The year 1933, also, saw the appearance of my _Songs of the Redwoods_,

which was not entirely devoted to the redwoods, but did pay its

respects to those great trees, “Close-massed as brothers in some

mystic rite, / With prayerful heads that search the blue unseen.”

The publisher was Arthur H. Chamberlain, who ran “Overland-Outwest

Publications” in conjunction with the revived _Overland Monthly_, of

which he was the editor, and into which he vainly tried to breathe new

life. I had never met Chamberlain prior to the acceptance of my book,

but was to meet him many a time afterwards, and was to number him among

my friends until his death sometime in the forties. I can still picture

him clearly: a small, slight figure, gray-haired and thin-faced, with

an overflowing, singularly ingratiating smile as he hobbled forward

to greet me in his hotel in San Francisco (he suffered from a chronic

foot complaint). Chamberlain was one of those gentle, lovable souls

who are willing to embrace the world in the circle of their confidence

and affection; he was also, like other magnanimous persons I have met,

the hatcher of rather grandiose undertakings, as when he planned to

resurrect the _Overland_ as a large national literary magazine, offered

to bring me into the scheme as partner and co-editor, circulated a

handsome prospectus, and failed--as was almost preordained--because we

lacked funds to put into the project and because no financier could

be induced to risk scores or hundreds of thousands of dollars in the

interests of literature.

The year 1933, again, marked the launching of my most ambitious poem.

Having gone to Mill Valley for the summer (this year we had come

early, at the end of May), I had begun a series of character sketches

in sonnet form, which turned out to be of indifferent quality, and

were eventually discarded. But one day, while I was still engaged on

the series, a message came to Flora by automatic writing--a method

which she had been employing for several years, and which, no matter

what one’s theories as to its source, has produced some extraordinary

results. “Tell your mate to discontinue the child’s play he is now

engaged on,” the message said in effect--I cannot quote it word for

word, but distinctly recall its import. “There is a bigger work waiting

for him, if he will but reach out and find it.”

How was that possible? I wondered. What bigger work could be

waiting for me? Was the message not merely the product of my wife’s

subconscious imagination? Yes, perhaps this was the explanation; even

now, I cannot prove the contrary; it may be that the message had put

me into the frame of mind to look for some other theme, and that this

accounts for the new train of ideas. In any case, something strange

and novel did overcome me an evening or two later as I stood on the

porch of the barnlike rickety old house we had rented for a short while

before moving into our redwood cabin. It was a weirdly beautiful night;

and the incoming sea-fog, flowing across the redwood-clad slopes,

threw luminous witches’ shawls about a moon that was near its full. As

I stared at the swift-changing fantastic scene, the plan for a poem

leapt into my mind--a poem of epic proportions, in which the present,

past, and future of man might be surveyed. The whole hatched itself

full-born, almost without effort; the outline of the entire work had

come to me before I stepped back into the house.

And thus it was that I began my most elaborate poem, _The Pageant

of Man_. Several months more than two years were to pass before its

completion; the whole of three summers would be given to the project,

in addition to all the time I could find during the rest of the year

while engaged in other types of writing (though the better part of the

work, in every sense of the term, was written in California). I did not

at first realize how much work lay ahead; I was to pass endless hours

in revising; and was to type the whole of the 11,000 lines three times

before I was satisfied to write _Finis_. On the other hand, there was

compensations; I can hardly describe the expansive feeling that comes

from contact with higher and wider planes of being, while panoramas of

wonder and pathos and glory spread out before one on a many-colored

tapestry. From the opening passage, this feeling never ceased to

possess me:

For half of man’s allotted years and more

I ranged the highways of this worried earth

Like some long pilgrim from a distant shore,

Baffled by men of foreign speech and birth.

I scarcely seemed to share

The fires, the swords and fevers of my land,

Was blinded when they saw, and saw when they were blind.

Because rhyme has real and sometimes invaluable advantages, and because

blank verse tends to descend to the level of prose--as a reading of

some of our best poets will convince you--I had decided to rhyme the

poem throughout. But since I wished to express a great variety of

themes and moods and to avoid the rigidity of any one pattern, I aimed

to employ lines of varying lengths, and to let the rhymes fall wherever

they best suited my purpose. Thus, while not sacrificing the advantages

of rhyme, I would have almost unlimited freedom and flexibility. This

method, while it had been used by others in occasional shorter poems,

was, I believe, an innovation in a poem of epic length. And it has

therefore always seemed to me that _The Pageant of Man_ might be called

experimental in technique--experimental not in the sense of going back

to Adam and starting the art of poetry all over again, but in building

in unexplored directions upon known and tried devices.

All this, to be sure, will not interest those who maintain that the

day of the long poem is over--those who hold that, in this hurdy-gurdy

age of motor fever, television monomania, and the wear-and-tear of

grab-and-get, we no longer have time for verses of more than fifteen or

twenty lines if even that. For the proponents of such views, poems of

fifteen or twenty lines are doubtless too long (by fifteen or twenty

lines). Yet it may be that the very furor and distractions of the age

highlight the need for long, contemplative works in which the mind may

find repose and the spirit may refresh itself at fountains old as time.

But to return to 1933. The spring of that year brought me still another

poetic event which, in the course of the decades, has had repercussions

upon many another verse-writer.

Occasionally, as I have mentioned, a friend and I had discussed the

possibility of starting a poetry magazine, though our talks had never

reached the stage of serious intention. But it was quite otherwise in

the case of a man who came to me with a proposition early in 1933;

for reasons that will be obvious and because he still moves in the

publishing world (when I last heard of him, he was connected with

a large subsidy house), I will not give his actual name, but will

christen him Melvin J. Post. He was a thin-faced, wily-looking man,

with something just a little hungry in his aspect; our acquaintance

had begun in 1932, when his small firm published, in book form, at its

own expense, a sequence of forty of my sonnets, _The Enduring Flame_

(sonnets that, revised and reduced in number to thirty, were reprinted

years later in my book of selected poems, _Garnered Sheaves_). Though I

do not know how many copies Post bound and distributed, and though this

project, like most poetic ventures, was fruitful neither in money nor

in fame, I had cause to be grateful to him--what poet is not grateful

to the man who has opened new paths for him amid the great world of

print? Therefore, when he came to me with his project, I was receptive.

The idea, he told me, was to start a poetry magazine, one of national

scope, which would mark a milestone in its field. He would be the

publisher, and assume all the financial responsibility; and he hoped

that I would officiate as editor. The thought did, I must confess,

appeal to me, though the position, like most tasks in the poetic

world, was to be without benefit of a salary. However, a question

thrust itself upon me. If I was to be the editor, I must really be the

editor; I must formulate the policy, and must decide the contents of

the magazine beyond possibility of contradiction. Would Mr. Post agree?

Definitely! stated Mr. Post. He would control the publishing end, and

I would be the editorial Lord Absolute. Under such circumstances, the

arrangements were quickly made. Post and I held several conferences,

at which plans were threshed out: the magazine was to be a quarterly,

for which he accepted my suggested title, _Wings_; and the first

issue would contain thirty-two pages in addition to covers, and would

be printed on a good grade of heavy book paper. All that remained,

therefore, so far as the editor was concerned, was to plan the various

departments, and obtain contributions.

In the case of a long-established magazine, contributions flow in,

sometimes with embarrassing profusion; but not so with an unborn

periodical, which no one has ever heard of before. Therefore I wrote to

friends and acquaintances in the poetic world, and obtained suitable

poems from Witter Bynner, David Morton, and other established poets,

as well as from a number who were still to earn their laurels. I also

planned a prose section; applied to publishers for books for review;

and wrote an editorial of about three pages setting out the policy

of the magazine, in addition to a note on _Reviews and Reviewers_,

and a five-page article, the first of a series on _Neglected Poets_

(the author chosen in this case was Arthur O’Shaughnessy). Finally

my labors were completed, and I turned all the material over to the

publisher, who had been advertising the forthcoming magazine by means

of circulars. By now it was early March, and I was ready to leave on

that Caribbean cruise already mentioned; upon my return sixteen days

later, the magazine would be awaiting me.

At the scheduled time I returned, but the magazine was not awaiting

me. With vague and all too justified premonitions, I telephoned Mr.

Post, who assured me that an oversight must have occurred; _Wings_

was indeed out, and copies should have been sent me--he would put some

immediately in the mails; I should receive them next day.

Mr. Post was as good as his word--the copies did reach me next day.

But what a blow as I took them out of their envelope! There are, as we

all know, some shocks that cannot be absorbed all at one stroke. Those

pale-blue covers, printed in dull black and looking like a drug store’s

wrapping paper--were they actually the covers of my _Wings_? And what

had happened to the part of the magazine between the covers? The least

was that the paper was thinner than Post and I had agreed upon, and

the type smaller, making certain portions and particularly the prose

difficult to read. But how had the poems come to be printed with such

originality?--sonnets divided after the seventh line, and four-stanza

poems with no divisions at all? And how had it happened that our

stipulated thirty-two pages had shrunk to twenty-two?

A swift survey of the contents told me that Post had omitted six of the

eight book reviews (a fact more painful to me than a series of needle

thrusts, since I had assumed a responsibility to one or two authors,

and had obtained their books under promise of comments on the work).

And as if to add insult to injury, the _Neglected Poets_ had been still

further neglected, and had been left out, along with the editorial note

setting forth the reviewing policy of the magazine.

My fury was slow in dying down as I contemplated the sadly clipped

_Wings_. After all I had expected, after all the labor I had given to

that first issue, I felt compromised and betrayed. But two things,

amid all the confusion, were luminously clear. The first was that

Mr. Post’s motives for cutting down the magazine had been financial

rather than literary. And the second was that, by deleting material

without my knowledge or consent, he had himself been acting as editor,

and therefore had violated his agreement. Moreover, in beginning our

association with this gross breach of his word, he had proved that the

two of us could never harmonize. Therefore the sooner I disconnected

myself from him, the better.

But to disconnect myself would not be easy. I was weighed down with

obligations--obligations to the contributors who had confided their

poems to me, to the authors whose books I had promised to review,

and to the subscribers (an unknown number, aside from several of my

friends) who had sent in their dollar a year, perhaps in part because

of the belief that I was to be the editor. If I were merely to resign,

and leave all these persons to the tender attentions of Mr. Post, I

would be betraying them, almost as he had betrayed me. However, I

had no desire or intention to resign. The fault, in the maimed and

mutilated version of _Wings_ that lay before me, had not been mine;

therefore, if there was to be any resigning, let it not be on my part.

After a sleepless night, I rushed down to the offices of the Authors’

League, whose representative, upon deliberation, informed me that I

had some legal rights--yes, undoubtedly I had, though unfortunately

they were not worth asserting. Then, at wits’ end, I telephoned Mr.

Post; and he, obliging and amiable as always, consented to visit me

on a specified evening. I do not know just how much intimation he

had of what was in my mind; but when he arrived, it was with profuse

apologies for the curtailment of the magazine, which, he said, had been

unavoidable owing to a temporary financial embarrassment which he was

suffering. I reminded him, in reply, of my own embarrassment in regard

to a broken contract, and broken promises to authors. And I proposed

that, since he was embarrassed financially and I was embarrassed

editorially, he resign to me all rights to the magazine. This demand

he at first violently resisted; but two hours later, after one of the

stormiest sessions of my life, he had capitulated on every point.

And before leaving my home that evening, he had put his signature to

an agreement. I have managed to unearth my copy, typed on my private

letterhead, and dated March 31, 1933:

1. Whereas the Editor agrees to undertake the financial control and

management of the magazine known as “Wings, A Quarterly of Verse,”

the Publisher agrees to relinquish all property and other rights in

the said magazine and all claims against it and to turn over to the

Editor the full and unqualified right of publishing said magazine,

and furthermore,

2. The Editor agrees that the Publisher shall retain all funds

hitherto turned over to him for subscriptions. But it is specifically

understood that all moneys turned in to the Publisher henceforward,

will be turned over by him to the Editor, and that all subscription

lists held by the Publisher will be turned over to the Editor.

3. The Editor agrees to discharge all obligations to subscribers, and

to relieve the Publisher of all responsibility to such subscribers.

There was, I thought, a measure of justice in permitting the publisher

to retain all sums theretofore received for subscriptions, since he

had made a considerable financial outlay. And there was, besides, the

practical consideration that the amounts received were certainly not

large, and that by no conceivable means, short of an undesired lawsuit,

could I have forced Mr. Post to part with them.

What was I planning now that the magazine--or, rather, the half-born

magazine--was exclusively my own? My one clear intention was to reissue

the first number as I had originally conceived it; beyond that, I had

vague ideas of continuing publication as long as seemed practicable.

But that _Wings_ would still be printed, with unswerving regularity,

ten years later, twenty years later, twenty-five years later; that a

total of many tens of thousands of copies would be distributed during

this time, that contacts would be established with poets and poetry

lovers in many lands--these were possibilities that never for a moment

occurred to me.

My immediate task now was the publication of the second version of

Volume I, Number 1, which I wished to distribute to all who had

received the first edition, as well as to newspapers and libraries,

and as sample copies to all poets and lovers of poetry whose addresses

I could obtain. A thousand copies in all were to be printed--truly, a

formidable number, though actually all but a handful would be sent out,

and even this handful would be reduced by requests that would come in

for years to come.

What, however, did I know about publishing a magazine? Very

little--nothing, in fact, aside from what I had learned during my

disillusioning experience under Mr. Finnegan on the _Overland_. Here,

indeed, was a case of the tyro leaping in where experienced men might

have feared to tread. I did not even know any printer, and was not

at all familiar with printing methods; but at this point, as I must

record to Mr. Post’s credit, my erstwhile partner on _Wings_ came to

the rescue by putting me in touch with his own printer (whom I was to

employ only for the first issue), and also voluntarily stepped over to

the new editorial office--in my apartment--in order to give me some

valuable pointers when I made up the issue.

I wish that I could add that he was equally helpful in all other

respects. Weeks later, and in fact months later, an occasional letter

to the following effect was to arrive: “Dear Editor: A long while ago

I sent your business office a dollar for a subscription, and have

never received a copy. What has happened?” Unfortunately, I could have

answered what had happened. The “business office,” before the time of

our final agreement, had been Mr. Post’s establishment; and later, when

any stray dollars reached him, he had presumably been too preoccupied

to remember to turn them or the subscribers’ names over to the new

editor. In all such cases, of course, I would put the person on the

list without further charge; but I was never to know how many failed to

make a report.

In any event, the reconstructed first issue did appear, with a cover

design contributed by my friend Ignace M. Ingianni, and with all the

material originally intended; glancing at it today, I see that it

contrasts most favorably in appearance with the earlier edition. For

a long while I was busy answering letters from subscribers (though

subscribers were still far from numerous) who wished to know why they

had received two quite different-looking copies of the same issue.

In the first number, I set forth the goal of the magazine:

... to achieve its full power and effectiveness ... poetry must have

an audience schooled to receive it--and it is precisely here that the

modern world fails most signally, and that a magazine such as _Wings_

may play its most beneficial role....

So far as possible, _Wings_ will devote itself ... to the

encouragement of the poetic spirit; it will provide a medium for the

publication of the best poetry, and the best poetry only, regardless

of the name or reputation of the author; it will open a critical

arena for views and reviews on subjects pertaining to its special

field....

But more significant, perhaps, was the statement which appears on page

1, and has been reprinted in every subsequent issue: “Wings is an

independent poetry magazine, without patrons or outside supporters.”

Unless the magazine was independent, it seemed to me, it would be

valueless; _Wings_, whose birth-throes had witnessed a struggle for

independence, had better go down with colors flying than capitulate

and survive in bondage. It is understandable, of course, that many

little magazines should seek patrons, should even find patrons

indispensable; subscription lists, for such journals, are invariably

small; advertising revenues are slight or non-existent; and unless

there is some outside financial source, the printer cannot be paid.

But all this, if unavoidable, is highly unfortunate. Very few human

beings are so constructed that, having given with a free hand, they

will not expect some return: even though Mr. X has provided funds with

benevolent intentions, he may happen to remember a niece or a cousin

or a grandson who has written some “wonderful poetry”--and how many

editors would be over-scrupulous about fine points of literary quality

when a large, deeply desired annual donation is hanging in the balance?

The only way to avoid such problems, it impressed me, was to avoid

donors and patrons. And if the magazine could not exist without such

benefactors--then let it be decently interred.

Another point--which I mention only because I have frequently been

questioned about it--was my decision to publish none of my own verse

in _Wings_. This decision was not made because of false modesty, or

because none of my work was available; the reason was that, when there

is competition for space, the editor who picks his own poems is in

effect acting as a judge between himself and other aspirants--with

results hardly likely to err in favor of the others. With prose the

case was different; no great quantity of competitive prose was ever

to be submitted--and, besides, it is the function of an editor to

contribute articles setting forth his views and policies.

These were, of course, but preliminary considerations. When I embarked

blithely on the new venture in the spring of 1933, how much I could not

foresee!--the long, slow, wearisome ordeals of manuscript-reading, and

the eye-wearing strain of proofreading! the wrestling with problems

of make-up, when forty-six lines of type would not squeeze themselves

into a forty-three-line space! the letter-writing, the never-ceasing

letter-writing; the answering of questions; the acknowledgments of

courtesies; the commenting on submitted poems! the keeping of records;

the typing of envelopes; the sending out of the hundreds of copies

of each issue! But while much of this was tedious and irksome, how

much would be gratifying!--the contacts with other poets, by letter

and in person! the occasional unearthing of promising new talent! the

satisfaction of exerting an influence (a good influence, I naturally

hoped, even though a small one) amid the turmoil, the striving, and the

confusion of the modern poetic scene! It may, indeed, be that I had

come down with a form of insanity, which psychiatrists have not yet

analyzed; but if so, it was a form of insanity that could not only be

wearing and costly, but at times could add considerably to the variety

and even to the enjoyment of life.

CHAPTER

FOURTEEN

Trials and Rewards of an Editor

Men of experience will tell you that nothing is much more difficult

than launching a new periodical. With a large staff, persistent

efforts, capable planning, and an ample budget, including immense sums

for advertising, it is sometimes possible to put a new magazine into

the field. But what, when no staff at all is available, and no funds

for advertising except through occasional circulars? This, in general,

is the situation for all poetry magazines, at least those not backed

by bountiful grants; and _Wings_, therefore, represented the rule and

not the exception. Of course, no poetry magazine aims at corralling its

readers by the millions; hundreds of subscribers look as numerous to

its publishers as hundreds of thousands would appear to the proprietor

of a more popular sheet; and there is no thought of the vast business

arrangements necessary for its larger cousins.

The distinction, however, runs even deeper than this, for whereas

the profit motive rules in most periodicals, it does not apply at

all for a poetry magazine. There is no profit motive, since there

is no prospect of a profit--I would not say, “no possibility,” for

I know that _Wings_, which for long periods has achieved the feat

of breaking almost if not quite even, one year actually earned a

surplus of $95.13. Of course, such a banner success is rare; and the

publisher, not expecting much if anything but debts to be left when the

year is over, must necessarily subordinate the profit motive to the

as-little-loss-as-possible motive.

Having made this dire confession, I must go on to report that _Wings_

was from the first an unexpected success. I say “unexpected,” for I had

not known what to anticipate, and had listened just a little doubtfully

to Flora’s prediction that the magazine would succeed. But let me point

out that it seems to me that the idea of success has been grossly,

vulgarly, ignorantly entangled in modern thought with the concept of

financial gain: few of the great successes of history, from Confucius

to Kant, and from Homer to Goethe, and Galileo to Einstein, and Gautama

to Gandhi, are in any way memorable for monetary triumphs. Not that

the motive behind a poetry magazine may be compared with the impulse

that ruled any of these great figures, but that they all have at least

one thing in common: their guardian star has been something other

than money. The pecuniary status of a poetry magazine is, of course,

irrelevant--irrelevant, that is, to anything but the owner’s pocket, a

matter of no importance at all to the world at large. What is relevant

is whether the effort has helped the cause of art or creation, whether

it has broadcasted pleasure or inspiration, whether it has aided

aspiring and worthy writers and given them a platform from which to be

heard.

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