TO MY surprise, two or three days after I lunched with Alroy Kear I
received a letter from Edward Driffield’s widow. It ran as follows:
DEAR FRIEND,
_I hear that you had a long talk with Roy last week about Edward
Driffield and I am so glad to know that you spoke of him so
nicely. He often talked to me of you. He had the greatest
admiration for your talent and he was so very pleased to see you
when you came to lunch with us. I wonder if you have in your
possession any letters that he wrote to you and if so whether
you would let me have copies of them. I should be very pleased
if I could persuade you to come down for two or three days and
stay with me. I live very quietly now and have no one here, so
please choose your own time. I shall be delighted to see you
again and have a talk of old times. I have a particular service
I want you to do me and I am sure that for the sake of my dear
dead husband you will not refuse._
_Yours ever sincerely_,
AMY DRIFFIELD.
I had seen Mrs. Driffield only once and she but mildly interested me; I
do not like being addressed as “dear friend”; that alone would have been
enough to make me decline her invitation; and I was exasperated by its
general character which, however ingenious an excuse I invented, made
the reason I did not go quite obvious, namely, that I did not want to. I
had no letters of Driffield’s. I suppose years ago he had written to me
several times, brief notes, but he was then an obscure scribbler and
even if I ever kept letters it would never have occurred to me to keep
his. How was I to know that he was going to be acclaimed as the greatest
novelist of our day? I hesitated only because Mrs. Driffield said she
wanted me to do something for her. It would certainly be a nuisance, but
it would be churlish not to do it if I could, and after all her husband
was a very distinguished man.
The letter came by the first post and after breakfast I rang up Roy. As
soon as I mentioned my name I was put through to him by his secretary.
If I were writing a detective story I should immediately have suspected
that my call was awaited, and Roy’s virile voice calling hullo would
have confirmed my suspicion. No one could naturally be quite so cheery
so early in the morning.
“I hope I didn’t wake you,” I said.
“Good God, no.” His healthy laugh rippled along the wires. “I’ve been up
since seven. I’ve been riding in the park. I’m just going to have
breakfast. Come along and have it with me.”
“I have a great affection for you, Roy,” I answered, “but I don’t think
you’re the sort of person I’d care to have breakfast with. Besides, I’ve
already had mine. Look here, I’ve just had a letter from Mrs. Driffield
asking me to go down and stay.”
“Yes, she told me she was going to ask you. We might go down together.
She’s got quite a good grass court and she does one very well. I think
you’d like it.”
“What is it that she wants me to do?”
“Ah, I think she’d like to tell you that herself.”
There was a softness in Roy’s voice such as I imagined he would use if
he were telling a prospective father that his wife was about to gratify
his wishes. It cut no ice with me.
“Come off it, Roy,” I said. “I’m too old a bird to be caught with chaff.
Spit it out.”
There was a moment’s pause at the other end of the telephone. I felt
that Roy did not like my expression.
“Are you busy this morning?” he asked suddenly. “I’d like to come and
see you.”
“All right, come on. I shall be in till one.”
“I’ll be round in about an hour.”
I replaced the receiver and relit my pipe. I gave Mrs. Driffield’s
letter a second glance.
I remembered vividly the luncheon to which she referred. I happened to
be staying for a long week-end not far from Tercanbury with a certain
Lady Hodmarsh, the clever and handsome American wife of a sporting
baronet with no intelligence and charming manners. Perhaps to relieve
the tedium of domestic life she was in the habit of entertaining persons
connected with the arts. Her parties were mixed and gay. Members of the
nobility and gentry mingled with astonishment and an uneasy awe with
painters, writers, and actors. Lady Hodmarsh neither read the books nor
looked at the pictures of the people to whom she offered hospitality,
but she liked their company and enjoyed the feeling it gave her of being
in the artistic know. When on this occasion the conversation happened to
dwell for a moment on Edward Driffield, her most celebrated neighbour,
and I mentioned that I had at one time known him very well she proposed
that we should go over and lunch with him on Monday when a number of her
guests were going back to London. I demurred, for I had not seen
Driffield for five and thirty years and I could not believe that he
would remember me; and if he did (though this I kept to myself) I could
not believe that it would be with pleasure. But there was a young peer
there, a certain Lord Scallion, with literary inclinations so violent
that, instead of ruling this country as the laws of man and nature have
decreed, he devoted his energy to the composition of detective novels.
His curiosity to see Driffield was boundless and the moment Lady
Hodmarsh made her suggestion he said it would be too divine. The star
guest of the party was a big young fat duchess and it appeared that her
admiration for the celebrated writer was so intense that she was
prepared to cut an engagement in London and not go up till the
afternoon.
“That would make four of us,” said Lady Hodmarsh. “I don’t think they
could manage more than that. I’ll wire to Mrs. Driffield at once.”
I could not see myself going to see Driffield in that company and tried
to throw cold water on the scheme.
“It’ll only bore him to death,” I said. “He’ll hate having a lot of
strangers barging in on him like this. He’s a very old man.”
“That’s why if they want to see him they’d better see him now. He can’t
last much longer. Mrs. Driffield says he likes to meet people. They
never see anybody but the doctor and the parson and it’s a change for
them. Mrs. Driffield said I could always bring anyone interesting. Of
course she has to be very careful. He’s pestered by all sorts of people
who want to see him just out of idle curiosity, and interviewers and
authors who want him to read their books, and silly hysterical women.
But Mrs. Driffield is wonderful. She keeps everyone away from him but
those she thinks he ought to see. I mean, he’d be dead in a week if he
saw everyone who wants to see him. She has to think of his strength.
Naturally we’re different.”
Of course I thought I was; but as I looked at them I perceived that the
duchess and Lord Scallion thought they were too; so it seemed best to
say no more.
We drove over in a bright yellow Rolls. Ferne Court was three miles from
Blackstable. It was a stucco house built, I suppose, about 1840, plain
and unpretentious, but substantial; it was the same back and front, two
large bows on each side of a flat piece in which was the front door, and
there were two large bows on the first floor. A plain parapet hid the
low roof. It stood in about an acre of garden, somewhat overgrown with
trees, but neatly tended, and from the drawing room window you had a
pleasant view of woods and green downland. The drawing room was
furnished so exactly as you felt a drawing room in a country house of
modest size should be furnished that it was slightly disconcerting.
Clean bright chintzes covered the comfortable chairs and the large sofa,
and the curtains were of the same bright clean chintz. On little
Chippendale tables stood large Oriental bowls filled with pot-pourri. On
the cream-coloured walls were pleasant water colours by painters well
known at the beginning of this century. There were great masses of
flowers charmingly arranged, and on the grand piano in silver frames
photographs of celebrated actresses, deceased authors, and minor
royalties.
It was no wonder that the duchess cried out that it was a lovely room.
It was just the kind of room in which a distinguished writer should
spend the evening of his days. Mrs. Driffield received us with modest
assurance. She was a woman of about five and forty, I judged, with a
small sallow face and neat, sharp features. She had a black cloche hat
pressed tight down on her head and wore a gray coat and skirt. Her
figure was slight and she was neither tall nor short, and she looked
trim, competent, and alert. She might have been the squire’s widowed
daughter, who ran the parish and had a peculiar gift for organization.
She introduced us to a clergyman and a lady, who got up as we were shown
in. They were the Vicar of Blackstable and his wife. Lady Hodmarsh and
the duchess immediately assumed that cringing affability that persons of
rank assume with their inferiors in order to show them that they are not
for a moment aware that there is any difference of station between them.
Then Edward Driffield came in. I had seen portraits of him from time to
time in the illustrated papers but it was with dismay that I saw him in
the flesh. He was smaller than I remembered and very thin, his head was
barely covered with fine silvery hair, he was clean-shaven, and his skin
was almost transparent. His blue eyes were very pale and the rims of his
eyelids red. He looked an old, old man, hanging on to mortality by a
thread; he wore very white false teeth and they made his smile seem
forced and stiff. I had never seen him but bearded and his lips were
thin and pallid. He was dressed in a new, well-cut suit of blue serge
and his low collar, two or three sizes too large for him, showed a
wrinkled, scraggy neck. He wore a neat black tie with a pearl in it. He
looked a little like a dean in mufti on his summer holiday in
Switzerland.
Mrs. Driffield gave him a quick glance as he came in and smiled
encouragingly; she must have been satisfied with the neatness of his
appearance. He shook hands with his guests and to each one said
something civil. When he came to me he said:
“It’s very good of a busy and successful man like you to come all this
way to see an old fogey.”
I was a trifle taken aback, for he spoke as though he had never seen me
before, and I was afraid my friends would think I had been boasting when
I claimed at one time to have known him intimately. I wondered if he had
completely forgotten me.
“I don’t know how many years it is since we last met,” I said, trying to
be hearty.
He looked at me for what I suppose was no more than a few seconds, but
for what seemed to me quite a long time, and then I had a sudden shock;
he gave me a little wink. It was so quick that nobody but I could have
caught it, and so unexpected in that distinguished old face that I could
hardly believe my eyes. In a moment his face was once more composed,
intelligently benign, and quietly observant. Luncheon was announced and
we trooped into the dining room.
This also was in what can only be described as the acme of good taste.
On the Chippendale sideboard were silver candlesticks. We sat on
Chippendale chairs and ate off a Chippendale table. In a silver bowl in
the middle were roses and round this were silver dishes with chocolates
in them and peppermint creams; the silver salt cellars were brightly
polished and evidently Georgian. On the cream-coloured walls were
mezzotints of ladies painted by Sir Peter Lely and on the chimney-piece
a garniture of blue delft. The service was conducted by two maids in
brown uniform and Mrs. Driffield in the midst of her fluent conversation
kept a wary eye on them. I wondered how she had managed to train these
buxom Kentish girls (their healthy colour and high cheek bones betrayed
the fact that they were “local”) to such a pitch of efficiency. The
lunch was just right for the occasion, smart but not showy, fillets of
sole rolled up and covered with a white sauce, roast chicken, with new
potatoes and green peas, asparagus and gooseberry fool. It was the
dining room and the lunch and the manner which you felt exactly fitted a
literary gent of great celebrity but moderate wealth.
Mrs. Driffield, like the wives of most men of letters, was a great
talker and she did not let the conversation at her end of the table
flag; so that, however much we might have wanted to hear what her
husband was saying at the other, we had no opportunity. She was gay and
sprightly. Though Edward Driffield’s indifferent health and great age
obliged her to live most of the year in the country, she managed
notwithstanding to run up to town often enough to keep abreast of what
was going on and she was soon engaged with Lord Scallion in an animated
discussion of the plays in the London theatres and the terrible crowd at
the Royal Academy. It had taken her two visits to look at all the
pictures and even then she had not had time to see the water colours.
She liked water colours so much; they were unpretentious; she hated
things to be pretentious.
So that host and hostess should sit at the head and foot of the table,
the vicar sat next to Lord Scallion and his wife next to the duchess.
The duchess engaged her in conversation on the subject of working-class
dwellings, a subject on which she seemed to be much more at home than
the parson’s lady, and my attention being thus set free I watched Edward
Driffield. He was talking to Lady Hodmarsh. She was apparently telling
him how to write a novel and giving him a list of a few that he really
ought to read. He listened to her with what looked like polite interest,
putting in now and then a remark in a voice too low for me to catch, and
when she made a jest (she made them frequently and often good ones) he
gave a little chuckle and shot her a quick look that seemed to say: this
woman isn’t such a damned fool after all. Remembering the past, I asked
myself curiously what he thought of this grand company, his neatly
turned out wife, so competent and discreetly managing, and the elegant
surroundings in which he lived. I wondered if he regretted his early
days of adventure. I wondered if all this amused him or if the amiable
civility of his manner masked a hideous boredom. Perhaps he felt my eyes
upon him, for he raised his. They rested on me for a while with a
meditative look, mild and yet oddly scrutinizing, and then suddenly,
unmistakably this time, he gave me another wink. The frivolous gesture
in that old, withered face was more than startling, it was embarrassing;
I did not know what to do. My lips outlined a dubious smile.
But the duchess joining in the conversation at the head of the table,
the vicar’s wife turned to me.
“You knew him many years ago, didn’t you?” she asked me in a low tone.
“Yes.”
She gave the company a glance to see that no one was attending to us.
“His wife is anxious that you shouldn’t call up old memories that might
be painful to him. He’s very frail, you know, and the least thing upsets
him.”
“I’ll be very careful.”
“The way she looks after him is simply wonderful. Her devotion is a
lesson to all of us. She realizes what a precious charge it is. Her
unselfishness is beyond words.” She lowered her voice a little more. “Of
course he’s a very old man and old men sometimes are a little trying;
I’ve never seen her out of patience. In her way she’s just as wonderful
as he is.”
These were the sort of remarks to which it was difficult to find a
reply, but I felt that one was expected of me.
“Considering everything I think he looks very well,” I murmured.
“He owes it all to her.”
At the end of luncheon we went back into the drawing room and after we
had been standing about for two or three minutes Edward Driffield came
up to me. I was talking with the vicar and for want of anything better
to say was admiring the charming view. I turned to my host.
“I was just saying how picturesque that little row of cottages is down
there.”
“From here.” Driffield looked at their broken outline and an ironic
smile curled his thin lips. “I was born in one of them. Rum, isn’t it?”
But Mrs. Driffield came up to us with bustling geniality. Her voice was
brisk and melodious.
“Oh, Edward, I’m sure the duchess would like to see your writing room.
She has to go almost immediately.”
“I’m so sorry, but I must catch the three-eighteen from Tercanbury,”
said the duchess.
We filed into Driffield’s study. It was a large room on the other side
of the house, looking out on the same view as the dining room, with a
bow window. It was the sort of room that a devoted wife would evidently
arrange for her literary husband. It was scrupulously tidy and large
bowls of flowers gave it a feminine touch.
“This is the desk at which he’s written all his later works,” said Mrs.
Driffield, closing a book that was open face downward on it. “It’s the
frontispiece in the third volume of the _edition de luxe_. It’s a period
piece.”
We all admired the writing table and Lady Hodmarsh, when she thought no
one was looking, ran her fingers along its under edge to see if it was
genuine. Mrs. Driffield gave us a quick, bright smile.
“Would you like to see one of his manuscripts?”
“I’d love to,” said the duchess, “and then I simply must bolt.”
Mrs. Driffield took from a shelf a manuscript bound in blue morocco, and
while the rest of the party reverently examined it I had a look at the
books with which the room was lined. As authors will, I ran my eye round
quickly to see if there were any of mine, but could not find one; I saw,
however, a complete set of Alroy Kear’s and a great many novels in
bright bindings, which looked suspiciously unread; I guessed that they
were the works of authors who had sent them to the master in homage to
his talent and perhaps the hope of a few words of eulogy that could be
used in the publisher’s advertisements. But all the books were so neatly
arranged, they were so clean, that I had the impression they were very
seldom read. There was the Oxford Dictionary and there were standard
editions in grand bindings of most of the English classics, Fielding,
Boswell, Hazlitt, and so on, and there were a great many books on the
sea; I recognized the variously coloured, untidy volumes of the sailing
directions issued by the Admiralty, and there were a number of works on
gardening. The room had the look not of a writer’s workshop, but of a
memorial to a great name, and you could almost see already the desultory
tripper wandering in for want of something better to do and smell the
rather musty, close smell of a museum that few visited. I had a
suspicion that nowadays if Driffield read anything at all it was the
_Gardener’s Chronicle_ or the _Shipping Gazette_, of which I saw a
bundle on a table in the corner.
When the ladies had seen all they wanted we bade our hosts farewell. But
Lady Hodmarsh was a woman of tact and it must have occurred to her that
I, the excuse for the party, had scarcely had a word with Edward
Driffield, for at the door, enveloping me with a friendly smile, she
said to him:
“I was so interested to hear that you and Mr. Ashenden had known one
another years and years ago. Was he a nice little boy?”
Driffield looked at me for a moment with that level, ironic gaze of his.
I had the impression that if there had been nobody there he would have
put his tongue out at me.
“Shy,” he replied. “I taught him to ride a bicycle.”
We got once more into the huge yellow Rolls and drove off.
“He’s too sweet,” said the duchess. “I’m so glad we went.”
“He has such nice manners, hasn’t he?” said Lady Hodmarsh.
“You didn’t really expect him to eat his peas with a knife, did you?” I
asked.
“I wish he had,” said Scallion. “It would have been so picturesque.”
“I believe it’s very difficult,” said the duchess. “I’ve tried over and
over again and I can never get them to stay on.”
“You have to spear them,” said Scallion.
“Not at all,” retorted the duchess. “You have to balance them on the
flat, and they roll like the devil.”
“What did you think of Mrs. Driffield?” asked Lady Hodmarsh.
“I suppose she serves her purpose,” said the duchess.
“He’s so old, poor darling, he must have someone to look after him. You
know she was a hospital nurse?”
“Oh, was she?” said the duchess. “I thought perhaps she’d been his
secretary or typist or something.”
“She’s quite nice,” said Lady Hodmarsh, warmly defending a friend.
“Oh, quite.”
“He had a long illness about twenty years ago, and she was his nurse
then, and after he got well he married her.”
“Funny how men will do that. She must have been years younger than him.
She can’t be more than—what?—forty or forty-five.”
“No, I shouldn’t think so. Forty-seven, say. I’m told she’s done a great
deal for him. I mean, she’s made him quite presentable. Alroy Kear told
me that before that he was almost too bohemian.”
“As a rule authors’ wives are odious.”
“It’s such a bore having to have them, isn’t it?”
“Crushing. I wonder they don’t see that themselves.”
“Poor wretches, they often suffer from the delusion that people find
them interesting,” I murmured.
We reached Tercanbury, dropped the duchess at the station, and drove on.
V
IT WAS true that Edward Driffield had taught me to bicycle. That was
indeed how I first made his acquaintance. I do not know how long the
safety bicycle had been invented, but I know that it was not common in
the remote part of Kent in which I lived and when you saw someone
speeding along on solid tires you turned round and looked till he was
out of sight. It was still a matter for jocularity on the part of
middle-aged gentlemen who said Shank’s pony was good enough for them,
and for trepidation on the part of elderly ladies who made a dash for
the side of the road when they saw one coming. I had been for some time
filled with envy of the boys whom I saw riding into the school grounds
on their bicycles, and it gave a pretty opportunity for showing off when
you entered the gateway without holding on to the handles. I had
persuaded my uncle to let me have one at the beginning of the summer
holidays, and though my aunt was against it, since she said I should
only break my neck, he had yielded to my pertinacity more willingly
because I was of course paying for it out of my own money. I ordered it
before school broke up and a few days later the carrier brought it over
from Tercanbury.
I was determined to learn to ride it by myself and chaps at school had
told me that they had learned in half an hour. I tried and tried and at
last came to the conclusion that I was abnormally stupid (I am inclined
now to think that I was exaggerating), but even after my pride was
sufficiently humbled for me to allow the gardener to hold me up I seemed
at the end of the first morning no nearer to being able to get on by
myself than at the beginning. Next day, however, thinking that the
carriage drive at the vicarage was too winding to give a fellow a proper
chance, I wheeled the bicycle to a road not far away which I knew was
perfectly flat and straight and so solitary that no one would see me
making a fool of myself. I tried several times to mount, but fell off
each time. I barked my shins against the pedals and got very hot and
bothered. After I had been doing this for about an hour, though I began
to think that God did not intend me to ride a bicycle, but was
determined (unable to bear the thought of the sarcasms of my uncle, his
representative at Blackstable) to do so all the same, to my disgust I
saw two people on bicycles coming along the deserted road. I immediately
wheeled my machine to the side and sat down on a stile, looking out to
sea in a nonchalant way as though I had been for a ride and were just
sitting there wrapped in contemplation of the vasty ocean. I kept my
eyes dreamily averted from the two persons who were advancing toward me,
but I felt that they were coming nearer, and through the corner of my
eye I saw that they were a man and a woman. As they passed me the woman
swerved violently to my side of the road and, crashing against me, fell
to the ground.
“Oh, I’m sorry,” she said. “I knew I should fall off the moment I saw
you.”
It was impossible under the circumstances to preserve my appearance of
abstraction and, blushing furiously, I said that it didn’t matter at
all.
The man had got off as she fell.
“You haven’t hurt yourself?” he asked.
“Oh, no.”
I recognized him then as Edward Driffield, the author I had seen walking
with the curate a few days before.
“I’m just learning to ride,” said his companion. “And I fall off
whenever I see anything in the road.”
“Aren’t you the vicar’s nephew?” said Driffield. “I saw you the other
day. Galloway told me who you were. This is my wife.”
She held out her hand with an oddly frank gesture and when I took it
gave mine a warm and hearty pressure. She smiled with her lips and with
her eyes and there was in her smile something that even then I
recognized as singularly pleasant. I was confused. People I did not know
made me dreadfully self-conscious, and I could not take in any of the
details of her appearance. I just had an impression of a rather large
blond woman. I do not know if I noticed then or only remembered
afterward that she wore a full skirt of blue serge, a pink shirt with a
starched front and a starched collar, and a straw hat, called in those
days, I think, a boater, perched on the top of a lot of golden hair.
“I think bicycling’s lovely, don’t you?” she said, looking at my
beautiful new machine which leaned against the stile. “It must be
wonderful to be able to ride well.”