CONFESSION AND EXPLANATION.

When Edward Taylor's accident and its cause were known in Crossbourne,

the consternation caused among the enemies of religion and of the

temperance cause was indescribable. Thomas Bradly made no secret of

what had happened, and of how Foster's persecutors had been outwitted:

not in any revengeful spirit, but partly because he thought it better

that the plain truth should be known, and so the mouths of the marvel-

mongers be stopped; and partly because he felt sure that the enemy would

keep pretty still when they knew that their late proceedings were blazed

abroad. So he just quietly told one or two of his fellow-workmen all

the particulars, without note or comment, and left the account to do its

own work.

Nor could there be any doubt as to the result. Never had there been

such "a heavy blow and great discouragement" to the infidel party as

this. Not only was there a storm of indignation poured out upon the

heads of the conspirators by the more sober-minded working-men,--for it

took no very shrewd guessing to find out who had been Ned Taylor's

companions in the heartless and cruel outrage,--but even those who might

have secretly applauded had the plot been successful, were eager to join

in the general expressions of disgust and reprobation now that it had

failed; for nothing meets with such universal and remorseless execration

as unsuccessful villainy. There were also those who never lost an

opportunity of chaffing the unfortunate delinquents; while, to complete

their mortification and discomfiture, a rude copy of satirical verses,

headed, "A Simple Lay in Praise of Tar, by one of the Feathered Tribe,"

was printed and widely circulated through the town and neighbourhood.

Nor was there much sympathy, under their ignominious defeat, between the

members and friends of the Free-thought Club. After a few nights, spent

chiefly in personalities and mutual recriminations, which well-nigh

terminated in a general stand-up fight, the meetings of the club were

adjourned _sine die_, and the institution itself fell to pieces in a few

weeks, and its existence was speedily forgotten.

The heaviest weight of trouble, however, had fallen upon poor Ned

Taylor. He had suffered very serious injuries by his fall into the old

well, and, having utterly ruined his constitution by intemperance, was

unable to rally from the shock and the wounds and bruises he had

received. So he lay a miserable, groaning wreck of humanity on his

wretched bed, in the comfortless kitchen of his bare and desolate home.

His old companions soon came to see him; not from any real care for

himself or his sufferings, but partly to coax and partly to threaten him

into silence, so that he might not reveal the names of his companions in

the attempt on Foster. But Ned's wife soon gave them to understand that

her husband had already had more than enough of their company; that they

needn't trouble themselves to call again; and that she hoped, if he was

spared, that he would have nothing more to say to any of them as long as

he lived. So his old companions in evil, taking this "broad hint" as it

was meant, left him in peace, and he had leisure to look a little into

the past, and to ponder his sin and folly.

He was a man, like many others of his class, not without kindly feelings

and occasional good intentions; but these last had ever been as "the

morning cloud and the early dew," and like all good resolutions

repeatedly broken, had only added fresh rivets to the chains of his evil

habits. And so he had plunged deeper and deeper into the mire of

intemperance and ungodliness, till scarce the faintest trace of the

divine image could be discerned in him.

But now his conscience woke up, and he was not left without helpers.

Thomas Bradly visited him on the day after his accident, and saw that he

was properly cared for. William Foster also called on him in a day or

two, and assured him of his hearty forgiveness. The poor unhappy man

was deeply touched at this, and, hiding his face in his hands, sobbed

bitterly. He was indeed a pitiable object as he lay back on his ragged

bed, partly propped up with pillows, his head bound round with a cloth,

his left eye half closed, and one arm lying powerless by his side.

"William," he said, when he could manage to get the words out, "I don't

deserve this, kindness from you of all men in the world; it cuts me to

the heart, it does, for sure. I think I heard the parson say once, when

he were preaching in the open-air at the market-cross one summer's

evening, summat about heaping coals of fire on a man's head as has

wronged you, by returning him good for evil. I'm sure, William, you've

been and heaped a whole scuttleful of big coals on my head, and they're

red-hot every one on 'em."

"Well, well," said Foster, much touched by this confession, "it will be

all right, Ned, as far as I'm concerned, and I hope you'll soon be

better.--I've come to learn," he added in an undertone, and with strong

emotion, "my own need of forgiveness for all I've done against my

Saviour in days gone by, and it would be strange and wrong indeed if I

couldn't heartily forgive a fellow-sinner."

"The Lord bless you for that word," said the other; "and let me tell

you, William, bad as I've been agen you and poor Jim Barnes, I've never

liked this job; and as for that Sharples, I knew as he was the meanest

rascal to treat you as he did, and I only wish as I'd had the sense and

courage to keep out of the business altogether."

"Well, you've learnt a lesson, Ned; and if it should please God to bring

you round, you must keep clear of the old set."

"You may depend upon that, William," said the sick man; "I've had enough

and to spare of them and their ways.--I'll tell you how it all began,

William, and who it was as set the thing a-going."

"Nay, Ned," interposed Foster hastily, "I don't want to know; I'd rather

not know. I can guess pretty well, though I saw none of their faces

distinctly. They don't want any punishment from me if I wished to give

it them, for they're getting it hot and strong from all sides already;

and as for Sharples, poor wretched man, he's got caught in his own trap

as neatly as if he'd set it on purpose to catch himself."

"Just as you please, William; I'm sure it's very good of you to take it

as you do."

"No, Ned, don't say so; there's no goodness anywhere in the matter,

except in that merciful God who so wonderfully watched over and

protected me. I'm sure it has been worth all I've gone through a

thousand times over, to have learnt what he has taught me in this

trouble,--a lesson of trust and love. But I will come and see you

again, Ned; you have had talking enough for one time."

The vicar also called on the sufferer frequently, and was glad to find

him humble, patient, and willing to receive instruction. But it was to

Thomas Bradly that the poor man seemed specially drawn, and to him he

felt that he could open all his heart.

"I've summat on my mind, Thomas, as I wants to talk to you about," he

said to Bradly one day when they were left quite alone; it was about a

week after the return home of Dr and Mrs Prosser. The sick man was

able to sit up in a chair by the fire, though the doctor gave no hope of

any real or lasting improvement. Through the kindness of his friends

his cottage had partly lost its comfortless appearance, and himself, his

wife, and children had been provided with sufficient food and clothing.

Yet the stamp of death was on the poor patient's wasted features, and a

racking cough tried him terribly at times. But his mind was quite

clear, and he had begun to see his way to pardon and peace, though it

was with but a trembling hand that his faith laid hold of the offered

salvation.

"What is it that you want to tell me?" asked Bradly cheerfully.

"I'll tell you, Thomas: I know I'm a dying man, and it's all right it

should be so; I've brought it upon myself, more's the sin, and more's

the pity."

"Nay, Ned, take heart, man; you'll come round yet, and be spared to set

a good example."

The sick man shook his head, and then broke out into a violent fit of

coughing. "It's pulling me to pieces," he said, when he could recover

himself; "but I shall be happier if I can just tell you, Thomas, what's

on my mind. It ain't about any of the wicked things as I've done, but I

shall be better content when I've told you all about it. You remember

the night as poor Joe Wright met his death on the line last December?

Well, I'd summat to do with that."

"You, Ned!"

"Nay, Thomas, I don't mean as I'd any hand in killing him--it were his

own doing; but I were mixed up with the matter in a way, and I thought

I'd tell you all about it, as you're a prudent man as won't go talking

about it; and I shall get it off my mind, for it's been a-troubling me

for months past."

"Go on, Ned."

"Well, then, it were that same evening, two days afore Christmas-day, I

were coming home from my work; and just as I were passing the Railway

Inn I sees a bag lying on the step just outside the front door of the

public."

"A what?" exclaimed Bradly, half rising from his seat. "But go on--all

right," he added, noticing the sick man's surprise at his sudden

question.

"A bag," continued the other. "It were a shabby sort of bag, and I

thought it most likely belonged to Ebenezer Potts, for I'd often seen

him carrying a bag like it: you know Ebenezer's a joiner, and he used to

carry his tools with him in just such a bag. So I says to myself, `I'll

have a bit of fun with Ebenezer. I'll carry off his bag, and leave it

by-and-by on his own door-step when it's dark; won't he just be in a

fuss when he comes out of the public and misses it! I shall hear such a

story about it next day.' For you know, Thomas, Eben's a fussy sort of

chap, and he'd be roaring like a town-crier after his bag. It were a

foolish thing to do, but I only meant to have a bit of a game. So I

carries off the bag, and turns into the Green Dragon on my way home to

have a pint of ale.

"There was two or three of our set there, and one says to me, `What have

you got there, Ned?'--`It's Eben Potts's bag of tools,' says I; `I found

it lying on the step of the Railway Inn while he went in to get a pint.

I shall leave it at his own door in a bit; but won't he just make a fine

to-do when he misses it!'--`It'll be grand,' said one of them, and they

all set up a laugh.--`Let me look at the bag,' said poor Joe Wright,

who'd been staring at it. I hands it to him. `Why,' says he, `'tain't

Eben's bag after all.'--`Not his bag!' cries I, in a fright.--`Nothing

of the sort,' says he; `I knows his bag quite well. Besides, just feel

the weight of it; there's no tools in this bag.'--`Well, it _did_ strike

me,' says I, `as it were very light. What's to be done now? They'll be

after me for stealing a bag. I wonder what's in it? Not much, I'm

sure; just a few shirts and pocket-handkerchers, or some other gents'

things, I dessay.'

"`Well,' says another, `there'll be no harm looking, and it'll be easily

done--it's only a common padlock. Has any one got a key as'll unlock

it?' No one of us had; so we says to the landlady's daughter, Miss

Philips, who'd been peeping in, and had got her eyes and ears open,

`Have you got ever a bunch of keys, miss, as you could lend us?' She

takes a bunch out of her pocket, and comes in to see what we should

find. `There's a lump of summat in it, I can feel,' says I, as I was

trying to open the padlock. Well, one key wouldn't do, but another

would, and we opens the bag. `Nothing but bits of paper arter all,'

says one.--`You stop a bit,' says I, and I turns the bag bottom up. Two

things fell out: one were a book, I think, and it must have tumbled

under the table, I fancy, for none on us noticed it; we was all crowding

to see what the other thing was, which were wrapped up in soft paper,

and fell on the table with a hard thump. `Just you open it, Miss

Philips,' says Joe Wright; `it's better for your lovely soft hands to do

it than our rough 'uns.'--`Go along with your nonsense, Joe,' says she;

but she takes up the little parcel and opens it; and what do you think

there were in it, Thomas?" He paused; but Bradly made no answer. "Ah!

You'd never guess. Why, it were a beautiful gold thing full of precious

stones, such as ladies wear round their wrists.

"Well, we all stared at it as if we was stuck. `What's to be done now?'

says I; `this'll be getting us into trouble.'--`Put it back, lock up the

bag, and take it back to where you fetched it from.'--`Nay,' says I,

`that won't pay; they'll lock me up for a thief.'--`Well, what do you

say yourself? I wish we'd never meddled with it, any of us; it'll be

getting us all into a scrape,' says another of my mates.--`Shall we bury

it?' says one.--`Shall we drop it into a pond?' says another.--`Nay,

it's sure to turn up agen us if we do,' says I. So we sat and talked

about it for some time, and had one pint after another, till we was all

pretty fresh. Then says I, all of a sudden, `I'll tell you what we'll

do, if you'll help me, and I'll pay for another pint all round,' (there

was just four of us altogether). `The express train from the north'll

be passing under the wooden bridge in the cutting a little after ten;

let's put the bracelet, as Miss Philips calls it, back into the bag, and

lock it up safe, and then let's take the bag, and one of us clamber down

among the timbers of the bridge, and drop the bag plump on the top of

the train. It don't stop, don't that train, till it gets to London; so

when they finds the bag at the other end, nobody'll know wherever it

came from, 'cos it's got no direction to it, and we shall get fairly

quit of it.'

"It were a wild sort of scheme, and I should never have thought of such

a thing if I hadn't had more ale than brains in me at the time. But

they all cried out as they'd join me, so we had t'other pint; and then

we put back the bracelet, and stuffed in a lot of papers with it, and

locked up the bag as it was afore."

"And the book?" asked Bradly, eagerly.

"Oh, we never thought about the book; it's never crossed my mind from

that day to this. I suppose we forgot all about it, we was so taken up

with the other thing. I daresay the landlady's daughter found it under

the table; and if she did, she'd be sure to keep it snug and not say

anything about it, as it might have told tales."

"Perhaps so, Ned. And what did you do next?"

"Why, we went our ways home; and Joe Wright took charge of the bag, as

his house was nearest the road as leads to the cutting. We all met at

poor Joe's at half-past nine, and walked together to the wooden bridge.

It were a rainy night, and the timbers of the bridge was very slippy.

It was proposed for Joe to drop the bag, and he were quite willing. I

was in a bit of a fright about him all the time, for he'd drunk more

than any of us, and his legs and hands wasn't over steady. Howsomever,

we'd no time to lose, so Joe got over the side of the bridge, and down

among the timbers, and the train came rushing on, and, as we stooped

over the side, we could see as the bag fell plump on to the top of the

carriage. We knowed afterwards as _that_ were all right; for if the bag

had dropped on one side, or been shook off, the police would have been

sure to have found it. And then poor Joe--eh! It were awful; I can't

bear to think of it. The Lord forgive me for having had aught to do

with it!--he tried to climb back, poor chap; but the great big beams was

wide to grasp, and very slippy with the rain, and he weren't used to

that sort of thing, and so he lost his hold, and down he fell on to the

rails, quite stunned; and, afore any on us could get at him, the

stopping train were on him, and he were a dead man."

The sick man, having thus finished his story, sank back exhausted; but,

recovering himself after a while, he said, "Well, Thomas, I've eased my

mind: you know all. If it hadn't been for me, poor Joe'd never have

come to that shocking end. I hope the Lord'll forgive me. But you may

be sure neither me nor my mates meant any harm to poor Joe."

"That's quite clear, Ned," replied Bradly, gravely; "it was indeed a

wild and foolish thing to do, but when the liquor's in the wit's out.

No doubt you've much to repent of, but certainly you aren't answerable

as if you'd killed poor Joe. Only, see how one thing leads to another.

If you'd only loved the inside of your home as much as you loved the

inside of the public, you'd have kept out of the way of temptation, and

have escaped a deal of misery. Well, Ned, cast this burden on the Lord.

Tell him all about it, as you've told me; and ask him to wash away all

your sins in his precious blood, and he'll do it."

"I will, I will, Thomas," said the poor sufferer.

When Bradly left Ned Taylor's house, he walked home very slowly,

revolving many thoughts in his mind, and, according to his fashion,

giving them expression in a talk, half out loud, to himself, as

follows:-- "Well, now, we've got another step on the road to set poor

Jane straight; and yet it looks like a step, and a good long step too,

back'ards. It's all explained now what's become of the bag and the

bracelet, but we're further off from getting them than ever. I don't

know; p'raps it's lying at the left-luggage office in London. I'll send

up and see. But I mustn't say anything about it at present to Jane.

But, suppose it shouldn't be there--what then? Why, we've lost all clue

to it; we're quite in the dark. Stop, stop, Thomas Bradly! What are

you about? What are you stumbling on in that fashion for, without your

two walking-sticks--`Do the next thing,' `One step at a time'? Ay,

that's it, to be sure. And the next thing's to send to the left-luggage

office in London; and the rest's to be left with the Lord."

So that evening Bradly spoke to one of the guards, a fellow-abstainer,

and a man with whom he was on intimate terms, telling him as much of the

story of the losing of the bag as was necessary, without mentioning his

sister's name, and asked him to make full inquiries in London. His

friend accordingly did so without delay, but brought back the sorrowful

tidings that nothing answering to the bag described was lying at the

left-luggage office, or had been seen or heard of by any of the

officials.

Poor Thomas! He could not help feeling a little disheartened. He had

hoped, as Ned Taylor proceeded with his confession, that something was

coming that would lead to the discovery of the long-lost and earnestly-

desired evidence of Jane's innocence; and now that confession only

showed that the bag had been carried hopelessly out of their reach. Had

it been hidden away somewhere in Crossbourne, there would have been a

good hope of hunting it out; but now that it had been conveyed away to

the great metropolis, and had been carried off from the railway

terminus, further search and inquiry seemed absolutely useless. Of

course, if an honest man had accidentally got hold of it, and found out

his mistake, it was possible he might have found some clue to the

rightful owner in Hollands' letter, if he discovered that letter in the

bag; but as nearly half a year had now gone by since the loss, there was

no reason to suppose that the bag had fallen into the hands of any one

willing, or, if willing, able to restore it. If, on the other hand, a

dishonest person had got hold of it, of course the bracelet would have

been broken up, or hopelessly sold away, and the bag destroyed.

It was now the beginning of June, when one evening Bradly was sitting in

his arm-chair at home, with a shadow on his face, as he meditated on

these things. Jane, whose quick eye marked every change in her

brother's countenance, was persuaded that there was something more than

usually amiss, for the light on Bradly's habitually cheerful face to be

clouded, and gently asked the cause.

"To tell you the truth, dear Jane," he replied, "I am troubled, spite of

myself, about your matter."

"What, Thomas! Have you heard anything fresh?"

"Yes, I have; but I wasn't meaning to say anything about it at present

to you, as I wouldn't trouble you to no purpose, and I thought I'd wait

for more light."

"Oh, tell me, Thomas, tell me! What is it?"

"Why, the simple truth is that the bag's been found; and yet it's lost,

and worse lost than ever."

"O Thomas!"

"Well, Jane dear, don't fret; I'll tell you all about it." He then

proceeded to give her the full particulars of Ned Taylor's story, and of

the endeavour he had made, but without success, to trace the bag in

London. Jane listened patiently, and did not speak when her brother had

finished, but her lips moved in silent prayer.

"Thomas," she said, quietly and sadly, "it is a sore trial of faith, but

let us still trust in the Lord, and follow your favourite maxim, `Do the

next thing.'"

"The Lord bless you, dear Jane, for your patience. You're right; only I

don't clearly see what _is_ the next thing."

"Will it not be of any use to advertise?" she asked.

"I'm afraid it's too late now," he said; "but, while we trust the Lord,

we must use all the means he puts within our reach. It is possible, of

course, that an advertisement in the London papers may meet the eye of

the person who has got the bag, supposing, that is to say, that an

honest man took it by mistake and has kept it." So the following

advertisement was inserted for a week in the principal London papers:--

Five Pounds Reward.--A small, shabby-looking carpet-bag, was lost or

stolen from the Northern Express on its arrival in London at the Saint

Pancras Station, at 3 a.m. December 24th last year. Whoever will

bring this bag to the clerk at the Left-Luggage Office, Saint Pancras

Station, with the contents as he found them, shall receive the above

reward.

Not much to the surprise, though still somewhat to the disappointment,

of brother and sister, no application was made for the reward by the

middle of June, and Bradly was obliged to confess to his sister that,

every effort having now been made, without success, to recover the bag,

he could do no more.

To his great surprise and relief, Jane heard him with a cheerful smile.

"Thomas," she said, "remember the good old saying, `Man's extremity is

God's opportunity.' You told me a while since you were convinced God

was about to clear up this trouble for us, and that you could trace his

guiding hand. Now, somehow or other, my faith, instead of failing, is

daily growing stronger. I'm persuaded, though I can't tell you why,

that we shall have full daylight on this matter, and perhaps before

long."

"The Lord be praised for this," exclaimed her brother. "O my dear Jane,

I've been wrong to doubt him. Yes, when old Jacob gave up all for lost,

and said, `All these things are against me,' it were just the other way;

the road was being made plain and straight for him--he was soon to see

once more his long-lost Joseph. And so it will be now. You believe it,

and I'll believe it, and we'll be looking out in faith and trust."

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