II

Granpap’s toleration of me passed into liking very slowly. His

stolidity often brought my imagination down as if it had struck a wall;

and while I gathered up the pieces, the wall would become human and

wonder why I had given such an invidious thrust. Naturally the essence

of comradeship eluded us for some time. But finally he understood that

my assaults were harmless; that he merely happened to be on the horizon

when my enthusiasm was spraying the skies; and I began to see that he

was too much a part of Nature to become consciously her note-book. He

wore externality as a tree wears its bark, receiving all winds with

passionless impartiality; but those winds of change were his breath of

life.

One day I asked him if he did not sometimes feel that he would like to

live in a city.

“No,” he said, “I have to stay whar thar’s somethin’ happenin’.”

Not an eyelash of me betrayed my glee. The least sign of emotion, and

the gates of confidence would be snapped and sealed.

“In a city,” he said, “you don’t have seasons--jest weather.”

In the cabin with him lived his son Sam, Sam’s wife, Coretta, and

their children. Once he returned home after a night away, and was much

puzzled on learning of their “goin’s-on” in his absence. Cecil having

the earache, the father and mother had risen in the dead of night,

built a fire, and administered the usual remedy--warm rabbit’s oil

poured into the ear. So far granpap understood.

“But how,” said he, “could they think the roosters were crowin’ for

daylight when it was only midnight--an’ git breakfast too?”

“But, granpap,” explained Coretta, “we had been asleep for hours, and

how could you ’a’ knowed the time, with the night cloudy-gray, an’ no

stars, an’ the clock stopped?”

“Kain’t you _feel_ the time?” he asked, in concerned surprise, as if

she were pathetically deformed. And later he said to me: “K’rettie

kain’t feel the time at all. I hope the little feller ain’t goin’ to

take arter her.”

“Cecil? Oh, no! He’s a Merlin. You can count on that. Don’t you like

the boy’s name, granpap?”

He slowly cut a twig from the nearest dogwood and peeled it carefully.

“You noticed I never handle his name?”

“I’ve noticed.”

“K’rettie ain’t high-stocked with brains, but she’s got enough fer a

woman; an’ she’s not great on housekeepin’, but ’tain’t every man can

git hold of a woman like Cyn was. I ain’t got nothin’ agin K’rettie

but her namin’ the boy like that. He might as well be a furriner. I

counted on his bein’ named Dick,--Richard Merlin,--like my father an’

grandfather, an’ my oldest brother who was killed in the war. But this

sissy name, it’s bitterer’n this dogwood. I jest ain’t a-goin’ to say

it.”

He cut the twig into inch-long pieces and dropped them into his pocket

to be used as a substitute for tobacco.

That afternoon I remembered that I wanted to see Coretta about making

me a mattress of new splintered shucks. I did not often seek Coretta.

Married at fifteen, at twenty-two she was the mother of four. If she

had taken her maternal honors lightly, as a child should, I could have

gone happily to and from her presence. But she was determined “to do

right by the Lord’s gifts,” and her soft scramble for any crumbs of

wisdom that I inadvertently dropped usually hurried my departure to a

spot more suitable for meditation, where I could wonder what I had said

anyhow. I should have liked to carry off Coretta’s children and free

her petunia-blue eyes from clouds; but I remembered that I had once

impulsively taken a broom from a child who was struggling to use it,

and then found that I could not stay to do the child’s work. I really

had to be going. And four children might prove more embarrassing than a

broom. Four futures billowing to seas, and my life already pinched for

room! No; better the hurried step and remote gaze as I passed.

In the least matter of business, the Unakasian expects to be approached

by polite indirection. The more you curve and circle, softly as an

Indian in the enemy’s woods, casually as a sparrow hops, the surer you

may be of attaining your object. A straight march to the point, and you

will find yourself gesturing to empty air, so swiftly will he withdraw

from negotiations; so surely your breach of manners will be punished.

In half an hour’s talk with Coretta, I came somewhat hastily to the

mattress, and she sat troubled. I could safely begin on my home curve.

“His name is Richard Cecil, isn’t it? Richard is a fine old name. I

suppose you’ll call him that when he is older.”

Her surprised eyes swam in the gauze-light of pathos that I had learned

to ignore.

“Cecil is good enough for a little boy. But so many famous men have

been named Richard.”

“What men?”

“There was Richard Lovelace.”

“What did he do?”

“He wrote poetry.”

“Like you write?”

“Yes--no--not exactly,” I hastened. “And there was Richard Burbage, a

great actor.”

“One o’ them movie men?”

“No, he played in great plays--not like you see nowadays. And Richard

Lion-Heart, a mighty king. They buried him in that place I showed you

the picture of--Westminster Abbey,” I ventured, though I had visions of

his death in the arms of Saladin somewhere beyond the Balkans.

She was impressed, and I thrust on.

“And Dick Turpin,--Richard Turpin,--who was afraid of nothing.”

“Did they bury him in the Abbey, too?”

“No, but he died famously. Half of London went to his--er--funeral.”

She was silent a moment, and then said: “I’ll shore fix that bed for

you as soon as Sam can shuck out the corn.”

With this grateful stab in my heart I left her; and Katy went with me

to relate a story her papa had brought home. She pronounced “papa” as

did all the children, like the flower, poppy, with a soft trail at the

end, making a dear word more dear. Katy was eleven, the daughter of

Sam’s first wife.

When war stretched a hand into the Unakas, and one by one, then dozen

by dozen, the young men began to disappear, the people wondered more

and more what it was about. As a rule, they were not reached by the

daily papers which feed us truth and bathe us in illumination; and

Katy’s story showed how they had adapted the chief argument that had

sifted to them.

“There was a cripple, and he was a German. He was goin’ over to

Briartown, and stopped at a man’s house. The man and woman were gone

to the store. The childern were cookin’ some beans for dinner. The

cripple ast to stir the beans. An’ he put something into the pot. Some

powder or something. The woman come home and the childern told her. The

man come home and the woman told him. They took up the dinner and ast

the German to set to the table. He took a chair and passed the beans.

Nobody took any. Then the man said: ‘Have some beans yerself.’ But the

German said he wouldn’t choose any. Then the man got his gun, and said:

‘You will eat them beans or die.’ The German took some of the beans.

And in an hour his tongue was swelled out of his head.”

She paused, lifting anxious eyes, to know if I thought the story was

true.

“Yes, Katy,” I answered unflinchingly. Could such a climax be chance

invention? A mere accident of art?

“Papa says it is true, for he found a cripple on the Briartown road one

day an’ let him ride his horse for a mile. He couldn’t speak plain like

papa, an’ he knows it was that German, but he don’t see how Abraham

Ludd and Jim Dow let him git by.”

She was speaking of two neighbor boys in the service. One had risen to

a captaincy, the other had been decorated.

“Jim Dow----”

“Captain Dow, Katy,” said I.

“He don’t write to Nellie Ludd any more.”

“Did Nellie tell you?”

“No, but she’s quit goin’ to the post-office. She’s ashamed to ast an’

git nothin’ every time.”

I wondered if that was why Nellie flitted so ghost-like about the

hills, as difficult to capture as a bird fearing human hurt.

About supper-time I again called at the cabin, and as I sat by the

superfluous fire, I heard Coretta say: “Granpap, please pass the

sorghum to little Dick.”

And granpap, like a stone image with a movable arm, passed the sorghum.

The full Southern moon was savagely vivid that evening, devouring

dreams as easily as it did the clouds that saluted too familiarly; so

I left the house by what Sam called the stove-wood trail, a rear way

softened by a lane of shadows. What trips the eye will halt the foot;

and mine poised in air for a second or less as I sighted a hemlock

bough like laced jet against the moon; as if Night, in defense, had

thrown a torn bit of her garment over the face of the usurper. When

I touched earth again, I was on new, mysterious ground, so quickly

are worlds created for us, the ramblers of the universe, tenants

insatiable. The mountains sat about me, cloaked sages waiting my

indiscretions. Like the roll of a hidden sea, the valleys whispered

upward with the life that stirs by night, the smaller wings, that dart

fearlessly when the birds are asleep; and the lithe, furry dwellers

in secret that come out of the earth to thread, more graceful than

swimmers, the channels of shadow. But that purring wave was only

the foam-flower of a vastly bedded silence; silence in which Nature

dreamed of a way to reconquer her world and rule alone; while, against

that dream, Beauty everywhere uncovered her soul. In behalf of man,

the first to divine her, the first to adore, she arrayed her magic,

invincible if so was his love. Everywhere she shone; on the laurel

shedding a vapor of light, on the laps of the orange fungi with their

creamy apron cascades; on the roots of trees, and the rocks that fed

them endurance. Blue mosses, pale lichens, grasses with heads of mauve

and pearl, gleamed in the unsubdued strips of golden light. The world

of minute things pressed as hugely significant as the solar system. And

as the sea, never hushed, the valley whisper reached for an intangible

shore. High above me there was escape by way of a blue eternity,

where two walls of cloud parted to show a chasm of sky. Lower down a

mist wound reverently about a star, then crept elfishly to the most

portentous peak, hanging there like a comic beard. While I waited its

whim, a voice, too fervently human, came through the clump of bushes at

my side. A second later, a tall figure bearing an armful of fagots was

checkered disappearingly along the path toward the cabin.

The next morning when I recalled the sounds I had heard, and put them

together understandingly, I had this: “K’rettie can make ’most as good

headcheese as ever Cyn could.” And I knew that in Merlin language

granpap had said: “My son’s wife, please God, is my daughter.”

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