointment.

The foreign sailors prevented the official functions from becoming

monotonous, and we got a certain amount of pleasure out of this

Devonport phase of our experiences. I carried my painting “through thick

and thin,” and did well, on the whole, at the Academy. I had the

“consuming zeal”--a very necessary possession. One year it was a big

tent-pegging picture (I don’t know where its purchaser is now), which

was well lighted at Burlington House. Then a Boer War subject, “Within

Sound of the Guns”--well placed; followed by an Afghan subject, “Rescue

of Wounded,” which to my great pleasure was given an excellent place in

the _Salle d’Honneur_. I also accomplished other smaller works and

exhibited a great number of water colours. It is a medium I like much. I

also prepared for the Press my “Letters from the Holy Land” there which

I have already mentioned. My publishers, Messrs. A. and C. Black,

reproduced the water-colour illustrations very faithfully.

Our French sailor guests were always bright, so were the Italians, but

the Japanese were very heavy in hand, and conversation was uphill work.

It was mainly carried on by repeated smiles and nods on their part. When

their big ships came in on one occasion the Admiralty gave them the

first dinner, of course, and at the end the bandmaster had the happy

thought of giving a few bars out of Arthur Sullivan’s “Mikado” before

the Emperor’s health was drunk, the National Air not being in his

repertory. Some one asked the Jap admiral if he recognised it. “Ah! no,

no, no!” came the usual smiling and nodding answer. At the Port

Admirals’ I was to learn that in the navy you mustn’t stand up for our

Sovereign’s health, by order of William IV. This resulted one evening in

our sitting for “The King” and standing up for “The Kaiser.” There were

the German admiral and officers present. I thought that very

unfortunate.[13]

Well, Devonport in summer was very delightful, but Devonport in winter

had long periods of fog and gloom. I had the blessing of another trip to

Italy, this time with our eldest daughter, starting on a dark wintry day

in early March, 1900. Sir William’s work prevented his coming with us.

_Viâ_ Genoa to Rome lay our happy way. Of course, it wasn’t the Rome I

first knew, but the shock I received when revisiting it four years

before this present visit had already introduced me into the new order,

and I now knew what to see, enjoy, and avoid. There were several new

things to enjoy: above all, the Forum, now all open to the sky! In the

dear old days that space was a rather dreary expanse of waste land where

some poor old paupers were to be daily seen, leisurely labouring under

the delusion that they were excavating. They grubbed up the tufts of

grass and scraped the dust with pocket-knives, and the treasures below

remained comfortably tucked away from public view. Then the much-abused

Embankment. The dignified sweep of its lines leads the eye up, as it

follows the flow of the stream, to the dignity of St. Peter’s, whereas,

formerly, in its place, unbeautiful masses of mouldering houses tottered

over the Tiber and gave that long-suffering river the reflections of

their drainpipes. Then, the two end arches of that most estimable Ponte

Sant’ Angelo are now cleared of the old mud which blocked them up

malodorously and docked the lovely thing of its symmetry. Then, finally,

Rome is clean!

We had the good fortune to be present at two very striking Papal

functions, striking as bringing together Catholics from a wide-flung

circle embracing some remote nationalities unknown by sight to me. The

first was the Pope’s Benediction in St. Peter’s on March 18th. We were

standing altogether about three hours in the crowd at the Tomb, well

placed for seeing the Holy Father. He was taken round the vast basilica

in his _sedia gestatoria_, and blessed a wildly cheering crowd. I never

saw a human being so like a spirit as Leo XIII. He looked as white as

his mitre as he leant forward and stretched his arm out in benediction

from side to side, borne high above the helmets of the Noble Guard. One

heard cheers in all languages, and a curious effect was produced by the

whirling handkerchiefs, which made a white haze above the dark crowd. I

have often heard secular monarchs cheered, and that very heartily, but

for a Pope it seems that more than ordinary loyalty prompts the

cheerers. The people seem to give out their whole being in their voices

and gestures.

The Diary says: “I am glad I have seen that old man’s face and his look,

as though it came to us from beyond the grave. At times the cheers went

up to the highest pitch of both men’s and women’s voices. A strange

sound to hear in a church.”

A spring day spent at the well-known Hadrian’s Villa, under Tivoli, is

not to be allowed to pass without a grateful record. It is a most

exquisite place of old ruins, cypresses, olives and, at this time,

flowering peach trees, violets and anemones. It is an enchanting site

for a country house. Hadrian chose well. From there you see the

delicately-pencilled dome of St. Peter’s on the rim of the horizon to

the west, and behind you, to the north, rise the steep foot-hills of the

mountains, some crowned with old cities. The ruins of the villa are all

_minus_ the lovely outer coating which used to hide the brickwork, and

poor Hadrian would have felt very woeful had he foreseen that all the

white loveliness of his villa was to come to this. But as bits of warm

colour and lovely surface those brick spaces take the sun and shadow

beautifully between the dark masses of the cypresses and feathery grey

cloudiness of the olives. Nowhere is the “touch and go” nature of life

more strikingly put before the mind than in dead Rome, where so much

magnificence in stone and marble and mosaic and bronze has fallen into

lumps of crumbling brick.

On March 26th we attended the Papal Benediction in the Sistine Chapel,

which is a remarkable thing to see. It was a memorable morning. The

floor of the chapel was packed with pilgrims, some of them rough men and

women from remote regions of the north-east, whose outlandish costumes

were especially remarkable for the heavy Cossack boots, reaching to the

knee, worn by both sexes. One wondered how these people journeyed to

Rome. What a gathering of the faithful we looked down on from our

gallery! The same ecstatic cheering we had heard in St. Peter’s

announced the entrance of Leo XIII. There he was, the holy creature,

blessing right and left with that thin alabaster hand, half covered with

a white mitten. With all their hoarse barbaric cheering, I noticed how

those peasants, who had so particularly attracted me, remembered to bend

their heads and most devoutly make the sign of the cross as he passed.

They almost monopolised my study of the motley crowd, but I was aware of

the many nationalities present, and the same enthusiasm came from them

all. At such times a great consolation eases the mind, saddened, as it

often is, by the general atmosphere of declining faith in which one has

to live one’s ordinary life in the world. After the Mass came the

presentation of the pilgrims at the altar steps. The Pope had kind words

for all, bending down to hear and to speak to them, and often stroking

the men’s heads. One huge Muscovite peasant knelt long at his feet, and

the Pope kept patting the rough man’s cheek and speaking to him and

blessing him over and over again. At the sight of this a wild

“_hourah_!” broke from his fellow villagers. Where in the world was

their village? In the mists of remoteness, but here in heart,

unmistakably. Following the swarthy giant three sandy-haired German

students, carrying their plumed caps in their hands and girt with

rapiers, presented some college documents to receive the Papal

benediction, and a great many men and women knelt and passed on, but the

Pope seemed in no way fatigued. As he was borne out again he waved us an

upward blessing with his white and most friendly countenance turned up

to us.

Our Roman wanderings included a visit to the Holy Father’s Vatican

gardens, which are part of the little temporal kingdom a Pope still

possesses, and to his tiny “country house” therein, where he goes for

change of air(!) in the summer, about two stonethrows from the Vatican.

I note: “There are well-trimmed vineyards there; there are pet birds and

beasts in a little ‘zoological gardens’; there is the arbour where he

has his meals on hot days; and, finally, we were conducted to his little

villa bedroom from whose window one of the finest views of Rome is seen,

dominated by the Quirinal, within (let us hope) shaking hands distance.”

We heard the “Miserere” at St. Peter’s on Good Friday--very impressive,

that twilight service in the apse of the great basilica! The

unaccompanied voices of boys sounded in sweetest music--one hardly knew

whence it came--and the air seemed to thrill with the thin angelic sound

in the waning light as one by one the candles at the altar were put out.

At the last Psalm the last light was extinguished, and the vast crowd

with its wan faces remained lighted only by the faint glimmer that came

down from the pale sky through the high windows. Then good-bye to Rome.

We left for Perugia on April 22nd. I certainly ought to be grateful for

having had yet another reception by my Umbrian Hills! And such a

reception that April afternoon, with the low sun gilding everything into

fullest beauty! I did my best to secure that moment in miserably

inadequate paint from the hotel window immediately on arrival. Better

than nothing. But no more of Perugia, nor of dear old Florence on our

way to academic Padua; no more of Verona. I have much yet to record on

getting home, and after!

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