CHAPTER XII

THE FIRES OF HELL

She had never before so fully realized the grim, uncompromising strength

of the man as at that moment. The day before he had lifted and borne her

as though she had been a child. To-night she was a pigmy in the grasp of

a giant.

He carried her without words to the kitchen and set her down there in

the leathern arm-chair. She had a glimpse of his face as he did so, and

it was as it had been earlier in the day—a mask of anger.

He did not speak to her, but went to a cupboard in the wall and took

therefrom a bottle and a glass. Weak and trembling from her fall, she

watched him pour out a small dose of spirit and add thereto water from a

jug on the dresser. Then he came back to her, stooped and put it to her

lips. His arm was behind her head as she drank. She felt the strong

support of it, the compulsion of the hand that held the glass. But she

could not raise her eyes to his. She drank in mute submission.

The dose steadied her, and she sat up. His silence oppressed her like a

crushing weight. She felt it must be broken at all costs.

“I am so sorry to have given you this trouble,” she said. “You will

think me very strange, but I am afraid I can’t explain anything. I will

go back to my room.”

He set down the glass with decision and spoke. “I am sorry to appear

unreasonable—or anything else unpleasant. But I am afraid I can’t let

you go back to your room at present.”

She turned and gazed at him. “What on earth do you mean?”

His look came to her, and his anger seemed to smite her as with physical

force. “My reasons—like yours—won’t bear explanation,” he said.

She gripped the arms of her chair. Had she heard him aright? The thing

was unbelievable. “Are you mad?” she said.

He was standing squarely in front of her. He smiled—a smile that turned

her cold. “That I can’t tell you. What is madness? I know I have got you

here—in my power. And I know I mean to keep you. If that is madness,

well—” he lifted his shoulders slightly, the old characteristic

movement—“then I am mad.”

She stared at him in growing apprehension. Was the man sober? The doubt

flashed through her mind and vanished. He was so deadly calm in his

anger. He had locked away his fury as if it were a flaming furnace

behind iron doors. But his strength was terrible, unsparing. It menaced

her, whichever way she turned.

But her spirit was reviving. It was not her way to submit meekly to the

mastery of any man. Very suddenly she rose and faced him. “This is more

than I will endure,” she said, speaking briefly and clearly. “Nothing on

earth shall keep me in this room against my will!”

She needed to pass him to reach the door into the passage. He stood

squarely in her path. She heard him draw a hard breath.

“There is such a thing as brute force,” he said.

She looked him straight in the eyes. “You wouldn’t dare!”

His eyes leaped to flame, holding hers. “Don’t tempt me!” he said,

between his teeth.

That checked her for a moment. Something seemed to clutch at her heart.

Then pride leaped up full-armed, and she flung it from her. She laughed

in his face.

“Do you think you are going to treat me as one of your slaves?” she said

contemptuously, and made to pass him.

He flung out an arm before her. His voice came, low and passionate. It

was as if the locked doors were opening. She felt the scorching heat

behind.

“If you attempt to pass me—you do it at your own risk,” he said.

She stopped. His eyes seemed to be consuming her. In spite of herself,

she shrank, averting her own.

“At your own risk,” he said again, and very slowly his arm fell.

There followed a silence that was somehow appalling. She stood as one

paralysed. She would have returned to her chair, but lacked the

strength. So he was in earnest, this extraordinary man. He actually

meant to hold her against her will. And wherefore? She almost challenged

him with the question, but something held her back—perhaps it was the

consciousness of that intolerable heat of which she had been aware with

the utterance of his last words.

She spoke at length. “I don’t understand you. What is the matter?”

He made a harsh sound in his throat; it was as though he choked a laugh.

“Do you really wish me to be more explicit? If so, by all means let us

drop all subterfuge and come down to bare facts! Why are you trying to

creep out of the house by stealth? Answer me!”

It was he then who meant to force a battle. The sudden knowledge gave

her back her courage, but she knew it for the courage of desperation.

She lifted her head and faced him. “What is that to you? Does the fact

that I have been your guest—your helpless and involuntary

guest—entitle you to control my movements or to demand an account of

them? I resent your attitude, and I absolutely repudiate your authority.

You may keep me here against my will—if you are coward enough. But you

will never—however long you wait—induce me to confide my affairs to

you. And let me tell you this! When I leave this house, I shall

never—no, never—enter it again!”

Fiercely she flung the words, answering challenge with challenge,

realizing that it was only by launching herself on the torrent of her

anger that she could hope to make any headway against him. For he stood

in her path like an opposing force, waiting to hurl her back.

Panting, she ceased to speak. The effort of her defiance was beginning

to cost her dear. Almost by instinct she groped for the table and

supported herself against it, conscious of a whirling tumult in her

brain that she was powerless to still. Too late she realized that the

power to which she had entrusted herself had betrayed her.

She saw it in his face—the sudden mockery that gleamed in his eyes. He

spoke, and his words cut with a stabbing accuracy straight through the

armour of her indignation. “Had I known—what I now know,” he said,

“What I might have known from the beginning from the manner of your

coming, I certainly would not have entertained you in this house. I have

my sisters to think of.”

“Ah!” she said, and no more; for words failed her. The horror of it

overwhelmed her utterly and completely. It seemed to her that she had

never known the meaning of pain until that moment—pain that bereft her

of all normal self-control—pain that made her gasp in sheer agony.

The walls of the room seemed to be closing in upon her. She felt her

feet slip away from under her. Desperately she tried to recover her

balance, failed, sought to cling to the table but felt her hands could

find no hold upon the hard wood.

And then there came the consciousness of his arms surrounding her. He

lifted her, he held her to him, and she felt again the awful flame of

his look, consuming her.

“And I loved you!” he said. “I—loved you!”

She fought against him breathlessly, feeling that if his lips touched

hers life would never be endurable again. But he mastered her without

apparent effort. He conquered her slowly, with a fiendish precision that

was as iron to her soul. With that dreadful smile upon his face he

overcame her spasmodic struggles for freedom. He kissed her, and by his

kiss he quelled her resistance; for she felt the fires of hell, and

fainted in his hold.

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