"'Go to the hills,' said one remit a while
This baneful diligence--at early morn
Court the fresh air, explore the heaths and woods;"
... 'I infer that he was healed
By perseverance in the course prescribed'
"You do not err; the powers that had been lost,
By slow degrees were gradually regained
The fluttering nerves composed; the beating heart
In rest established; and the jarring thoughts
To Harmony restored."
_The Excursion_
The fresh air had never seemed so gloriously sweet to Osmond Allonby
before.
He sat in a roomy, comfortable arm chair, a shawl round his big limbs,
and the light warm breeze that puffed up the valley bringing a faint
color to his white face.
He had two companions, Wynifred and Mr. Fowler. The girl sat on the
grass, busy over some little piece of needle-work; Henry Fowler lay
beside her, throwing tiny pebbles idly at the terrier's nose. A great
peace brooded over Poole Farm--a peace which seemed to communicate
itself to the three as they sat enjoying their desultory conversation.
"And so," said Mr. Fowler, "Mr. Dickens returned to his own place
yesterday, rendered absolutely despairing by his interview with your
brother."
"I know; it was laughable," said Allonby, laughing gently. "He almost
gave me the lie, so determined was he that I had a secret enemy
somewhere; I was quite sorry I couldn't oblige him with one, his
disappointment was so painful to witness."
"The worst of these detective police," returned his friend, "is that
they will always pin their faith on some one particular feature of the
case; they become imbued with a theory of their own, and in consequence
blind and deaf to all that does not bear upon it. Mr. Dickens had
settled that this was a vendetta, and he would entertain no other
hypothesis."
"The notion is absurd in the highest degree," said Osmond, with
animation. "No! It was some tramp, you may be sure, and he was
frightened, and made off before securing his booty. I must have looked a
very easy prey, for I was sitting, as I have told you before, with my
head on my hands, feeling rather done up. I have a dim recollection of a
violent blow; I suppose it stunned me at once. Not a soul had passed me,
I am sure; whoever it was came up behind, along the Combe road."
"It would not be at all difficult for anyone who knew the country to
conceal himself," said Mr. Fowler, meditatively, "but yet--the police
watched well. Every neighboring village was searched, and all along the
coast ... but these local police are easily deceived, you know. I wish I
had been at home at the time."
"I wish you had," said Wynifred, impulsively; and then half repented her
impulse, for she received such a very plain look of thanks and pleasure
from Mr. Fowler's kind eyes.
From the first moment, he had been deeply struck with Miss Allonby; her
character was as new to him as it was to Claud Cranmer, but he found her
perfectly charming. Presents of fresh trout, of large strawberries,
plump chickens, and invalid jellies daily arrived from the Lower House;
and most afternoons the master would follow his gifts, and walk in,
arrayed in his rough country clothes, very likely with a reminiscence of
bricks or mortar somewhere on his coat sleeve, for he was building a
house in the valley for some relations of his, and, as he was his own
architect, the work necessitated a good deal of personal attention.
Wynifred had been down to see the house in question, and then to tea at
Edge Willoughby, and had been escorted back to Poole by Mr. Fowler in
the starlight; and a most interesting walk it had been, for he knew
every constellation in the heavens, and exactly where to look for each
at any season of the year.
A thorough liking for him had sprung up in her heart. The simplicity of
his courteous manner was a rare charm; he was singularly unlike the
London men of her acquaintance, with a modesty which was perhaps the
most remarkable of his attributes.
The little silence which followed her remark was broken by Osmond.
"When is Cranmer coming down again?" he said.
"Next week, I hope; sooner if he can. I had a letter from him this
morning; he asked to be most particularly remembered to you and Miss
Allonby, and inquired much after your health," said Mr. Fowler.
"I am glad he was not down last week; the weather was so bad, he would
not have known what to do," said Wyn.
In fact, Claud had been reluctantly torn from Edge Combe by his despotic
sister, who, when she got to London, found that to choose a house
without his assistance was quite an impossibility. In such a matter, the
colonel's opinion was never even asked; neither did he resent the
omission in the least. If Mabel liked the house, he liked it too, and
Claud would see after the stabling.
So Claud went, and tramped Belgravia and even Kensington with
submission; and, when at last a selection was made, found himself doomed
to go down to Hunstanton with his tyrant and fetch up the children, the
nurses, and the little governess for a week's shopping, previous to
their being all swept off to Yorkshire, to be out of the way during the
autumn at the castle of the earl, their grandpapa, whilst their mother
went to make herself agreeable to her husband's constituents; in which
last respect she certainly did her duty.
In Mr. Cranmer's absence, the wounded man had grown stronger daily; had
sat at his bedroom window, had made the circuit of his chamber, and now
was promoted to sit in the garden; and Dr. Forbes exulted in the
rapidity of his convalescence.
"You see, there's everything in his favor," he said, complacently. "A
fine constitution, a fine time of year--youth, and the best climate in
England."
It was highly satisfactory that he should make such excellent use of his
advantages.
"I feel to-day as if I could walk a mile," he said, with pride,
stretching his long legs and arms and tossing his head.
"I am glad you are feeling so well. You are going to have a visitor this
afternoon--Miss Brabourne, who found you lying by the roadside; she is
so eager to see you."
Osmond blushed--actually blushed with pleasure. He was not very strong
yet, and his heart beat stormily at thought of the coming meeting. All
through his delirium a certain face had haunted him--a girl's face,
which he always seemed to see when he closed his eyes. With returning
consciousness the vision fled--he could not recall the features, but he
had a feeling that they were the features of Elsa Brabourne, and that,
if he saw her again, he should know her.
"I'll go down as far as the stile, and see if I can see her," said Wyn;
and, tossing her work to the ground, she rose and went wandering off
among the flower-beds, singing to herself, and picking a rosebud here
and there.
"I envy you your sister, Mr. Allonby," said Henry Fowler.
"Who? Wyn?" asked Osmond. "Yes she is a very good sort; but you should
see Hilda and Jacqueline; they are both uncommonly pretty girls, though
I say it."
"I think Miss Allonby pretty."
"Wyn? Oh, no, she isn't," was the fraternal criticism. "I've seen her
look well, but you can't call her pretty; but I suppose she is
attractive--some men seem to find her so."
"Ah!" said Mr. Fowler.
"But she is not at all impressionable," said Wyn's brother.
Meanwhile Wyn was walking down the Waste in happy unconsciousness of
being the subject of discussion, and presently was seen to wave her hand
and begin to run forward. She and Elsa met in the middle of the Waste,
and exchanged greetings. Jane Gollop was far behind--she was growing
used to this now, and took it as a matter of course that the young feet
which for years had dragged listlessly at her side should now, for very
gaiety and youth, outstrip her.
Now that Elsa's face wore that sparkling look of animation, now that her
luxuriant tresses were piled classically on the crown of her beautiful
head, the barbarity of her costume really sank into insignificance,
triumphed over by sheer force of her fresh loveliness. Her glow of color
made the pale Wynifred look paler, the girls were a great contrast.
"How is Mr. Allonby? Is he going on well?" panted Elsa, before she had
recovered her breath.
"Capitally, thank you. Dr. Forbes says he never knew such a quick
convalescence."
"Oh, how glad I am! Is he ... do you think ... it is so very fine
to-day ... is Mr. Allonby in the garden?"
The shyness and confusion were very pretty, thought Wyn.
"Yes," she said, delighted to be able to call the warm clear color into
the speaking face. "He is sitting in the garden, and is so impatient to
see you. Come this way."
No need to speak twice. Elsa's feet seemed scarcely to touch the ground
in their transit across the space which intervened between her and the
hero of her dreams.
Osmond would insist on rising from his chair to greet her; and his tall
form looked taller than ever now that he was so thin.
Elsa drew near, hardly knowing where she was or what she was
doing--little recking that he was to the full as excited as she.
They met; their hands touched; the girl could hardly see clearly through
the mist of tears in her large speaking eyes. He looked straight at her,
saw the crystal mist, saw one irrepressible drop over-brim the lid, and
rest on the delicate cheek. A storm of feeling overcame him; he grew
quite white.
It was the face of the mystic queen in his visions of Avilion--it was
beauty of the type he most passionately admired; and beauty which was
stirred to its depths by pity and sympathy for him.
He could say nothing articulate, neither could she. Their greeting was
chiefly that of eyes, and of warmly grasping hands, for she had
stretched both to him, and he had seized them.
How long did it last? They did not know. To Osmond it seemed, like the
dreams of his fever, to last for hours, and yet be gone like a flash.
He only knew that presently he found himself seated again in his chair,
his fingers released from the warm touch of hers; that she was sitting
by him on Wynifred's vacated seat; that the skies had not fallen, nor
the shadows on the grass lengthened perceptibly; and that neither Wyn
nor Mr. Fowler expressed any surprise in their countenances, as if
anything unusual had transpired.
Apparently he had not openly made a fool of himself. He heaved a sigh of
relief, and lay back among his cushions. There sat the lady of his
dreams, no longer a phantom, a real girl of flesh and blood, with large
eyes of morning grey fixed on him.
He fancied how those calm eyes, like the misty dawn of a glorious day,
would gradually warm and deepen into the torrid splendor of noon; when
what was now only sympathetic interest should have strengthened into
passionate love, when his voice, his touch should alone have power
to----
Alas! as usual, he was building an airy cloud-palace for his thoughts to
live in; and here was the real earth, and here was himself, a poor,
struggling young artist, a competitor in one of London's fiercest and
most crowded fields of competition, and with three unmarried sisters to
think of.
And there was she--could he dream of it for her? The future of a poor
man's wife. _Wife!_ The exquisite delight of that word, by force of
contrast, calmed this enthusiast utterly. No. To him nothing nearer than
a star, an ideal. His Beatrice, only to be longed for, never attained.
And all this he had time to think of, while Wyn was cheerfully telling
Elsa that he had that day eaten a piece of lamb, and "quite a great
deal" of milky pudding for his dinner, which hopeful bulletin of his
appetite was received with marked interest both by Mr. Fowler and his
god-daughter.
And then Elaine turned her bashful eyes on him, and he heard her voice
saying,
"I am so glad you are getting well so fast. I was very unhappy when they
thought you would not live."
"Were you?" he said, hoping his voice did not sound as queer to the
others as it did to himself. "It was very philanthropical of you. That
gift of pity is one of woman's most gracious attributes."
Elsa was developing very fast, but she was not yet equal to replying to
this speech.
"I think I have been altogether far more fortunate than I deserve," went
on Osmond. "Everyone in this fairy valley had vied in their efforts to
be kind to me. Your good aunts, Mr. Fowler here, Mr. Cranmer and Lady
Mabel, not to mention Dr. Forbes, Mrs. Battishill, and Mrs. Clapp."
Elsa was still tongue-tied; and, oh! it was hard, when she had so much
to say to him. How kindly he spoke! How handsome he looked when he
smiled! If only she knew what to say!
At this embarrassing juncture, Jane scrambled over the stile, grasping a
covered basket. Like lightning the girl leaped up, ran to her nurse,
and, taking her burden, carried it back to the young man's side.
"I brought these for you," she faltered. "The strawberries are over, but
here are white currants and raspberries ... raspberries are very good
with cream. Do you like them?"
"Like them? I should think so! My appetite is quite tremendous, as Wyn
told you. Will you carry back my sincere thanks to Miss Willoughby for
her kind thought?"
She blushed, and then smiled, rising her face to his.
"It was my thought," she said, timidly; "the aunts said they were not
good enough to bring, and I went to Lower House for the currants," she
concluded, nodding mischeviously to her godfather.
"Like your impudence!" he answered, pretending to shake a fist at her.
"Now, Miss Allonby, I must be going; won't you show me the picture you
are doing of Saul Parker?"
"Oh, yes, I should like to. I hope you will think it a good likeness,"
answered Wyn, eagerly.
She rose, and walked slowly into the house with Mr. Fowler, leaving the
two seated together on the lawn, conscious of nothing in all the world
but each other's presence.
There was a little pause; then Elaine gathered courage. It was easier
for them to talk with no listeners.
"I saw you before you were hurt," she announced, blushing.
"You saw me?" cried Osmond, devoured with interest. "Where? I never saw
you."
"No; I was behind your back. I was coming up to the farm; you were
sitting at your easel. Your head was resting on your hands. I wanted to
go and ask you if you were ill; but Jane hurried me on."
"And I never knew," said Osmond, in a slow, absorbed way.
"And so I asked Jane to go back round by the road because--because I
wanted to see your face; and when we got there you were lying on the
grass."
Here the lip quivered. Allonby threw himself forward in his chair, his
chin on his elbow.
"I saw your face," he said, earnestly. "Tell me, did you not--were you
not kneeling by me, and--and _weeping_?"
The girl nodded, hardly able to speak.
"You opened your eyes," she said, very low, after a pause, "and looked
at me for a moment; but not as if you knew me."
"But I saw you. Do you know"--sinking his voice--"that your face was
with me all through my illness--your face, as I saw it to-day, with
tears on your eyelashes?... I knew even your voice, when I have heard
it in the garden, and I have been lying in bed. I knew when you laughed
and when you spoke ... and I counted the hours till I should be well
enough to see you and thank you. You'll let me thank you, won't you?"
He took her hand again. The child--for she was no more--could not speak.
It seemed as if light were breaking so swiftly in upon her soul that the
glare dazzled her. She was helpless--almost frightened. Osmond saw that
he must be careful not to startle or vex her. With a great effort he
curbed his own excitement, and took a lighter tone.
"Think what a benefactor in disguise my unknown assailant has been!" he
cried brightly. "What have I lost? Nothing--absolutely nothing but a
pudding-basin; what have I gained?" He made an eloquent sweep of the
hand. "Everything! In fact, I can hardly realise at present what my gain
is. To be ill--to be tenderly nursed--to have enquiries made all day by
kind friends--to have my name in all the local papers--to be interviewed
at least once a day by gentlemen of the press. I assure you that I
never before was the centre of attraction; I hope it will last. That
day's sketching in the lane may turn out to be the best stroke of
business I ever did."
"But," cried Elsa, remonstrating, "you don't count all the pain you had
to bear?"
"Pain!" he said, almost incoherently. "Did I? Have I borne pain? Oh, it
counts for nothing, for I have forgotten all about it."
"Really and truly? Have you forgotten it?"
"Really and truly, just now. I may remember it presently, when I am
crawling upstairs to bed to-night, with my arm round Joe Battishill's
neck; but just now it is clean gone, and every day I shall grow
stronger, you know."
She did not answer. She saw fate, in the shape of Jane Gollop, bearing
down upon her from the open farm-house door.
"Miss Elaine, my dear, you wasn't to stay but a very little while
to-day; and, if we don't start back, you won't be in time to go to the
station with your Aunt Charlotte to meet your brother, you know."
"To meet your brother!" echoed Osmond.
"Yes." She turned to him. "He is my step-brother; I have never seen him
since he was a baby."
"Really? That sounds odd; but you are orphans; I suppose he is being
brought up by other relations. I think it was cruel to separate you. How
old is he?"
"Just fourteen. I am glad he is coming at last."
"I suppose so; and you will be so happy together that you will forget to
come up to Poole and see the poor sick man?"
"You _know_ I shall not. I shall bring Godfrey."
"Yes, do. Please come soon. But I ought not to be so grasping, and I
have never thanked you properly for coming to-day. What an unmannerly
brute I am. Please forgive me! Don't punish me by staying away, will
you?"
She drew near, and spoke low, that Jane might not hear.
"I shall come whenever they let me," she said, with vehemence; "whenever
I don't come, you will know it is because I was forbidden. If they would
allow it, I'd come _every single day_."