CHAPTER X

Claire and Rosanna lingered after the meeting, talking with the Captain

and Mrs. Horton, but presently Colonel Maslin came for them, and they

said good-night and went away, Rosanna feeling as though she was doing

something quite out of the way and rather dreadful in going off with

another girl at that time of night. It must have been at least nine!

The two girls sat with the Colonel while he ate the lunch set before him

by the Chinaman--a cracker and a glass of buttermilk it was--and then

they said good-night and went laughing upstairs to Claire's

sitting-room. In the pretty bed-room Rosanna found her clothes laid out

neatly and the two took off their trim Scout uniforms and slipped into

comfy kimonos.

Rosanna found that when Claire was not brooding, she was as gay and

bright as any girl, and happiness transformed her face into a beautiful,

glowing countenance that made Rosanna happy just to look at it.

"I wish you always felt like this," she said after a funny story of

Claire's had sent her into gales of laughter.

"Like what?" demanded Claire quickly.

Rosanna was sorry that she had spoken. "Why, so jolly and merry," she

said.

The cloud settled over Claire's face again.

"Perhaps I should not have said that, dear Claire," continued Rosanna

gently, "but you don't know just how you _do_ look a good deal of the

time."

Claire shot a quick glance at her, and then looked away. "How do I

look?" she asked abruptly. "I thought I looked like most every girl."

"Well, you don't," said Rosanna. She studied the beautiful, unhappy face

of her friend, finding trouble in choosing her words. "It is hard for me

to tell you just how you look, only it hurts me when I see it."

"Try to tell me," urged Claire as though the subject interested her

deeply.

Rosanna floundered on.

"I don't know just how to explain to you, but you seem to be listening

to something that I cannot hear, and way down deep in the bottom of your

eyes there is a horror."

As Rosanna spoke, looking full at Claire, she trembled to see the horror

leap from the depths of those jade green eyes and blaze out.

"Why, what is it? What can it be?" she stammered, clasping Claire in her

warm arms. "Oh, dear Claire, there _is_ something that frightens you!

Tell me what it is. Does your father know? Oh, Claire, we are both

Scouts; let me help you!"

For a long moment Claire seemed not to breathe. She did not move. Then

with a gasping sigh, she gently unclasped Rosanna's arms and stood up.

She commenced slowly to unbraid her red hair. She did not speak, and in

silence Rosanna watched the gleaming, shining masses, released from

their prim daytime fashion, fall like a royal garment around Claire's

shoulders. Far below her waist hung the rippling locks. Claire inclined

her head as though she wished to hide herself and her troubles beneath

that veil. Then suddenly, proudly she flung up her head and looked

straight at Rosanna with cold, level eyes.

"No one can help me," she said quietly. "I will not deny that there _is_

something that troubles me, but that is all that I can tell you. I am

sorry I have let you see this much. I could tell you if I were any other

girl, but I cannot."

"I only want to help you, dear Claire," said Rosanna. "I hope that you

feel as though you can trust me."

"Indeed I do," protested Claire, her eyes filling with tears. "I never

have trusted _any_ girl so much."

"Then that is all right," said Rosanna, with her sweet smile. "I just

want you to promise me one thing and that is that if ever you feel as

though you wanted to tell anyone, or if you feel as though anyone could

help you, I want you to come to me."

"I will indeed promise that," said Claire, "but I do not think that that

time will ever come. I _want_ to tell you, but I cannot. And no one on

earth can help me."

"I don't believe I would say that, Claire," said Rosanna musingly. "You

never _can_ tell just who can help you until the time comes when you

need help, and then there it is, just as though you had called for it."

"I shall not call," smiled Claire stubbornly. "And please, Rosanna, let

us talk of other things."

Rosanna brightly changed the conversation.

"What I am crazy to talk about is, whatever is it you are putting on?"

"This?" asked Claire, holding out a fold of the gorgeous embroidered

garment she had slipped on. "It is a Mandarin coat; a real one. A real

Mandarin gave it to me. I was quite a little girl. It was while daddy

was stationed in China, and he and mother had a great many friends among

the really high-class Chinese.

"When we came away, the Mandarin sent a box by a half-dozen bearers. It

was a sort of chest with trays. There was a wonderful robe for mother

made of silk as shimmery and delicate as a cobweb. It is crusted with

gold embroidery and there are tiny shoes to match. Then there was a set

of real jade--hair ornaments, a necklace, pins, and this ring."

"I have noticed it," said Rosanna. "It is too lovely! And it is lovely

of your mother to let you wear it until she gets well."

Claire was silent for a moment, then went on: "In a lower tray there was

this robe for me, and dozens of the most wonderful toys and playthings

such as the royal children in China have, and which we over here never

see. Everything but this coat is packed away. Dad says the toys are most

of them really museum pieces, they are so beautiful and so rare."

"You ought to save them for your children," said Rosanna.

"When I grow up I shall give them to the Institute in Washington,"

Claire said with a frown. "That is the place for them."

Rosanna shook her head. "You are more generous than I could be," she

laughed. "What else was there in the chest?"

"Something queer; as queer as China itself," said Claire. "All wrapped

up in my Mandarin coat was a package with my name written on it. We

opened the wrapper and found a little case or casket sealed up tight

with wax and bearing the impression of the Mandarin's signet ring. There

is an inscription on the box. Chinese, of course, but daddy could read

it. It said, 'Some far day, one will give you a gift beyond all price.

Give them, in return, this casket as a token of your gratitude and

mine.'"

"What was in it?" asked Rosanna breathlessly.

"Why, we don't know," said Claire. "It was sealed, as I said, and I must

not break it, of course. I suppose the curious thing will go to the

museum, too, because no one will give me a gift 'beyond price.'"

"Oh, Claire, _don't_ be so unbelieving! You don't know what might

happen," cried Rosanna. "I never heard anything so exciting and so

mysterious! What do you suppose is in the box?"

"I can't guess," said Claire. "I shook it, but nothing rattled. It is in

a safe deposit vault. Perhaps it is just the box, because that is gold

and perfectly beautiful."

"How large is it?" asked Rosanna.

"About like that," said Claire, measuring off a space the size of a

commercial envelope.

"Well, I think I never heard anything so mysterious and exciting. I

should think you would just go around waiting to have someone give you

some wonderful present just so you could have the fun of giving them the

box so you could see what is inside."

"Dad says there is a catch about it somewhere, that people like

ourselves do not go around giving presents beyond price and that it is

exactly like a Chinaman to do something like that. The box, I mean. All

sorts of queer things happen in China."

"Tell me some more about what you did over there," begged Rosanna. "I

suppose we ought to go to bed, but I am so excited that I don't feel as

though I could ever sleep again."

So, curling up in a big chair, Claire told Rosanna stories of the

strange, mysterious East. Rosanna, thinking how very, very soon she too

would see that strange side of the world, sat shivering with delight.

Claire talked on and on. She was a good story-teller and everything was

as clear and real as though they were wandering hand and hand down those

strange and ancient ways.

Then Claire skipped lightly out of China into Honolulu, and thrilled

Rosanna with pictures of that fairy island of Hawaii. Rosanna forgot

China, forgot the mysterious box as though they had been wiped quite

neatly out of her mind.

"Oh, I'm CRAZY to go there!" she cried finally. "It must be _too_

lovely!"

"It is," declared Claire, and started off on a description of the

wonderful bathing at Wakiki, when:

"Well, well, what's this?" rumbled in the door.

Both girls shrieked and jumped and stared wildly at Colonel Maslin,

standing in the doorway.

"And I told the little Captain that I would take good care of her girl

if she could come over here to visit Claire," he said, shaking his head.

"I don't see how I am going to explain this. Of course, I will have to

'fess up and what she won't do to me--"

"She won't mind for once," said Rosanna. "It will be grandmother who

will mind. She always minds dreadfully when I stay up late."

"And I am awfully afraid of your grandmother," declared Colonel Maslin.

"I will protect you," Rosanna promised, laughing.

"You will both protect me by hopping into bed this minute," said the

Colonel. "In exactly two minutes I will return and put out the light,

and I want to see both girls with their eyes tight shut and fast

asleep." He turned and left the room and when he entered again the red

head and the black were snuggled down, each in her soft pillow, and two

pairs of eyes were tight shut, nor did they open when he dropped a light

kiss on each round cheek and tiptoed out.

Rosanna fell into a restless sleep, filled with fantastic visions and

presently she awoke. For a little she could not place herself. The

feeling of a strange bed confused her. Then she heard a queer muffled

sound, and sat up quietly. It did not come from the twin bed beside her

own. She reached cautiously over and touched the spread. Claire was not

lying there. The muffled sobs were farther away. Rosanna's eyes grew

accustomed to the darkness and she could make out a blur of white lying

near the window on the dark rug. Claire was lying there on the rug, and

Claire was crying; crying as though her heart was broken. Rosanna's

firm little jaw set itself still more firmly. She slid from her bed and

ran across the room. As she approached the sorrowing girl she breathed

softly:

"Claire, dear, dear Claire, I cannot stand it! You need not tell me why

you are so sad if you do not want to, but you must, _must_ let me love

you and comfort you."

The touch of Rosanna's tender arms, the loving kiss, and her heartfelt

words seemed to break down Claire's icy reserve. To Rosanna's surprise

and relief, she turned, wound her arms around Rosanna's neck, and

whispered brokenly:

"Oh, Rosanna, I _will_ tell you! I _must_ tell someone or I will die!"

"Of course, you must tell me," soothed Rosanna. "Come away from this

cold place first."

"No, no! I want to lie right here!" cried Claire.

"Why, of course you don't, dear," said Rosanna. "Please! Make believe I

am your really truly sister tonight, as well as your Scout sister, and

let's get into my bed and you can cuddle close and tell me all about

it."

Claire commenced to sob again, but Rosanna tenderly coaxed her into bed

and clasped her tight.

Claire did not speak; she lay in Rosanna's arms sobbing as though her

heart were broken.

Rosanna did not speak, and at last Claire controlled herself.

"I was sure you were sound asleep," she said, "or I would have gone down

into the study, but I hate to go around the house in the night. It

frightens me."

"I should think it would," said Rosanna, staring into the dark and

hugging Claire closer.

"But I get to thinking and I can't sleep. I suppose that is why I am so

much paler than most of the girls. I am awake so much, because I am too

unhappy to sleep."

"But that is all wrong," said Rosanna. "Why are you so unhappy, Claire?"

"Can't you guess, Rosanna?"

"Is it your mother?" asked Rosanna.

Claire shivered violently. "Yes," she breathed.

"Oh, Claire!" said Rosanna, her own tears wetting Claire's forehead.

"Oh, Claire, is it as bad as that? Is your mother so _dreadfully_ ill? I

thought she just had nervous prostration or something like that. That is

what most people have, isn't it? I am so sorry! So dreadfully sorry!

Perhaps there is a mistake. Sometimes doctors think people are awfully

sick and going to--going to die, and then they get well as ever."

Claire laughed a sudden, jangling, harsh laugh that frightened Rosanna

more than her sobs. She turned her lips close to Rosanna's ear, as

though she hated to breathe aloud the words she struggled to utter.

"Mother is not going to die," she said finally. "She is insane!"

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