CHAPTER FIFTEEN

The next morning Thayor handed Alice a telegram. It was from Jack

Randall, accepting Sam's invitation to visit him.

"I am so glad he's coming!" he exclaimed, rubbing his hands in

delight. "Jack is a host in himself. Ah, that was a good idea of mine,

dear--splendid idea! I want Holcomb to dine with us, of course, while

Randall is here over Sunday; it's a pity he can't stay longer." Thayor

had not said a word to her about his "idea" until he had shown her

Randall's acceptance.

Alice said nothing, except to remark that she would be glad to see Mr.

Randall again--he was always so amusing; she did not relish the idea

of Holcomb sharing their table during his visit. She wondered

whether Thayor was paying her back for the many she had given without

consulting him.

"Who do you think is coming?" exclaimed Margaret, who had run over

to Holcomb's cabin to tell him the news that afternoon; "nice Jack

Randall!" she cried before he could even begin to think.

Holcomb opened his eyes in surprise.

"Father said you had met him at The Players," added Margaret.

"Met him--why I've known Mr. Randall for years! It seems mighty good

to think I'm going to see the dear fellow again. Well, that _is_ good

news--dear old Jack!"

They were standing in the open doorway of the cabin. Holcomb thought

he had never seen her look prettier than she did this sunny morning

without her hat--dressed as she was in a simple frock of some soft

white fabric cut low about her plump brown throat.

"May I come inside," she asked timidly, as she peeped into the new

interior.

"Why, certainly. Come in and sit down; you are really the only visitor

I've had except your father--sit down--won't you?" He drew a chair up

to his freshly scrubbed deal table.

Margaret looked up into his eyes--half seriously for a moment, as she

stood by the proffered chair.

"You are coming to dine with us while he's here," she said in her

frank way. "Father says you must."

Billy's embarrassment was evident. "That's really kind of him," he

replied, "but don't you think I'd better wait until--"

"There--you're going to refuse; I was half afraid you would. But

you will come--won't you? Please, Mr. Holcomb!" She seated herself

opposite him, resting her adorable little chin in her hands, her eyes

again looking into his own.

"I mean I'd rather your mother had asked me," he said, after a

moment's hesitation. "I'm afraid Mrs. Thayor would be better pleased

if I did not come, much as I'd like to."

The brown eyes were lowered and the corners of the young mouth

quivered; she lifted her head and he saw the eyes were dim with two

big tears.

"You'll come, won't you?" she faltered, trying hard to smile. He

started to rise, looking helplessly about him as a man who casts about

him for a remedy in an emergency.

"There, I shouldn't have said what I did," he explained as she brushed

away the tears. "I'm sorry--I didn't mean to hurt you."

"You haven't hurt me," she said; "you couldn't."

There was an awkward pause during which she buried her face in her

dimpled brown hands. Holcomb breathed heavily.

"You don't understand," she resumed bravely, trying to clear the

quaver in her voice, "and it's so hard for me to explain--and I _want_

you to understand--about--mother, I mean. Mother is dreadfully rude to

people at times--she is that way to nearly everyone whom she does not

consider smart people." Her young voice grew steadier. "I mean

whom she likes and are in her own set. It makes me feel so ashamed

sometimes I could cry."

"Come," coaxed Holcomb, "you mustn't feel badly about it. People are

all different, anyway. It's just Mrs. Thayor's way, I suppose, just as

it's your way, and your father's way, to be kind to everyone," he said

tenderly. He saw the colour flush to her cheeks.

"Mother has hurt you!" she cried indignantly. "I have seen it over and

over again. Oh, why can't people be a little more considerate. It's

not considered smart, I suppose. In society nearly everyone is rude to

one another--some of them are perfectly nasty and they think nothing

of saying horrid things about you behind your back! I hate New York,"

she exclaimed hotly; "I never knew what it was to be really happy

until I came to Big Shanty and these dear old woods. You have had

them all your life, so perhaps you can't understand what they mean to

me--how much I love them, Mr. Holcomb."

"They mean considerable to me," he replied. "They seem like home. I

liked what I saw in New York, and I had a good time down there with

Jack, but I know I'd get pretty tired of it if I had to live there in

that noise."

"I hate New York," she repeated impetuously, her brown hands trembling

after the tears. "If you had to go out--out--out--all the time to

stupid teas and dances, you would hate it too. It was hard waiting

for the camp. I--I--used to count the days--longing for the days you

promised it would be ready. It was so hard to wait--but I knew you

were doing your best, and daddy knew it too."

Holcomb reddened. "I'm glad you trusted me," he said, and added, "I

hope you will trust me always."

"Why, yes, of course I will!" she exclaimed, brightening. "Oh, you

know I will, don't you?"

Holcomb was conscious of a sudden sensation of infinite joy; it seemed

to spring up like an electric current from somewhere deep within him,

and tingled all over him.

"I'm glad you'll always trust me," he said, as he rose suddenly from

his chair and, going over to her, held out his hand. The words he had

just spoken he was as unconscious of as his impulsive gesture. "I

hope you'll always trust me," he repeated. "You see I wouldn't like to

disappoint you _ever_" he went on gently.

She gave the strong fingers that held her own a firm little squeeze,

not knowing why she did it.

"Of course I will. Oh, you know I'll trust you--always--always." She

said it simply--like a child telling the truth. "I must be going," she

ventured faintly. "You will come to the dinner--I mean--to dine with

us as long as they are here--promise me!" Again she looked appealingly

into his eyes as if she were speaking in a dream.

"Yes, if you want me," he said softly, almost in a whisper, still

thrilled by the pressure of her warm little hand. He stood watching

her as she slowly re-crossed the compound. Then he went in and shut

the door of his cabin and stood for some moments gazing at the chair

in which she had been seated--his heart beating fast.

* * * * *

The dinner was all that Thayor could have wished it. In this he had

consulted Blakeman, and not Alice. The soup was perfect; so were

a dozen young trout taken from an ice-cold brook an hour before,

accompanied by a dish of tender cucumbers fresh from the garden and

smothered in crushed ice; so was the dry champagne--a rare vintage

of hissing gold poured generously into Venetian glasses frail as

a bubble, iridescent and fashioned like an open flower; so was the

saddle of mutton that followed--and so, too, were the salad and

cheese--and the minor drinkables and eatables to the very end.

Moreover, Alice was in her best humour and in her best clothes; the

doctor genial; Thayor beaming; Margaret merry as a lark; Holcomb's

ease and personality a delight (Mrs. Thayor had at the last moment

sent a special invitation by Margaret, and he had come)--and Jack a

never-ending joy. That rare something which made every man who knew

him love him, bubbled out of him as ceaselessly as the ascending

commotion in the golden vintage. Moreover, this good fellow was

overjoyed at the change in his host; he felt that Thayor's splendid

health was largely due to his advice.

Jack's repertoire was famous; he had been a prime favourite at the

University smokers for years, and so when dinner was over, and the

guests were grouped about the roaring fire in the living room, Sperry

next to Alice, Blakeman passing the coffee, liqueurs and cigars,

he was ready to answer any call. And thus it was that Thayor, amid

general applause, led--or rather dragged--Jack triumphantly to the new

grand piano, finally picking him up bodily and depositing him before

the keyboard, where he held him on the stool with the grip of a

sheriff, until this best of fellows raised his hands hopelessly and

smiled to his eager audience.

Few skilled pianists possessed Jack's touch; his playing was snappy

and sympathetic--it was gay, and invested with a swing and rhythm

that were irresistible. He had at his command a vast host of

memories--everything from a Hungarian "Czardas" to Grieg. He rippled

on fantastically, joining together the seemingly impossible by a

series of harmonic transitions entirely his own. His crisp execution

was as facile as that of a virtuoso; he did things contrary to even

the first principles found in the instruction books of the pianoforte.

He rushed from the Dance of the Sun Feast of the Sioux Indians,

through a passage of rag time into the tenderest of cradle songs that

emerged in turn, by an intricate series of harmonic byways, into the

trio from Faust and leaped, as a climax at a single bound, to the

Rakoczy March--the shrill war march of Hungary, the rhythm of which

stirs the blood and made men fight up hill with forty clarionets in

line in the days when the Magyar took all before him--a march that

brought the blood to Alice Thayor's cheeks and diffused a lazy

brilliancy in her eyes--eyes that looked at Sperry under their curved

lashes. Under its spell there welled within her an irresistible desire

to scream--to dance savagely until she swooned. The last chord was as

vibrant as the crack of a whip.

As for Holcomb, a strange happiness had come to him. He had heard

Alice voice her surprise at his ease of manner and good breeding. "He

is a gentleman, Sam; I never could have believed it," and his eyes had

lighted up when his employer had replied, "As well-bred as Jack,

my dear. I am glad to hear you acknowledge it at last." But even a

greater joy possessed him,--a happiness which he dared not speak

about or risk the danger of destroying. Margaret trusted him!--that in

itself was enough for the moment. She had a way of looking earnestly

into his eyes now--moments when he made awkward attempts at concealing

his joy. There was, too, a certain note of tenderness in her voice

when she spoke to him. That firm pressure of her soft little hand--her

tears! What had she meant by it? he wondered. She seemed a different

being to him now--divine--not of this world. When they were alone

together her very presence made him forget all else save his loyalty

toward Thayor--in brief moments such as these he would gaze at her,

when she was not looking; conversation he found difficult. There were

moments, too, when he experienced a feeling of silent depression, and

other times when there sprang up within him a positive fear--the

first fear he had ever experienced. The dread that he might lose his

self-control and tell her frankly all that lay in his heart--how much

he thought of her--how much he would always think of her. Yet he

would rather have left Big Shanty forever than have offended her. How

strange it all seemed to him! Could she really care for him?--this

girl, the very essence of refinement--this child of luxury. The

realization of the wide social breach that lay between them was plain

enough to him; he was not of her world--not of her blood.

The hopelessness of this thought brought with it a feeling of

bitterness. Once he dreamed she had kissed him. It was all so real

to him in his dream--they were a long way off in the woods somewhere

together, back of Big Shanty, near a pond which he had never seen; he

was leading her down to its edge through some rough timber, when she

sighed, "I am so tired, Billy," and sank down in a little heap half

fainting from exhaustion. He took her into his arms and carried

her--she cuddled her head against his throat. Then she kissed him

twice, and he awoke.

For a long time he sat wondering on the edge of his cot--the light

from a waning moon streaking across the cabin floor. He tried to go

to sleep, in the hope that his dream might continue, but he dreamed of

horses breaking through the ice. He wakened again at the first glimmer

of dawn--dressed and went out in the crisp air for a tramp, still

thinking of his dream and the memory of her dear lips against his

cheek.

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