She said quietly, "No, not as my lover, Antonia--as my secretary."

"And what difference does it make--what you call it?"

"Antonia!" Mrs. Southgate's tone protested. "It makes a great deal of

difference what it is."

Her sister-in-law felt the reproach.

"I mean, no one will believe it, no one will care--the scandal will be

the same."

Doris made gesture with her thin hands as if one couldn't go changing

all one's plans for every shred of gossip that drifted across the

horizon.

"One only cares what one's friends say," she explained, "and I haven't

any friends--except you, Antonia."

"Are you utterly indifferent to the name of an honorable man who was

your husband?"

"While my husband lived I tried to do my duty to him," said Doris

firmly. "I gave my whole life to it, and my reward is that he tries to

reach out of the grave and prevent my having the normal freedom that

any woman of my age ought to have."

Williams had only to look into her set little face to see that it was

hopeless to argue with her, but he had hopes of Hale. He had formed a

favorable opinion of the young man and simply did not believe he was a

party to any such plan.

"I should like to have a talk with Hale," he said.

"He's gone out of town," answered Doris. "He won't be back until a day

or two before we sail."

Antonia gave a sound between a bleat and a whinny.

"You're sailing on the same steamer?"

"Of course--with my secretary."

She left the room.

In the course of the next few minutes Williams was surprised to

discover the words included in the vocabulary of so majestic a woman as

Antonia. There was nothing she did not call her sister-in-law, although

she ended each sentence with an assertion that she wouldn't really do

it.

"I wouldn't count on that," said Williams. "Most people are restrained

by the opinion of their social group; but, as Mrs. Southgate says, she

doesn't seem to have any group."

"Do you forget there is such a thing as a moral sense?" asked Antonia.

"If you had listened attentively," he replied, "you would have gathered

as I did that there is nothing contrary to morals in this plan of your

sister-in-law's--a lack of convention, yes."

"We will not allow it," said Antonia.

It was Williams' duty to point out that persuasion was the only method

open to them. His sympathies were with the lovers, but he felt it his

duty to mention to Miss Southgate his conviction that the best way to

stop the whole thing was to send for Dominic Hale.

"This is not Hale's plan," he said. "I am sure he would not stand for

it. If you send for him and have a talk you will find that he believes

they are going to be married before they sail."

But Miss Southgate was too angry to listen to him. She tossed the

suggestion aside with the utmost contempt.

"How can you be so innocent?" she exclaimed. "The whole plan is his.

Doris would never have the imagination to think of such a thing. She

has simply fallen into the hands of a designing man. She has no will of

her own. You are utterly mistaken."

Well, perhaps he was; but he wanted to find Hale and have a talk with

him; but as he could find no trace of the young man, he was obliged to

content himself with an interview with Doris. He wanted to point out to

her that she was ruining Hale irretrievably. It was the sort of thing a

man could never live down. It would be said that he preferred to live

on the dead husband's money rather than to make the widow his wife. He

put it as badly as he could, but Doris was unshaken. She nodded her

head.

"Yes, I know," she said. "No one will understand. He sacrifices his

reputation too--not any more than I do, Mr. Williams, though perhaps

not any less. We must learn to live without the world, but we can--we

shall have each other."

Williams thumped his hand on his knee.

"I can't believe it of him," he said. "Such a disgusting rôle! So

unmanly!"

Doris smiled at him sadly.

"Does it seem unmanly to you?" she said meditatively. "It seems to me

it wouldn't be manly to say no to a woman who loves him and has been as

unhappy as I have been."

Yes, Williams could see that point of view too. Hale might say to

himself that a girl who had lived those years of self-abnegation had a

right to his love and Southgate's money, if she wanted them both; that

it wasn't his part to take a noble stand for which she must pay. There

was a certain nobility in not caring what the world said of him.

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