CHAPTER XIX

The sun was sinking when Jill moved, stretched a little, half opened

her eyes, and closing them turned over and went to sleep again for

about two minutes.

Then she half opened her eyes again, stretched out her hand to pull

uncomprehendingly at the white netting round her bed, through which she

could see a blaze of red, gold, and purple; and laughing in the vacant

manner of the delirious, or those but half-awake, tried to collect her

thoughts sufficiently to explain the strangeness of her surroundings,

sitting up with a jerk as the doings of the last twenty-four hours

suddenly stirred in her awakened mind.

Wide-eyed she sat with her hands clasped round her knees, whilst the

deadly stillness seemed to rise as a wall around her, cutting her off

from laughter, love, and life, until wild unreasoning fear, seizing her

very soul, caused her to tear and rend the mosquito nets, and force a

way through them and out of the tent.

For a while she stood holding to the tent rope, looking this way and

that for the sign of some living thing. Before her stretched one vast

plain of gravel, miles upon miles of it receding into nothingness, on

each side the same, behind her tent above, the palm trees waving gently

in the evening breeze, and above again, a sky such as is to be seen

only in this part of the world, for travel you ever so widely, you will

find nothing to rival a desert sunset in its design and colour.

Above her head seemed to be stretched a canopy, made by some Eastern

magic, of a mixture of colours woven by the hands of Love and Hate,

Passion and Revenge, underneath which she stood disheartened,

dishevelled, in crumpled clothes and shoeless feet, with fear-distended

eyes in a fatigue-shadowed face, searching vainly for something alive

and near, be it human, dog, horse or camel.

Owing to a sudden nervous reaction brought about by the cessation of

all physical and mental effort, the girl's power of reasoning had gone,

along with her will, her common sense, and her fearlessness.

That there was another tent beside her own made no more impression on

her mind than the fact that a slight smoke haze softened the intense

blue of the sky on her right.

She was absolutely terrified and ravenously hungry, also unwashed,

therefore altogether unhappy, so with no more ado she flung out her

arms, and with a great sob rushed headlong into that which frightened

her most, the unlimited, uninhabited desert.

Her shoeless feet made hardly a sound as she sped like a deer from the

desolation she imagined, to the certain desolation and death in front

of her, but she had hardly cut her little feet over more than twenty

yards when Hahmed, the swiftest runner in Egypt, was speeding after her.

"Allah! Be merciful to me! For behold, I fail to keep from harm that

which Thou hast placed in my keeping," he murmured, as he ran abreast

with the girl for a few yards, then putting his arm around her lifted

her off her feet, holding her gently to him, and speaking no word until

the paroxysm of sobs had subsided.

"Where to fly you, O! woman, and whyfore are you thus afraid?"

"I was simply terrified. I--I--thought you had left me all alone to

die, and I just ran and ran to find someone or something else beside

myself in the desert," answered a voice, muffled by the snowy garments

of the man who held her so gently against his heavily beating heart.

"I will take you back to your tent, to the bath and repast which awaits

you. I dared not loosen your raiment without your permission, so

having removed the shoes from off your feet, laid you upon your bed,

but when you are bathed, I pray you wrap yourself in the soft garments

you will find, and clapping your hands make known to your slave that

you are ready to eat."

"Oh, there is a servant to wait on me. I thought we were quite alone."

"I am your slave," simply replied the Arab, as he placed Jill upon her

feet in front of her tent, where she stood with her hand on his arm,

rooted to the spot by the glory of the sky, whilst the man gazed down

upon her, as the dying sun struck the gold of her hair, the blue of her

eyes, and the cream of her neck.

"You, who are of those who are versed in music, and of those who can

make poetry, describe that glory to me," imperiously demanded Jill,

after a moment of silence, with that suddenness and complete change of

mood which falls occasionally upon all women, causing the meek to

scratch like cats, and the strong to give in, often to their

everlasting undoing.

"Bathe the white body of thy beloved in the blue-green of Egypt's

river, so that the coolness and fairness may give delight to thee!

Drape the satin veil of deepest blue about the red glory of thy love's

hair, and bind a band of gold, set deep is sapphires, above the twin

pools of heaven, which are her eyes. Set turquoise, threaded with

finest gold, a-swing in the rose-leaf of her ears, to fall and wind

about the snow of her white neck.

"Fasten the blue flower which spies upon thee from the shelter of the

golden corn, within the glory of her hair.

"Perfume her hair and her breasts, anoint her hands and her feet, and

wrap thy delight in a garment of passion, sparing not the shades

therein, for in them shalt thou find thy delight.

"Let the garment be heavy with the gold of love, rich with the purples

of passion, aflame with the crimson of thy desire, forgetting not the

caress of the rose, nor the light mingling of opal and saffron, and the

faint touch of amethyst and topaz, in which shall _she_ find _her_

delight.

"Bind thy love with the broad bands of the setting sun so that she

cleaves unto thee, and carry her unto the twilight of thy tent, which

shall slowly darken until the roof thereof is swathed in purple gloom,

through which shall shine the stars of thy beloved.

"And there lie down in thy delight, until the hour of dawn calleth thee

to prayer."

The voice was stilled, whereupon Jill lifted her face bathed in rosy

colour, which might or might not have been the reflection from the sky,

whilst her red mouth quivered ever so slightly, and her great blue eyes

looked for a moment into those of the man, and as quickly looked away.

So seductive was she in her youth and utter helplessness that the man

stepped back two paces, and saluting her for whom his whole being

craved, gathered his cloak about him and departed to his tent.

And Jill also entered her tent, and having earlier and under the lash

of terror departed therefrom in blind haste, stood amazed.

She had imagined a mattress, a rug, an earthenware basin on the ground,

and sand over everything, and on the top of the sand scorpions,

spiders, and all that creepeth and flieth both by day and by night.

Not at all.

A carpet of many colours stretching to the corners of the desert tent,

which is not peaked like the European affair, into which you crawl

fearing to bring the whole concern about your ears, when if you should

be over tall you hit the top with your head. It was as big as a

fair-sized room, high enough for a man of over six feet to stand erect,

not so broad as long, with sides which, lifted according to the

direction of the sun, and through the uplifted portion of which the

faint delicious evening breeze blew refreshingly. A white enamelled

bedstead covered in finest, whitest linen stood in the centre of the

carpet, surrounded by a white net curtain hanging from the tent

ceiling, each foot in a broad tin of water. In the corners were a

canvas folding dressing-table, a full length mirror, a long chair and a

smaller one, over which hung diaphanous garments of finest muslin, and

a shimmering wrap of pearl white satin, and through a half-drawn

curtain which hung across the narrower end of the tent, the vision of a

big canvas bath filled with water, big white towels, and another canvas

table upon which stood all the things necessary to a woman's toilet.

So that it was a very refreshed Jill who, wrapped in a loose Turkish

bath-gown, with little feet thrust into heelless slippers, went in

search of raiment. And wonderfully soft, simple things she found into

which she slipped, and out of which she slipped again, holding them out

at arm's length for inspection, then burying her face in the soft

perfumed folds in very thankfulness.

And she laughed a delicious little laugh, of pure glee as she replaced

the garments on the chair, and slithering hither and thither in her

unaccustomed footgear, tidied the tent and made her bed, regarding

ruthfully the torn mosquito curtain.

"Oh, for a maid," she sighed, as she wrestled with the mattress, and

"Oh, for dear Babette," she sighed again, as she wrestled with the

masses of her hair.

And the tent was filled with a blaze of light, as, wrapped in her

bath-gown, she stood in front of the steel mirror, plaiting and

unplaiting, twisting and pinning her hair, until with an exclamation of

impatience she let it all down, holding great strands out at arm's

length, through which she passed the comb again and again, until the

red-gold mass shone, and curled, and rippled about her like a cloak of

satin.

It is hopeless to try and describe the shining, waving masses which

curled round her knees, and fluttered in tendrils round her face, and

it would have been hard to find anything anywhere so beautiful as Jill

when, clad in the loose silk garment and soft satin wrapper, with her

perfumed hair swirling about her, she stood entranced at the opening of

her tent, until the sun suddenly disappearing left her in darkness,

whereupon she clapped her hands quickly.

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