I was ravenously hungry.

The gong which Tanit-Zerga had pointed out lay within arm's reach. I

struck it. A white Targa appeared.

"Show me the way to the library," I ordered.

He obeyed. As we wound our way through the labyrinth of stairs and

corridors I realized that I could never have found my way without his

help.

Morhange was in the library, intently reading a manuscript.

"A lost treatise of Saint Optat," he said. "Oh, if only Dom Granger

were here. See, it is written in semi-uncial characters."

I did not reply. My eyes were fixed on an object which lay on the

table beside the manuscript. It was an orichalch ring, exactly like

that which Antinea had given me the previous day and the one which she

herself wore.

Morhange smiled.

"Well?" I said.

"Well?"

"You have seen her?"

"I have indeed," Morhange replied.

"She is beautiful, is she not?"

"It would be difficult to dispute that," my comrade answered. "I even

believe that I can say that she is as intelligent as she is

beautiful."

There was a pause. Morhange was calmly fingering the orichalch ring.

"You know what our fate is to be?"

"I know. Le Mesge explained it to us yesterday in polite mythological

terms. This evidently is an extraordinary adventure."

He was silent, then said, looking at me:

"I am very sorry to have dragged you here. The only mitigating feature

is that since last evening you seem to have been bearing your lot very

easily."

Where had Morhange learned this insight into the human heart? I did

not reply, thus giving him the best of proofs that he had judged

correctly.

"What do you think of doing?" I finally murmured.

He rolled up the manuscript, leaned back comfortably in his armchair

and lit a cigar.

"I have thought it over carefully. With the aid of my conscience I

have marked out a line of conduct. The matter is clear and admits no

discussion.

"The question is not quite the same for me as for you, because of my

semi-religious character, which, I admit, has set out on a rather

doubtful adventure. To be sure, I have not taken holy orders, but,

even aside from the fact that the ninth commandment itself forbids my

having relations with a woman not my wife, I admit that I have no

taste for the kind of forced servitude for which the excellent

Ceghéir-ben-Cheikh has so kindly recruited us.

"That granted, the fact remains that my life is not my own with the

right to dispose of it as might a private explorer travelling at his

own expenses and for his own ends. I have a mission to accomplish,

results to obtain. If I could regain my liberty by paying the singular

ransom which this country exacts, I should consent to give

satisfaction to Antinea according to my ability. I know the tolerance

of the Church, and especially that of the order to which I aspire:

such a procedure would be ratified immediately and, who knows, perhaps

even approved? Saint Mary the Egyptian, gave her body to boatmen under

similar circumstances. She received only glorification for it. In so

doing she had the certainty of attaining her goal, which was holy. The

end justified the means.

"But my case is quite different. If I give in to the absurd caprices

of this woman, that will not keep me from being catalogued down in the

red marble hall, as Number 54, or as Number 55, if she prefers to take

you first. Under those conditions...."

"Under those conditions?"

"Under those conditions, it would be unpardonable for me to

acquiesce."

"Then what do you intend to do?"

"What do I intend to do?" Morhange leaned back in the armchair and

smilingly launched a puff of smoke toward the ceiling.

"Nothing," he said. "And that is all that is necessary. Man has this

superiority over woman. He is so constructed that he can refuse

advances."

Then he added with an ironical smile:

"A man cannot be forced to accept unless he wishes to."

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