CHAPTER XLII.

"COME, NOW, I CALL THAT HARD."

Phillis was unusually silent during the remainder of the evening; but,

as she bade Nan good-night at the door of her little room, she

lingered a moment, shading the flame of her candle with her hand.

"Do you think Mattie will bring her sister round to see us,

to-morrow?" she asked, in a very low tone.

"Oh, yes,--I am sure I hope so," returned Nan, sleepily, not noticing

the restrained eagerness of Phillis's manner. "We can hardly call

first, under our present circumstances. Mr. Drummond knows that." And

Phillis withdrew, as though she were satisfied with the answer.

Nothing more was said on the subject; and they settled themselves to

their work as usual on the following morning, Dulce chattering and

singing snatches of songs,--for she was a most merry little soul,--Nan

cheerful and ready for conversation with any one; but Phillis withdrew

herself to the farthest window and stitched away in grave silence.

And, seeing such was her mood, her sisters wisely forbore to disturb

her.

At twelve o'clock the gate-bell sounded, and Dulce, who hailed any

interruption as a joyful reprieve, announced delightedly that Mattie

and a tall young lady were coming up the flagged walk; and in an

instant Phillis's work lay untouched on her lap.

"Are you all here? Oh, dear, I am so glad," exclaimed Mattie, bustling

into the room with a radiant face. "I have brought Grace to see you;

she arrived last night." And in a moment the young stranger was

surrounded and welcomed most cordially.

Phillis looked at her curiously for a moment: indeed, during the whole

visit her eyes rested upon Grace's face from time to time, as though

she were studying her. She had heard so much of this girl that she had

almost feared to be disappointed in her; but every moment her interest

increased.

Grace Drummond was not a pretty girl,--with the exception of Isabel

and the boys, the Drummond family had not the slightest pretension to

beauty,--but she was fair and tranquil-looking, and her expression was

gentle and full of character. She had very soft clear eyes, with a

trace of sadness in them; but her lips were thin--like her

mother's--and closed firmly, and the chin was a little massively cut

for a woman.

In looking at the lower part of this girl's face, a keen observer

would read the tenacity of a strong will; but the eyes had the

appealing softness that one sees in some dumb creatures.

They won Phillis at once. After the first moment, her reserved manner

thawed and became gracious; and before half an hour had passed she and

Grace were talking as though they had known each other all their

lives.

Nan watched them smilingly as she chatted with Mattie: she knew her

sister was fastidious in her likings, and that she did not take to

people easily. Phillis was pleasant to all her friends and

acquaintances: but she was rarely intimate with them, as Nan and Dulce

were wont to be. She held her head a little high, as though she felt

her own superiority.

"Phillis is very amusing and clever; but one does not know her as well

as Nan and Dulce," even Carrie Paine had been heard to say; and

certainly Phillis had never talked to Carrie as she did to this

stranger.

Grace was just as must charmed on her side. On her return, she

delighted and yet pained her brother by her warm praises of his

favorites.

"Oh, Archie!" she exclaimed, as they sat at luncheon in the old

wainscoted dining-room at the vicarage, "you are quite right in saying

the Challoners are not like any other girls. They are all three so

nice and pretty; but the second one--Miss Phillis--is most to my

taste."

Archie checked an involuntary exclamation, but Mattie covered it.

"Dear me, Grace!" she observed, innocently; "I rather wonder at your

saying that. Nan is by far the prettiest: is she not, Archie? Her

complexion and coloring are perfect."

"Oh, yes! If you are talking of mere looks, I cannot dispute that,"

returned Grace, a little impatiently; "but, in my opinion, there is

far more in her sister's face: she has the beauty of expression, which

is far higher than that of form or coloring. I should say she has far

more character than either of them."

"They are none of them wanting in that," replied Archie, breaking up

his bread absently.

"No; that's just what I say: they are perfectly unlike other girls.

They are so fresh, and simple, and unconscious, that it is quite a

pleasure to be with them: but if I were to choose a friend from among

them I should certainly select Miss Phillis." And to this her brother

made no reply.

"They are all so pleased about Tuesday," interrupted Mattie, at this

point,--"Nan was so interested and amused about my grand tea-party, as

she called it. They have all promised to come, only Mrs. Challoner's

cold will not allow her to go out this severe weather. And then we met

Sir Harry, and I introduced him to Grace, and he will be delighted to

come too. I wish you would let me ask Miss Middleton and her brother,

Archie; and then we should be such a nice little party."

"How can you be so absurd, Mattie?" returned Archie, with a touch of

his old irritability. "A nice confusion you would make, if you were

left to arrange things! You know the colonel's one object in life is

to prevent his son from having any intercourse with the Challoners;

and you would ask him to meet them the first evening after his arrival

in the place."

"Is the father so narrow in his prejudices as that?" asked Grace, who

had quite forgotten her own shocked feelings when she first heard that

Archie was visiting a family of dressmakers on equal terms.

"Oh, dear! I forgot," sighed Mattie, taking her brother's blame

meekly, as usual. "How very stupid of me! But would you not like the

Cheynes or the Leslies invited, Archie? Grace ought to be introduced

to some of the best people."

"You may leave Grace to me," returned her brother, somewhat haughtily:

"I will take care of her introductions. As for your tea-party, Mattie,

I shall be much obliged if you will keep it within its first

limits,--just the Challoners and Sir Harry. If any one be asked, it

ought to be Noel Frere: he has rather a dull time of it, living alone

in lodgings,"--the Rev. Noel Frere being a college chum of Archie's,

who had come down to Hadleigh to recruit himself by a month or two of

idleness. "Perhaps we had better have him, as there will be so many

ladies."

"Oh, yes,--of course! He is so nice and clever," observed Grace, not

noticing the shade on Mattie's face. "How pleased you must be to have

him staying here so long, Archie!--you two were always such

friends."

"He comes nearly every evening," returned Mattie, disconsolately. "He

may suit you, Grace, because you are clever yourself; but I am

dreadfully afraid of him, he is so dry and sarcastic. Must he really

be asked for Tuesday, Archie?"

"Yes, indeed: you ought to have thought of him first. I am sorry for

your bad taste, Mattie, if you do not like Frere: he is a splendid

fellow, though terribly delicate, I fear. Now, Gracie, if we have

finished luncheon, I should like you to put on your wraps, and I will

show you some of my favorite haunts; and perhaps we shall meet

Frere."

Grace hesitated for a moment. She thought Archie would have included

Mattie in his invitation; but he did nothing of the kind, and she knew

him too well to suggest such a thing.

"Good-bye, Mattie dear. I hope you will have some tea ready for us

when we come back," she said, kissing her sister affectionately; but

they neither of them noticed the pained wistfulness of Mattie's look

as the door closed upon them.

They were going out without her; and on Grace's first day, too. Archie

was going to show her the church, and the schools, and the model

cottages where his favorite old women lived,--all those places that

Mattie had visited and learned to love during the eight months she had

lived with her brother. In a few weeks she must say good-bye to them

all, and go back to the dull old house at Leeds, to be scolded by her

mother for her awkward ways, and to be laughed at and teased by her

brothers and sisters. Archie was bad enough sometimes, but then he was

Archie, and had a right to his bad humors; but with the boys and girls

it was less endurable. It was, "Oh, you stupid old Matt! Of course it

was all your fault;" or, "Mattie, you goose!" from Fred; or, "You

silly child, Mattie" from her father, who found her a less amusing

companion than Grace; and even Dottie would say, "Oh, it is only

Mattie: I never care if she scolds me."

The home atmosphere was a little depressing, Mattie thought, with a

sigh, dearly as she loved her young torments. She knew she would find

it somewhat trying after these eight months of comparative freedom.

True, Archie had snubbed her and kept her in order; but one tyrant is

preferable to many. At home the thirty-years-old Mattie was only one

of the many daughters,--the old maid of the family,--the unattractive

little wall-flower who was condemned to wither unnoticed on its stalk.

Here, in her brother's vicarage, she had been a person of consequence,

whom only the master of the house presumed to snub.

The maids liked their good-natured mistress, who never found fault

with them, and who was so bustling and clever a little housekeeper.

The poor people and the school-children liked Mattie too. "Our Miss

Drummond" they called her for a long time, rather to Grace's

discomfiture. "Ah, she is a rare one, when a body is low!" as old

Goody Saunders once said.

And Archie's friends respected the little woman, in spite of her

crudities and decidedly odd ways. Miss Middleton and the Challoners

were quite fond of her. So no wonder Mattie grew low at the thought of

leaving her friends.

Grace had come to take her place. Nevertheless, she had welcomed her

on the previous evening with the utmost cheerfulness and

unselfishness. She had shown her the house; she had introduced her to

the Challoners; she had overwhelmed her with a thousand little

attentions; and Grace had not been ungrateful.

"I am afraid this is hard for you, Mattie," Grace had said to her, as

the sisters were unpacking late the previous night. "I ought not be so

happy to come, when I know I am turning you out." And Mattie had

winked away a tear, and answered, quite cheerily,--

"Oh, no, Grace; you must not feel that. I have had a nice time, and

enjoyed myself so much with dear Archie, and now it is your turn; and,

you know, he has always wanted you from the first."

"Poor dear fellow!" murmured Grace; "but he looks thin, Mattie.

Perhaps I ought to be here, as he wants me; but I shall never keep his

house as beautifully as you have done. Mother would be astonished if

she saw it." And this piece of well-deserved praise went far to

console Mattie that night.

But she began to feel just a little sore at breakfast-time. Once or

twice, Archie decidedly ignored her, and turned to Grace; he even

brought her his gloves to mend, though Mattie had been his faithful

mender all these months.

"Come into the study, and we will have a talk, Grace," he had said,

and as Grace had involuntarily waited for her sister to accompany

them, he had-added, hastily: "Oh, Mattie is always busy at this time

with butchers and bakers! Come along, Grace:" and, though Mattie had

no such business on her hands, she dared not join them.

It was only when a parish meeting called the young vicar away that

Mattie bethought herself of the Challoners.

Poor Mattie! Low spirits were not much in her line. She had never

thought enough of herself to indulge in the luxury of wounded

susceptibility,--the atmosphere that surrounded her had been too rough

and bracing for that; but nevertheless this afternoon she longed to

indulge in a good cry. Happily, however, before the first tear had

begun to redden her eyelids--indeed, she hardly got her mouth into the

proper pucker--a vigorous pull at the bell warned her of an impending

visitor, and immediately afterwards Sir Harry marched into the room,

looking ruddier than ever with the cold air and exercise, his warm

coloring kindling a glow in the room.

His heavy footsteps shook the old flooring of the vicarage; but as he

greeted Mattie he looked round him, as though somewhat surprised to

find her alone.

"How do you do, Miss Mattie? Why, what have you done with your

sister?" he asked, in rather a disappointed tone. "I came to have a

chat with you both."

Another little sting for Mattie: he had only come to see Grace.

"She has gone out with Archie," she returned, in a subdued voice. "He

is showing her the church and the schools."

"I was up at the Friary just now," he said, carelessly, "and they were

all talking about your sister, praising her up to the skies. What an

odd capacity women have for falling in love with each other at first

sight! Phillis especially seemed very far gone. So I told them I would

just come and have a good look at this paragon: one cannot judge of a

person in a hat and veil."

"I am sure you will like Grace," replied Mattie, reviving a little at

the idea of her sister's perfections. "She is not pretty, exactly,

though Archie and I think her so; but she is so nice and clever. Oh,

you should hear those two talk! it is perfectly wonderful to listen to

them!"

"It strikes me you are a little left out in the cold, aren't you, Miss

Mattie?" asked Sir Harry, with one of his shrewd good-humored looks.

"Why did you not go out with them?"

"Oh, Archie never wants me when he has Grace," answered Mattie, with a

sudden pang at the truthfulness of this speech. "They have always been

so much to each other, those two."

"He would want you fast enough if Miss Grace--is that not her

name?--were to marry and leave him to shift for himself," was the

somewhat matter-of-fact answer.

But Mattie shook her head at this with a faint smile:

"Grace will never marry. She would not leave Archie."

"Oh, but that is nonsense, do you know?--sheer nonsense! Many girls

talk like that, but they change their mind in the end. Why, the parson

may marry himself. You don't suppose a good looking fellow like that

intends to be an old bachelor? And then what will Miss Grace do?"

"I don't know. I am afraid she will miss him dreadfully."

"Oh, but she will get over it all right. It does not do to make a fuss

over that sort of thing. Sentimentality between brothers and sisters

is all very well in its way, but it won't hold against a wife's or

husband's claims. I never had any myself, so I don't know; but I find

it precious lonely without them. That is why I have adopted my

cousins. A man must care for some one."

"Yes, indeed," echoed Mattie, with a sigh.

"I am afraid your people do not use you very well, Miss Mattie," he

went on, with cheerful sympathy that was quite a cordial in its way.

"You look a bit down this afternoon; a fellow would call it in the

blues, and he would be thinking of a cigar and brandy-and-soda. What a

pity women don't smoke! it is no end soothing to the spirits!"

"We have got afternoon tea," returned Mattie, beginning to smile at

this.

"Well, why don't you ring and order some?" he replied, quite

seriously. "Do, please, Miss Mattie, if it will put a little heart

into you. Why, I should like a cup myself uncommonly. There never was

such a fellow for afternoon tea." And then Mattie did ring the bell,

and, Sir Harry having stirred the fire into a cheerful blaze, and the

little brass kettle beginning to sing cheerily on its trivet, things

soon looked more comfortable.

"Now you are all right," he remarked, presently. "You look quite a

different sort of body now. When I first came in you reminded me of

Cinderella in a brown dress, sitting all alone, by a very black fire.

I do believe you were on the verge of crying. Now, weren't you, Miss

Mattie?" And Mattie, with much shame, owned to the impeachment.

"And what was it all about, eh?" he asked, with such a coaxing

peremptoriness that Mattie confessed that she was rather dull at the

thought that nobody wanted her, and that she must go home; and, on

being further pressed and questioned, out it all came,--Mattie's

shortcomings, her stupid ways, and the provocation she offered to home

criticism. Sir Harry listened and laughed, and every now and then

threw in a jesting remark; but so encouraging was his manner and so

evident his interest that Mattie found herself talking as she had

never done to any one but Miss Middleton. Before she had finished, Sir

Harry knew all about the household in Lowder Street, and had formed a

tolerable estimate of every member of the family,--the depressed

father; the care-worn and some what stern mother; the boys, clever and

handsome and flippant; the girls in all stages of awkwardness; and the

quiet, talented Grace, who was every one's right hand, and who had

come to the vicarage to dispossess Mattie.

"Come, now, I call that hard; I do, upon my word!" he repeated more

than once at the end of Mattie's little narrative. "Women have a lot

put upon them. I dare say if I had had sisters I should have bullied

them sometimes. Men are awful tyrants, aren't they, Miss Mattie?"

Mattie took this literally.

"I do not think you would be a tyrant, Sir Harry," she returned,

simply, and then wondered why he suddenly colored up to the roots of

his hair.

"Oh, there is no knowing," he replied, in an embarrassed tone. "I have

never had any one to bully. I think I shall try my hand on Dulce, only

she is such a little spit-fire. Well, I must be going," he went on,

straightening himself. "By the bye, I shall not see you again until

Tuesday; I have to run over to Oldfield about a lot of business I have

in hand. Do you know Oldfield?"

"Oh, no; but Nan and Phillis have described it so often that I seem as

though I have been there."

"It is a niceish place, and I am half inclined to settle there myself;

there is a house going that would just suit me."

Mattie's face lengthened: she did not like the idea of losing Sir

Harry, he had been so good-natured and kind to her.

"One would never see you if you live at Oldfield," she said, a little

sorrowfully; and again Sir Harry looked embarrassed.

"Oh, but you will be at Leeds, so it won't make much difference. But I

do not want to be parted from Aunt Catherine and the girls: there is a

great deal to arrange. Perhaps, before you go, I shall be able to tell

you that things are settled. Anyhow, good-bye till Tuesday." And then

he nodded to her in a friendly way, and Mattie returned to her

fireplace refreshed and comforted.

Archie and Grace came in presently, bringing another current of cold

air with them. They both looked bright and happy, as though they had

enjoyed their walk. Grace's pale cheeks had the loveliest tinge in

them.

"Have we left you too long alone, Mattie dear?" she asked, as she took

the cup of tea offered her. "How cosy this dear old room looks! and

what a beautiful fire!"

"Sir Harry has been emptying the coal-scuttle!" laughed Mattie. "What

a pity you missed him, Grace! he has been so amusing."

Grace smiled incredulously:

"Why, that great big Sir Harry Challoner whom you introduced this

morning! my dear Mattie, I am sure he could never be amusing. I was

not greatly prepossessed with him."

"Mattie's geese are all swans. I don't think much of him myself,"

broke in Archie, in a satirical voice. "I like quality better than

quantity. He is so big, I am sure his brains must suffer by

comparison. Now, there is Frere."

"Oh, yes, we met Mr. Frere!" interrupted Grace, eagerly; "and Archie

and he had such a talk: it was delightful only to listen to it. I

liked his ideas on ecclesiastical architecture, Archie." And then

followed an animated discussion between the sister and brother, about

a book of Ruskin's that they had both been reading. Mattie tried to

follow them; but she had not read Ruskin, and they soon left her miles

behind; indeed, after the first few minutes they seemed to have

forgotten her existence; but somehow Mattie did not feel so forlorn as

usual.

"Come, now, I call that hard," a sympathizing voice seemed to say in

her ear. Sir Harry's genial presence, his blunt, kindly speeches, had

done Mattie good: he had called her Cinderella, and made the fire

blaze for her, and had coaxed her in quite a brotherly manner to tell

him her little troubles and Mattie felt very grateful to him.

So she stared into the fire wistful and happy, while the others talked

over her head, and quite started when she heard her own name.

"We are forgetting Mattie; all this must be so dull for her," Grace

was saying, as she touched her shoulder caressingly. "Come upstairs

with me, dear: we can have a chat while we get ready for dinner. You

must not let your friends make themselves so much at home, you

extravagant child, for your fire is far too large for comfort;" but

Mattie turned away from it reluctantly as she followed her sister out

of the room.

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