Matilda, and taking her hand, seemed resolved to lead her to the
carriage.
Accustomed to be awed by every serious look of his, she yet resisted
this; and cried, “Would _you_ be the minister of my father’s cruelty?”
“Then,” said Sandford solemnly to her, “farewell—from this moment you
and I part. I will take my leave, and do you remain where you are—at
least till you are forced away. But I’ll not stay to be driven
hence—for it is impossible your father will suffer any friend of yours
to continue here, after this disobedience. Adieu.”
“I’ll go this moment,” said she, and rose hastily.
Miss Woodley took her at her word, and hurried her immediately out of
the room.
Sandford followed slow behind, as if he had followed at her funeral.
When she came to that spot on the stairs where she had met her father,
she started back, and scarce knew how to pass it. When she had—“There
he held me in his arms,” said she, “and I thought I felt him press me
to his heart, but I now find I was mistaken.”
As Sandford came forward, to hand her into the coach, “Now you behave
well;” said he, “by this behaviour, you do not entirely close all
prospect of reconciliation with your father.”
“Do you think it is not yet impossible?” cried she, clasping his hand.
“Giffard says he loves me,” continued she, “and do you think he might
yet be brought to forgive me?”
“Forgive you!” cried Sandford.
“Suppose I was to write to him, and entreat his forgiveness?”
“Do not write yet,” said Sandford, with no cheering accent.
The carriage drove off—and as it went, Matilda leaned her head from the
window, to survey Elmwood House from the roof to the bottom. She cast
her eyes upon the gardens too—upon the fish ponds—even the coach
houses, and all the offices adjoining—which, as objects that she should
never see again—she contemplated, as objects of importance.
CHAPTER II.
Rushbrook, who, at twenty miles distance, could have no conjecture what
had passed at Elmwood House, during the short visit Lord Elmwood made
there, went that way with his dogs and gun in order to meet him on his
return, and accompany him in the chaise back—he did so—and getting into
the carriage, told him eagerly the sport he had had during the day;
laughed at an accident that had befallen one of his dogs; and for some
time did not perceive but that his uncle was perfectly attentive. At
length, observing he answered more negligently than usual to what he
said, Rushbrook turned his eyes quickly upon him, and cried,
“My Lord, are you not well?”
“Yes; perfectly well, I thank you, Rushbrook,” and he leaned back
against the carriage.
“I thought, Sir,” returned Rushbrook, “you spoke languidly—I beg your
pardon.”
“I have the head-ache a little,” answered he:—then taking off his hat,
brushed the powder from it, and as he put it on again, fetched a most
heavy sigh; which no sooner had escaped him, than, to drown its sound,
he said briskly,
“And so you tell me you have had good sport to-day?”
“No, my Lord, I said but indifferent.”
“True, so you did. Bid the man drive faster—it will be dark before we
get home.”
“You will shoot to-morrow, my Lord?”
“Certainly.”
“How does Mr. Sandford do, Sir?”
“I did not see him.”
“Not see Mr. Sandford, My Lord? but he was out I suppose—for they did
not expect you at Elmwood House.”
“No, they did not.”
In such conversation Rushbrook and his uncle continued to the end of
their journey. Dinner was then immediately served, and Lord Elmwood
appeared much in his usual spirits; at least, not suspecting any cause
for their abatement, Rushbrook did not observe any alteration.
Lord Elmwood went, however, earlier to bed than ordinary, or rather to
his bed-chamber; for though he retired some time before his nephew,
when Rushbrook passed his chamber door it was open, and he not in bed,
but sitting in a musing posture, as if he had forgot to shut it.
When Rushbrook’s valet came to attend his master, he said to him,
“I suppose, Sir, you do not know what has happened at the Castle?”
“For heaven’s sake what?” cried Rushbrook.
“My Lord has met Lady Matilda:” replied the man.
“How? Where? What’s the consequence?”
“We don’t know yet, Sir; but all the servants suppose her Ladyship will
not be suffered to remain there any longer.”
“They all suppose wrong,” returned Rushbrook hastily—“My Lord loves her
I am certain, and this event may be the happy means of his treating her
as his child from this day.”
The servant smiled and shook his head.
“Why, what more do you know?”
“Nothing more than I have told you, Sir; except that his Lordship took
no kind of notice of her Ladyship that appeared like love.”
Rushbrook was all uneasiness and anxiety to know the particulars of
what had passed; and now Lord Elmwood’s inquietude, which he had but
slightly noticed before, came full to his observation. He was going to
ask more questions; but he recollected Lady Matilda’s misfortunes were
too sacred, to be talked of thus familiarly by the servants of the
family;—besides, it was evident this man thought, and but naturally, it
might not be for his master’s interest the father and the daughter
should be united; and therefore would certainly give to all he said the
opposite colouring.
In spite of his prudence, however, and his delicacy towards Matilda,
Rushbrook could not let his valet leave him till he had inquired, and
learned all the circumstantial account of what had happened; except,
indeed, the order received by Giffard, which being given after Lord
Elmwood was in his carriage and in concise terms, the domestics who
attended him (and from whom this man had gained his intelligence) were
unacquainted with it.
When the servant had left Rushbrook alone, the perturbation of his mind
was so great, that he was, at length, undetermined whether to go to
bed, or to rush into his uncle’s apartment, and at his feet beg for
that compassion upon his daughter, which he feared he had denied her.
But then, to what peril would he not expose himself by such a step?
Nay, he might perhaps even injure her whom he wished to serve; for if
his uncle was at present unresolved, whether to forgive or to resent
this disobedience to his commands, another’s interference might enrage,
and precipitate him on the latter.
This consideration was so weighty, it resigned Rushbrook to the
suspense he was compelled to endure till the morning; when he flattered
himself, that by watching every look and motion of Lord Elmwood, his
penetration would be able to discover the state of his heart, and how
he meant to act.
But the morning came, and he found all his prying curiosity was of no
avail; Lord Elmwood did not drop one word, give one look, or use one
action that was not customary.
On first seeing him, Rushbrook blushed at the secret with which he was
entrusted; then, as he gazed on the Earl, contemplated the joy he ought
to have known in clasping in his arms a child like Matilda, whose
tenderness, reverence, and duty, had deprived her of all sensation at
his sight; which was in Rushbrook’s mind an honour, that rendered him
superior to what he was before.
They were in the fields all the day as usual; Lord Elmwood now
cheerful, and complaining no more of the head-ache. Yet once being
separated from his nephew, Rushbrook crossed over a stile into another
field, and found him sitting by the side of a bank, his gun lying by
him, and himself lost in thought. He rose on seeing him, and proceeded
to the sport as before.
At dinner, he said he should not go to Elmwood House the next day, as
he had appointed, but stay where he was, three or four days longer.
From these two small occurrences, Rushbrook would fain have extracted
something by which to judge the state of his mind; but upon the test,
that was impossible—he had caught him so musing many a time before; and
as to his prolonging his stay, that might arise from the sport—or,
indeed, had any thing more material swayed him, who could penetrate
whether it was the effect of the lenity, or the severity, he had dealt
towards his child? whether his continuance there was to shun her, or to
shun the house from whence he had banished her?
The three or four days for their temporary abode being passed, they
both returned together to Elmwood House. Rushbrook thought he saw his
uncle’s countenance change as they entered the avenue, yet he did not
appear less in spirits; and when Sandford joined them at dinner, the
Earl went with his usual alacrity to him, and (as was his custom after
any separation) put out his hand cheerfully to take his. Sandford said,
“How do you do, my Lord?” cheerfully in return; but put both his hands
into his bosom, and walked to the other side of the room. Lord Elmwood
did not seem to observe this affront—nor was it done as an affront—it
was merely what poor Sandford felt; and he felt he could _not_ shake
hands with him.
Rushbrook soon learned the news that Matilda was gone, and Elmwood
House was to him a desert—he saw there no real friend of her’s, except
poor Sandford, and to him, Rushbrook knew himself now, more displeasing
than ever; and all his overtures of atonement, he, at this time, found
more and more ineffectual. Matilda was exiled; and her supposed
triumphant rival was, to Sandford, more odious than he had ever been.
In alleviation of their banishment, Miss Woodley, with her charge, had
not returned to their old retreat; but were gone to a farm house, not
farther than thirty miles from Lord Elmwood’s: here Sandford, with
little inconvenience, visited them; nor did his patron ever take notice
of his occasional absence; for as he had before given his daughter, in
some measure, to his charge; so honour, delicacy, and the common ties
of duty, made him approve, rather than condemn his attention to her.
Though Sandford’s frequent visits soothed Matilda, they could not
comfort her; for he had no consolation to bestow that was suited to her
mind—her father had given no one token of regret for what he had done.
He had even inquired sternly of Giffard on his returning home,
“If Miss Woodley had left the house?”
The steward guessing the whole of his meaning, answered, “Yes, my Lord;
and _all_ your commands in that respect have been obeyed.”
He replied, “I am satisfied.” And, to the grief of the old man,
appeared really so.
To the farm-house, the place of Matilda’s residence, there came,
besides Sandford, another visitor far less welcome—Viscount Margrave.
He had heard with surprise, and still greater joy, that Lord Elmwood
had once more shut his doors against his daughter. In this her
discarded state, he no longer burthened his lively imagination with the
dull thoughts of marriage, but once more formed the idea of making her
his mistress.
Ignorant of a certain decorum which attended all Lord Elmwood’s
actions, he suspected that his child might be in want; and an
acquaintance with the worst part of her sex informed him, that relief
from poverty was the sure bargain for his success. With these hopes, he
again paid Miss Woodley and her a visit; but the coldness of the
former, and the haughtiness of the latter, still kept him at a
distance, and again made him fear to give one allusion to his purpose:
but he returned home resolved to write what he durst not speak—he did
so—he offered his services, his purse, his house—they were rejected
with contempt, and a stronger prohibition than ever given to his
visits.
CHAPTER III.
Lord Elmwood had now allowed Rushbrook a long vacation, in respect to
his answer upon the subject of marriage; and the young man vainly
imagined, his intentions upon that subject were entirely given up. One
morning, however, as he was attending him in the library,
“Henry,”——said his uncle, with a pause at the beginning of his speech,
which indicated that he was going to say something of importance,
“Henry——you have not forgot the discourse I had with you a little time
previous to your illness?”
Henry hesitated—for he wished to have forgotten it—but it was too
strongly impressed upon his memory. Lord Elmwood resumed,
“What! equivocating again, Sir? Do you remember it, or do you not?”
“Yes, my Lord, I do.”
“And are you prepared to give me an answer?”
Rushbrook paused again.
“In our former conversation,” continued the Earl, “I gave you but a
week to determine—there has, I think, elapsed since that time, half a
year.”
“About as much, Sir.”
“Then surely you have now made up your mind?”
“I had done that at first, my Lord—if it had met with your
concurrence.”
“You wished to lead a bachelor’s life, I think you said?”
Rushbrook bowed.
“Contrary to my will?”
“No, my Lord, I wished to have your approbation.”
“And you wished for my approbation of the very opposite thing to that I
proposed? But I am not surprised—such is the gratitude of the world—and
such is yours.”
“My Lord, if you doubt my gratitude——”
“Give me a proof of it, Harry, and I will doubt no longer.”
“Upon every other subject but this, my Lord, Heaven is my witness your
happiness——”
Lord Elmwood interrupted him. “I understand you—upon every other
subject, but the only one, my content requires, you are ready to obey
me. I thank you.”
“My Lord, do not torture me with this suspicion; it is so contrary to
my deserts, that I cannot bear it.”
“Suspicion of your ingratitude!—you judge too favourably of my
opinion—it amounts to certainty.”
“Then to convince you, Sir, I am not ungrateful, tell me who the Lady
is you have chosen for me, and here I give you my word, I will
sacrifice all my future prospects of happiness—all, for which I would
wish to live—and become her husband as soon as you shall appoint.”
This was spoken with a tone so expressive of despair, that Lord Elmwood
replied,
“And while you obey me, you take care to let me know, it will cost you
your future peace. This is, I suppose, to enhance the merit of the
obligation—but I shall not accept your acquiescence on these terms.”
“Then in dispensing with it, I hope for your pardon.”
“Do you suppose, Rushbrook, I can pardon an offence, the sole
foundation of which, arises from a spirit of disobedience?—for you have
declared to me your affections are disengaged. In our last conversation
did you not say so?”
“At first I did, my Lord—but you permitted me to consult my heart more
closely; and I have since found that I was mistaken.”
“You then own you at first told me a falsehood, and yet have all this
time, kept me in suspense without confessing it.”
“I waited, my Lord, till you should enquire——”
“You have then, Sir, waited too long;” and the fire flashed from his
eyes.
Rushbrook now found himself in that perilous state, that admitted of no
medium of resentment, but by such dastardly conduct on his part, as
would wound both his truth and courage; and thus, animated by his
danger, he was resolved to plunge boldly at once into the depth of his
patron’s anger.
“My Lord,” said he, (but he did not undertake this task without
sustaining the trembling and convulsion of his whole frame) “My
Lord—waving for a moment the subject of my marriage—permit me to remind
you, that when I was upon my sick bed, you promised, that on my
recovery, you would listen to a petition I should offer to you.”
“Let me recollect,” replied he. “Yes—I do remember something of it. But
I said nothing to warrant any improper petition.”
“Its impropriety was not named, my Lord.”
“No matter—that, you must judge of, and answer for the consequences.”
“I would answer with my life, willingly—but I own that I shrink from
your anger.”
“Then do not provoke it.”
“I have already gone too far to recede—and you would of course demand
an explanation, if I attempted to stop here.”
“I should.”
“Then, my Lord, I am bound to speak—but do not interrupt me—hear me
out, before you banish me from your presence for ever.”
“I will, Sir,” replied he, prepared to hear something that would
displease him, and yet determined to hear with patience to the
conclusion.
“Then, my Lord,”—(cried Rushbrook, in the greatest agitation of mind
and body) “Your daughter”——
The resolution Lord Elmwood had taken (and on which he had given his
word to his nephew not to interrupt him) immediately gave way. The
colour rose in his face—his eye darted lightning—and his hand was
lifted up with the emotion, that word had created.
“You promised to hear me, my Lord!” cried Rushbrook, “and I claim your
promise.”
He now suddenly overcame his violence of passion, and stood silent and
resigned to hear him; but with a determined look, expressive of the
vengeance that should ensue.
“Lady Matilda,” resumed Rushbrook, “is an object that wrests from me
the enjoyment of every blessing your kindness bestows. I cannot but
feel myself as her adversary—as one, who has supplanted her in your
affections—who supplies her place, while she is exiled, a wanderer, and
an orphan.”
The Earl took his eyes from Rushbrook, during this last sentence, and
cast them on the floor.
“If I feel gratitude towards you, my Lord,” continued he, “gratitude is
innate in my heart, and I must also feel it towards her, who first
introduced me to your protection.”
Again the colour flew to Lord Elmwood’s face; and again he could hardly
restrain himself from uttering his indignation.
“It was the mother of Lady Matilda,” continued Rushbrook, “who was this
friend to me; nor will I ever think of marriage, or any other joyful
prospect, while you abandon the only child of my beloved patroness, and
load me with rights, which belong to her.”
Here Rushbrook stopped—Lord Elmwood was silent too, for near half a
minute; but still his countenance continued fixed, with his unvaried
resolves.
After this long pause, the Earl said with composure, but with firmness,
“Have you finished, Mr. Rushbrook?”
“All that I dare to utter, my Lord; and I fear, I have already said too
much.”
Rushbrook now trembled more than ever, and looked pale as death; for
the ardour of speaking being over, he waited his sentence, with less
constancy of mind than he expected he should.
“You disapprove my conduct, it seems;” said Lord Elmwood, “and in that,
you are but like the rest of the world—and yet, among all my
acquaintance, you are the only one who has dared to insult me with your
opinion. And this you have not done inadvertently; but willingly, and
deliberately. But as it has been my fate to be used ill, and severed
from all those persons to whom my soul has been most attached; with
less regret I can part from you, than if this were my first trial.”
There was a truth and a pathetic sound in the utterance of these words,
that struck Rushbrook to the heart—and he beheld himself as a
barbarian, who had treated his benevolent and only friend, with
insufferable liberty; void of respect for those corroding sorrows which
had imbittered so many years of his life, and in open violation of his
most peremptory commands. He felt that he deserved all he was going to
suffer, and he fell upon his knees; not so much to deprecate the doom
he saw impending, as thus humbly to acknowledge, it was his due.
Lord Elmwood, irritated by this posture, as a sign of the presumptuous
hope that he might be forgiven, suffered now his anger to burst all
bounds; and raising his voice, he exclaimed in a rage,
“Leave my house, Sir. Leave my house instantly, and seek some other
home.”
Just as these words were begun, Sandford opened the library door, was
witness to them, and to the imploring situation of Rushbrook. He stood
silent with amazement!
Rushbrook arose, and feeling in his mind a presage, that he might never
from that hour, behold his benefactor more; as he bowed in token of
obedience to his commands, a shower of tears covered his face; but Lord
Elmwood, unmoved, fixed his eyes upon him, which pursued him with
enraged looks to the end of the room. Here he had to pass Sandford;
who, for the first time in his life, took hold of him by the hand, and
said to Lord Elmwood, “My Lord, what’s the matter?”
“That ungrateful villain,” cried he, “has dared to insult me.—Leave my
house this moment, Sir.”
Rushbrook made an effort to go, but Sandford still held his hand; and
meekly said to Lord Elmwood,
“He is but a boy, my Lord, and do not give him the punishment of a
man.”
Rushbrook now snatched his hand from Sandford’s, and threw it with
himself upon his neck; where he indeed sobbed like a boy.
“You are both in league,” exclaimed Lord Elmwood.
“Do you suspect me of partiality to Mr. Rushbrook?” said Sandford,
advancing nearer to the Earl.
Rushbrook had now gained the point of remaining in the room; but the
hope that privilege inspired (while he still harboured all the just
apprehensions for his fate) gave birth, perhaps, to a more exquisite
sensation of pain, than despair would have done. He stood
silent—confounded—hoping that he was forgiven—fearing that he was not.
As Sandford approached still nearer to Lord Elmwood, he continued, “No,
my Lord, I know you do not suspect me, of partiality to Mr.
Rushbrook—has any part of my behaviour ever discovered it?”
“You now then only interfere to provoke me.”
“If that were the case,” returned Sandford, “there have been occasions,
when I might have done it more effectually—when my own heart-strings
were breaking, because I would not provoke, or add to what you
suffered.”
“I am obliged to you, Mr. Sandford:” he returned, mildly.
“And if, my Lord, I have proved any merit in a late forbearance, reward
me for it now; and take this young man from the depth of despair in
which I see he is sunk, and say you pardon him.”
Lord Elmwood made no answer—and Rushbrook, drawing strong inferences of
hope from his silence, lifted up his eyes from the ground, and ventured
to look in his face: he found it composed to what it had been, but
still strongly marked with agitation. He cast his eyes away again, in
confusion.
On which his uncle said to him—“I shall postpone executing your
obedience to my late orders, till you think fit once more to provoke
them—and then, not even Sandford, shall dare to plead your excuse.”
Rushbrook bowed.
“Go, leave the room, Sir.”
He instantly obeyed.
Then Sandford, turning to Lord Elmwood, shook him by the hand, and
cried, “My Lord, I thank you—I thank you very kindly, my Lord—I shall
now begin to think I have some weight with you.”
“You might indeed think so, did you know how much I have pardoned.”
“What was his offence, my Lord?”
“Such as I would not have forgiven you, or any earthly being besides
himself—but while you were speaking in his behalf, I recollected there
was a gratitude so extraordinary in the hazards he ran, that almost
made him pardonable.”
“I guess the subject then,” cried Sandford; and yet I could not have
supposed”——
“It is a subject we cannot speak on, Sandford, therefore let us drop
it.”
At these words the discourse concluded.
CHAPTER IV.
To the relief of Rushbrook, Lord Elmwood that day dined from home, and
he had not the confusion to see him again till the evening. Previous to
this, Sandford and he met at dinner; but as the attendants were
present, nothing passed on either side respecting the incident in the
morning. Rushbrook, from the peril which had so lately threatened him,
was now in his perfectly cool, and dispassionate senses; and
notwithstanding the real tenderness which he bore to the daughter of
his benefactor, he was not insensible to the comfort of finding
himself, once more in the possession of all those enjoyments he had
forfeited, and for a moment lost.
As he reflected on this, to Sandford he felt the first tie of
acknowledgement—but for his compassion, he knew he should have been at
that very time of their meeting at dinner, away from Elmwood House for
ever; and bearing on his mind a still more painful recollection, the
burthen of his kind patron’s continual displeasure. Filled with these
thoughts, all the time of dinner, he could scarce look at his
companion, without tears of gratitude; and whenever he attempted to
speak to him, gratitude choaked his utterance.
Sandford, on his part, behaved just the same as ever; and to show he
did not wish to remind Rushbrook of what he had done, he was just as
uncivil as ever.
Among other things, he said, “He did not know Lord Elmwood dined from
home, for if he had, he should have dined in his own apartment.”
Rushbrook was still more obliged to him for all this; and the weight of
obligations with which he was oppressed, made him long for an
opportunity to relieve himself by expressions. As soon, therefore, as
the servants were all withdrawn, he began:
“Mr. Sandford, whatever has been your opinion of _me_, I take pride to
myself, that in my sentiments towards _you_, I have always
distinguished you for that humane, disinterested character, you have
this day proved.”
“Humane, and disinterested,” replied Sandford, “are flattering epithets
indeed, for an old man going out of the world, and who can have no
temptation to be otherwise.”
“Then suffer me to call your actions generous and compassionate, for
they have saved me——”
“I know, young man,” cried Sandford, interrupting him, “you are glad at
what I have done, and that you find a gratification in telling me you
are; but it is a gratification I will not indulge you with—therefore,
say another sentence on the subject, and” (rising from his seat) “I’ll
leave the room, and never come into your company again, whatever your
uncle may say to it.”
Rushbrook saw by the solemnity of his countenance, he was serious, and
positively assured him he would never thank him more: on which Sandford
took his seat again, but he still frowned, and it was many minutes
before he conquered his ill humour. As his countenance became less
sour, Rushbrook fell from some general topics he had eagerly started in
order to appease him, and said,
“How hard is it to restrain conversation from the subject of our
thoughts; and yet amidst our dearest friends, and among persons who
have the same dispositions and sentiments as our own, their minds, too,
fixed upon the self-same objects, is this constraint practised—and
thus, society, which was meant for one of our greatest blessings,
becomes insipid, nay, often more wearisome than solitude.”
“I think, young man,” replied Sandford, “you have made pretty free with
your speech to-day, and ought not to complain of the want of toleration
on that score.”
“I do complain;” replied Rushbrook, “for if toleration was more
frequent, the favour of obtaining it would be less.”
“And your pride, I suppose, is above receiving a favour.”
“Never from those I esteem; and to convince you of it, I wish this
moment to request a favour of you.”
“I dare say I shall refuse it. However what is it?”
“Permit me to speak to you upon the subject of Lady Matilda?”
Sandford made no answer, consequently did not forbid him—and he
proceeded.
“For her sake—as I suppose Lord Elmwood may have told you—I this
morning rashly threw myself into the predicament from whence you
released me—for her sake, I have suffered much—for her sake I have
hazarded a great deal, and am still ready to hazard more.”
“But for your own sake, do not,” returned Sandford, drily.
“You may laugh at these sentiments as romantic, Mr. Sandford, but if
they are, to me they are nevertheless natural.”
“But of what service are they to be either to her, or to yourself?”
“To me they are painful, and to her would be but impertinent, were she
to know them.”
“I shan’t inform her of them, so do not trouble yourself to caution me
against it.”
“I was not going—you know I was not—but I was going to say, that from
no one so well as from you, could she be told my sentiments, without
the danger of receiving offence.”
“And what impression do you wish to give her, from her becoming
acquainted with them?”
“The impression, that she has one sincere friend: that upon every
occurrence in life, there is a heart so devoted to all she feels, that
she never can suffer without the sympathy of another: or can ever
command him, and all his fortunes to unite for her welfare, without his
ready, his immediate compliance.”
“And do you imagine, that any of your professions, or any of her
necessities, would ever prevail upon her to put you to the trial?”
“Perhaps not.”
“What, then, are the motives which induce you to wish her to be told of
this?”
Rushbrook paused.
“Do you think,” continued Sandford, “the intelligence will give her any
satisfaction?”
“Perhaps not.”
“Will it be of any to yourself?”
“The highest in the world.”
“And so all you have been urging upon this occasion, is, at last, only
to please yourself.”
“You wrong my meaning—it is her merit which inspires me with the desire
of being known to her—it is her sufferings, her innocence, her
beauty——”
Sandford stared—Rushbrook proceeded: “It is her——”
“Nay, stop where you are,” cried Sandford; “you are arrived at the
zenith of perfection in a woman, and to add one qualification more,
would be an anti-climax.”
“Oh!” cried Rushbrook with warmth, “I loved her, before I ever beheld
her.”
“Loved her!” cried Sandford, with astonishment, “You are talking of
what you did not intend.”
“I am, indeed:” returned he in confusion, “I fell by accident on the
word love.”
“And by the same accident stumbled on the word beauty; and thus by
accident, am I come to the truth of all your professions.”
Rushbrook knew that he loved; and though his affection had sprung from
the most laudable motives, yet was he ashamed of it, as of a vice—he
rose, he walked about the room, and he did not look Sandford in the
face for a quarter of an hour: Sandford, satisfied that he had judged
rightly, and yet unwilling to be too hard upon a passion, which he
readily believed must have had many noble virtues for its foundation,
now got up and went away, without saying a word in censure, though not
a word in approbation.
It was in the month of October, and just dark, at the time Rushbrook
was left alone, yet in the agitation of his mind, arising from the
subject on which he had been talking, he found it impossible to remain
in the house, and therefore walked into the fields; but there was
another instigation, more powerful than the necessity of walking—it was
the allurement of passing along that path where he had last seen Lady
Matilda, and where, for the only time, she had condescended to speak to
him divested of haughtiness; and with a gentleness that dwelt upon his
memory beyond all her other endowments.
Here, he retraced his own steps repeatedly, his whole imagination
engrossed with her idea, till the sound of her father’s carriage
returning from his visit, roused him from the delusion of his trance,
to the dread of the confusion and embarrassment he should endure, on
next meeting him. He hoped Sandford might be present, and yet he was
now, almost as much ashamed of seeing him, as his uncle, whom he had so
lately offended.
Loath to leave the spot where he was, as to enter the house, he
remained there, till he considered it would be ill manners, in his
present humiliated situation, not to show himself at the usual supper
hour, which was immediately.
As he laid his hand upon the door of the apartment to open it, he was
sorry to hear by Lord Elmwood’s voice, he was in the room before him;
for there was something much more conspicuously distressing, in
entering where he already was, than had his uncle come in after him. He
found himself, however, re-assured, by overhearing the Earl laugh and
speak in a tone expressive of the utmost good humour to Sandford, who
was with him.
Yet again, he felt all the awkwardness of his own situation; but making
one courageous effort, opened the door and entered. Lord Elmwood had
been away half the day, had dined abroad, and it was necessary to take
some notice of his return; Rushbrook, therefore, bowed humbly, and what
was more to his advantage, he looked humbly. His uncle made a slight
return to the salutation, but continued the recital he had begun to
Sandford; then sat down to the supper table—supped—and passed the whole
evening without saying a syllable, or even casting a look, in
remembrance of what had passed in the morning. Or if there was any
token, that shewed he remembered the circumstance at all, it was the
putting his glass to his nephew’s, when Rushbrook called for wine, and
drinking at the time he did.
CHAPTER V.
The repulse Lord Margrave received, did not diminish the ardour of his
pursuit; for as he was no longer afraid of resentment from the Earl,
whatever treatment his daughter might receive, he was determined the
anger of Lady Matilda, or of her female friend, should not impede his
pretensions.
Having taken this resolution, he laid the plan of an open violation of
all right; and determined to bear away that prize by force, which no
art was likely to procure. He concerted with two of his favourite
companions, but their advice was, “One struggle more of fair means.”
This was totally against his inclination; for, he had much rather have
encountered the piercing cries of a female in the last agonies of
distress, than the fatigue of her sentimental harangues, or elegant
reproofs, such as he had the sense to understand, but not the capacity
to answer.
Stimulated, however, by his friends to one more trial, in spite of the
formal dismission he had twice received, he intruded another visit on
Lady Matilda at the Farm. Provoked beyond bearing at such unfeeling
assurance, Matilda refused to come into the room where he was, and Miss
Woodley alone received him, and expressed her surprise at the little
attention he had paid to her explicit desire.
“Madam,” replied the nobleman, “to be plain with you, I am in love.”
“I do not the least doubt it, my Lord,” replied Miss Woodley: “nor
ought you to doubt the truth of what I advance, when I assure you, that
you have not the smallest reason to hope your love will be returned;
for Lady Matilda is resolved _never_ to listen to your passion.”
“That man,” he replied, “is to blame, who can relinquish his hopes,
upon the mere resolution of a lady.”
“And that lady would be wrong,” replied Miss Woodley, “who should
entrust her happiness in the care of a man, who can think thus meanly
of her and of her sex.”
“I think highly of them all,” he replied; “and to convince you in how
high an estimation I hold _her_ in particular, my whole fortune is at
her command.”
“Your entire absence from this house, my Lord, she would consider as a
much greater mark of your respect.”
A long conversation, as uninteresting as this, ensued: the unexpected
arrival of Mr. Sandford, put an end to it. He started at the sight of
Lord Margrave; but the Viscount was much more affected at the sight of
him.
“My Lord,” said Sandford boldly to him, “have you received any
encouragement from Lady Matilda to authorize this visit?”
“None, upon my honour, Mr. Sandford; but I hope you know how to pardon
a lover!”
“A rational one I do—but you, my Lord, are not of that class while you
persecute the pretended object of your affection.”
“Do you call it persecution that I once offered her a share of my title
and fortune—and even now, declare my fortune is at her disposal?”
Sandford was uncertain whether he understood his meaning—but Lord
Margrave, provoked at his ill reception, felt a triumph in removing his
doubts, and proceeded thus:
“For the discarded daughter of Lord Elmwood, cannot expect the same
proposals, which I made, while she was acknowledged, and under the
protection of her father.”
“What proposals then, my Lord?” asked Sandford hastily.
“Such,” replied he, “as the Duke of Avon made to her mother.”
Miss Woodley quitted the room that instant. But Sandford, who never
felt resentment but against those in whom he saw some virtue, calmly
replied,
“My Lord, the Duke of Avon was a gentleman, a man of elegance and
breeding; and what have you to offer in recompense for your defects in
qualities like these?”
“My wealth,” replied he, “opposed to her indigence.” Sandford smiled,
and answered,
“Do you suppose _that_ wealth can be esteemed, which has not been able
to make you respectable? What is it makes wealth valuable? Is it the
pleasures of the table? the pleasure of living in a fine house? or of
wearing fine cloaths? These are pleasures, a Lord enjoys, but in common
with his valet. It is the pleasure of being conspicuous, which makes
riches desirable; but if we are conspicuous only for our vice and
folly, had we not better remain in poverty?”
“You are beneath my notice.”
“I trust I shall continue so—and that your Lordship will never again
condescend to come where I am.”
“A man of rank condescends to mix with any society, when a pretty woman
is the object.”
“My Lord, I have a book here in my pocket, which I am eager to read; it
is an author who speaks sense and reason—will you pardon the impatience
I feel for such company; and permit me to call your carriage?”
Saying this, he went hastily and beckoned to the coachman; the carriage
drove up, the door was opened, and Lord Margrave, ashamed to be exposed
before his attendants, and convinced of the inutility of remaining any
longer where he was, departed.
Sandford was soon joined by the ladies; and the conversation falling,
of course, upon the nobleman who had just taken his leave, Sandford
unwarily exclaimed, “I wish Rushbrook had been here.”
“Who?” cried Lady Matilda.
“I do believe,” said Miss Woodley, “that young man has some good
qualities.”
“A great many,” returned Sandford, mutteringly.
“Happy young man!” cried Matilda: “he is beloved by all those, whose
affection it would be my choice to possess, beyond any other blessing
this world could bestow.”
“And yet I question, if Rushbrook is happy,” said Sandford.
“He cannot be otherwise,” returned Matilda, “if he is a man of
understanding.”
“He does not want understanding neither,” replied Sandford; “although
he has certainly many indiscretions.”
“But which Lord Elmwood, I suppose,” said Matilda, “looks upon with
tenderness.”
“Not upon all his faults,” answered Sandford; “for I have seen him in
very dangerous circumstances with your father.”
“Have you indeed?” cried Matilda: “then I pity him.”
“And I believe,” said Miss Woodley, “that from his heart, he
compassionates you. Now, Mr. Sandford,” continued she, “though this is
the first time I ever heard you speak in his favour, (and I once
thought as indifferently of Mr. Rushbrook as you can do) yet now I will
venture to ask you, whether you do not think he wishes Lady Matilda
much happier than she is?”
“I have heard him say so,” answered Sandford.
“It is a subject,” returned Lady Matilda, “which I did not imagine you,
Mr. Sandford, would have permitted him to have mentioned lightly, in
your presence.”
“Lightly! Do you suppose, my dear, we turned your situation into
ridicule?”
“No, Sir,—but there is a sort of humiliation in the grief to which I am
doomed, that ought surely to be treated with the highest degree of
delicacy by my friends.”
“I don’t know on what point you fix real delicacy; but if it consists
in sorrow, the young man gives a proof he possesses it, for he shed
tears when I last heard him mention your name.”
“I have more cause to weep at the mention of his.”
“Perhaps so.—But let me tell you, Lady Matilda, that your father might
have preferred a more unworthy object.”
“Still had he been to me,” she cried, “an object of envy. And as I
frankly confess my envy of Mr. Rushbrook, I hope you will pardon my
malice, which is, you know, but a consequent crime.”
The subject now turned again upon Lord Margrave; and all of them being
firmly persuaded, this last reception would put an end to every further
intrusion from him, they treated his pretensions, and himself, with the
contempt they inspired—but not with the caution that was requisite.
CHAPTER VI.
The next morning early, Mr. Sandford returned to Elmwood House, but
with his spirits depressed, and his heart overcharged with sorrow. He
had seen Lady Matilda, the object of his visit, but he had beheld her
considerably altered in her looks and in her health; she was become
very thin, and instead of the vivid bloom that used to adorn her
cheeks, her whole complexion was of a deadly pale—her countenance no
longer expressed hope or fear, but a fixed melancholy—she shed no
tears, but was all sadness. He had beheld this, and he had heard her
insulted by the licentious proposals of a nobleman, from whom there was
no satisfaction to be demanded, because she had no friend to vindicate
her honour.
Rushbrook, who suspected where Sandford was gone, and imagined he would
return that day, took his morning’s ride, so as to meet him on the
road, at the distance of a few miles from the Castle; for, since his
perilous situation with Lord Elmwood, he was so fully convinced of the
general philanthropy of Sandford’s character, that in spite of his
churlish manners, he now addressed him, free from that reserve to which
his rough behaviour had formerly given birth. And Sandford, on his
part, believing he had formed an illiberal opinion of Lord Elmwood’s
heir, though he took no pains to let him know that his opinion was
changed, yet resolved to make him restitution upon every occasion that
offered.
Their mutual greetings when they met, were unceremonious, but cordial;
and Rushbrook turned his horse and rode back with Sandford; yet,
intimidated by his respect and tenderness for Lady Matilda, rather than
by fear of the rebuffs of his companion, he had not the courage to name
her, till the ride was just finished, and they came within a few yards
of the house—incited then by the apprehension, he might not soon again
enjoy so fit an opportunity, he said,
“Pardon me, Mr. Sandford, if I guess where you have been, and if my
curiosity forces me to inquire for Miss Woodley’s and Lady Matilda’s
health?”
He named Miss Woodley first, to prolong the time before he mentioned
Matilda; for though to name her gave him extreme pleasure, yet it was a
pleasure accompanied by confusion and pain.
“They are both very well,” replied Sandford, “at least they did not
complain they were sick.”
“They are not in spirits, I suppose?” said Rushbrook.
“No, indeed:” replied Sandford, shaking his head.
“No new misfortune has happened, I hope?” cried Rushbrook; for it was
plain to see Sandford’s spirits were unusually cast down.
“Nothing new,” returned he, “except the insolence of a young nobleman.”
“What nobleman?” cried Rushbrook.
“A lover of Lady Matilda’s,” replied Sandford.
Rushbrook was petrified. “Who? What lover, Mr. Sandford?—explain?”
They were now arrived at the house; and Sandford, without making any
reply to this question, said to the servant who took his horse, “She
has come a long way this morning; take care of her.”
This interruption was torture to Rushbrook, who kept close to his side,
in order to obtain a further explanation; but Sandford, without
attending to him, walked negligently into the hall, and before they
advanced many steps, they were met by Lord Elmwood.
All further information was put an end to for the present.
“How do you do, Sandford?” said Lord Elmwood with extreme kindness; as
if he thanked him for the journey which, it was likely, he suspected he
had been taking.
“I am indifferently well, my Lord:” replied he, with a face of deep
concern, and a tear in his eye, partly in gratitude for his patron’s
civility, and partly in reproach for his cruelty.
It was not now till the evening, that Rushbrook had an opportunity of
renewing the conversation, which had been so barbarously interrupted.
In the evening, no longer able to support the suspense into which he
was thrown; without fear or shame, he followed Sandford into his
chamber at the time of his retiring, and entreated of him, with all the
anxiety he suffered, to explain his allusion when he talked of a lover,
and of insolence to Lady Matilda.
Sandford, seeing his emotion, was angry with himself that he had
inadvertently mentioned the subject; and putting on an air of surly
importance, desired,—if he had any business with him, that he would
call in the morning.
Exasperated at so unexpected a reception, and at the pain of his
disappointment, Rushbrook replied, “He treated him cruelly, nor would
he stir out of his room, till he had received a satisfactory answer to
his question.”
“Then bring your bed,” replied Sandford, “for you must pass your whole
night here.”
He found it vain to think of obtaining any intelligence by threats, he
therefore said in a timid and persuasive manner,
“Did you, Mr. Sandford, hear Lady Matilda mention my name?”
“Yes,” replied Sandford, a little better reconciled to him.
“Did you tell her what I lately declared to you?” he asked with still
more diffidence.
“No,” replied Sandford.
“It is very well, Sir,” returned he, vexed to the heart—yet again
wishing to sooth him—
“You certainly, Mr. Sandford, know what is for the best—yet I entreat
you will give me some further account of the nobleman you named?”
“I know what is for the best,” replied Sandford, “and I won’t.”
Rushbrook bowed, and immediately left the room. He went apparently
submissive, but the moment he showed this submission, he took the
resolution of paying a visit himself to the farm at which Lady Matilda
resided; and of learning, either from Miss Woodley, the people of the
house, the neighbours, or perhaps from Lady Matilda’s own lips, the
secret which the obstinacy of Sandford had with-held.
He saw all the dangers of this undertaking, but none appeared so great
as the danger of losing her he loved, by the influence of a rival—and
though Sandford had named “insolence,” he was in doubt whether what had
appeared so to him, was so in reality, or would be so considered by
her.
To prevent the cause of his absence being suspected by Lord Elmwood, he
immediately called his groom, ordered his horse, and giving those
servants concerned, a strict charge of secrecy, with some frivolous
pretence to apologize for his not being present at breakfast (resolving
to be back by dinner) he set off that night, and arrived at an inn
about a mile from the farm at break of day.
The joy he felt when he found himself so near to the beloved object of
his journey, made him thank Sandford in his heart, for the unkindness
which had sent him thither. But new difficulties arose, how to
accomplish the end for which he came; he learned from the people of the
inn, that a Lord, with a fine equipage, had visited at the farm, but
who he was, or for what purpose he went, no one could inform him.
Dreading to return with his doubts unsatisfied, and yet afraid of
proceeding to extremities that might be construed into presumption, he
walked disconsolately (almost distractedly) about the fields, looking
repeatedly at his watch, and wishing the time would stand still, till
he was ready to go back with his errand compleated.
Every field he passed, brought him nearer to the house on which his
imagination was fixed; but how, without forfeiting every appearance of
that respect which he so powerfully felt, could he attempt to enter
it?—he saw the indecorum, resolved not to be guilty of it, and yet
walked on till he was within but a small orchard of the door. Could he
then retreat?—he wished he could; but he found that he had proceeded
too far to be any longer master of himself. The time was urgent; he
must either behold her, and venture her displeasure, or by diffidence
during one moment, give up all his hopes perhaps for ever.
With that same disregard to consequences, which actuated him when he
dared to supplicate Lord Elmwood in his daughter’s behalf, he at length
went eagerly to the door and rapped.
A servant came—he asked to “Speak with Miss Woodley, if she was quite
alone.”
He was shown into an apartment, and Miss Woodley entered to him.
She started when she beheld who it was; but as he did not see a frown
upon her face, he caught hold of her hand, and said persuasively,
“Do not be offended with me. If I mean to offend you, may I forfeit my
life in atonement.”
Poor Miss Woodley, glad in her solitude to see any one from Elmwood
House, forgot his visit was an offence, till he put her in mind of it;
she then said, with some reserve,
“Tell me the purport of your coming, Sir, and perhaps I may have no
reason to complain?”
“It was to see Lady Matilda,” he replied, “or to hear of her health. It
was to offer her my services—it was, Miss Woodley, to convince her, if
possible, of my esteem.”
“Had you no other method, Sir?” said Miss Woodley, with the same
reserve.
“None;” replied he, “or with joy I should have embraced it; and if you
can inform me of any other, tell me I beseech you instantly, and I will
immediately be gone, and pursue your directions.”
Miss Woodley hesitated.
“You know of no other means, Miss Woodley,” he cried.
“And yet I cannot commend this,” said she.
“Nor do I. Do not imagine because you see me here, that I approve my
conduct; but reduced to this necessity, pity the motives that have
urged it.”
Miss Woodley did pity them; but as she would not own that she did, she
could think of nothing else to say.
At this instant a bell rung from the chamber above.
“That is Lady Matilda’s bell,” said Miss Woodley; “she is coming to
take a short walk. Do you wish to see her?”
Though it was the first wish of his heart, he paused, and said, “Will
you plead my excuse?”
As the flight of stairs was but short, which Matilda had to come down,
she was in the room with Miss Woodley and Mr. Rushbrook, just as that
sentence ended.
She had stepped beyond the door of the apartment, when perceiving a
visitor, she hastily withdrew.
Rushbrook, animated, though trembling at her presence, cried, “Lady
Matilda, do not avoid me, till you know that I deserve such a
punishment.”
She immediately saw who it was, and returned back with a proper pride,
and yet a proper politeness in her manner.
“I beg your pardon, Sir,” said she, “I did not know you; I was afraid I
intruded upon Miss Woodley and a stranger.”
“You do not then consider me as a stranger, Lady Matilda? and that you
do not, requires my warmest acknowledgements.”
She sat down, as if overcome by ill spirits and ill health.
Miss Woodley now asked Rushbrook to sit—for till now she had not.
“No, Madam,” replied he, with confusion, “not unless Lady Matilda gives
me permission.”
She smiled, and pointed to a chair—and all the kindness which Rushbrook
during his whole life had received from Lord Elmwood, never inspired
half the gratitude, which this one instance of civility from his
daughter excited.
He sat down, with the confession of the obligation upon every feature
of his face.
“I am not well, Mr. Rushbrook,” said Matilda, languidly; “and you must
excuse any want of etiquette at this house.”
“While you excuse me, Madam, what can I have to complain of?”
She appeared absent while he was speaking, and turning to Miss Woodley,
said, “Do you think I had better walk to-day?”
“No, my dear,” answered Miss Woodley; “the ground is damp, and the air
cold.”
“You are not well, indeed, Lady Matilda,” said Rushbrook, gazing upon
her with the most tender respect.
She shook her head; and the tears, without any effort either to impel
or to restrain them, ran down her face.
Rushbrook rose from his seat, and with an accent and manner the most
expressive, said, “We are cousins, Lady Matilda—in our infancy we were
brought up together—we were beloved by the same mother—fostered by the
same father”——
“Oh!” cried she, interrupting him, with a tone which indicated the
bitterest anguish.
“Nay, do not let me add to your uneasiness,” he resumed, “while I am
attempting to alleviate it. Instruct me what I can do to show my esteem
and respect, rather than permit me thus unguided, to rush upon what you
may construe into insult and arrogance.”
Miss Woodley went to Matilda, took her hand, then wiped the tears from
her eyes, while Matilda reclined against her, entirely regardless of
Rushbrook’s presence.
“If I have been in the least instrumental to this sorrow,”—said
Rushbrook, with a face as much agitated as his mind.
“No,” said Miss Woodley, in a low voice, “you have not—she is often
thus.”
“Yes,” said Matilda, raising her head, “I am frequently so weak that I
cannot resist the smallest incitement to grief. But do not make your
visit long, Mr. Rushbrook,” she continued, “for I was just then
thinking, that should Lord Elmwood hear of this attention you have paid
me, it might be fatal to you.” Here she wept again, as bitterly as
before.
“There is no probability of his hearing of it, Madam,” Rushbrook
replied; “or if there was, I am persuaded that he would not resent it;
for yesterday, when I am confident he knew that Mr. Sandford had been
to see you, he received him on his return, with unusual marks of
kindness.”
“Did he?” said she—and again she lifted up her head; her eyes for a
moment beaming with hope and joy.
“There is something which we cannot yet define,” said Rushbrook, “that
Lord Elmwood struggles with; but when time shall have eradicated”——
Before he could proceed further, Matilda was once more sunk into
despondency, and scarce attended to what he was saying.
Miss Woodley observing this, said, “Mr. Rushbrook, let it be a token we
shall be glad to see you hereafter, that I now use the freedom to beg
you will put an end to your visit.”
“You send me away, Madam,” returned he, “with the warmest thanks for
the reception you have give me; and this last assurance of your
kindness, is beyond any other favour you could have bestowed. Lady
Matilda,” added he, “suffer me to take your hand at parting, and let it
be a testimony that you acknowledge me for a relation.”
She put out her hand—which he knelt to receive, but did not raise it to
his lips—he held the boon too sacred—and looking earnestly upon it, as
it lay pale and wan in his, he breathed one sigh over it, and withdrew.
CHAPTER VII.
Sorrowful and affecting as this interview had been, Rushbrook, as he
rode home, reflected upon it with the most inordinate delight; and had
he not seen decline of health, in the looks and behaviour of Lady
Matilda, his felicity had been unbounded. Entranced in the happiness of
her society, the thought of his rival never came once to his mind while
he was with her; a want of recollection, however, he by no means
regretted, as her whole appearance contradicted every suspicion he
could possibly entertain, that she favoured the addresses of any man
living—and had he remembered, he would not have dared to name the
subject.
The time ran so swiftly while he was away, that it was beyond the
dinner hour at Elmwood House, when he returned. Heated, his dress and
his hair disordered, he entered the dining room just as the dessert was
put upon the table. He was confounded at his own appearance, and at the
falsehoods he should be obliged to fabricate in his excuse: there was
yet, that which engaged his attention, beyond any circumstance relating
to himself—the features of Lord Elmwood—of which his daughter’s, whom
he had just beheld, had the most striking resemblance; though her’s
were softened by sorrow, while his were made austere by the self-same
cause.
“Where have you been?” said his uncle, with a frown.
“A hers chase, my Lord—I beg your pardon—but a pack of dogs I
unexpectedly met.” For in the hacknied art of lying without injury to
any one, Rushbrook, to his shame, was proficient.
His excuses were received, and the subject ceased.
During his absence that day, Lord Elmwood had called Sandford apart,
and said to him,—that as the malevolence which he once observed between
him and Rushbrook, had, he perceived, subsided, he advised him, if he
was a well-wisher to the young man, to sound his heart, and counsel him
not to act against the will of his nearest relation and friend. “I
myself am too hasty,” continued Lord Elmwood, “and, unhappily, too much
determined upon what I have once (though, perhaps, rashly) said, to
speak upon a topic where it is probable I shall meet with opposition.
You, Sandford, can reason with moderation. For after all that I have
done for my nephew, it would be a pity to forsake him at last; and yet,
that is but too likely, if he provokes me.”
“Sir,” replied Sandford, “I will speak to him.”
“Yet,” added Lord Elmwood, sternly, “do not urge what you say for my
sake, but for his—I can part from him with ease—but he may then repent,
and, you know, repentance always comes too late with me.”
“My Lord, I will exert all the efforts in my power for his welfare. But
what is the subject on which he has refused to comply with your
desires?”
“Matrimony—have not I told you?”
“Not a word.”
“I wish him to marry, that I may then conclude the deeds in respect to
my estate,—and the only child of Sir William Winterton (a rich heiress)
was the wife I meant to propose; but from his indifference to all I
have said on the occasion, I have not yet mentioned her name to him;
you may.”
“I will, my Lord, and use all my persuasion to engage his obedience;
and you shall have, at least, a faithful account of what he says.”
Sandford the next morning sought an opportunity of being alone with
Rushbrook—he then plainly repeated to him what Lord Elmwood had said,
and saw him listen to it all, and heard him answer with the most
tranquil resolution, “That he would do any thing to preserve the
friendship and patronage of his uncle—but marry.”
“What can be your reason?” asked Sandford—though he guessed.
“A reason, I cannot give to Lord Elmwood.”
“Then do not give it to me, for I have promised to tell him every thing
you say to me.”
“And every thing I _have_ said?” asked Rushbrook hastily.
“As to what you have said, I don’t know whether it has made impression
enough on my memory, to enable me to repeat it.”
“I am glad it has not.”
“And my answer to your uncle, is to be simply, that you will not obey
him?”
“I should hope, Mr. Sandford, that you would express it in better
terms.”
“Tell me the terms, and I will be exact.”
Rushbrook struck his forehead, and walked about the room.
“Am I to give him any reason for your disobeying him?”
“I tell you again, that I dare not name the cause.”
“Then why do you submit to a power you are ashamed to own?”
“I am not ashamed—I glory in it.—Are you ashamed of your esteem for
Lady Matilda?”
“Oh! if she is the cause of your disobedience, be assured I shall not
mention it, for I am forbid to name her.”
“And surely, as that is the case, I need not fear to speak plainly to
you. I love Lady Matilda—or, perhaps, unacquainted with love, what I
feel may be only pity—and if so, pity is the most pleasing passion that
ever possessed a human heart, and I would not change it for all her
father’s estates.”
“Pity, then, gives rise to very different sensations—for I pity you,
and that sensation I would gladly exchange for approbation.”
“If you really feel compassion for me, and I believe you do, contrive
some means by your answers to Lord Elmwood to pacify him, without
involving me in ruin. Hint at my affections being engaged, but not to
whom; and add, that I have given my word, if he will allow me a short
time, a year or two only, I will, during that period, try to disengage
them, and use all my power to render myself worthy of the union for
which he designs me.”
“And this is not only your solemn promise—but your fixed
determination?”
“Nay, why will you search my heart to the bottom, when the surface
ought to content you?”
“If you cannot resolve on what you have proposed, why do you ask this
time of your uncle? For should he allow it you, at the expiration, your
disobedience to his commands will be less pardonable than it is now.”
“Within a year, Mr. Sandford, who can tell what strange events may not
occur, to change all our prospects? Even my passion may decline.”
“In that expectation, then—the failure of which yourself must answer
for—I will repeat as much of this discourse as shall be proper.”
Here Rushbrook communicated his having been to see Lady Matilda, for
which Sandford reproved him, but in less rigorous terms than he
generally used in his reproofs; and Rushbrook, by his entreaties, now
gained the intelligence who the nobleman was who addressed Matilda, and
on what views; but was restrained to patience, by Sandford’s arguments
and threats.
Upon the subject of this marriage, Sandford met his patron, without
having determined exactly what to say, but rested on the temper in
which he should find him.
At the commencement of the conversation he said, “Rushbrook begged for
time.”
“I have given him time, have I not?” cried Lord Elmwood: “What can be
the meaning of his thus trifling with me?”
Sandford replied, “My Lord, young men are frequently romantic in their
notions of love, and think it impossible to have a sincere affection,
where their own inclinations do not first point out the choice.”
“If he is in love,” answered Lord Elmwood, “let him take the object,
and leave my house and me for ever. Nor under this destiny can he have
any claim to pity; for genuine love will make him happy in banishment,
in poverty, or in sickness: it makes the poor man happy as the rich,
the fool blest as the wise.” The sincerity with which Lord Elmwood had
loved, was expressed more than in words, as he said this.
“Your Lordship is talking,” replied Sandford, “of the passion in its
most refined and predominant sense; while I may possibly be speaking of
a mere phantom, that has led this young man astray.”
“Whatever it be,” returned Lord Elmwood, “let him and his friends weigh
the case well, and act for the best—so shall I.”
“His friends, my Lord?—What friends, or what friend has he upon earth
but you?”
“Then why will he not submit to my advice; or himself give me a proper
reason why he cannot?”
“Because there may be friendship without familiarity—and so it is
between him and you.”
“That cannot be; for I have condescended to talk to him in the most
familiar terms.”
“To condescend, my Lord, is _not_ to be familiar.”
“Then come, Sir, let us be on an equal footing through you. And now
speak out _his_ thoughts freely, and hear mine in return.”
“Why, then, he begs a respite for a year or two.”
“On what pretence?”
“To me, it was preference of a single life—but I suspect it is—what he
imagines to be love—and for some object whom he thinks your Lordship
would disapprove.”
“He has not, then, actually confessed this to you?”
“If he has, it was drawn from him by such means, that I am not
warranted to say it in direct words.”
“I have entered into no contract, no agreement on his account with the
friends of the lady I have pointed out,” said Lord Elmwood; “nothing
beyond implications have passed betwixt her family and myself at
present; and if the person on whom he has fixed his affections, should
not be in a situation absolutely contrary to my wishes, I may, perhaps,
confirm his choice.”
That moment Sandford’s courage prompted him to name Lady Matilda, but
his discretion opposed—however, in the various changes of his
countenance from the conflict, it was plain to discern that he wished
to say more than he dared.
On which Lord Elmwood cried,
“Speak on, Sandford—what are you afraid of?”
“Of you, my Lord.”
He started.
Sandford went on——“I know no tie—no bond—no innocence, that is a
protection when you feel resentment.”
“You are right,” he replied, significantly.
“Then how, my Lord, can you encourage me to _speak on_, when that which
I perhaps would say, might offend you to hear?”
“To what, and whither are you changing our subject?” cried Lord
Elmwood. “But, Sir, if you know my resentful and relentless temper, you
surely know how to shun it.”
“Not, and speak plainly.”
“Then dissemble.”
“No, I’ll not do that—but I’ll be silent.”
“A new parade of submission. You are more tormenting to me than any one
I have about me. Constantly on the verge of disobeying my commands,
that you may recede, and gain my good will by your forbearance. But
know, Mr. Sandford, that I will not suffer this much longer. If you
chuse in every conversation we have together (though the most remote
from such a subject) to think of my daughter, you must either banish
your thoughts, or conceal them—nor by one sign, one item, remind me of
her.”
“Your daughter did you call her? Can you call yourself her father?”
“I do, Sir—but I was likewise the husband of her mother. And, as that
husband, I solemnly swear.”——He was proceeding with violence.
“Oh! my Lord,” cried Sandford, interrupting him, with his hands clasped
in the most fervent supplication—“Oh! do not let me draw upon her one
oath more of your eternal displeasure—I’ll kneel to beg that you will
drop the subject.”
The inclination he made with his knees bent towards the ground, stopped
Lord Elmwood instantly. But though it broke in upon his words, it did
not alter one angry look—his eyes darted, and his lips trembled with,
indignation.
Sandford, in order to appease him, bowed and offered to withdraw,
hoping to be recalled. He wished in vain—Lord Elmwood’s eyes followed
him to the door, expressive of rejoicing at his absence.
CHAPTER VIII.
The companions and counsellors of Lord Margrave, who had so prudently
advised gentle methods in the pursuit of his passion, while there was
left any hope of their success; now, convinced there was none, as
strenuously commended open violence;—and sheltered under the
consideration, that their depredations were to be practised upon a
defenceless woman, who had not one protector, except an old priest, the
subject of their ridicule;—assured likewise from the influence of Lord
Margrave’s wealth, that all inferior consequences could be overborne,
they saw no room for fears on any side, and what they wished to
execute, with care and skill premeditated.
When their scheme was mature for performance, three of his chosen
companions, and three servants, trained in all the villainous exploits
of their masters, set off for the habitation of poor Matilda, and
arrived there about the twilight of the evening.
Near four hours after that time (just as the family were going to bed)
they came up to the doors of the house, and rapping violently, gave the
alarm of fire, conjuring all the inhabitants to make their way out
immediately, as they would save their lives.
The family consisted of few persons, all of whom ran instantly to the
doors and opened them; on which two men rushed in, and with the plea of
saving Lady Matilda from the pretended flames, caught her in their
arms, and carried her off; while all the deceived people of the house,
running eagerly to save themselves, paid no regard to her, till looking
for the cause for which they had been terrified, they perceived the
stratagem, and the fatal consequences.
Amidst the complaints, the sorrow, and the affright of the people of
the farm, Miss Woodley’s sensations wanted a name—terror and anguish
give but a faint description of what she suffered—something like the
approach of death stole over her senses, and she sat like one petrified
with horror. She had no doubt who was the perpetrator of this
wickedness; but how was she to follow? how effect a rescue?
The circumstances of this event, as soon as the people had time to call
up their recollection, were sent to a neighbouring magistrate; but
little could be hoped from that. Who was to swear to the robber? Who,
undertake to find him out! Miss Woodley thought of Rushbrook, of
Sandford, of Lord Elmwood—but what could she hope from the want of
power in the two former?—what from the latter, for the want of will?
Now stupified, and now distracted, she walked about the house
incessantly, begging for instructions how to act, or how to forget her
misery.
A tenant of Lord Elmwood’s, who occupied a little farm near to that
where Lady Matilda lived, and who was well acquainted with the whole
history of her’s and her mother’s misfortunes, was returning from a
neighbouring fair, just as this inhuman plan was put in execution. He
heard the cries of a woman in distress, and followed the sound, till he
arrived at a chaise in waiting, and saw Matilda placed in it, by the
side of two men, who presented pistols to him, as he offered to
approach and expostulate.
The farmer, uncertain who this female was, yet went to the house she
had been taken from (as the nearest) with the tale of what he had seen;
and there, being informed it was Lady Matilda whom he had beheld, this
intelligence, joined to the powerful effect her screams had on him,
made him resolve to take horse immediately, and with some friends,
follow the carriage till they should trace the place to which she was
conveyed.
The anxiety, the firmness discovered in determining on this
understanding, somewhat alleviated the agony Miss Woodley endured, and
she began to hope, timely assistance might yet be given to her beloved
charge.
The man set out, meaning at all events to attempt her release; but
before he had proceeded far, the few friends that accompanied him,
began to reflect on the improbability of their success, against a
nobleman, surrounded by servants, with other attendants likewise, and,
perhaps, even countenanced by the father of the lady, whom they
presumed to take from him; or if not, while Lord Elmwood beheld the
offence with indifference, that indifference gave it a sanction, they
might in vain oppose. These cool reflections tending to their safety,
had their weight with the companions of the farmer; they all rode back,
rejoicing at their second thoughts, and left him to pursue his journey
and prove his valour by himself.
CHAPTER IX.
It was not with Sandford, as it had lately been with Rushbrook under
the displeasure of Lord Elmwood—to the latter he behaved, as soon as
their dissension was past, as if it had never happened—but to Sandford
it was otherwise—the resentment which he had repressed at the time of
the offence, lurked in his heart, and dwelt upon his mind for several
days; during which, he carefully avoided exchanging a word with him,
and gave every other demonstration of his anger.
Sandford, though experienced in the cruelty and ingratitude of the
world, yet could not without difficulty brook this severity, this
contumely, from a man, for whose welfare, ever since his infancy, he
had laboured; and whose happiness was more dear to him, in spite of all
his faults, than that of any other person. Even Lady Matilda was not so
dear to Sandford as her father—and he loved her more that she was Lord
Elmwood’s child, than for any other cause.
Sometimes the old Priest, incensed beyond bearing, was on the point of
saying to his patron, “How, in my age, dare you thus treat the man,
whom in his youth you respected and revered?”
Sometimes instead of anger, he felt the tear, he was ashamed to own,
steal to his eye, and even fall down his cheek. Sometimes he left the
room half determined to leave the house—but these were all half
determinations; for he knew him with whom he had to deal too well, not
to know that he might be provoked into yet greater anger; and that
should he once rashly quit his house, the doors most probably would be
shut against him for ever.
In this humiliating state (for even many of the domestics could not but
observe their Lord’s displeasure) Sandford passed three days, and was
beginning the fourth, when sitting with Lord Elmwood and Rushbrook just
after breakfast, a servant entered, saying, as he opened the door, to
somebody who followed, “You must wait till you have my Lord’s
permission.”
This attracted their eyes to the door, and a man meanly dressed, walked
in, following close to the servant.
The latter turned, and seemed again to desire the person to retire, but
in vain; he rushed forward regardless of his opposer, and in great
agitation, cried,
“My Lord, if you please, I have business with you, provided you will
chuse to be alone.”
Lord Elmwood, struck with the intruder’s earnestness, bade the servant
leave the room; and then said to the stranger,
“You may speak before these gentlemen.”
The man instantly turned pale, and trembled—then, to prolong the time
before he spoke, went to the door to see if it was shut—returned—yet
still trembling, seemed unwilling to say his errand.
“What have you done,” cried Lord Elmwood, “that you are in this terror?
What have you done, man?”
“Nothing, my Lord,” replied he, “but I am afraid I am going to offend
you.”
“Well, no matter;” (he answered carelessly) “only go on, and let me
know your business.”
The man’s distress increased—and he cried in a voice of grief and
affright—“Your child, my Lord!”——
Rushbrook and Sandford started; and looking at Lord Elmwood, saw him
turn white as death. In a tremulous voice he instantly cried,
“What of her?” and rose from his seat.
Encouraged by the question, and the agitation of him who asked it, the
poor man gave way to his feelings, and answered with every sign of
sorrow,
“I saw her, my Lord, taken away by force—two ruffians seized and
carried her away, while she screamed in vain to me for help, and tore
her hair in distraction.”
“Man, what do you mean?” cried the Earl.
“Lord Margrave,” replied the stranger, “we have no doubt, has formed
this plot—he has for some time past beset the house where she lived;
and when his visits were refused, he threatened this. Besides, one of
his servants attended the carriage; I saw, and knew him.”
Lord Elmwood listened to the last part of this account with seeming
composure—then turning hastily to Rushbrook, he said,
“Where are my pistols, Harry?”
Sandford rose from his seat, and forgetting all the anger between them,
caught hold of the Earl’s hand, and cried, “Will you then prove
yourself a father?”
Lord Elmwood only answered, “Yes,” and left the room.
Rushbrook followed, and begged with all the earnestness he felt, to be
permitted to accompany his uncle.
While Sandford shook hands with the farmer a thousand times; and he, in
his turn, rejoiced, as if he had already seen Lady Matilda restored to
liberty.
Rushbrook in vain entreated Lord Elmwood; he laid his commands upon him
not to go a step from the Castle; while the agitation of his own mind,
was too great, to observe the rigour of this sentence on his nephew.
During the hasty preparations for the Earl’s departure, Sandford
received from Miss Woodley the sad intelligence of what had happened;
but he returned an answer to recompence her for all she had suffered on
the occasion.
Within a few hours Lord Elmwood set off, accompanied by his guide, the
farmer, and other attendants furnished with every requisite to
ascertain the success of their enterprise—while poor Matilda little
thought of a deliverer nigh, much less, that her deliverer should prove
her father.
CHAPTER X.
Lord Margrave, black as this incident of his life must make him appear
to the reader, still nursed in his conscience a reserve of specious
virtue, to keep him in peace with himself. It was his design to plead,
to argue, to implore, nay even to threaten, long before he put his
threats in force; and with this and the following reflection, he
reconciled—as most bad men can—what he had done, not only to the laws
of humanity, but to the laws of honour.
“I have stolen a woman certainly;” said he to himself, “but I will make
her happier than she was in that humble state from which I have taken
her. I will even,” said he, “now that she is in my power, win her
affections—and when, in fondness, hereafter she hangs upon me, how will
she thank me for this little trial, through which I shall have
conducted her to happiness!”
Thus did he hush his remorse, while he waited impatiently at home, in
expectation of his prize.
Half expiring with her sufferings, of body as well as of mind, about
twelve o’clock the next night, after she was borne away, Matilda
arrived; and felt her spirits revive by the superior sufferings that
awaited her—for her increasing terrors roused her from the death-like
weakness, brought on by fatigue.
Lord Margrave’s house, to which he had gone previous to this occasion,
was situated in the lonely part of a well-known forest, not more than
twenty miles distant from London: this was an estate he rarely visited;
and as he had but few servants here, it was a place which he supposed
would be less the object of suspicion in the present case, than any
other of his seats. To this, then, Lady Matilda was conveyed—a superb
apartment allotted her—and one of his confidential females placed to
attend upon her, with all respect, and assurances of safety.
Matilda looked in this woman’s face, and seeing she bore the features
of her sex, while her own knowledge reached none of those worthless
characters of which this person was a specimen, she imagined that none
of those could look as she did, and therefore found consolation in her
seeming tenderness. She was even prevailed upon (by her promises to sit
by her side and watch) to throw herself on the bed, and suffer sleep
for a few minutes—for sleep to her was suffering; her fears giving
birth to dreams terrifying as her waking thoughts.
More wearied than refreshed with her sleep, she rose at break of day,
and refusing to admit of the change of an article in her dress, she
persisted to sit in the torn disordered habit in which she had been
dragged away; nor would she taste a morsel, of all the delicacies that
were prepared for her.
Her attendant, for some time observed the most reverential awe; but
finding this had not the effect of gaining compliance with her advice,
she varied her manners, and began by less submissive means to attempt
an influence. She said her orders were to be obedient, while she
herself was obeyed—at least in circumstances so material as the lady’s
health, of which she had the charge as a physician, and expected equal
compliance from her patient—food and fresh apparel she prescribed as
the only means to prevent death; and even threatened her invalid with
something worse, a visit from Lord Margrave, if she continued
obstinate.
Now loathing her for the deception she had practised, more, than had
she received her thus at first, Matilda hid her eyes from the sight of
her; and when she was obliged to look, she shuddered.
This female at length thought it her duty to wait upon her worthy
employer, and inform him the young lady in her trust would certainly
die, unless there were means employed to oblige her to take some
nourishment.
Lord Margrave, glad of an opportunity that might apologize for his
intrusion upon Lady Matilda, went with eagerness to her apartment, and
throwing himself at her feet, conjured her if she would save his life,
as well as her own, to submit to be consoled.
The extreme disgust and horror his presence inspired, caused Matilda
for a moment to forget all her want of power, her want of health, her
weakness; and rising from the place where she sat, she cried, with her
voice elevated,
“Leave me, my Lord, or I’ll die in spite of all your care; I’ll
instantly expire with grief, if you do not leave me.”
Accustomed to the tears and reproaches of the sex—though not of those
like her—he treated with contempt these menaces of anger, and seizing
her hand, carried it to his lips.
Enraged, and overwhelmed with sorrow at the affront, she cried,
(forgetting every other friend she had,) “Oh! my dear Miss Woodley, why
are you not here to protect me?”
“Nay,” returned Lord Margrave, stifling a fit of laughter, “I should
think the old Priest would be as good a champion as the lady.”
The remembrance of Sandford, with all his kindness, now rushed so
forcibly on Matilda’s mind, that she shed a shower of tears, on
thinking how much he felt, and would continue to feel, for her
situation. Once she thought on Rushbrook, and thought even _he_ would
be sorry for her. Of her father she did not think—she dared not—one
single moment that thought intruded, but she hurried it away—it was too
bitter.
It was now again quite night; and near to that hour when she came first
to the house. Lord Margrave, though at some distance from her, remained
still in her apartment, while her female companion had stolen away. His
insensibility to her lamentations—the agitated looks he sometimes cast
upon her—her weak and defenceless state, all conspired to fill her mind
with horror.
He saw her apprehensions in her distracted face, disheveled hair, and
the whole of her forlorn appearance—yet, notwithstanding his former
resolutions, he could not resist the desire of fulfilling all her
dreadful expectations.
He once again approached her, and again was going to seize her hand;
when the report of a pistol, and a confused noise of persons assembling
towards the apartment prevented him.
He started—but looked more surprised than alarmed—her alarm was
augmented; for she supposed this tumult was some experiment to
intimidate her into submission. She wrung her hands, and lifted up her
eyes to Heaven, in the last agony of despair, when one of Lord
Margrave’s servants entered hastily and announced,
“Lord Elmwood!”
That moment her father entered—and with all the unrestrained fondness
of a parent, folded her in his arms.
Her extreme, her excess of joy on such a meeting, and from such anguish
rescued, was, in part, repressed by his awful presence. The
apprehensions to which she had been accustomed, kept her timid and
doubtful—she feared to speak, or clasp him in return for his embrace,
but falling on her knees, clung round his legs, and bathed his feet
with her tears.——These were the happiest moments that she had ever
known—perhaps, the happiest _he_ had ever known.
Lord Margrave, on whom Lord Elmwood had not even cast a look, now left
the room; but as he quitted it, called out,
“My Lord Elmwood, if you have any demands on me,”—
The Earl interrupted him, “Would you make me an executioner? The law
shall be your only antagonist.”
Matilda, quite exhausted, yet upheld by the sudden transport she had
felt, was led by her father out of this wretched dwelling—more
despicable than the beggar’s hovel.
CHAPTER XI.
Overcome with the want of rest for two nights, from her distracting
fears, and all those fears now hushed; Matilda, soon after she was
placed in the carriage with Lord Elmwood, dropped fast asleep; and
thus, insensibly surprised, leaned her head against her father in the
sweetest slumber that imagination can conceive.
When she awoke, instead of the usual melancholy scene before her view,
she beheld her father, and heard the voice of the once dreaded Lord
Elmwood tenderly saying,
“We will go no further to-night, the fatigue is too much for her; order
beds here directly, and some proper person to sit up and attend her.”
She could only turn to him with a look of love and duty; her lips could
not utter a sentence.
In the morning she found her father by the side of her bed. He inquired
“If she was in health sufficient to pursue her journey, or if she would
remain where she was?”
“I _am_ able to go with you,” she answered instantly.
“Nay,” replied he, “perhaps you ought to stay here till you are
better?”
“I am better,” said she, “and ready to go with you.”——Half afraid that
he meant to send her from him.
He perceived her fears, and replied, “Nay, if you stay, so shall I—and
when I go, I shall take you along with me to my house.”
“To Elmwood House?” she asked eagerly.
“No, to my house in town, where I intend to be all the winter, and
where we shall live together.”
She turned her face on the pillow to conceal tears of joy, but her sobs
revealed them.
“Come,” said he, “this kiss is a token you have nothing to fear.” And
he kissed her affectionately. “I shall send for Miss Woodley too
immediately,” continued he.
“Oh! I shall be overjoyed to see her, my Lord—and to see Mr.
Sandford—and even Mr. Rushbrook.”
“Do you know _him_?” said Lord Elmwood.
“Yes,” she replied, “I have seen him two or three times.”
The Earl hoping the air might be a means of re-establishing her
strength and spirits, now left the room, and ordered his carriage to be
prepared: while she arose, attended by one of his female servants, for
whom he had sent to town, to bring such changes of apparel as were
requisite.
When Matilda was ready to join her father in the next room, she felt a
tremor seize her, that made it almost impossible to appear before him.
No other circumstance now impending to agitate her heart, she felt more
forcibly its embarrassment at meeting on terms of easy intercourse,
him, of whom she had never been used to think, but with that distant
reverence and fear, which his severity had excited; and she knew not
how she should dare to speak to, or look on him, with that freedom her
affection warranted.
After several efforts to conquer these nice and refined sensations, but
to no purpose, she at last went to his apartment. He was reading; but
as she entered, he put out his hand and drew her to him. Her tears
wholly overcame her. He could have intermingled his—but assuming a
grave countenance, he commanded her to desist from exhausting her
spirits; and, after a few powerful struggles, she obeyed.
Before the morning was over, she experienced the extreme joy of sitting
by her father’s side as they drove to town, and of receiving, during
his conversation, a thousand proofs of his love, and tokens of her
lasting happiness.
It was now the middle of November; and yet, as Matilda passed along,
never to her, did the sun shine so bright as upon this morning—never
did her imagination comprehend, that the human heart could feel
happiness true and genuine as hers!
On arriving at the house, there was no abatement of her felicity: all
was respect and duty on the part of the domestics—all paternal care on
the part of Lord Elmwood; and she would have been at that summit of her
wishes which annihilates hope, but that the prospect of seeing Miss
Woodley and Mr. Sandford, still kept this passion in existence.
CHAPTER XII.
Rushbrook was detained at Elmwood House during all this time, more from
the persuasions, nay prayers, of Sandford, than the commands of Lord
Elmwood. He had, but for Sandford, followed his uncle, and exposed
himself to his anger, sooner than have endured the most piercing
inquietude, which he was doomed to suffer, till the news arrived of
Lady Matilda’s safety. He indeed had little else to fear from the known
firm, courageous character of her father, and the expedition with which
he undertook his journey; but lovers’ fears are like those of women,
obstinate, and no argument could persuade either him or Miss Woodley
(who had now ventured to come to Elmwood House) but that Matilda’s
peace of mind might be for ever destroyed, before she was set at
liberty.
The summons from Lord Elmwood for their coming to town, was received by
each of this party with delight; but the impatience to obey it, was in
Rushbrook so violent, it was painful to himself, and extremely
troublesome to Sandford; who wished, from his regard to Lady Matilda,
rather to delay, than hurry their journey.
“You are to blame,” said he to him and Miss Woodley, “to wish by your
arrival, to divide with Lord Elmwood that tender bond, which ties the
good who confer obligations, to the object of their benevolence. At
present there is no one with him to share in the care and protection of
his daughter, and he is under the necessity of discharging that duty
himself; this habit may become so powerful, that he _cannot_ throw it
off, even if his former resolutions should urge him to it. While we
remain here, therefore, Lady Matilda is safe with her father; but it
would not surprise me, if on our arrival (especially if we are
precipitate) he should place her again with Miss Woodley at a
distance.”
To this forcible conjecture, they submitted for a few days, and then
most gladly set out for town.
On their arrival, they were met, even at the street-door, by Lady
Matilda; and with an expression of joy, they did not suppose her
features could have worn. She embraced Miss Woodley! hung upon
Sandford! and to Mr. Rushbrook, who from his conscious love only bowed
at an humble distance, she held out her hand with every look and
gesture of the tenderest esteem.
When Lord Elmwood joined them, he welcomed them all sincerely; but
Sandford the most, with whom he had not spoken for many days before he
left the country, for his allusion to the wretched situation of his
daughter.—And Sandford (with his fellow-travellers) now saw him treat
that daughter with an easy, a natural fondness, as if she had lived
with him from her infancy. He appeared, however, at times, under the
apprehension, that the propensity of man to jealousy, might give
Rushbrook a pang at this dangerous rival in his love and fortune—for
though Lord Elmwood remembered well the hazard he had once ventured to
befriend Matilda, yet the present unlimited reconciliation was
something so unlooked for, it might be a trial too much for his
generosity, to remain wholly disinterested on the event. Slight as was
this suspicion, it did Rushbrook injustice. He loved Lady Matilda too
sincerely, he loved her father’s happiness, and her mother’s memory too
faithfully, not to be rejoiced at all he witnessed; nor could the
secret hope that whispered him, “Their blessings might one day be
mutual,” increase the pleasure he found, in beholding Matilda happy.
Unexpected affairs, in which Lord Elmwood had been for some time
engaged, had diverted his attention for awhile from the marriage of his
nephew; nor did he at this time find his disposition sufficiently
severe, to exact from the young man a compliance with his wishes, at so
cruel an alternative as that of being for ever discarded. He felt his
mind, by the late incident, too much softened for such harshness; he
yet wished for the alliance he had proposed; for he was more consistent
in his character than to suffer the tenderness his daughter’s peril had
awakened, to derange those plans which he had long projected. Never
even now, for a moment did he indulge—for perhaps it would have been an
indulgence—the idea of replacing her exactly in the rights of her
birth, to the disappointment of all his nephew’s expectations.
Yet, milder at this crisis in his temper than he had been for years
before, and knowing he could be no longer irritated upon the subject of
his daughter, he once more resolved to trust himself in a conference
with Rushbrook on the subject of marriage; meaning at the same time to
mention Matilda as an opponent from whom he had nothing to fear. But
for some time before Rushbrook was called to this private audience, he
had, by his unwearied attention, endeavoured to impress upon Matilda’s
mind, the softest sentiments in his favour. He succeeded—but not as he
wished. She loved him as her friend, her cousin, her foster-brother,
but not as a lover. The idea of love never once came to her thoughts;
and she would sport with Rushbrook like the most harmless child, while
he, all impassioned, could with difficulty resist telling her, what she
made him suffer.
At the meeting between him and Lord Elmwood, to which he was called for
his final answer on that subject which had once nearly proved so fatal
to him; after a thousand fears, much confusion and embarrassment, he at
length frankly confessed his “Heart was engaged, and had been so, long
before his uncle offered to direct his choice.”
Lord Elmwood desired to know, “On whom he had placed his affections.”
“I dare not tell you, my Lord,” returned he, infinitely confused; “but
Mr. Sandford can witness their sincerity and how long they have been
fixed.”
“Fixed!” cried the Earl.
“Immoveably fixed, my Lord; and yet the object is as unconscious of my
love to this moment, as you yourself have been; and I swear ever shall
be so, without your permission.”
“Name the object,” said Lord Elmwood, anxiously.
“My Lord, I dare not.—The last time I named her to you, you threatened
to abandon me for my arrogance.”
Lord Elmwood started.——“My daughter! Would you marry her?”
“But with your approbation, my Lord; and that——”
Before he could proceed a word further, his uncle left the room
hastily—and left Rushbrook all terror for his approaching fate.
Lord Elmwood went immediately into the apartment where Sandford, Miss
Woodley, and Matilda, were sitting, and cried with an angry voice, and
with his countenance disordered,
“Rushbrook has offended me beyond forgiveness.—Go, Sandford, to the
library, where he is, and tell him this instant to quit my house, and
never dare to return.”
Miss Woodley lifted up her hands and sighed.
Sandford rose slowly from his seat to execute the office.
While Lady Matilda, who was arranging her music books upon the
instrument, stopped from her employment suddenly, with her face bathed
in tears.
A general silence ensued, till Lord Elmwood, resuming his angry tone,
cried, “Did you hear me, Mr. Sandford?”
Sandford now, without a word in reply, made for the door—but there
Matilda impeded him, and throwing her arms about his neck, cried,
“Dear Mr. Sandford, do not.”
“How!” exclaimed her father.
She saw the impending frown, and rushing towards him, took his hand
fearfully, and knelt at his feet. “Mr. Rushbrook is my relation,” she
cried in a pathetic voice, “my companion, my friend—before you loved me
he was anxious for my happiness, and often visited me to lament with,
and console me. I cannot see him turned out of your house without
feeling for _him_, what he once felt for _me_.”
Lord Elmwood turned aside to conceal his sensations—then raising her
from the floor, he said, “Do you know what he has asked of me?”
“No,” answered she in the utmost ignorance, and with the utmost
innocence painted on her face; “but whatever it is, my Lord, though you
do not grant it, yet pardon him for asking.”
“Perhaps _you_ would grant him what he has requested?” said her father.
“Most willingly—was it in my gift.”
“It is,” replied he. “Go to him in the library, and hear what he has to
say; for on your will his fate shall depend.”
Like lightning she flew out of the room; while even the grave Sandford
smiled at the idea of their meeting.
Rushbrook, with his fears all verified by the manner in which his uncle
had left him, sat with his head reclined against a bookcase, and every
limb extended with the despair that had seized him.
Matilda nimbly opened the door and cried, “Mr. Rushbrook, I am come to
comfort you.”
“That you have always done,” said he, rising in rapture to receive her,
even in the midst of all his sadness.
“What is it you want?” said she. “What have you asked of my father that
he has denied you?”
“I have asked for that,” replied he, “which is dearer to me than my
life.”
“Be satisfied then,” returned she, “for you shall have it.”
“Dear Matilda! it is not in your power to bestow.”
“But he has told me it _shall_ be in my power; and has desired me to
give, or to refuse it you, at my own pleasure.”
“O Heavens!” cried Rushbrook in transport, “Has he?”
“He has indeed—before Mr. Sandford and Miss Woodley. Now tell me what
you petitioned for?”
“I asked him,” cried Rushbrook, trembling, “for a wife.”
Her hand, which had just then taken hold of his, in the warmth of her
wish to serve him, now dropped down as with the stroke of death—her
face lost its colour—and she leaned against the desk by which they were
standing, without uttering a word.
“What means this change?” said he; “Do you not wish me happy?”
“Yes,” she exclaimed: “Heaven is my witness. But it gives me concern to
think we must part.”
“Then let us be joined,” cried he, falling at her feet, “till death
alone can part us.”
All the sensibility—the reserve—the pride, with which she was so amply
possessed, returned to her that moment. She started and cried, “Could
Lord Elmwood know for what he sent me?”
“He did,” replied Rushbrook—“I boldly told him of my presumptuous love,
and he has given to you alone, the power over my happiness or misery.
Oh! do not doom me to the latter.”
Whether the heart of Matilda, such as it has been described, _could_
sentence him to misery, the reader is left to surmise—and if he
supposes that it could _not_, he has every reason to suppose that their
wedded life, was—a life of happiness.
He has beheld the pernicious effects of an _improper education_ in the
destiny which attended the unthinking Miss Milner.—On the opposite
side, what may not be hoped from that school of prudence—though of
adversity—in which Matilda was bred?
And Mr. Milner, Matilda’s grandfather, had better have given his
_fortune_ to a distant branch of his family—as Matilda’s father once
meant to do—so that he had given to his daughter
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