TWO POOR CHILDREN.
By this time I owe it to all the kind people who have felt some pity for
our Bardie and her fortunes, to put off no longer a few little things
which I ought to tell them. In the first place, they must not think of
me, but look upon me as nobody (treat me, in fact, as I treat myself),
and never ask what I knew just now, and what I came to know afterwards.
Only to trust me (as now they must) to act in all things honourably, and
with no regard to self; and not only that, but with lofty feeling, and a
sense of devotion towards the members of the weaker sex.
Captain Drake Bampfylde was the most unlucky of born mortals. To begin
with, he was the younger son of that very fine Sir Philip, and feeling
that he had far more wit and enterprise than his elder brother, while
thankful to nature for these endowments, he needs must feel amiss with
her for having mismanaged his time of birth. Now please to observe my
form of words. I never said that he did so feel, I only say that he must
have done so, unless she had made him beyond herself; which, from her
love for us, she hardly ever tries to do. However, he might have put up
with that mistake of the goddess that sits cross-legged,--I have heard
of her, I can tell you, and a ship named after her; though to spell her
name would be a travail to me, fatal perhaps at my time of life,--I mean
to say, at any rate, that young Drake Bampfylde might have managed to
get over the things against him, and to be a happy fellow, if he only
had common luck. But Providence having gifted him with unusual
advantages of body, and mind, and so forth, seemed to think its duty
done, and to leave him to the devil afterwards.
This is a bad way of beginning life, especially at too young an age to
be up to its philosophy; and the only thing that can save such a man is
a tremendous illness, or the downright love of a first-rate woman.
Thence they recover confidence, or are brought into humility, and get a
bit of faith again, as well as being looked after purely, and finding a
value again to fight for, after abandoning their own. Not that Drake
Bampfylde ever did slip into evil courses, so far as I could hear of
him, or even give way to the sense of luck, and abandon that of duty. I
am only saying how things turn out, with nineteen men out of twenty. In
spite of chances, he may have happened just to be the twentieth. I know
for sure that he turned up well, though vexed with tribulation. Evil
times began upon him, when he was nothing but a boy. He fell into a pit
of trouble through his education; and ever since from time to time new
grief had overtaken him. A merrier little chap, or one more glad to make
the best of things, could not be found; as was said to me by the cook,
and also the parlour-maid. He would do things, when he came out among
the servants, beautifully; and the maids used to kiss him so that his
breath was taken away with pleasing them. And then he went to school,
and all the maids, and boys, and men almost, came out to see the yellow
coach, and throw an old shoe after him. This, however, did not help him,
as was seriously hoped; and why? Because it went heel-foremost, from the
stupidity of the caster. News came, in a little time, that there was
mischief upward, and that Master Drake must be fetched home, to give
any kind of content again. For he was at an ancient grammar-school in a
town seven miles from Exeter, where everything was done truly well to
keep the boys from fighting. Only the habit and tradition was that if
they must fight, fight they should until one fell down, and could not
come to the scratch again. And Drake had a boy of equal spirit with his
own to contend against, not however of bone and muscle to support him
thoroughly. But who could grieve, or feel it half so much as young Drake
Bampfylde did, when the other boy, in three days' time, died from a
buzzing upon his brain? He might have got into mischief now, even though
he was of far higher family than the boy who had foundered instead of
striking; but chiefly for the goodwill of the school, and by reason of
the boy's father having plenty of children still to feed, and consenting
to accept aid therein, that little matter came to be settled among them
very pleasantly. Only the course of young Drake's life was changed
thereby, as follows.
The plan of his family had been to let him get plenty of learning at
school, and then go to Oxford Colleges and lay in more, if agreeable;
and so grow into holy orders of the Church of England, well worth the
while of any man who has a good connection. But now it was seen, without
thinking twice, that all the disturbers and blasphemers of the
Nonconformist tribe, now arising everywhere (as in dirty Hezekiah, and
that greasy Hepzibah, who dared to dream such wickedness concerning even
me), every one of these rogues was sure to cast it up against a parson,
in his most heavenly stroke of preaching, that he must hold his hand,
for fear of killing the clerk beneath him. And so poor Drake was sent to
sea; the place for all the scape-goats.
Here ill fortune dogged him still, as its manner always is, after
getting taste of us. He heeded his business so closely that he tumbled
into the sea itself; and one of those brindle-bellied sharks took a
mouthful out of him. Nevertheless he got over that, and fell into worse
trouble. To wit, in a very noble fight between his Britannic Majesty's
sloop of war "Hellgoblins," carrying twelve guns and two carronades
(which came after my young time), and the French corvette "Heloise," of
six-and twenty heavy guns, he put himself so forward that they trained
every gun upon him. Of course those fellows can never shoot anything
under the height of the moon, because they never stop to think;
nevertheless he contrived to take considerable disadvantage. By a
random shot they carried off the whole of one side of his whiskers; and
the hearing of the other ear fell off, though not involved in it. The
doctors could not make it out: however, I could thoroughly, from long
acquaintance with cannon-balls. Also he had marks of powder under his
skin, that would never come out, being of a coarse-grained sort, and
something like the bits of tea that float in rich folks' tea-cups.
Happening, as he did by nature, to be a fine, florid, and handsome man,
this powder vexed him dreadfully. Nevertheless the ladies said, loving
powder of their own, that it made him look so much nicer.
That, however, was quite a trifle, when compared to his next misfortune.
Being gazetted to a ship, and the whole crew proud to sail under him, he
left the Downs with the wind abaft, and all hands in high spirits. There
was nothing those lads could not have done; and in less than twelve
hours they could do nothing. A terrible gale from south-west arose; in
spite of utmost seamanship they were caught in the callipers of the
Varne, and not a score left to tell of it.
These were things to try a man, and prove the stuff inside him. However,
he came out gallantly. For being set afloat again, after swimming all
night and half a day, he brought into the Portland Roads a Crappo ship
of twice his tonnage, and three times his gunnage; and now his sailors
were delighted, having hope of prize-money. That they never got, of
course (which, no doubt, was all the better for their constitutions),
but their knowledge of battle led them to embark again with him, having
sense (as we always have) of luck, and a crooked love of a man whose bad
luck seems to have taken the turn. And yet their judgment was quite
amiss, and any turn taken was all for the worse. Captain Bampfylde did a
thing, which even I, in my hotter days, would rather have avoided. He
ran a thirty-two gun frigate under the chains of a sixty-four. He
thought that they must shoot over him, while he laid his muzzles to her
water-line, and then carried her by boarding.
Nothing could have been finer than this idea of doing it, and with eight
French ships out of nine, almost, he must have succeeded. But once more
his luck came over, like a cloud, and darkened him. The Frenchmen had
not only courage (which they have too much of), but also what is not
their gift, with lucky people against them, self-command and steadiness.
They closed their lower ports, and waited for the Englishmen to come
up. They knew that the side of their ship fell in, like the thatch of a
rick, from the lower ports, ten feet above the enemy. They had their
nettings ready, and a lively sea was running.
It grieves as well as misbecomes me to describe the rest of it. The
Englishmen swore with all their hearts at their ladders, the sea, and
everything, and their captain was cast down between the two ships, and
compelled to dive tremendously; in a word it came to this, that our
people either were totally shot and drowned, or spent the next Sunday in
prison at Brest.
Now here was a thing for a British captain, such as the possibility of
it never could be dreamed of. To have lost one ship upon a French shoal,
and the other to a Frenchman! Drake Bampfylde, but for inborn courage,
must have hanged himself outright. And, as it was, he could not keep
from unaccustomed melancholy. And, when he came home upon exchange, it
was no less than his duty to abandon pleasure now, and cheerfulness, and
comfort; only to consider how he might redeem his honour.
In the thick of this great trouble came another three times worse. I
know not how I could have borne it, if it had been my case, stoutly as I
fight against the public's rash opinions. For this Captain was believed,
and with a deal of evidence, to have committed slaughter upon his
brother's children, and even to have buried them. He found it out of his
power to prove that really he had not done it, nor had even entertained
a wish that it might happen so. Everybody thought how much their dying
must avail him; and though all had a good idea of his being upright,
most of them felt that this was nothing, in such strong temptation. I
have spoken of this before, and may be obliged again to speak of it;
only I have rebutted always, and ever shall rebut, low ideas. Yet if
truly he did kill them, was he to be blamed or praised, for giving them
good burial? The testimony upon this point was no more than that of an
unclad man, which must of course have been worthless; until they put him
into a sack, and in that form received it. This fellow said that he was
coming home towards his family, very late one Friday night; and he knew
that it was Friday night because of the songs along the road of the folk
from Barnstaple market. He kept himself out of their way, because they
had such a heap of clothes on; and being established upon the sands, for
the purpose of washing his wife and children, who never had seen water
before, and had therefore become visited, he made a short cut across the
sands to the hole they had all helped to scoop out, in a stiff place
where some roots grew. This was his home; and not a bad one for a
sea-side visit. At any rate he seemed to have been as happy there as any
man with a family can experience; especially when all the members need
continual friction.
This fine fellow was considering how he could get on at all with that
necessary practice, if the magistrates should order all his frame to be
covered up; and fearing much to lose all chance of any natural
action--because there was a crusade threatened--he lay down in the
moonlight, and had a thoroughly fine roll in the sand. Before he had
worn out this delight, and while he stopped to enjoy it more, he heard a
sound, not far away, of somebody digging rapidly. Or at any rate, if it
was not digging, it was something like it. The weather was wonderfully
hot, so that the rushes scarcely felt even cool to his breast and legs.
In that utterly lonely place (for now the road was a mile behind him,
and the sands without a track, and the stars almost at midnight), there
came upon him sudden fright, impossible to reason with. He had nothing
to be robbed off, neither had he enemy; as for soul, he never yet had
heard of any such ownership. But an unknown latitude of terror
overpowered him. Nothing leads a man like fear; and this poor savage,
though so naked, was a man of some sort.
Therefore, although he would far liefer have skulked off in the
crannying shadows, leaving the moon to see to it, he could by no means
find the power to withdraw himself like that. The sound came through the
rushes, and between the moonlit hillocks so, that he was bound to follow
it. Crouching through the darker seams, and setting down his toe-balls
first, as naked feet alone can do, step by step he drew more near,
though longing to be further off. And still he heard the heel-struck
spade, and then a cast, and then the sullen sound of sand a-sliding.
Then he came to a hollow place, and feared to turn the corner.
Being by this time frightened more than any words can set before us,
back he stroked his shaggy hair, and in a hat of rushes laid his poor
wild face for gazing. And in the depth of the hollow where the moonlight
scarcely marked itself, and there seemed a softer herbage than of dry
junk-rushes, but the banks combed over so as to bury the whole three
fathoms deep at their very first subsiding--a man was digging a small
deep grave.
On the slope of the bank, and so as to do no mischief any longer, two
little bodies lay put back; not flung anyhow; but laid, as if respect
was shown to them. Each had a clean white night-gown on, and lay in
decorous attitude, only side by side, and ready to go into the grave
together. The man who was digging looked up at them, and sighed at so
much necessity; and then fell to again, and seemed desirous to have done
with it.
So was the naked man who watched him, fright by this time over-creeping
even his very eyeballs. He blessed himself for his harmlessness, and
ill-will to discipline, all the way home to his own sandhill; and a
hundredfold when he came to know (after the dregs of fright had cleared)
that he had seen laid by for coolness, by this awful gravedigger, the
cocked-hat of a British Captain in the Royal Navy. This hat he had seen
once before, and wondered much at the use of it, and obtained an
explanation which he could not help remembering. And fitting this to his
own ideas, he was as sure as sure could be, that Captain Bampfylde was
the man who was burying the children.
Now when this story reached the ears of poor old Sir Philip, whether
before or after his visit to our country matters not, it may be supposed
what his feelings were of sorrow and indignation. He sent for this
savage, who seemed beyond the rest of his tribe in intelligence, as
indeed was plainly shown by his coming to bathe his family, and in spite
of all the difference of rank and manner between them, questions
manifold he put, but never shook his story. And then he sent to Exeter
for a lawyer, thoroughly famous for turning any man inside out and
putting what he pleased inside him. But even he was altogether puzzled
by this man in the sack, wherein he now lived for decorum's sake,
however raw it made him. And the honest fellow said that clothing
tempted him so to forsake the truth, when he could not tell his own legs
in it, that it sapped all principle.
That question is not for me to deal with, nor even a very much wiser
man, except that my glimpses of foreign tribes have all been in favour
of nudity. And the opposite practice is evidently against all the bent
of our civilised women, who are perpetually rebelling, and more and more
eager to open their hearts to their natural manifestation. For the heart
of a woman is not like a man's, "desperately wicked;" and how can they
prove this unless they show its usual style of working? Only the other
day I saw----but back I must go to the heart of my tale. In a word,
this fine male savage convinced every one he came into contact with
(which after his bathing was permitted, if the other man bathed
afterwards), that truly, surely, and with no mistake he must have seen
something. What it was became naturally quite another question; and upon
this head no two people could be found of one opinion. But though it
proved an important point, I will not dwell too long on it.
Captain Drake's boat, to my firm belief, never came once up the river
now; and I thought that my beautiful young lady seemed a little grieved
at this. Every now and then she crossed, on her way to see old women,
and even that old Mother Bang; and the French maid became a plague to
me. She had laid herself out to obtain me, because of the softness with
which I carried her; and her opposition to my quid naturally set her
heart all the more upon me. I will not be false enough to say that I did
not think of her sometimes, because she really did go on in a
tantalising manner. And we seemed to have between us something, when her
lady's back was turned. However, she ought to have known that I never
mean anything by this; and if she chose to lie back like that, and put
her red lips toppermost, the least thing she should have done was first
to be up to our manners and customs.