CHAPTER XII

And so it was now as she sat under the African moon, whilst little

rings and puffs of smoke helped to irritate the insects ensconced in

the leaves of the creeper. She seemed to be standing on the other side

of a wall, watching the outcome of the tossing of a silver coin.

"I've had a perfectly awful day," she announced with a ripple of

genuine amusement in her voice as she proceeded quite unconcernedly to

recount the doings of the last few hours.

"So naturally I was followed from the restaurant," she went on after a

moment's pause, "and my bag was so heavy, and I was absolutely lost,

and only just managed to give the man the slip by hiding behind a

half-open door, painted bright blue of all colours."

"Allah!" murmured Hahmed. "An English girl hiding in a house with a

blue door!"

"But," she went on, having for some unknown reason omitted the dance

episode from her narrative, "that wasn't the worst part"--and

continued, quite unconcernedly, to give a detailed account of the

night's happenings. Whilst she was speaking the Arab moved nearer

until he stood over her, there was neither shadow nor frown upon the

fine face, or movement of lip or hand, but the air seemed to throb with

the intensity of the white-hot rage within him.

"By Allah!" he said quite gently, as he took the emerald ring Jill held

out. "I do not need this, for behold for many years I have known of

the doings of this thing of whom you speak. And yet so great has been

his cunning, that until to-night I have never been able to lay hands

upon him in his guilt. But to-morrow will dawn a brighter day for

Egypt, in that she will be rid of one of her greatest evils. And were

you not afraid?"

Jill smiled up into the eyes fixed with love, plus worship, plus

reverence, upon her. "I? Oh! no! Why should I be when I am supposed

to be one of the finest shots in Europe? Are you going to kill him?"

"He will be dead ere the sun rises, and I beg you to forgive me if I

leave you for a while, for I must go to give orders as to his death."

Jill's thoughts can be most aptly described as tumultuous, but her

smile was a festival of youth as she watched the Arab, in whom she had

put her trust, walk up the long avenue, stop, and clap his hands.

She could hear no word of the orders given to the servant, who ran from

out a clump of trees to kneel at his master's feet, but she guessed

that it was the engraven emerald ring which passed from one to the

other to be hidden in the servant's turban; and she felt a wave of

absolute satisfaction sweep through her whole being at the thought of

the man's death before the dawn.

At which sensation she mentally shook herself, feeling that the young

tree of her experience, unrestrainedly shooting out in all directions

within the space of a few hours, would require the sharp edge of the

pruning knife if it was to be kept to the merest outline of the shape

common to the ordinary life she had led up to now.

"It is well! He dies before the dawn!" announced the Arab prosaically,

as he came towards this woman who, on the edge of a new life which

might, for all she knew, bring ruin, despair, or even death in its

wake, could so tranquilly talk of the risks she had already encountered

in the course of the first few steps she had taken upon the path she

had chosen to follow.

"And tell me, O! woman, whose courage causes me to marvel, how once

happily escaped from the house of few windows and but one apparent

door, did you find your way to these gates?"

"Oh! that!" said Jill, as she sat with her hands about her knee and her

face upturned to the moon, which, throwing a deep shadow from the hat

brim across the upper part of her face, made of the deep eyes a

mystery, and a delirious invitation of the red mouth. "Amongst other

till now useless accomplishments, I have learned to guide myself by the

stars, though I'm positive they move over here. I had noticed that big

one there, which we haven't got in England, that very big sparkling

one, hung over the quarter in which the waiting-maid told me lay your

house."

"Yes!" replied the man who, though he knew the West so well, was

secretly wondering at the trait in a character which allowed a _woman_,

on the edge of something unknown, fraught, perhaps, with every kind of

danger, to talk unconcernedly of hotels, face creams, blue doors, and

stars. "That is the Star of Happiness, it hangs also right in the

middle of my oasis, right over my desert dwelling," and the string of

beads hanging from the waist slipped through the long fingers as words

of prayer fell softly on the perfumed air.

The girl got up and walked over to the camels.

"So I followed my star and suddenly found myself at the gates! Is this

my ship of the desert--and what a beautiful coat, the dear thing,"

starting back as the dear thing turned its bead suddenly, bared its

teeth and snarled.

"Don't be afraid, she is always nervous with strangers, also is she a

little spoilt, being the fastest and most perfect Bactrian camel in the

whole of Egypt and Arabia. Her pedigree, on parchment embossed with

gold, goes back almost to Ismael, and is kept in a Millwell safe in my

oasis, which shows that East does meet West occasionally. She has, up

to to-night, known no rider but me, and is used only for short journeys

of about seven days; you see these two-humped beasts can only go three

days with comfort without a drink, but their pace is so smooth that it

almost induces one to sleep. Also Taffadaln, which means welcome, a

name given to her after her mother had foaled three he-camels, has a

special guard both day and night, for there are many who covet her, for

she is the queen of camels, with her blood and breeding enhanced by

many years of training and special treatment. But alas! though her

coat is as silk, the cushions of her feet without fault, and her teeth

unblemished ivory, her manners are as ill-bred, and her indifference to

those who love her as great as that of the lowest of her species which

pollute the streets of Cairo." And leaning down he patted the beast's

head, speaking to her in the native tongue, whereupon she made juicy,

gurgling sounds in her long throat, and nuzzled the flowing sleeve,

which might have meant affection in any other animal but a camel.

"More extremes," he added, as a long, soft blast of a motor-horn

sounded just outside the walls. "Will you not sit down whilst I

explain things for the last time," unwinding, as he spoke, the soft

black cloak from about him, and folding it to make a cushion for the

stone, standing silhouetted against the shadow of the walls, whilst the

slight breeze blowing the snow-white raiment outlined the tremendous

width of shoulder, the slimness of the waist, and the muscular leanness

of the whole body.

And Jill sat down with a suddenness surprising in so controlled a

person, and to hide a sudden rush of rosy colour which swept

uncontrollably from chin to brow, extracted another cigarette from the

Russian case.

"'Simon Artz,' I am sure! May I not offer you one of mine? They are

all made especially and only for me. And do you prize the case? No!"

As the girl shook her head he took the wooden trifle from her, closed

his hand gently, and, crushing it to matchwood, dropped it soundlessly

on to the sand.

And when Hahmed, the Arab, had finished speaking, Jill Carden, the

English girl, understood that with her only rested the decision, that

even now, at the eleventh hour, she was still absolutely free to go.

Outside the gates waited the man's car, ready to take her wherever she

listed on her way home! At her feet lay the camels, ready to take her

to all the possibilities of the unknown!

There was absolute silence as she sat motionless, looking into the

future. In the West she saw boats, trains, hotels, inner cabins,

middle seats, back bedrooms; felt women, mothers, and wives clutching

their mankind so as to keep them from the pariah, the penniless, pretty

companion; heard the clink of the five or ten shillings a week paid

monthly in silver, and all this to be repeated over and over again

until she died, unless she married a man she did not love and "settled

down" for ever and ever and ever; though even this possibility seemed

to have receded into the remote distance with the receding of her

fortune.

Then she looked up to the stars, and down to the sand, and out to the

East, seeing her freedom if she dared grasp it, if she dared venture

out on the many days' journey which, to her astonishment, she had

learned stretched between Ismailiah and the oasis.

She scrutinised the man before her--this Arab with the impassive face,

the camels at his feet, her life in his hands if she went with him.

His what? Wife! to settle down for ever and ever and ever.

His plaything? This was not the man to play or be played with, for had

he not said:

"If you come with me, fear not that you will be a prisoner. The oasis,

the house, my servants, houses, camels, all will be yours, and there

will be nothing to prevent your leaving it all--nothing except the

desert, the miles of pitiless sand, trackless, pathless, strewn with

the white bones of those who have essayed to escape from Fate, the

never-changing, ever-different ocean which beats about my dwelling."

Then once again she looked into the dark eyes which were reading every

passing emotion on the mobile face, and putting out her hands made one

step towards the camel, whilst the soul of the desert laughed with her

scarlet mouth.

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