CHAPTER XXIX

Out on to the balcony and back, this way, that way, to and fro, paced

Jill in her black room. Black skins lay upon the black marble floor,

black satin cushions upon the skins. Curtains of scented leather, as

soft and supple as satin, hung before the doors let into the walls of

black carved wood.

A long couch of ebony, untouched by silver or by gold, stood under one

of the gigantic black marble statues, which represented an Ethiopian

slave or some wild beast, holding in hand or mouth a lamp with shade of

flaming orange, the one touch of colour in the whole room.

There was no sound save for the occasional crackle of resinous log

burning in a brazier placed in a far corner, before which Jill suddenly

crouched, shivering, though the night was warm. Weary was she from

want of sleep, weary was her heart from loneliness, weary her mouth,

laden with unuttered words of the great love, which, day by day, hour

by hour, yea! even from the moment she had turned to find her fate

behind her, had been growing and expanding until naught was left of her

but love and fear. For fear had been her companion in the hours of the

night, which she had passed in restless pacing upon the balcony.

For two of these restless hours she had put on and discarded the

garments within her cupboards, until she had found that which she

desired. And an hour she had spent likewise in the adorning of her

beauty, before she stood satisfied in front of her mirror. The

voluminous trousers of softest black fabric, hardly revealing the

exquisite whiteness of her perfect limbs, were caught by heavy golden

anklets above the little feet, with henna-tipped toes and reddened heel.

Her bare waist shone like a strip of creamy satin above the belt and

stomacher of black leather encrusted in black pearls, her arms were

bare, also the supple back and glistening shoulders, but the rounded

glory of her breasts was hidden by a covering of soft interlaced

ribbon, sewn with pearls. Her hair wound round and round her head,

and, fastened by great combs, shone like a golden globe, and over it

she had thrown a flimsy veil, and around her a swinging cloak.

There was no touch of paint upon her face, nor did she, with the

exception of her anklets, wear loose jewels, or the ornaments which

cause that nerve-breaking clatter so beloved by the Eastern woman, and

so superlatively irritating to the Western ear. In fact she was the

most ravishing picture of delight imaginable, her first shyness and

awkwardness of her unaccustomed attire having long since vanished,

though, be it confessed, that until this night she had never intended

that human eye should rest upon her loveliness.

But the earth of discontent and the waters of loneliness make fertile

soil for the seeds of fear, even if those seeds be planted by the hand

of a misshapen slave; but a little smile and a sigh of satisfaction had

been the outcome of a prolonged scrutiny in a mirror, before which she

had stood whilst quoting certain words which ran thusly:

"Beautiful as the dawn, rounded as the bursting lotus bud." And then

she had shrugged her glistening shoulders and frowned, and smiled

again, before stretching her long arms towards the silken curtains

which, though she knew it not, gently blew against the figure of a man,

who, prone upon his face, clenched his fingers in the soft stuff,

striving to quieten the mad beating of his heart at the sound of the

footsteps or the rustle of the raiment of the woman he loved, yea, and

desired.

"Hahmed! Oh, Hahmed!"

As faint as the rose of the breaking dawn, as tender as the notes of a

cooing dove calling gently to its mate, as soft as the touch of a

flower-petal the words drifted through the curtain. With a whispered

cry to Allah, his God, the man was upon his feet. With the strength of

the oriental, which has its root in patience and its flower in

achievement in all that appertains to love, he had uncomplainingly

waited through month succeeding month, making no effort to further his

cause by either word or movement, content to leave the outcome to the

Fate which had inscribed upon the unending, non-beginning rolls of

eternity the moment when that voice should break across the desert

place in which lay his seed of love.

A rustle of the curtain, and he stood before the woman who loved and

desired him, until her soul waxed faint within her.

For a space they stood, the light from one great lamp striking down

upon the little veil-wrapped figure and the man in flaming orange cloak

over soft satin trousers and vest of black, one huge diamond blazing in

the turban upon his dark head.

Silently Jill pointed to a chair carved out of ebony, the ends of the

arms representing the snarling face of some wild beast, with great

fangs of ivory, and staring ruby eyes flashing in the lamplight.

As silently Hahmed sat down, never once removing his eyes from the girl

who stood motionless upon a black panther skin, looking back over her

half-turned shoulder at him for whom she was bidding against the

unknown. Have you ever watched a rosebud unfold in the warmth of the

sun, each petal quivering, widening, until the intoxicating scent of

the flower goes to your head like wine as you faintly perceive the rose

heart within?

In just such a way did Jill unfold her treasures to the Arab, sitting

as some carven image in the shadow. The veil from her head slipped to

the ground, leaving exposed her white face with its crimson mouth and

shadow-laden eyes; slowly the cloak dropped from her shoulders, so that

the whiteness of her skin blazed suddenly in the black marble room.

For one long moment she stood before her master in the strength of her

virginal beauty, and even as a faint sigh broke the stillness, she

moved.

Do not imagine for one moment that she copied the strenuous movements

of Salome as understood at the Palace Theatre, London, or the

disgusting contortions of certain orientals born in Montmartre, and

favoured by the denizens of Paris.

Of very truth she moved not her lower limbs at all, though her

exquisite body swayed as if by a passing breeze, her little hands

elaborating that which the body originated, the tiny feet punctuating

the love story of both.

By one slight movement of her right arm she had told the man she loved

him, by half-arrested gestures, a little shrug, an infinitesimal

undulation of her body, a faint tapping of the left foot or the right,

she described the delights of love, she who knew _nothing_, to him who

knowing _all_, had denied himself all.

Heaven alone knows if she really understood that which she described;

be that as it may, the man rose to his feet as she turned with

outstretched arms towards him, moving almost imperceptibly from the

waist, telling him that which her lips would not utter, until suddenly

with a great cry he sprang towards her, and sweeping her into his arms,

tore the coverings from her breasts, until indeed like a lotus-bud she

lay silent upon his heart. For one second he stood, and then he raised

her above his head upon his outstretched hands, so that the great pins

fell from her head and the perfumed hair like golden rain about his

shoulders, then he flung her upon the bed of cushions and stood above

her with blazing eyes and dilated, quivering nostrils.

And then he knelt beside her, covering her gleaming nakedness with the

cloak, and spoke softly in the Eastern tongue.

"I leave you, woman, to go and give orders for your journey to Cairo.

There shall you become my wife, my woman, for behold, I will no longer

wait.

"Let not your thoughts dwell upon caprice or tricks of woman, for if

you say me nay, _yet_ will I make you my wife, and force you unto me.

But you will not gainsay me, for behold you love me, so rest upon your

bed for the three weeks which must pass before the caravan is ready for

the journey, so that in health and strength and surpassing loveliness

you will come to me."

And having knelt to kiss the rosy feet, he withdrew from the presence

of his beloved, and the English girl turned on her face and sobbed, and

then, gathering her cloak around her so as to hide the dishevelment of

her raiment, passed to the roof above to hold conclave with the stars.

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