CHAPTER VIII

At last, one morning, in a clear spot of a glassy horizon charged with

heraldic masses of black vapours, the island grew out from the sea,

showing here and there its naked members of basaltic rock through the

rents of heavy foliage. Later, in the great spilling of all the riches

of sunset, Malata stood out green and rosy before turning into a violet

shadow in the autumnal light of the expiring day. Then came the night.

In the faint airs the schooner crept on past a sturdy squat headland, and

it was pitch dark when her headsails ran down, she turned short on her

heel, and her anchor bit into the sandy bottom on the edge of the outer

reef; for it was too dangerous then to attempt entering the little bay

full of shoals. After the last solemn flutter of the mainsail the

murmuring voices of the Moorsom party lingered, very frail, in the black

stillness.

They were sitting aft, on chairs, and nobody made a move. Early in the

day, when it had become evident that the wind was failing, Renouard,

basing his advice on the shortcomings of his bachelor establishment, had

urged on the ladies the advisability of not going ashore in the middle of

the night. Now he approached them in a constrained manner (it was

astonishing the constraint that had reigned between him and his guests

all through the passage) and renewed his arguments. No one ashore would

dream of his bringing any visitors with him. Nobody would even think of

coming off. There was only one old canoe on the plantation. And landing

in the schooner’s boats would be awkward in the dark. There was the risk

of getting aground on some shallow patches. It would be best to spend

the rest of the night on board.

There was really no opposition. The professor smoking a pipe, and very

comfortable in an ulster buttoned over his tropical clothes, was the

first to speak from his long chair.

“Most excellent advice.”

Next to him Miss Moorsom assented by a long silence. Then in a voice as

of one coming out of a dream—

“And so this is Malata,” she said. “I have often wondered . . .”

A shiver passed through Renouard. She had wondered! What about? Malata

was himself. He and Malata were one. And she had wondered! She had . . .

The professor’s sister leaned over towards Renouard. Through all these

days at sea the man’s—the found man’s—existence had not been alluded to

on board the schooner. That reticence was part of the general constraint

lying upon them all. She, herself, certainly had not been exactly elated

by this finding—poor Arthur, without money, without prospects. But she

felt moved by the sentiment and romance of the situation.

“Isn’t it wonderful,” she whispered out of her white wrap, “to think of

poor Arthur sleeping there, so near to our dear lovely Felicia, and not

knowing the immense joy in store for him to-morrow.”

There was such artificiality in the wax-flower lady that nothing in this

speech touched Renouard. It was but the simple anxiety of his heart that

he was voicing when he muttered gloomily—

“No one in the world knows what to-morrow may hold in store.”

The mature lady had a recoil as though he had said something impolite.

What a harsh thing to say—instead of finding something nice and

appropriate. On board, where she never saw him in evening clothes,

Renouard’s resemblance to a duke’s son was not so apparent to her.

Nothing but his—ah—bohemianism remained. She rose with a sort of

ostentation.

“It’s late—and since we are going to sleep on board to-night . . .” she

said. “But it does seem so cruel.”

The professor started up eagerly, knocking the ashes out of his pipe.

“Infinitely more sensible, my dear Emma.”

Renouard waited behind Miss Moorsom’s chair.

She got up slowly, moved one step forward, and paused looking at the

shore. The blackness of the island blotted out the stars with its vague

mass like a low thundercloud brooding over the waters and ready to burst

into flame and crashes.

“And so—this is Malata,” she repeated dreamily, moving towards the cabin

door. The clear cloak hanging from her shoulders, the ivory face—for the

night had put out nothing of her but the gleams of her hair—made her

resemble a shining dream-woman uttering words of wistful inquiry. She

disappeared without a sign, leaving Renouard penetrated to the very

marrow by the sounds that came from her body like a mysterious resonance

of an exquisite instrument.

He stood stock still. What was this accidental touch which had evoked

the strange accent of her voice? He dared not answer that question. But

he had to answer the question of what was to be done now. Had the moment

of confession come? The thought was enough to make one’s blood run cold.

It was as if those people had a premonition of something. In the

taciturn days of the passage he had noticed their reserve even amongst

themselves. The professor smoked his pipe moodily in retired spots.

Renouard had caught Miss Moorsom’s eyes resting on himself more than

once, with a peculiar and grave expression. He fancied that she avoided

all opportunities of conversation. The maiden lady seemed to nurse a

grievance. And now what had he to do?

The lights on the deck had gone out one after the other. The schooner

slept.

About an hour after Miss Moorsom had gone below without a sign or a word

for him, Renouard got out of his hammock slung in the waist under the

midship awning—for he had given up all the accommodation below to his

guests. He got out with a sudden swift movement, flung off his sleeping

jacket, rolled his pyjamas up his thighs, and stole forward, unseen by

the one Kanaka of the anchor-watch. His white torso, naked like a

stripped athlete’s, glimmered, ghostly, in the deep shadows of the deck.

Unnoticed he got out of the ship over the knight-heads, ran along the

back rope, and seizing the dolphin-striker firmly with both hands,

lowered himself into the sea without a splash.

He swam away, noiseless like a fish, and then struck boldly for the land,

sustained, embraced, by the tepid water. The gentle, voluptuous heave of

its breast swung him up and down slightly; sometimes a wavelet murmured

in his ears; from time to time, lowering his feet, he felt for the bottom

on a shallow patch to rest and correct his direction. He landed at the

lower end of the bungalow garden, into the dead stillness of the island.

There were no lights. The plantation seemed to sleep, as profoundly as

the schooner. On the path a small shell cracked under his naked heel.

The faithful half-caste foreman going his rounds cocked his ears at the

sharp sound. He gave one enormous start of fear at the sight of the

swift white figure flying at him out of the night. He crouched in

terror, and then sprang up and clicked his tongue in amazed recognition.

“Tse! Tse! The master!”

“Be quiet, Luiz, and listen to what I say.”

Yes, it was the master, the strong master who was never known to raise

his voice, the man blindly obeyed and never questioned. He talked low

and rapidly in the quiet night, as if every minute were precious. On

learning that three guests were coming to stay Luiz clicked his tongue

rapidly. These clicks were the uniform, stenographic symbols of his

emotions, and he could give them an infinite variety of meaning. He

listened to the rest in a deep silence hardly affected by the low, “Yes,

master,” whenever Renouard paused.

“You understand?” the latter insisted. “No preparations are to be made

till we land in the morning. And you are to say that Mr. Walter has gone

off in a trading schooner on a round of the islands.”

“Yes, master.”

“No mistakes—mind!”

“No, master.”

Renouard walked back towards the sea. Luiz, following him, proposed to

call out half a dozen boys and man the canoe.

“Imbecile!”

“Tse! Tse! Tse!”

“Don’t you understand that you haven’t seen me?”

“Yes, master. But what a long swim. Suppose you drown.”

“Then you can say of me and of Mr. Walter what you like. The dead don’t

mind.”

Renouard entered the sea and heard a faint “Tse! Tse! Tse!” of concern

from the half-caste, who had already lost sight of the master’s dark head

on the overshadowed water.

Renouard set his direction by a big star that, dipping on the horizon,

seemed to look curiously into his face. On this swim back he felt the

mournful fatigue of all that length of the traversed road, which brought

him no nearer to his desire. It was as if his love had sapped the

invisible supports of his strength. There came a moment when it seemed

to him that he must have swum beyond the confines of life. He had a

sensation of eternity close at hand, demanding no effort—offering its

peace. It was easy to swim like this beyond the confines of life looking

at a star. But the thought: “They will think I dared not face them and

committed suicide,” caused a revolt of his mind which carried him on. He

returned on board, as he had left, unheard and unseen. He lay in his

hammock utterly exhausted and with a confused feeling that he had been

beyond the confines of life, somewhere near a star, and that it was very

quiet there.

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