I was dismissed, conscience-free.

Two warm days followed. On the second, I left my desk, feeling sure

that I could find a sourwood in leaf on the south side of High

Point. My path lay through the glen. Nearing it, I heard alarming

sounds of activity, and running past the last obscuring half-acre of

rhododendrons, I looked ahead. The pride of my woods measured his long

trunk on the ground, half of his broken arms digging helplessly into

the earth, the other half appealing to the winds, birds, and skies,

that had loved him, for some mitigation of his doom. Granpap’s beaming

face shone above the bleeding stump.

“You oughter seen him fall! Just et up those little chestnuts and

poplars as he went down.”

And I had thought I heard thunder. Had even speculated on the peculiar

crackling quality of the vibrations.

“I don’t know how I happened to miss it when we were lookin’ around.

Now we’ll get some _boards_.”

A tightness of the throat kept me silent. Moreover, I could not rebuke

him. He was too happy. Here was material worthy of his skill.

“Sam is going to help me saw the cuts and make the bolts,” he said.

“Here he comes now.”

I turned away. I was the primary cause of the murder, but I could not

stay to see the victim drawn and quartered.

A day or two later I had to carry a message to the board-maker. I found

him a little sad.

“I’m gittin’ old,” he said. “These here boards are the sorriest I ever

made.”

“But you’ve got a good pile of them, granpap.”

“Them’s my splinters,” he said, with high contempt, both for me and

the boards. “That was the desaptivest tree I ever cut. I bumbed on

it as fur as I could reach and it was plumb sound. But in choosin’ a

board-tree you’ve got to ’low so much for what you don’t see.”

He sat down. Speech was coming on the tide of injury.

“A shore desaptive tree. Look at them cuts me and Sam made. Half a

day’s work wasted in ’em.”

I looked at the great blocks and wondered how they had cunningly

escaped further mutilation. And though I saw myself roofless for the

next winter, I could not repress an inward bubble over the tree’s

revenge.

“It had lost so many limbs when it was young and pushin’ up, that it

was jest the snirliest tree I ever saw.”

“Snirly, granpap?”

“Ay, it must ’a’ been an awful thrifty tree. Every time a limb broke

off it plumb healed up, an’ thar’s eight and ten rings over some of the

scars. Here I’ve cut it down an’ split into it jest to find a lot of

knot-holes spilin’ my best boards. And it looked so purty and straight.”

He got up, adjusted his brake, which was the strong fork of a limb

chained to a log, fixed his bolt upright, set his adze carefully, and

with precise restraint evenly separated a smooth, shining three-foot

board from the rest of the bolt. From the splitting wood came an odor

that must have been the essence of the forest condensed for generations

into its living vase.

But granpap was not pleased with his work.

“Did you see how tough that was? When I do git a good board I have to

tear it out. But it’s nateral for the south side of a tree to be tough.”

“Don’t you mean the north side, granpap?”

“No,” he said patiently. “It’s the sun that toughens wood. You’ll see

them bolts from the north side are brickle.”

He balanced the board disapprovingly.

“Look how narr’ it is. By the time I’ve sapped this there won’t be

enough of it left to turn a rain-drap.”

He began to chip off the inch of white sap-wood along the edge of the

board.

“I could ’a’ cast out the snirly blocks, but it was the wind-shake that

finally ruined me. I never counted on a wind-shake in a tree as proud

as that.”

“Show me the wind-shake, granpap.”

“Look at this block, here in the crosscut, an’ you’ll see it. A

wind-shake starts at the heart an’ twists round and round, gettin’

bigger and bigger an’ breakin’ the wood as it goes, till thar’s only

enough left for a little narr’ board ’tween the shake-rings and the

bark. Then sometimes, when the tree weaves in the wind, you can hear it

cry. If I’d ’a’ listened at this tree in a high wind it couldn’t ’a’

fooled me. But they never make no sign on the outside.”

“Granpap,” I began slowly.

He looked up, met my eyes, and laid down his axe.

“Don’t you think some people are like that?”

I was trembling. If he failed me now, the line of Merlin would be

extinct. There would be no more seers in the Unakas, or anywhere.

“Ay,” he said. He still used the “ay” of Westmoreland and the hills of

Malvern. “Ay, Cyn was like that after Ben got killed.”

He thought my silence was the silence of sympathy, and in alarm took up

his axe.

“’Tain’t no use to----”

The axe finished the sentence, slicing a curl of white sap-bark. But

his face was a shade grayer. The tree was avenged.

I started on, thinking of all the Cyns and Bens I had known; and of a

gay friend, now fallen, who liked to assure me that “A heart is known

by the autopsy.” My foot turned up a boss of sweet turf. A broken heart

makes as good loam as a sound one, I thought. And I would have gone

down the slope singing in the face of a looming to-morrow, if only

granpap had not been standing so still.

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