CHAPTER XIX.

On the day after this conversation Clytie was surprised by an

announcement from Durdleham that Mrs. Blather and Janet were suddenly

coming to town and would avail themselves of her often repeated

invitation to pay her a visit in her new home. Janet had been ailing for

some time past. The over-refined Davenant blood had never been vivifying

at any time, and now, as there were sudden dangers of a grave kind,

their Durdleham doctor had advised her consulting a London specialist.

They hurried to catch the great man before he left for his summer

holidays. That was their apology to Clytie for the shortness of their

notice. Ordinarily on their rare visits to town they put up at Durfey's

Hotel in Albany Street. Their father and grandfather had put up

there from time immemorial, and they spoke of Durfey's with solemn

familiarity, as if it were the one hotel of London. On this occasion,

however, they came and stayed with Clytie.

Their presence in the house was a relief to her, even though it was by

way of counter-irritation. Thornton showed himself in the light of a

charming host and delighted his sisters-in-law. They could not find

enough felicitations to bestow upon Clytie. They forgot the old

misunderstandings, took it for granted that Clytie had finally settled,

was happy, without any ulterior desires. They went round the house, Mrs.

Blather manifesting mild enthusiasm over the more solid arrangements in

the way of furniture and domestic appurtenances, Janet going into little

ecstasies over the decorations.

“I never thought you had such a talent for house management,” said Mrs.

Blather after an inspection of the linen-cupboards and china-closets.

“I hardly think it requires absolute genius,” replied Clytie, “to see

that sheets are folded up properly and that plates are not put away

dirty.”

“Ah!” said her sister, with a philosophic sigh. “So many young wives are

so inexperienced.”

It was a delight to Mrs. Blather to see Clytie in this aspect. She could

talk to her now on common ground; Clytie had become an ordinary sensible

woman, who could discuss the things that fill the ordinary sensible

woman's life: housemaids, fancywork, and the price of fish. Mrs. Blather

knew that Hammerdyke was fairly well off, but she thought it her duty

to give Clytie many valuable hints as to household expenditure, to which

Clytie listened with suave distraction. She also gave her recipes for

cooking, and the washing of lace, and infallible methods for removing

wine stains from tablecloths; also neat little formulas for the

management of a husband.

“But yours is simply perfect,” she added, with reference to this last.

“Oh, Clytie, you are a lucky girl!”

To Clytie there was something pathetically humorous in the aspect she

presented to her sisters; in finding herself, for the first time in her

life, perfect in their eyes; in their changed relations. It was amusing

to be the lady of the house, and to make plans for Gracie and Janet's

entertainment. She brightened under the sense of it, and though many

a misconception on their part caused her a sharp twinge of pain, she

allowed them to purr on contentedly, taking a small measure of enjoyment

from the comfort thereof. Besides, she felt that it would not last

long. Their stay was limited to three days. A week of it would have

been intolerable. For this reason she declined to accompany them back

to Durdleham. At first Mrs. Blather was rather hurt at her refusal;

but Clytie gently smoothed over the matter, tactfully avoiding to give

specific reasons.

Although Thornton was amenity itself in his intercourse with Clytie when

they met in her sisters' presence, in their private relations he showed

a certain soreness--the result of the process of understanding.

She tried to heal this, to win back from him, if not love, at least

gentleness and courtesy.

“I must thank you, Thornton, for being so nice to my sisters,” she said

once.

“I suppose I know how to behave myself in my own house,” he replied

coldly, and Clytie retired, and listened, with an ache in her heart, to

Mrs. Blather's epithalamion.

Still it comforted her to see Thornton his old bright self again, as she

had known him before her marriage, even though she knew his brow would

darken on the departure of her guests. It gladdened her to hear him talk

animatedly to Janet of the wonders of the forest and the romance of war.

The hall, the staircase, and the walls of his smoking room were lined

with curiosities of travel: spears and skin-covered shields, swords,

wooden maces--a whole armoury of savage weapons. There were feathered

headdresses, great rings roughly wrought of virgin gold, strange

garments, some stained with blood. On the landing above the hall stairs

hung an evil wooden yoke with pendent chains which he had lifted from

the necks of two dead slaves, left by the caravan to die and rot by the

way; and, flanking it, two great lions' heads glared defiantly. To each

relic a history was attached, now commonplace, now ghastly. Clytie knew

them all, but she accompanied her sisters as Thornton took them round,

a perfect cicerone, and she was pleased to see his face light up and his

eyes glow with the reminiscence of dangers and brave deeds. It brought

her a glad memory of the past and a little hope for the future. She was

grateful, too, to Thornton for thus effectually hiding from her sisters

any signs of their recent differences and divergencies. She could

receive their congratulations with a sense of grim humour. Anything

approaching pity, with whatever delicate sympathy it might be conveyed,

would have made her wince with pain. Even Mrs. Farquharson, who had

sharp eyes and many kindly affinities with her, shared Mrs. Blather's

unquestioning belief in the happiness of her lot. Before others Thornton

was still the gallant lover and courteous husband, and Clytie was not

unthankful. When questioned as to Thornton's plans for the autumn she

answered vaguely. The session had worn him out. He was going up to

Scotland for the grouse shooting. She herself was going to take care of

the house until his return. She preferred staying in London in August to

going anywhere without him. And Mrs. Blather, quite satisfied, paid her

a little compliment on her wifeliness, and suggested various household

improvements to occupy her time during her grass-widowhood.

So Mrs. Blather and Janet went back to Durdleham, to raise a flutter of

excitement at the Durdleham tea tables over their accounts of Clytie's

moral and material prosperity and her husband's manifold perfections.

But the old man, Mr. Davenant, shook his head and sighed. Slow to

receive fresh impressions, he could not conceive Clytie other than

wilful and paradoxical. And he was suspicious of the brilliant soldier

of fortune. He would much have preferred his daughter to have married a

steady-going country gentleman or professional man. Still no fault could

be found with Hammerdyke, who had treated him with every courtesy.

Before Thornton's departure for Scotland a kind of reconciliation was

patched up between them. The first overtures had come from Clytie. After

all, he was her husband. They were bound together, for better or worse,

till death parted them. It was only common sense to struggle that it

should be for better. She humbled herself, then, a little, confessed

that she had been unreasonable in some things. He happened to be in a

softer mood, and encouraged her to tell him she was sorry if she

had been cold and selfish. Unconsciously she made him feel quite

magnanimous. He kissed her gaily, bade her think no more about it, and

even condescended to say with regard to the main point at issue:

“Well, perhaps you are about right in not caring to go to Durdleham.

Your sisters are not rapid.”

A remark which, although it jarred somewhat on Clytie's strung nerves,

she nevertheless accepted as a token of peace.

This was the second time in her life that she had deliberately humbled

herself before a man. She thought of it with a queer little pang. When

she had put down her young pride so as to retain Kent's friendship and

esteem, on the day that Jack had destroyed Winifred's picture, it had

been all gladness and triumph. She remembered how happily she had gone

to sleep that night, in pleasant subconsciousness of certain feminine

workings. It had been a joy to surrender then. But now? She shrugged her

shoulders, tried to dismiss it from her mind.

In the middle of August she found herself alone in the great house,

enjoying the leisure and solitude, the independence, the freedom from

friction. She devoted most of her time to her painting, which had been

sadly neglected since her marriage. Her studio was a pleasant room, with

a good light. It had not the severe, businesslike air of the one in

the King's Road; it was warmer, heavier with velvet hangings, richer in

quaint furniture. Instead of the whitewashed walls scrawled over with

grotesque caricatures, it had a delicately toned Morris paper. The floor

was polished, strewn with thick rugs; a great white bearskin lay before

the hearth. The piles of canvases stretched upon rough wooden backs that

used to lie stacked up in odd corners Thornton had had framed for her,

as a surprise to greet her on her home-coming, and now the best of them

were hung round the room. Some of her cherished possessions found a

place--the etching by Rupert Kent, two or three of Winifred's delicate

studies, and an exquisite Jacquemart that Kent had given her long

ago. But otherwise all was new, luxurious, separating her from the old

associations of her art life.

Whilst searching for a subject she took out her studies for the Faustina

picture. But she put them aside with a shudder. She was painting merely

for amusement, to gratify the artistic impulse that urged her to create.

But the hope, by which she had been gradually rising towards the goal

of her ambition, the hope of fame and full accomplishment, was gone,

apparently beyond recall; and she mused upon it sadly. This sense of

finality is characteristic of youth--its one governing pessimism. Yet

she was cheerful enough, glad to feel the brush between her fingers

again, and to smell the familiar odour of turpentine, and to see

her fancies take visible form under her touch. The artist within her

asserted itself, though vaguely, as from some depth where it lay buried.

It was undergoing a subtle change, and its weak, inchoate manifestations

were those of a period of transition. But Clytie knew it not.

The Farquharsons returned to town towards the end of the month, and

Winifred also, after her annual seaside holiday with the children. And

many of Clytie's other friends remained in London, and welcomed her back

among them. It was like a return to her old life. Only Kent was absent

from her circle. She missed him, sighing a little for the impossible.

Thornton wrote from Scotland with affectionate brevity. He did not know

that he could have missed her so much. He had bagged so many brace that

morning. He longed to see her. He thought he might as well stay on with

Carteret so long as there was any sport forward. His letters, dashed

off with a broad quill pen in a great, bold hand, covered four sides

of notepaper, and came once a week. Clytie had no reason to complain of

lack of attention on the part of her husband. Consequently she looked

forward to less troubled days when they should lead their common life

together again.

An occasional visitor that she had during these weeks was the boy Jack.

He had been for a term at the industrial school to which Treherne and

Kent had procured him admittance, and now passed as a reformed character

amongst his enthusiasts. The teachers at the school, with vivid memories

of stormy scenes, might have demurred at this opinion; but they were

miles away holiday-making, and for the time blissfully oblivious of

Jack. Four months over a spelling-book and a carpenter's bench, even

though the latter may be situated amid pleasant fields, are not long

enough to purify the blood from the wildness of London streets; and a

lifetime so spent cannot wash out hereditary taint; but they can teach

the use of soap and water and a suitable adjustment of garments. And

Jack was clean, and his wild elf locks were cropped into compulsory

smugness, and his clothes conformed to a strictly conventional order.

This external revolution was so startling that an accompanying moral

reform seemed unquestionable. Even his mother's dull pessimism was

affected by it. When she returned from her work she bribed him with

bread and treacle to sit in a chair where she could admire him, instead

of sending him out of her way into the streets as she had been wont

to do. But Jack ate the bread and treacle and then sauntered into the

street of his own accord. He did not admire his mother, and only heeded

her blandishments when they assumed an objective form. He admired one

person, and that was Winifred. With her the young animal was tame,

almost docile. It was merely owing to lack of special instinct that he

did not lick her hand. He was often in the studio, where he had been

constituted general factotum during his holidays. He swept the floor,

cleaned the windows, set the brushes and paints in order before Winifred

arrived, ran messages for her, and whenever she permitted would sprawl

on the ground by her side, following her movements with his great brown

eyes. To prevent him from wasting his time and energies in this passive

adoration, Winifred often invented commissions for him which he executed

with proud despatch, disregarding all allurements to eat the lotus of

the gutter and holding his person sacred as Winifred's messenger. It was

in consequence of this that he found his way to Clytie's house, acting

as postman for his patroness. At first he was shy. He had not lost the

feeling of awe with which Clytie inspired him, nor had he forgotten the

dread picture of her anger on that day when she had summarily dismissed

him from her service. It was only his devotion to Winifred that had

induced him to put, as it seemed to him, his head in the lion's mouth.

But when he found that the lion was kind and roared as gently as his own

dove, and further, gave him various unimaginable dainties to eat and odd

shillings to spend in surreptitious tobacco, the house in the Cromwell

Road became invested with pleasant associations.

It was after Clytie had had two or three visits from him that the idea

occurred to her to paint the portrait of the reformed Jack. The sittings

continued long after the necessity for them had ceased. Jack came of his

own accord. At last one day he astonished her by refusing the shilling

that she held out to him.

“I didn't come for that,” he said bluntly. “I come to see you.”

Clytie and the urchin in industrial school corduroys looked steadily

for some seconds at one another, and both in their respective ways were

conscious of having added to their sum of knowledge. Then they became

real friends. Clytie looked upon him with a new interest, taking herself

severely to task for having summed him up in the past with such scornful

superficiality. She atoned for it now by seeking to interest herself

in his life, to give herself a little place in it, whereby it should

receive some individual colour. This was all the easier now, as Winifred

had smoothed down many of Jack's social asperities. Albeit not refined

of speech, he no longer used profane language in the studio, nor did he

entertain her with sanguinary details of cat murder. When the time came

for him to return to school Clytie felt quite sorry.

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