CHAPTER VI

“HE RODE ALL UNARM’D, AND HE RODE ALL ALONE”

One day was very like another in the first two weeks of Janet’s new

school life. The teachers soon liked the sunny girl with the ready

dimples and readier wit, joined with honest industry and determination

to learn. The girls--the best girls--liked Jan at once, but the little

knot of companions whom Gwen had disrespectfully called “that gang”

disliked her every day a little more than the previous one, and chiefly

because of the liking of the better faction. Gladys--and this was

what made the attitude of these girls hard to bear--Gladys arrayed

herself with them, and showed positive dislike to “Miss Lochinvar,” who

certainly did not deserve it at her hands.

At home, after school, during the five hours between its dismissal

and dinner time, life was a trifle dreary, or would have been but

for Jack, Viva, and Jerry. Gwen thoughtlessly, in spite of her liking

for Jan, betook herself to her own pursuits. Sydney did not seem like

part of the family at all, but rather like some one who was fortunate

enough to have secured an unusually well-appointed lodging-house and

restaurant. He came and went unnoted, to Jan’s amazed distress. She had

heard so much said by her father and mother of the necessity of keeping

close to their boys and making home pleasant to them that motherly

little Jan quite yearned over the handsome lad who had no one to see

that he kept straight. She longed to make friends with him; a longing

intensified by her intimacy with her own elder brother, Fred, whom she

missed more than any of the children she had left behind her, unless it

was the baby, Poppet. But though Sydney was perfectly polite to Jan,

he made no recognition of her overtures of friendship, and, it seemed

to his cousin, grew more indifferent to his surroundings, and more

heavy-browed at each succeeding dinner.

Mrs. Graham soon got over her annoyance at Janet’s coming, and was

always pleasant, pretty, and kindly, but not less busy than at first.

As the autumn advanced into winter she was more deeply engulfed in

engagements than ever, and Jan shared her children’s lack of their

mother’s society. Unfortunately, with her aunt’s displeasure at her

coming had disappeared her uncle’s pleasure in receiving his favorite

sister’s child, and Jan quite longed for another of the evenings with

him, such as she had tasted on her arrival a month ago.

Every afternoon when she came home from school--except on the

afternoon of the dancing-class--Jan went into the nursery and sat

down with Hummie, Jack, Viva, and the baby--who would have resented

the title. Jack found the steep hill of learning which--to speak

metaphorically--had so winded him turned into “the primrose path of

dalliance” by this pretty cousin, who was so honest that she would not

do his tasks for him, yet so clear-headed that she turned them into

positive joys. Then she told the jolliest stories of the doings of

her brothers and sisters, whom Jack burned to know, considering them

more attractive than any youngsters he had had the luck to meet with,

either in or out of a book, and whose feats filled him with envious

admiration. Peals of laughter floated down the hall frequently during

these hours--laughter which reached Gwen in her shrine of genius, and

sometimes brought her out to share the fun. Gwen was surprised to find

herself half jealous of the children’s love which Jan had won in a

short month, and which she had missed because she had never thought

about them at all. She sometimes felt quite shut out and hurt when she

saw how the faces of the three youngest brightened at the sight of Jan

and heard the whoop of delight with which they welcomed her.

Quiet little Viva found that Jan knew ways of playing housekeeping

which her own naturally domestic little brain could not have devised,

and that she could dress dolls, and play with them, too, as no one--not

only her own sisters, but her friends--could begin to hope to do. And

she could tell stories, not only the funny stories of life in Crescendo

and the Howes’ frolics, but the fairy-tales which Viva preferred, in a

way that would make the lady who told stories in the Arabian Nights’

green with envy. Viva loved Jan with a sort of dumb adoration. She

was a sensitive little creature, and Jan had come into her solitude

like sunshine. As to Jerry, she adopted Jan--whom she called “Yan”

with a pure Norwegian pronunciation--as her own property, and loved

her with tumultuous affection. Jerry had grown so well-behaved in the

dining-room--never tipping over her oatmeal spoon, still less kicking

“Tsusan”--that her father and mother wondered at the reform. They did

not know that if “Yan” lifted her eyebrows in shocked surprise at the

dawn of naughtiness in the wilful tot, Miss Geraldine immediately

resumed the behavior which should make “Yan” show her dimples in

smiling at her, for “Yan’s” dimples had become Jerry’s barometer, and

she could not exist if their absence indicated disapproval.

It was fortunate for Janet that she was so sincerely fond of younger

children and that her little cousins did cling to her with such

devotion, for without their love she would have had many lonely hours

and would have found the atmosphere of the splendid home she had come

to too frigid for happiness.

Helen Watterson was to give a party, and the school was stirred by

the announcement. Not only did Helen live in a house so large that

her party was sure to be an event, but she had announced it as a

“fagot party,” and all the girls invited protested that they could

never, never fulfil its requirements. These requirements were for each

guest to bring a fagot of wood--and “fagot” could be interpreted very

liberally to mean anything from a few toothpicks bound together to a

large bundle of real sticks. These fagots were to be laid in turn on

the open fire, and while his fagot was burning each guest must tell a

story.

The Grahams, Gwen, Gladys, and Janet Howe, were invited, as well as

most of the girls of their age at “the Hydra.” Gwen felt no uneasiness

as to her powers in the story-telling line, nor did Jan, though she

was rather frightened at the thought of lifting up her voice in such

an august assembly, but Gladys was dismayed, and declared, without

meaning it, that she would not go if she had to tell a story, but would

plead some excuse at the last moment. As it happened, it was Gwen, who

longed to go, that pleaded the excuse at the last moment, a painfully

real excuse, for she had a bad sore throat, and could not leave her

room. Jan begged to be allowed to stay at home with her, partly through

kindness to the cousin whom she really loved, and partly from a strong

preference for doing so, for the prospect of going to a party without

Gwen and with Gladys was worse than going alone. But Gwen would not

hear of Jan’s staying behind.

“It will be the nicest party, I’m sure, Jan,” she said, “and I wouldn’t

have you miss it. Besides, it is really the first affair we’ve been

asked to since you came, so it will be your introduction to New York

society. And another ‘besides’ is that I shall want to hear all about

it, every story repeated, and everything, and Gladys never would tell

me one thing.”

“I don’t feel as though I could go with Gladys, Gwen,” Jan said

involuntarily. “She does dislike me so, and it makes me more awkward

and scared than ever.”

“Don’t pay the slightest attention to her,” said Gwen, looking

wrathfully at Jan over the red-flannel swathings of her throat--Hummie

always insisted on the efficacy of that color for such purposes. “After

you leave the dressing-room you keep with Dorothy Schuyler and Cena

North. They’ve got sense enough to appreciate you! And they’re my

friends. You’ll have a good time, because there’ll be plenty of good

times there to have, and when there are, you don’t miss them.”

Gwen, with mistaken zeal, made a few vigorous remarks to Gladys before

they set forth, telling her what she thought of her slighting Jan, and

bidding her be nice to her at the party, under threat of wrath to come.

The result of this well-meant interference was that Gladys sulked,

settling herself in her corner of the carriage without speaking to Jan

during the drive. After they arrived she compelled Susan to arrange

her hair and dress first, and she then left the dressing-room without

waiting for Jan, who had to find her way, frightened and hurt, to the

parlors alone.

“Isn’t Gwen coming?” asked Dorothy Schuyler, standing near their

hostess, when Gladys entered.

“Gwen has a sore throat. She’s dreadfully disappointed. She cared more

about coming than I did,” said Gladys.

“And Jan wouldn’t leave her, I suppose?” suggested Dorothy.

“Oh, Jan is here. She is coming right down,” said Gladys, trying to

speak easily.

Dorothy gave her one of the glances which Gwen had said “made you

curl up,” and went swiftly into the hall. Here she found Jan coming

hesitatingly down-stairs through the group of boys lounging part way

up, waiting for “the party to begin.” They all stared at Jan, glad

of something prettier to look at than one another, for, though some

of them were already young dandies, most of them despised the stiff

costume to which even the younger lord of creation is condemned at

festivities, and were wondering, each individually, if he “looked as

big a fool in his stiff collar as the other fellows did.”

Jan gave a sigh of relief as she caught sight of Dorothy. It seemed to

her that she could not enter that crowded room alone. Dorothy noticed

with pleasure that Jan looked very charming in soft, delicate green,

which gave her, with her brown eyes and hair, the effect of some

sylvan creature.

It was not so very bad after all to get to her hostess and make her

salutations now that kind Dorothy was at her elbow, and when the ordeal

was over Jan turned to enjoying herself with her tendency to make the

best of things.

There was to be dancing after supper, but first the young guests

grouped themselves around the open fire for the fagot burning and

story-telling. Dorothy began, and told a pretty legend of Brittany,

not long, but much longer than Daisy Hammond’s, who had brought a

tiny bundle of three lightest twigs, and related a tragic tale in two

stanzas of “nonsense rhymes.”

When it came Jan’s turn she found to her horror that the story which

she had so carefully learned and rehearsed with Gwen had slipped from

her as completely as if she had never heard it. “What shall I do?” she

whispered to Dorothy. “I have forgotten my story!”

[Illustration: The story-telling party.]

“Make up another. Tell us something you have seen or done in the West,”

said Dorothy. “It will probably be much more interesting, so don’t

worry.”

“I have forgotten the story I meant to tell,” Jan began in a faint

voice as she laid her fagot on the fire. “I think maybe I could

remember it if only I could get hold of the beginning. But Dorothy

Schuyler says I had better tell you something true that happened at

home, so I am going to tell you about a cyclone we had once, and I’ve

got to hurry, or my wood will be gone. There was a family living

outside of Crescendo, about a couple of miles out, and they had come

there from the frontier, and twenty-five years before the day of the

cyclone they had lost one of their children--the oldest boy--out in

the territory; he was stolen by Indians. They hunted everywhere and as

hard as they could for him, but they never found him, so they thought

he must be dead, and they moved into Kansas, and settled in Crescendo,

and had ever so many other children, and were quite happy, though they

never forgot that lost boy. They didn’t get on so very well--didn’t

make much money, I mean, so mamma and papa tried to help them. They

couldn’t very much, because we have such lots of children and not much

money. But one day there came up a storm, and papa ran around making

everything tight and getting all our children in, for he said it was

going to be a windstorm, and that scares us out there--we’ve seen them!”

Jan had forgotten her shyness, and was becoming dramatic as the

recollection of the fatal day came over her. She leaned forward, her

elbows on her knees, her eyes fastened on her burning fagot, with the

light playing over her earnest face.

“Well, it came. The sky got all over a dreadful yellow, and it was so

dark we lighted up like night. Mamma was baking and I was sweeping and

dusting--I know I thought it was lucky my head was tied up, for it

seemed as though it might blow off. The wind roared and rushed past us,

and branches of fruit-trees and heavy things came banging up against

the house--oh, it was awful! But we didn’t get the worst of it inside

the town. Outside, where this family lived, it was the very middle of

the cloud, and it took the roof off, and it blew down the barn, and

the neighbor’s house blew over and part of it struck theirs--and--oh,

dear, oh, dear! I can’t bear to think of it!” Jan hid her face in her

hands a moment, shuddering, and her audience sat silently waiting for

her to go on.

“The wall fell in and it buried all that family under it, for they

were all huddled together--they hadn’t any cyclone cellar. It was the

first time a cyclone had ever struck Crescendo. And when the storm

had passed--it was all over in fifteen minutes--they went out to that

house and they found them dead, all dead, except the baby, and he was

crying and pulling at his mother’s dress.” Jan’s voice quivered so that

she had to wait another moment, and no one noticed that her fagot was

burned out.

“And when they got there,” Jan went on, “there was a young man standing

among the ruins whom the people who came to help had never seen before.

Would you believe it? It was that oldest son whom they had lost! He

had found out who he was and had traced his parents, and had come to

Kansas after them, and had reached Crescendo just in time to find them

dead in the ruins of their home. And there was not one left but the

little crying baby and the oldest son--they were all gone! I took off

my sweeping dress, and mamma left her baking, and we went out there. We

brought the baby home with us--he was just Poppet’s age--until after

the funeral. Then the young man took him, and they went away together,

the oldest and the youngest, and we have never seen either of them in

Crescendo again.”

After a complete silence of a few minutes, more flattering than

applause, the applause for Jan’s tragic story burst forth from every

pair of hands. It was the success of the evening, but to Gladys it was

a success worse than failure. The confession that Jan and her mother

had been busied with housework at the time of the tragedy added the

story to the long list of disgraceful disclosures Jan was forever

making.

But the other guests at the party did not seem to consider Jan’s little

tale a blot upon her credit--_they_ could afford to admire it,

Gladys thought bitterly; she was not _their_ cousin! Girls and

boys crowded around Jan to congratulate her, till poor Jan hardly knew

where to look. She was already the heroine of the evening, but one

thing more raised her into a heroine indeed, though it ended the party

for her and Gladys.

The last fagot was on the fire, and Helen Watterson leaned forward with

the tongs to adjust it as it burned. She wore floating tarlatan over

her pink-silk skirt, and as she reached for the falling fagot the draft

from the chimney sucked her dress into the fireplace, and instantly the

gauzy stuff blazed up.

Her guests fell back screaming, but Jan sprang forward, gathered up

the overdress in her hands, crumpling it together, and extinguishing

the flames before there was the slightest danger of injury to Helen.

Probably there had not been very great danger, for the flimsy stuff

would very likely have been consumed before it could ignite the rest of

her garments, but none the less, Jan had done a brave deed, and at the

cost of painful burns on her own hands.

Mrs. Watterson took her away to be coddled and bandaged, amid a murmur

of admiration from the guests she left behind her. When the poor little

brown hands were thoroughly wrapped in oil and cotton a carriage was

called, and Susan put Jan into it, while Gladys followed, angry at

being obliged to miss the dancing, angry with herself for her bad

temper, angriest of all with Jan for proving her so wrong, yet swelling

with pride that her cousin had saved Helen’s life--for Gladys would not

regard the event as less than life-saving. The drive back was as silent

as had been the drive to the party. Jan was in too much pain, Gladys in

too perturbed a state of mind for speech.

As Susan helped Jan from the carriage, a forlorn, hungry, sick-looking

little tiger cat ran mewing toward her, and then scuttled away, as one

who had no reason to count on the human kindness it implored.

“Oh, that poor, poor, dear little cat!” cried Jan, who loved dumb

beasts tenderly. “Can’t I take it in, Gladys?”

“Oh, Miss Janet, it’s that forlorn and miserable, you don’t want it!”

protested Susan.

“Yes, I do; that’s why I want it!” cried Jan. “Do you think your mother

would care? I’ve missed my animals so dreadfully, Gladys!” she pleaded.

“You know mamma never cares what we do as long as we are satisfied,”

said Gladys ungraciously.

Jan waited for no further permission. With her bandaged hands, and with

the blandishments of a voice used to conversing with our little kindred

who can not reply--not in the same tongue at least--Jan contrived

to catch the frightened little waif who stood in such sore need of

kindness.

Clasping him to her breast, in spite of bandages, and disregarding

possible mud on the white paws, Jan returned, damaged, excited, but, on

the whole, happy, from her first party.

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