THE MOST MISERABLE OF BEINGS.

ARABELLA'S fortune became a temptation to a man of quality to make his

addresses to her: his title an inducement with her to approve of him.

Brothers and sisters, when they are not friends, are generally the

sharpest enemies to each other. He thought too much was done for in the

settlements. She thought not enough. And for some years past, they have

so heartily hated each other, that if either know a joy, it is in being

told of some new misfortune or displeasure that happens to the other.

Indeed, before they came to an open rupture, they were continually

loading each other, by way of exonerating themselves (to the additional

disquiet of the whole family) with the principal guilt of their

implacable behaviour and sordid cruelty to their admirable sister.--May

the reports that are spread of this lady's farther unhappiness from her

lord's free life; a fault she justly thought so odious in Mr. Lovelace

(though that would not have been an insuperable objection with her to his

addresses); and of his public slights and contempt of her, and even

sometimes of his personal abuses, which are said to be owing to her

impatient spirit, and violent passions; be utterly groundless--For, what

a heart must that be, which would wish she might be as great a torment

to herself, as she had aimed to be to her sister? Especially as she

regrets to this hour, and declares that she shall to the last of her

life, her cruel treatment of that sister; and (as well as her brother) is

but too ready to attribute to that her own unhappiness.

Mr. ANTONY and Mr. JOHN HARLOWE are still (at the writing of this)

living: but often declare, that, with their beloved niece, they lost all

the joy of their lives: and lament, without reserve, in all companies,

the unnatural part they were induced to take against her.

Mr. SOLMES is also still living, if a man of his cast may be said to

live; for his general behaviour and sordid manners are such as justify

the aversion the excellent lady had to him. He has moreover found his

addresses rejected by several women of far inferior fortunes (great as

his own are) to those of the lady to whom he was encouraged to aspire.

Mr. MOWBRAY and Mr. TOURVILLE having lost the man in whose conversation

they so much delighted; shocked and awakened by the several unhappy

catastrophes before their eyes; and having always rather ductile and

dictating hearts; took their friend Belford's advice: converted the

remainder of their fortunes into annuities for life; and retired, the one

into Yorkshire, the other into Nottinghamshire, of which counties they

are natives: their friend Belford managing their concerns for them, and

corresponding with them, and having more and more hopes, every time he

sees them, (which is once or twice a year, when they come to town,) that

they will become more and more worthy of their names and families.

As those sisters in iniquity, SALLY MARTIN and POLLY HORTON, had

abilities and education superior to what creatures of their cast

generally can boast of; and as their histories are no where given in the

preceding papers, in which they are frequently mentioned; it cannot fail

of gratifying the reader's curiosity, as well as answering the good ends

designed by the publication of this work, to give a brief account of

their parentage, and manner of training-up, preparative to the vile

courses they fell into, and of what became of them, after the dreadful

exit of the infamous Sinclair.

SALLY MARTIN was the daughter of a substantial mercer at the court-end

of the town; to whom her mother, a grocer's daughter in the city, brought

a handsome fortune; and both having a gay turn, and being fond of the

fashions which it was their business to promote; and which the wives and

daughters of the uppermost tradesmen (especially in that quarter of the

town) generally affect to follow; it was no wonder that they brought up

their daughter accordingly: nor that she, who was a very sprightly and

ready-witted girl, and reckoned very pretty and very genteel, should

every year improve upon such examples.

She early found herself mistress of herself. All she did was right: all

she said was admired. Early, very early, did she dismiss blushes from

her cheek. She could not blush, because she could not doubt: and

silence, whatever was the subject, was as much a stranger to her as

diffidence.

She never was left out of any party of pleasure after she had passed her

ninth year; and, in honour of her prattling vein, was considered as a

principal person in the frequent treats and entertainments which her

parents, fond of luxurious living, gave with a view to increase their

acquaintance for the sake of their business; not duly reflecting, that

the part they suffered her to take in what made for their interest, would

probably be a mean to quicken their appetites, and ruin the morals of

their daughter, for whose sake, as an only child, they were solicitous to

obtain wealth.

The CHILD so much a woman, what must the WOMAN be?

At fifteen or sixteen, she affected, both in dress and manners, to ape

such of the quality as were most apish. The richest silks in her

father's shop were not too rich for her. At all public diversions, she

was the leader, instead of the led, of all her female kindred and

acquaintances, though they were a third older than herself. She would

bustle herself into a place, and make room for her more bashful

companions, through the frowns of the first possessors, at a crowded

theatre, leaving every one near her amazed at her self-consequence,

wondering she had no servant to keep place for her; whisperingly

inquiring who she was; and then sitting down admiring her fortitude.

She officiously made herself of consequence to the most noted players;

who, as one of their patronesses, applied to her for her interest on

their benefit-nights. She knew the christian, as well as sur name of

every pretty fellow who frequented public places; and affected to speak

of them by the former.

Those who had not obeyed the call her eyes always made upon all of them

for notice at her entrance, or before she took her seat, were spoken of

with haughtiness, as, Jacks, or Toms; while her favourites, with an

affectedly-endearing familiarity, and a prettiness of accent, were

Jackeys and Tommys; and if they stood very high in her graces, dear

devils, and agreeable toads.

She sat in judgment, and an inexorable judge she was upon the actions

and conduct of every man and woman of quality and fashion, as they became

the subjects of conversation. She was deeply learned in the scandalous

chronicle: she made every character, every praise, and every censure,

serve to exalt herself. She should scorn to do so or so!--or, That was

ever her way; and Just what she did, or liked to do; and judging herself

by the vileness of the most vile of her sex, she wiped her mouth, and sat

down satisfied with her own virtue.

She had her chair to attend her wherever she went, and found people among

her betters, as her pride stooped to call some of the most insignificant

people in the world, to encourage her visits.

She was practised in all the arts of the card-table: a true Spartan girl;

and had even courage, occasionally, to wrangle off a detection. Late

hours (turning night into day, and day into night) were the almost

unavoidable consequences of her frequent play. Her parents pleased

themselves that their Sally had a charming constitution: and, as long as

she suffered not in her health, they were regardless of her morals.

The needle she hated: and made the constant subjects of her ridicule the

fine works that used to employ, and keep out of idleness, luxury, and

extravagance, and at home (were they to have been of no other service)

the women of the last age, when there were no Vauxhalls, Ranelaghs,

Marybones, and such-like places of diversion, to dress out for, and gad

after.

And as to family-management, her parents had not required any knowledge

of that sort from her; and she considered it as a qualification only

necessary for hirelings, and the low-born, and as utterly unworthy of the

attention of a modern fine lady.

Although her father had great business, yet, living in so high and

expensive a way, he pretended not to give her a fortune answerable to it.

Neither he nor his wife having set out with any notion of frugality could

think of retrenching. Nor did their daughter desire that they should

retrench. They thought glare or ostentation reputable. They called it

living genteely. And as they lifted their heads above their neighbours,

they supposed their credit concerned to go forward rather than backward

in outward appearances. They flattered themselves, and they flattered

their girl, and she was entirely of their opinion, that she had charms

and wit enough to attract some man of rank; of fortune at least: and yet

this daughter of a mercer-father and grocer-mother could not bear the

thoughts of a creeping cit; encouraging herself with the few instances

(comcommon ones, of girls much inferior to herself in station, talents,

education, and even fortune, who had succeeded--as she doubted not to

succeed. Handsome settlements, and a chariot, that tempting gewgaw to

the vanity of the middling class of females, were the least that she

proposed to herself. But all this while, neither her parents nor herself

considered that she had appetites indulged to struggle with, and a turn

of education given her, as well as a warm constitution, unguarded by

sound principles, and unbenefitted by example, which made her much better

qualified for a mistress than a wife.

Her twentieth year, to her own equal wonder and regret, passed over her

head, and she had not one offer that her pride would permit her to accept

of. A girl from fifteen to eighteen, her beauty then beginning to

blossom, will, as a new thing, attract the eyes of men: but if she make

her face cheap at public places, she will find, that new faces will draw

more attention than fine faces constantly seen. Policy, therefore, if

nothing else were considered, would induce a young beauty, if she could

tame her vanity, just to show herself, and to be talked of, and then

withdrawing, as if from discretion, (and discreet it will be to do so,)

expect to be sought after, rather than to be thought to seek for; only

reviving now-and-then the memory of herself, at the public places in

turn, if she find herself likely to be forgotten; and then she will be

new again. But this observation ought young ladies always to have in

their heads, that they can hardly ever expect to gratify their vanity,

and at the same time gain the admiration of men worthy of making partners

for life. They may, in short, have many admirers at public places, but

not one lover.

Sally Martin knew nothing of this doctrine. Her beauty was in its bloom,

and yet she found herself neglected. 'Sally Martin, the mercer's

daughter: she never fails being here;' was the answer, and the

accompanying observation, made to every questioner, Who is that lady?

At last, her destiny approached. It was at a masquerade that she first

saw the gay, the handsome Lovelace, who was just returned from his

travels. She was immediately struck with his figure, and with the

brilliant things that she heard fall from his lips as he happened to sit

near her. He, who was not then looking out for a wife, was taken with

Sally's smartness, and with an air that at the same time showed her to be

equally genteel and self-significant; and signs of approbation mutually

passing, he found no difficulty in acquainting himself where to visit her

next day. And yet it was some mortification to a person of her

self-consequence, and gay appearance, to submit to be known by so fine a

young gentleman as no more than a mercer's daughter. So natural is it

for a girl brought up as Sally was, to be occasionally ashamed of those

whose folly had set her above herself.

But whatever it might be to Sally, it was no disappointment to Mr.

Lovelace, to find his mistress of no higher degree; because he hoped to

reduce her soon to the lowest condition that an unhappy woman can fall

into.

But when Miss Martin had informed herself that her lover was the nephew

and presumptive heir of Lord M. she thought him the very man for whom she

had been so long and so impatiently looking out; and for whom it was

worth her while to spread her toils. And here it may not be amiss to

observe, that it is very probable that Mr. Lovelace had Sally Martin in

his thoughts, and perhaps two or three more whose hopes of marriage from

him had led them to their ruin, when he drew the following whimsical

picture, in a letter to his friend Belford, not inserted in the preceding

collection:

'Methinks,' says he, 'I see a young couple in courtship, having each a

design upon the other: the girl plays off: she is very happy as she is:

she cannot be happier: she will not change her single state: the man, I

will suppose, is one who does not confess, that he desires not that she

should: she holds ready a net under her apron; he another under his coat;

each intending to throw it over the other's neck; she over his, when her

pride is gratified, and she thinks she can be sure of him; he over her's,

when the watched-for yielding moment has carried consent too far. And

suppose he happens to be the more dexterous of the two, and whips his net

over her, before she can cast her's over him; how, I would fain know, can

she cast her's over him; how, I would fain know, can she be justly

entitled to cry out upon cruelty, barbarity, deception, sacrifices, and

all the rest of the exclamatory nonsense, with which the pretty fools, in

such a case, are wont to din the ears of their conquerors? Is it not

just, thinkest thou, when she makes her appeal to gods and men, that both

gods and men should laugh at her, and hitting her in the teeth with her

own felonious intentions, bid her sit down patiently under her deserved

disappointment?'

In short, Sally's parents, as well as herself, encouraged Mr. Lovelace's

visits. They thought they might trust to a discretion in her which she

herself was too wise to doubt. Pride they knew she had; and that, in

these cases, is often called discretion.--Lord help the sex, says

Lovelace, if they had not pride!--Nor did they suspect danger from that

specious air of sincerity, and gentleness of manners, which he could

assume or lay aside whenever he pleased.

The second masquerade, which was no more than their third meeting abroad,

completed her ruin, from so practised, though so young a deceiver; and

that before she well knew she was in danger; for, having prevailed on her

to go off with him about twelve o'clock to his aunt Forbes's, a lady of

honour and fortune, to whom he had given reason to expect her future

niece, [the only hint of marriage he ever gave her,] he carried her off

to the house of the wicked woman, who bears the name of Sinclair in these

papers; and there, by promises, which she understood in the favourable

sense, (for where a woman loves she seldom doubts enough for her safety,)

obtained an easy conquest over a virtue that was little more than

nominal.

He found it not difficult to induce her to proceed in the guilty

commerce, till the effects of it became to apparent to be hid. Her

parents then (in the first fury of their disappointment, and vexation for

being deprived of all hopes of such a son-in-law) turned her out of

doors.

Her disgrace thus published, she became hardened; and, protected by her

seducer, whose favourite mistress she then was, she was so incensed

against her parents for an indignity so little suiting with her pride,

and the head they had always given her, that she refused to return to

them, when, repenting of their passionate treatment of her, they would

have been reconciled to her: and, becoming the favourite daughter of her

mother Sinclair, at the persuasions of that abandoned woman she practised

to bring on an abortion, which she effected, though she was so far gone

that it had like to have cost her her life.

Thus, unchastity her first crime, murder her next, her conscience became

seared; and, young as she was, and fond of her deceiver, soon grew

indelicate enough, having so thorough-paced a school-mistress, to do all

she could to promote the pleasures of the man who had ruined her;

scrupling not, with a spirit truly diabolical, to endeavour to draw in

others to follow her example. And it is hardly to be believed what

mischiefs of this sort she was the means of effecting; woman confiding in

and daring woman; and she a creature of specious appearance, and great

art.

A still viler wickedness, if possible, remains to be said of Sally

Martin.

Her father dying, her mother, in hopes to reclaim her, as she called it,

proposed her to quit the house of the infamous Sinclair, and to retire

with her into the country, where her disgrace, and her then wicked way of

life, would not be known; and there so to live as to save appearances;

the only virtue she had ever taught her; besides that of endeavouring

rather to delude than be deluded.

To this Sally consented; but with no other intention, as she often owned,

(and gloried in it,) than to cheat her mother of the greatest part of her

substance, in revenge for consenting to her being turned out of doors

long before, and by way of reprisal for having persuaded her father, as

she would have it, to cut her off, in his last will, from any share in

his fortune.

This unnatural wickedness, in half a year's time, she brought about; and

then the serpent retired to her obscene den with her spoils, laughing at

what she had done; even after it had broken her mother's heart, as it did

in a few months' time: a severe, but just punishment for the unprincipled

education she had given her.

It ought to be added, that this was an iniquity of which neither Mr.

Lovelace, nor any of his friends, could bear to hear her boast; and

always checked her for it whenever she did; condemning it with one voice.

And it is certain that this, and other instances of her complicated

wickedness, turned early Lovelace's heart against her; and, had she not

been subservient to him in his other pursuits, he would not have endured

her: for, speaking of her, he would say, Let not any one reproach us,

Jack: there is no wickedness like the wickedness of a woman.*

* Eccles. xxv. 19.

A bad education was the preparative, it must be confessed; and for this

Sally Martin had reason to thank her parents; as they had reason to thank

themselves for what followed: but, had she not met with a Lovelace, she

had avoided a Sinclair; and might have gone on at the common rate of

wives so educated, and been the mother of children turned out to take

their chance in the world, as she was; so many lumps of soft wax, fit to

take any impression that the first accidents gave them; neither happy,

nor making happy; every thing but useful, and well off, if not extremely

miserable.

POLLY HORTON was the daughter of a gentlewoman, well descended; whose

husband, a man of family and of honour, was a Captain in the Guards.

He died when Polly was about nine years of age, leaving her to the care

of her mother, a lively young lady of about twenty-six; with a genteel

provision for both.

Her mother was extremely fond of her Polly; but had it not in herself to

manifest the true, the genuine fondness of a parent, by a strict and

guarded education; dressing out, and visiting, and being visited by the

gay of her own sex, and casting her eye abroad, as one very ready to try

her fortune again in the married state.

This induced those airs, and a love to those diversions, which make a

young widow, of so lively a turn, the unfittest tutoress in the world,

even to her own daughter.

Mrs. Horton herself having had an early turn to music, and that sort of

reading which is but an earlier debauchery for young minds, preparative

to the grosser at riper years; to wit, romances and novels, songs and

plays, and those without distinction, moral or immoral, she indulged her

daughter in the same taste; and at those hours, when they could not take

part in the more active and lively amusements and kill-times, as some

call them, used to employ Miss to read to her, happy enough, in her own

imagination, that while she was diverting her own ears, and sometimes, as

the piece was, corrupting her own heart, and her child's too, she was

teaching Miss to read, and improve her mind; for it was the boast of

every tea-table half-hour, That Miss Horton, in propriety, accent, and

emphasis, surpassed all the young ladies her age; and, at other times,

complimenting the pleased mother--Bless me, Madam, with what a surprising

grace Miss Horton reads!--she enters into the very spirit of her subject

--this she could have from nobody but you! An intended praise; but, as

the subjects were, would have been a severe satire in the mouth of an

enemy!--While the fond, the inconsiderate mother, with a delighted air,

would cry, Why, I cannot but say, Miss Horton does credit to her

tutoress! And then a Come hither, my best Love! and, with a kiss of

approbation, What a pleasure to your dear papa, had he lived to see your

improvements, my Charmer! Concluding with a sigh of satisfaction, her

eyes turning round upon the circle, to take in all the silent applauses

of theirs! But little though the fond, the foolish mother, what the

plant would be, which was springing up from these seeds! Little imagined

she, that her own ruin, as well as her child's, was to be the consequence

of this fine education; and that, in the same ill-fated hour, the honour

of both mother and daughter was to become a sacrifice to the intriguing

invader.

This, the laughing girl, when abandoned to her evil destiny, and in

company with her sister Sally, and others, each recounting their

settings-out, their progress, and their fall, frequently related to be

her education and manner of training-up.

This, and to see a succession of humble servants buzzing about a mother,

who took too much pride in addresses of that kind, what a beginning, what

an example, to a constitution of tinder, so prepared to receive the spark

struck, from the steely forehead and flinty heart of such a libertine as

at last it was their fortune to be encountered by!

In short, as Miss grew up under the influences of such a directress, and

of books so light and frothy, with the inflaming additions of music,

concerts, operas, plays, assemblies, balls, and the rest of the rabble of

amusements of modern life, it is no wonder that, like early fruit, she

was soon ripened to the hand of the insidious gatherer.

At fifteen, she owned she was ready to fancy herself the heroine of every

novel and of every comedy she read, so well did she enter into the spirit

of her subject; she glowed to become the object of some hero's flame; and

perfectly longed to begin an intrigue, and even to be run away with by

some enterprising lover: yet had neither confinement nor check to

apprehend from her indiscreet mother, which she thought absolutely

necessary to constitute a Parthenissa!

Nevertheless, with all these fine modern qualities, did she complete her

nineteenth year, before she met with any address of consequence; one half

of her admirers being afraid, because of her gay turn, and but middling

fortune, to make serious applications for her favour; while others were

kept at a distance, by the superior airs she assumed; and a third sort,

not sufficiently penetrating the foibles either of mother or daughter,

were kept off by the supposed watchful care of the former.

But when the man of intrepidity and intrigue was found, never was heroine

so soon subdued, never goddess so easily stript of her celestials! For,

at the opera, a diversion at which neither she nor her mother ever missed

to be present, she beheld the specious Lovelace--beheld him invested with

all the airs of heroic insult, resenting a slight affront offered to his

Sally Martin by two gentlemen who had known her in her more hopeful

state, one of whom Mr. Lovelace obliged to sneak away with a broken head,

given with the pummel of his sword, the other with a bloody nose; neither

of them well supporting that readiness of offence, which, it seems, was a

part of their known character to be guilty of.

The gallantry of this action drawing every by-stander on the side of the

hero, O the brave man! cried Polly Horton, aloud, to her mother, in a

kind of rapture, How needful the protection of the brave to the fair!

with a softness in her voice, which she had taught herself, to suit her

fancied high condition of life.

A speech so much in his favour, could not but take the notice of a man

who was but too sensible of the advantages which his fine person, and

noble air, gave him over the gentler hearts, who was always watching

every female eye, and who had his ear continually turned to every

affected voice; for that was one of his indications of a proper subject

to be attempted--Affectation of every sort, he used to say, is a certain

sign of a wrong turned head; of a faulty judgment; and upon such a basis

I seldom build in vain.

He instantly resolved to be acquainted with a young creature, who seemed

so strongly prejudiced in his favour. Never man had a readier invention

for all sorts of mischief. He gave his Sally her cue. He called her

sister in their hearing; and Sally, whisperingly, gave the young lady and

her mother, in her own way, the particulars of the affront she had

received; making herself an angel of light, to cast the brighter ray upon

the character of her heroic brother. She particularly praised his known

and approved courage; and mingled with her praises of him such

circumstances relating to his birth, his fortune, and endowments, as left

him nothing to do but to fall in love with the enamoured Polly.

Mr. Lovelace presently saw what turn to give his professions. So brave a

man, yet of manners so gentle! hit the young lady's taste: nor could she

suspect the heart that such an aspect covered. This was the man! the

very man! she whispered to her mother. And, when the opera was over, his

servant procuring a coach, he undertook, with his specious sister, to set

them down at their own lodgings, though situated a quite different way

from his: and there were they prevailed upon to alight, and partake of a

slight repast.

Sally pressed them to return the favour to her at her aunt Forbes's, and

hoped it would be before her brother went to his own seat.

They promised her, and named their evening.

A splendid entertainment was provided. The guests came, having in the

interim found all that was said of his name, and family, and fortune to

be true. Persons of so little strictness in their own morals, took it

not into their heads to be very inquisitive after his.

Music and dancing had their share in the entertainment. These opened

their hearts, already half opened by love: The aunt Forbes, and the

lover's sister, kept them open by their own example. The hero sung,

vowed, promised. Their gratitude was moved, their delights were

augmented, their hopes increased, their confidence was engaged, all their

appetites up in arms; the rich wines co-operating, beat quite off their

guard, and not thought enough remaining for so much as suspicion--Miss,

detached from her mother by Sally, soon fell a sacrifice to the

successful intriguer.

The widow herself, half intoxicated, and raised as she was with artful

mixtures, and inflamed by love, unexpectedly tendered by one of the

libertines, his constant companions, (to whom an opportunity was

contrived to be given to be alone with her, and that closely followed by

importunity, fell into her daughter's error. The consequences of which,

in length of time, becoming apparent, grief, shame, remorse, seized her

heart, (her own indiscretion not allowing her to arraign her daughter's,)

and she survived not her delivery, leaving Polly with child likewise;

who, when delivered, being too fond of the gay deluder to renounce his

company, even when she found herself deluded, fell into a course of

extravagance and dissoluteness; ran through her fortune in a very little

time, and, as an high preferment, at last, with Sally, was admitted a

quarter partner with the detestable Sinclair.

All that is necessary to add to the history of these unhappy women, will

be comprised in a very little compass.

After the death of the profligate Sinclair, they kept on the infamous

trade with too much success; till an accident happened in the house--a

gentleman of family killed in it in a fray, contending with another for

a new-vamped face. Sally was accused of holding the gentleman's arm,

while his more-favoured adversary ran him through the heart, and then

made off. And she being tried for her life narrowly escaped.

This accident obliged them to break up house-keeping; and not having been

frugal enough of their ill-gotten gains, (lavishing upon one what they

got by another,) they were compelled, for subsistence sake, to enter

themselves as under-managers at such another house as their own had been.

In which service, soon after, Sally died of a fever and surfeit got by a

debauch; and the other, about a month after, by a violent cold,

occasioned through carelessness in a salivation.

Happier scenes open for the remaining characters; for it might be

descending too low to mention the untimely ends of Dorcas, and of

William, Mr. Lovelace's wicked servant; and the pining and consumptive

one's of Betty Barnes and Joseph Leman, unmarried both, and in less than

a year after the happy death of their excellent young lady.

The good Mrs. NORTON passed the small remainder of her life, as happily

as she wished, in her beloved foster-daughter's dairy-house, as it used

to be called: as she wished, we repeat; for she had too strong

aspirations after another life, to be greatly attached to this.

She laid out the greatest part of her time in doing good by her advice,

and by the prudent management of the fund committed to her direction.

Having lived an exemplary life from her youth upwards; and seen her son

happily settled in the world; she departed with ease and calmness,

without pang or agony, like a tired traveller, falling into a sweet

slumber: her last words expressing her hope of being restored to the

child of her bosom; and to her own excellent father and mother, to whose

care and pains she owed that good education to which she was indebted for

all her other blessings.

The poor's fund, which was committed to her care, she resigned a week

before her death, into the hands of Mrs. Hickman, according the direction

of the will, and all the accounts and disbursements with it; which she

had kept with such an exactness, that the lady declares, that she will

follow her method, and only wishes to discharge the trust as well.

Miss HOWE was not to be persuaded to quit her mourning for her dear

friend, until six months were fully expired: and then she made Mr.

HICKMAN one of the happiest men in the world. A woman of her fine sense

and understanding, married to a man of virtue and good-nature, (who had

no past capital errors to reflect upon, and to abate his joys, and whose

behaviour to Mrs. Hickman is as affectionate as it was respectful to Miss

Howe,) could not do otherwise. They are already blessed with two fine

children; a daughter, to whom, by joint consent, they have given the name

of her beloved friend; an a son, who bears that of his father.

She has allotted to Mr. Hickman, who takes delight in doing good, (and

that as much for its own sake, as to oblige her,) his part of the

management of the poor's fund; to be accountable for it, as she

pleasantly says, to her. She has appropriated every Thursday morning for

her part of that management; and takes so much delight in the task, that

she declares it to be one of the most agreeable of her amusements. And

the more agreeable, as she teaches every one whom she benefits, to bless

the memory of her departed friend; to whom she attributes the merit of

all her own charities, as well as the honour of those which she dispenses

in pursuance of her will.

She has declared, That this fund shall never fail while she lives. She

has even engaged her mother to contribute annually to it. And Mr.

Hickman has appropriated twenty pounds a year to the same. In

consideration of which she allows him to recommend four objects yearly to

partake of it.--Allows, is her style; for she assumes the whole

prerogative of dispensing this charity; the only prerogative she does or

has occasion to assume. In every other case, there is but one will

between them; and that is generally his or her's, as either speaks first,

upon any subject, be it what it will. MRS. HICKMAN, she sometimes as

pleasantly as generously tells him, must not quite forget that she was

once MISS HOWE, because if he had not loved her as such, and with all her

foibles, she had never been MRS. HICKMAN. Nevertheless she seriously, on

all occasions, and that to others as well as to himself, confesses that

she owes him unreturnable obligations for his patience with her in HER

day, and for his generous behaviour to her in HIS.

And still more the highly does she esteem and love him, as she reflects

upon his past kindness to her beloved friend; and on that dear friend's

good opinion of him. Nor is it less grateful to her, that the worthy

man joins most sincerely with her in all those respectful and

affectionate recollections, which make the memory of the departed

precious to survivors.

Mr. BELFORD was not so destitute of humanity and affection, as to be

unconcerned at the unhappy fate of his most intimate friend. But when

he reflects upon the untimely ends of several of his companions, but just

mentioned in the preceding history*--On the shocking despondency and

death of his poor friend Belton--On the signal justice which overtook the

wicked Tomlinson--On the dreadful exit of the infamous Sinclair--On the

deep remorses of his more valued friend--And, on the other hand, on the

example set him by the most excellent of her sex--and on her blessed

preparation, and happy departure--And when he considers, as he often does

with awe and terror, that his wicked habits were so rooted in his

depraved heart, that all these warnings, and this lovely example, seemed

to be but necessary to enable him to subdue them, and to reform; and that

such awakening-calls are hardly ever afforded to men of his cast, or (if

they are) but seldom attended the full vigour of constitution:--When he

reflects upon all these things, he adores the Mercy, which through these

calls has snatched him as a brand out of the fire: and thinks himself

obliged to make it his endeavours to find out, and to reform, any of

those who may have been endangered by his means; as well as to repair, to

the utmost of his power, any damage or mischiefs which he may have

occasioned to others.

* See Letters XLI. and LVII. of this volume.

With regard to the trust with which he was honoured by the inimitable

lady, he had the pleasure of acquitting himself of it in a very few

months, to every body's satisfaction; even to that of the unhappy family;

who sent him their thanks on the occasion. Nor was he, at delivering up

his accounts, contented without resigning the legacy bequeathed to him,

to the uses of the will. So that the poor's fund, as it is called, is

become a very considerable sum: and will be a lasting bank for relief of

objects who best deserve relief.

There was but one earthly blessing which remained for Mr. Belford to wish

for, in order, morally speaking, to secure to him all his other

blessings; and that was, the greatest of all worldly ones, a virtuous and

prudent wife. So free a liver as he had been, he did not think that he

could be worthy of such a one, till, upon an impartial examination of

himself, he found the pleasure he had in his new resolutions so great,

and his abhorrence of his former courses so sincere, that he was the less

apprehensive of a deviation.

Upon this presumption, having also kept in his mind some encouraging

hints from Mr. Lovelace; and having been so happy as to have it in his

power to oblige Lord M. and that whole noble family, by some services

grateful to them (the request for which from his unhappy friend was

brought over, among other papers, with the dead body, by De la Tour); he

besought that nobleman's leave to make his addresses to Miss CHARLOTTE

MONTAGUE, the eldest of his Lordship's two nieces: and making at the same

time such proposals of settlements as were not objected to, his Lordship

was pleased to use his powerful interest in his favour. And his worthy

niece having no engagement, she had the goodness to honour Mr. Belford

with her hand; and thereby made him as completely happy as a man can be,

who has enormities to reflect upon, which are out of his power to atone

for, by reason of the death of some of the injured parties, and the

irreclaimableness of others.

'Happy is the man who, in the time of health and strength, sees and

reforms the error of his ways!--But how much more happy is he, who has no

capital and wilful errors to repent of!--How unmixed and sincere must the

joys of such a one come to him!'

Lord M. added bountifully in his life-time, as did also the two ladies

his sisters, to the fortune of their worthy niece. And as Mr. Belford

had been blessed with a son by her, his Lordship at his death [which

happened just three years after the untimely one of his unhappy nephew]

was pleased to devise to that son, and to his descendents for ever (and

in case of his death unmarried, to any other children of his niece) his

Hertfordshire estate, (designed for Mr. Lovelace,) which he made up to

the value of a moiety of his real estates; bequeathing also a moiety

of his personal to the same lady.

Miss PATTY MONTAGUE, a fine young lady [to whom her noble uncle, at his

death, devised the other moiety of his real and personal estates,

including his seat in Berkshire] lives at present with her excellent

sister, Mrs. Belford; to whom she removed upon Lord M.'s death: but, in

all probability, will soon be the lady of a worthy baronet, of ancient

family, fine qualities, and ample fortunes, just returned from his

travels, with a character superior to the very good one he set out with:

a case that very seldom happens, although the end of travel is

improvement.

Colonel MORDEN, who, with so many virtues and accomplishments, cannot be

unhappy, in several letters to the executor, with whom he corresponds

from Florence, [having, since his unhappy affair with Mr. Lovelace

changed his purpose of coming so soon to reside in England as he had

intended,] declares, That although he thought himself obliged either to

accept of what he took to be a challenge, as such; or tamely to

acknowledge, that he gave up all resentment of his cousin's wrongs; and

in a manner to beg pardon for having spoken freely of Mr. Lovelace behind

his back; and although at the time he owns he was not sorry to be called

upon, as he was, to take either the one course or the other; yet now,

coolly reflecting upon his beloved cousin's reasonings against duelling;

and upon the price it had too probably cost the unhappy man; he wishes he

had more fully considered those words in his cousin's posthumous letter--

'If God will allow him time for repentance, why should you deny it him?'*

* Several worthy persons have wished, that the heinous practice of

duelling had been more forcibly discouraged, by way of note, at the

conclusion of a work designed to recommend the highest and most important

doctrines of christianity. It is humbly presumed, that these persons

have not sufficiently attended to what is already done on that subject in

Vol. II. Letter XII. and in this volume, Letter XVI. XLIII. XLIV. and

XLV.

To conclude--The worthy widow Lovick continues to live with Mr. Belford;

and, by her prudent behaviour, piety, and usefulness, has endeared

herself to her lady, and to the whole family.

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