CHAPTER XXII

Few have or ever will make use of the route which the Arab was

explaining by means of a sharp stick and a flat stretch of sand. And

in truth 'twere wise to leave it to those who are born of the desert,

for even if ignoring the danger signals of her cumbersome covering, the

body, the soul should urge the would-be traveller to tread the unknown

path, he will, if he sets foot thereon, find the discomforts out of all

proportion to the interesting dangers.

'Twere best to eschew it, keeping to the normal route of boat or rail;

even if the soul of the desert, wrapt in mystic garments, stands with

plump, henna-tipped, beckoning forefinger; for she is but a lying jade,

outcome of some digestive upheaval; the spirit of the sand, the

scorpions and the stars, beckoning to but the very few, and baring

herself to none; though the wind may lift her robes of saffron, brown

and purple, revealing for one sharp second the figure slim to

gauntness, and blow the thick, coarse black hair from before her face,

exposing those eyes of different colouring, and flaming mouth, luring

to kisses, which will steep the mind in intoxication, and rasp the lips

with stinging particles of burning sand. No! take rather the boat from

the round ring, which the Arab drew in the sand, christening it

Ismailiah; whereupon Jill got up from her place in the moon, and

crossing over to the man, crouched down beside him, the better to view

the map, taking it for an offering of prayer, when the sweetness of her

breath, and the savour of her perfume, assailing the man's nostrils, he

suddenly raised his hands to the starry heavens, praying to Allah to

give him strength.

The stick starting from the ring christened Ismailiah turned slightly

to the West and continued in a line which curved at every inch.

"I haven't the vaguest idea where we are," remarked Jill, as she took a

proffered cigarette, and proceeded to blow smoke rings in the still

night, from a mouth contracted until it looked like one of those little

leather jug purses, whilst her head, thrown back, showed the beauty of

her bare throat. Are we going towards Cairo?"

"Nay, woman! Having crossed the fertile land, outcome of the fresh

water canal at Ismailiah, we continued to the West for a space, and

then came South, winding in and out so as to miss the higher hills and

sand dunes.

"To-morrow we pass through the mountains of the Jebel Aweibid range,

and find the Haj road, which, glory to Allah, will be free of pilgrims

until next moon. That road we will follow as far as the fertility of

Airud, passing that spot afar off, as even in this month caravans will

congregate there; then crossing the canal a space higher than Suez,

where crowds embark and disembark, we will pick up the Haj road on the

far side, making use of it to pass through the Jebel Rabah range,

leaving it, once through, to strike to the East, and find our way at

last to the peace of my own habitation."

Upon which explanation Jill sat back on her heels, and wrinkled her

brow.

"But surely the easiest way would have been by boat to Suez!"

"True, O! woman, whose eyes ringed with the shadows of fatigue are as

blue flowers growing in the mountain's purple shade. I pondered long

before I made decision in my choice of roads. Upon the one we

traverse, you could but meet fatigue, and in this month, but few

travellers upon the way that leads to Mecca.

"Upon the boat you would have met many of your land, friends maybe, who

perchance would have turned upon you the eyes of suspicion, the

shoulder cold with disdainful convention, whilst their tongue, more

poisonous even than the forked tip of the _cerastes cornutus_,[1]

might, nay, _would_, have striven to corrupt your mind with a festering

mass of doubt and suspicion and misgiving. Therefore have I brought

you on this journey, which is so much longer, and is likely to kill you

with fatigue. Verily, for behold the half is not yet accomplished."

Jill, who had unconsciously taken the sharp stick from the Arab, and

had also, unconsciously, been drawing monstrous beasts in the sand,

lifted her head and made a slight grimace.

"Oh! but you will kill me, you will really! And to think that I

thought you lived quite near Cairo! Where _are_ we going _really_?"

And Hahmed, overcome by an almost irresistible longing to take the girl

in his arms and hold her close against all dangers and discomforts,

suddenly rose to his feet, standing towering over her, and when she

held out both her hands, asking to be helped up, leant down and raised

her as lightly as though she were of thistle's down.

Then there came about one of those pauses which sometimes do come to

pass between man and woman, a pause in which, as there is no midway,

either much is won or lost.

As still as a mouse, Jill lay in his arms, until he very gently set her

upon her feet; and though a little ripple akin to disappointment

disturbed the smooth surface of her content, she said "Thank you," and

smiled sweetly into the grave face which showed no sign of a pulse

disturbed by a thudding heart. And then Jill sat down again upon her

cushions, drawing her knees up under her chin and clasping them with

her hands, and the shadow of the man falling upon her, left her well

content, and still more content did she feel when he stretched himself

full length beside her and continued speaking.

"Where are we going? Oh woman, who has placed her hand in mine, we

journey to my own country, unto the desert of Arabia, until we shall

come to the place which was mine, but now is yours. Although, verily,

it is unworthy of your eyes, you will bear with it for a few moons,

until a habitation worthy of your beauty is erected. Nay, as oasis, it

is not over large, but it is fertile beyond thought. Many have essayed

to steal it by force of arms, or buy it, but I prevailed through the

magic of much wealth and the virtue of patience. I bought it bit by

bit from those who owned it, and now they rent it from me--I did not

want their money, but I desired to make the ground productive and the

people happy.

"The grain plains require good workmen, also my date groves, my

paddocks, and stables for camels and horses. The fruit and vegetables

and other produce, which were once mine and now are yours, are

cultivated and tended by some hundreds of especially trained men, who,

with their wives and numerous offspring, live in the shadow of the

acacia, loving, quarrelling, hating, dying, but always happy. My own

habitation is in the shade of the palms, removed from the unseemly

wailing of children and barking of dogs, and as I have told you, no

woman has placed foot therein, save for the hunchback. Verily the flat

oasis is unique in the desert annals, and to bring unto perfection

requires but a son to take on the work, when these mine hands are

clasped in the handshake of death."

But those very hands showed no sign of their master's desire to close

them upon those clasped whitely round the girl's knees, neither did his

voice portray the desire of possession raging within him as he

continued speaking.

"If later you should desire to travel, then shall the boats, the cars

which were mine, but are now yours, be at your disposal, so that in

comfort shall your journey be made, wiping out the bitter memory of

this your first."

But there was no doubt about it that Jill was suffering acutely from a

cumulative fatigue, engendered by the unaccustomed mode of travelling,

the intense heat through which she essayed to sleep during the day, the

biting cold at night, when the temperature fell many degrees, as is its

agonising wont in that part of the world, the strain of the mind as it

valiantly essayed to accustom itself to the new way of everything; but

above all, the inability to change her under raiment, which, strive

against it as she would, managed to conceal particles of sand and

insects, which, though they did not bite, crawled most successfully and

irritatingly.

So that as in a dream she passed down the Haj road to the water, with a

vague recollection of a few wayfarers and beggars squatting on the

roadside, many men who salaamed with fervour at the water's edge; a

boat, a quick passage, and more of those who salaamed, and a three

days' rest, when the tents were pitched on the near side of the

mountains. Three days in which she slept, and slept, and slept, rising

to bathe and eat, grateful to the man who spoke only when she asked a

question, and who, though sign of servant there was none, forestalled

her every unuttered wish. Then followed they the Haj road through the

mountains and left it to take a line in the Eastern direction, which

they also followed until the hour when the Arab called his camels to a

halt, and pointing straight ahead, exclaimed:

"Behold, woman, your land!"

Upon which Jill strained her eyes in vain, for her untrained sight

revealed nothing but sand, and yet more sand.

"Yonder lies the oasis, O! woman of the West, and beneath the star of

happiness the dwelling which will serve to throw a shadow upon your

path in the heat of the day, and from the roof of which you may watch

the changing of the moon; and learn the way of the Eastern stars,

whilst listening to the million voices of the desert night."

The girl made no reply, neither did she turn to look at the man.

There was no sound, save for an occasional grunt of satisfaction from

one or other of the beasts, who sensed their home and the termination

of their labour.

There was nothing to break the silence, and nothing to break the

never-ending stretches of sand, as the two, caught in the inevitable

fingers of Fate, sat motionless, looking ahead beyond the oasis, beyond

the stars, to the moment when the first wind blew a particle of sand to

find its mate, with which to multiply and form the desert, the

birthplace and burial ground of so many; whilst gnarled hands playing

with Life's shuttlecock drew a golden thread to a brown, proceeding to

weave them in and out with the blood-red silk of the pomegranate, the

orange of the setting sun, the silver of the rising moon, and the

purples of the bougainvillaea, until upon the background of dull greys

and saffrons appeared an amazing pattern of that which is called Love.

And suddenly the girl looked up into the man's face, and stretching out

her hand spake softly, calling upon him by name, so that his heart

quaked within him, and his being was suffused with love.

"Hahmed! O! Hahmed! Is it happiness?"

And Hahmed the Arab, raising his right hand, called heaven to witness.

"As Allah is above us, O woman, it is happiness. Glory be to Him Whose

prophet is Mohammed."

[1]The most poisonous snake in Egypt.

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