III

I HAD a good deal to do that afternoon, but my conversation with Roy and

the impression of the day before yesterday, the sense of a past that

still dwelt in the minds of men not yet old, that my room, I could not

tell why, had given me even more strongly than usual as I entered it,

inveigled my thoughts to saunter down the road of memory. It was as

though all the people who had at one time and another inhabited my

lodging pressed upon me with their old-fashioned ways and odd clothes,

men with muttonchop whiskers in frock coats and women in bustles and

flounced skirts. The rumble of London, which I did not know if I

imagined or heard (my house was at the top of Half Moon Street), and the

beauty of the sunny June day (_le vierge, le vivace et le bel

aujourd’hui_), gave my reverie a poignancy which was not quite painful.

The past I looked at seemed to have lost its reality and I saw it as

though it were a scene in a play and I a spectator in the back row of a

dark gallery. But it was all very clear as far as it went. It was not

misty like life as one leads it when the ceaseless throng of impressions

seems to rob them of outline, but sharp and definite like a landscape

painted in oils by a painstaking artist of the middle-Victorian era.

I fancy that life is more amusing now than it was forty years ago and I

have a notion that people are more amiable. They may have been worthier

then, possessed of more solid virtue as, I am told, they were possessed

of more substantial knowledge; I do not know. I know they were more

cantankerous; they ate too much, many of them drank too much, they took

too little exercise. Their livers were out of order and their digestions

often impaired. They were irritable. I do not speak of London of which I

knew nothing till I was grown up, nor of grand people who hunted and

shot, but of the countryside and of the modest persons, gentlemen of

small means, clergymen, retired officers, and such like who made up the

local society. The dullness of their lives was almost incredible. There

were no golf links; at a few houses was an ill-kept tennis court, but it

was only the very young who played; there was a dance once a year in the

Assembly Rooms; carriage folk went for a drive in the afternoon; the

others went for a “constitutional!” You may say that they did not miss

amusements they had never thought of, and that they created excitement

for themselves from the small entertainment (tea when you were asked to

bring your music and you sang the songs of Maude Valérie White and

Tosti) which at infrequent intervals they offered one another; the days

were very long; they were bored. People who were condemned to spend

their lives within a mile of one another quarrelled bitterly, and seeing

each other every day in the town cut one another for twenty years. They

were vain, pig-headed, and odd. It was a life that perhaps formed queer

characters; people were not so like one another as now and they acquired

a small celebrity by their idiosyncrasies, but they were not easy to get

on with. It may be that we are flippant and careless, but we accept one

another without the old suspicion; our manners, rough and ready, are

kindly; we are more prepared to give and take and we are not so crabbed.

I lived with an uncle and aunt on the outskirts of a little Kentish town

by the sea. It was called Blackstable and my uncle was the vicar. My

aunt was a German. She came of a very noble but impoverished family, and

the only portion she brought her husband was a marquetry writing desk,

made for an ancestor in the Seventeenth Century, and a set of tumblers.

Of these only a few remained when I entered upon the scene and they were

used as ornaments in the drawing room. I liked the grand coat-of-arms

with which they were heavily engraved. There were I don’t know how many

quarterings, which my aunt used demurely to explain to me, and the

supporters were fine and the crest emerging from a crown incredibly

romantic. She was a simple old lady, of a meek and Christian

disposition, but she had not, though married for more than thirty years

to a modest parson with very little income beyond his stipend, forgotten

that she was _hochwohlgeboren_. When a rich banker from London, with a

name that in these days is famous in financial circles, took a

neighbouring house for the summer holidays, though my uncle called on

him (chiefly, I surmise, to get a subscription to the Additional Curates

Society), she refused to do so because he was in trade. No one thought

her a snob. It was accepted as perfectly reasonable. The banker had a

little boy of my own age, and, I forget how, I became acquainted with

him. I still remember the discussion that ensued when I asked if I might

bring him to the vicarage; permission was reluctantly given me, but I

was not allowed to go in return to his house. My aunt said I’d be

wanting to go to the coal merchant’s next, and my uncle said:

“Evil communications corrupt good manners.”

The banker used to come to church every Sunday morning, and he always

put half a sovereign in the plate, but if he thought his generosity made

a good impression he was much mistaken. All Blackstable knew, but only

thought him purse-proud.

Blackstable consisted of a long winding street that led to the sea, with

little two-story houses, many of them residential but with a good many

shops; and from this ran a certain number of short streets, recently

built, that ended on one side in the country and on the other in the

marshes. Round about the harbour was a congeries of narrow winding

alleys. Colliers brought coal from Newcastle to Blackstable and the

harbour was animated. When I was old enough to be allowed out by myself

I used to spend hours wandering about there looking at the rough grimy

men in their jerseys and watching the coal being unloaded.

It was at Blackstable that I first met Edward Driffield. I was fifteen

and had just come back from school for the summer holidays. The morning

after I got home I took a towel and bathing drawers and went down to the

beach. The sky was unclouded and the air hot and bright, but the North

Sea gave it a pleasant tang so that it was a delight just to live and

breathe. In winter the natives of Blackstable walked down the empty

street with a hurried gait, screwing themselves up in order to expose as

little surface as possible to the bitterness of the east wind, but now

they dawdled; they stood about in groups in the space between the Duke

of Kent and the Bear and Key. You heard a hum of their East Anglian

speech, drawling a little with an accent that may be ugly, but in which

from old association I still find a leisurely charm. They were

fresh-complexioned, with blue eyes and high cheek bones, and their hair

was light. They had a clean, honest, and ingenuous look. I do not think

they were very intelligent, but they were guileless. They looked

healthy, and though not tall for the most part were strong and active.

There was little wheeled traffic in Blackstable in those days and the

groups that stood about the road chatting seldom had to move for

anything but the doctor’s dogcart or the baker’s trap.

Passing the bank, I called in to say how-do-you-do to the manager, who

was my uncle’s churchwarden, and when I came out met my uncle’s curate.

He stopped and shook hands with me. He was walking with a stranger. He

did not introduce me to him. He was a smallish man with a beard and he

was dressed rather loudly in a bright brown knickerbocker suit, the

breeches very tight, with navy blue stockings, black boots, and a

billycock hat. Knickerbockers were uncommon then, at least in

Blackstable, and being young and fresh from school I immediately set the

fellow down as a cad. But while I chatted with the curate he looked at

me in a friendly way, with a smile in his pale blue eyes. I felt that

for two pins he would have joined in the conversation and I assumed a

haughty demeanour. I was not going to run the risk of being spoken to by

a chap who wore knickerbockers like a gamekeeper and I resented the

familiarity of his good-humoured expression. I was myself faultlessly

dressed in white flannel trousers, a blue blazer with the arms of my

school on the breast pocket, and a black-and-white straw hat with a very

wide brim. The curate said that he must be getting on (fortunately, for

I never knew how to break away from a meeting in the street and would

endure agonies of shyness while I looked in vain for an opportunity),

but said that he would be coming up to the vicarage that afternoon and

would I tell my uncle. The stranger nodded and smiled as we parted, but

I gave him a stony stare. I supposed he was a summer visitor and in

Blackstable we did not mix with the summer visitors. We thought London

people vulgar. We said it was horrid to have all that rag-tag and

bobtail down from town every year, but of course it was all right for

the tradespeople. Even they, however, gave a faint sigh of relief when

September came to an end and Blackstable sank back into its usual peace.

When I went home to dinner, my hair insufficiently dried and clinging

lankily to my head, I remarked that I had met the curate and he was

coming up that afternoon.

“Old Mrs. Shepherd died last night,” said my uncle in explanation.

The curate’s name was Galloway; he was a tall thin ungainly man with

untidy black hair and a small sallow dark face. I suppose he was quite

young, but to me he seemed middle-aged. He talked very quickly and

gesticulated a great deal. This made people think him rather queer and

my uncle would not have kept him but that he was very energetic, and my

uncle, being extremely lazy, was glad to have someone to take so much

work off his shoulders. After he had finished the business that had

brought him to the vicarage Mr. Galloway came in to say how-do-you-do to

my aunt and she asked him to stay to tea.

“Who was that you were with this morning?” I asked him as he sat down.

“Oh, that was Edward Driffield. I didn’t introduce him. I wasn’t sure if

your uncle would wish you to know him.”

“I think it would be most undesirable,” said my uncle.

“Why, who is he? He’s not a Blackstable man, is he?”

“He was born in the parish,” said my uncle. “His father was old Miss

Wolfe’s bailiff at Ferne Court. But they were chapel people.”

“He married a Blackstable girl,” said Mr. Galloway.

“In church, I believe,” said my aunt. “Is it true that she was a barmaid

at the Railway Arms?”

“She looks as if she might have been something like that,” said Mr.

Galloway, with a smile.

“Are they going to stay long?”

“Yes, I think so. They’ve taken one of those houses in that street where

the Congregational chapel is,” said the curate.

At that time in Blackstable, though the new streets doubtless had names,

nobody knew or used them.

“Is he coming to church?” asked my uncle.

“I haven’t actually talked to him about it yet,” answered Mr. Galloway.

“He’s quite an educated man, you know.”

“I can hardly believe that,” said my uncle.

“He was at Haversham School, I understand, and he got any number of

scholarships and prizes. He got a scholarship at Wadham, but he ran away

to sea instead.”

“I’d heard he was rather a harum-scarum,” said my uncle.

“He doesn’t look much like a sailor,” I remarked.

“Oh, he gave up the sea many years ago. He’s been all sorts of things

since then.”

“Jack of all trades and master of none,” said my uncle.

“Now, I understand, he’s a writer.”

“That won’t last long,” said my uncle.