CHAPTER X.

Constance did not find Johnson without asking her way many times, and

losing it nearly as often, in the huge new building which was the

residence and habitation of the newspaper. Nor did her appearance fail

to excite surprise and admiration in the numerous reporters, messengers

and other members of the establishment who had glimpses of her as she

passed rapidly on, from corridor to corridor. It happened that Johnson

was in the room allotted to his department, which was not always the

case at that hour, for he did much of his work at his home.

“Come in!” he said sharply, without looking up from his writing.

“Well—what is it? Oh!” as he saw Miss Fearing standing before him. “I

beg your pardon, madam!”

“Are you Mr. Johnson? Am I disturbing you?” Constance asked. She was

beginning to be surprised at her own audacity, and almost wished she had

not come.

“Yes madam. My name is Johnson, and my time is at your service,” said

the pale young man, moving forward his best chair and offering it to

her.

“Thank you. I will not trouble you long. I have here a novel in

manuscript——”

Johnson interrupted her promptly.

“Excuse me, madam, but to avoid all misunderstanding, I should tell you

frankly from the first that we never publish fiction——”

“No, of course not,” Constance broke in. “Let me tell my story.”

Johnson bowed his head and assumed an attitude of attention.

“A friend of yours,” the young girl continued, “has written this book.

His name is Mr. George Winton Wood——”

“I know him very well.” Johnson wondered why George had not come

himself, and wondered especially how he happened to dispose of so young

and beautiful an ambassadress.

“Yes—he has often told me about you,” said Constance. “Very well. He has

written this novel, and I have read it. He thinks it is not worth

publishing, and I think it is. I want to ask a great favour of you. Will

you read it yourself?”

The pale young man hesitated. He was intensely conscientious, and he

feared there was something queer about the business.

“Pardon me,” he said, “does Mr. Wood know that you have brought it to

me?”

“No indeed! I would not have him know it for the world!”

“Then I would rather not——”

“But you must!” Constance exclaimed energetically. “It is splendid, and

he wants to burn it. It will make his reputation in a day—I assure you

it will! And besides, I would not promise him not to show it. Please,

please, Mr. Johnson——”

“Well, if you are quite sure there is no promise——”

“Oh, quite, quite sure. And will you give me your opinion very soon? If

you begin to read it you will not be able to lay it down.”

Johnson smiled as he thought of the hundreds of manuscripts he had read

for publishers. He had never found much difficulty in laying aside any

of them.

“It is true,” Constance insisted. “It is a great book. There has been

nothing like it for ever so many years.”

“Very well, madam. Give me the screed and I will read it. When shall I

send—or would you rather——”

He stopped, not knowing whether she wished to give her name. Constance

hesitated, too, and blushed faintly.

“I am Miss Fearing,” she said. “I live in Washington Square. Will you

write down the address? Come and see me—or are you too busy?”

“I will bring you the manuscript the day after to-morrow, Miss Fearing.”

“Oh please, yes. Not later, because I cannot go out of town until I

know—I mean, I want to go to Newport as soon as possible. Come after

five. Will you? I mean if it is not giving you really too much

trouble——”

“Not in the least, Miss Fearing,” said the pale young man with alacrity.

He was thinking that for the sake of conversing a quarter of an hour

with such an exceedingly amiable young lady, he would put himself to

vastly more trouble than was involved in stopping at Washington Square

on his way up town in the afternoon.

“Thank you. You are so kind. Good-bye, Mr. Johnson.” She held out her

hand, but Johnson seized his hat and prepared to accompany her.

“Let me take you to the Elevated, Miss Fearing,” he said.

“Thank you very much, but I have a carriage downstairs,” said Constance.

“If you would show me the way—it is so very complicated.”

“Certainly, Miss Fearing.”

Constance wondered why he repeated her name so often, whether it was a

habit he had, or whether he was nervous, or whether he thought it good

manners. She was not so much impressed with him at first sight as she

had expected to be. He had not said anything at all clever, though it

was true that there had not been many opportunities for wit in the

conversation that had taken place. He belonged to a type with which she

was not familiar, and she could not help asking herself whether George

had other friends like him, who, if she knew them, would call her by her

name half a dozen times in three minutes, and if he had many of them

whether, in the event of her marrying him, she would be expected to know

them all and to like them for his sake. Not that there was anything

common or vulgar about this Johnson whom George praised so much. He

spoke quietly, without any especial accent, and quite without

affectation. He was dressed with perfect simplicity and good taste,

there was nothing awkward in his manner—indeed Constance vaguely wished

that he might have shown some little awkwardness or shyness. He was

evidently a man of the highest education, and George said he was a man

of the highest intelligence, but as Constance gave him her hand and he

closed the door of the brougham, the impression came over her with

startling vividness, that Mr. Johnson was emphatically not a man she

would ask to dinner. She felt sure that if she met him in society she

should feel a vague surprise at his being there, though she might find

it impossible to say why he should not. On the other hand, though she

was aware that she put herself in his power to some extent, since it was

impossible that he should not guess that her interest in George Wood was

the result of something at least a little stronger than ordinary

friendship, yet she very much preferred to trust this stranger rather

than to confide in any of the men she knew in society, not excepting

John Bond himself.

At five o’clock on the day agreed upon, Constance was informed that “a

gentleman, a Mr. Johnson,” had called, saying that he came by

appointment.

“You are so kind,” said Constance, as he sat down opposite to her. He

held the manuscript in his hand. “And what do you think of it? Am I not

right?”

“I am very much surprised,” said the pale young man. “It is a remarkable

book, Miss Fearing, and it ought to be published at once.”

Constance had felt sure of the answer, but she blushed with pleasure, a

fact which did not escape Johnson’s quiet scrutiny.

“You really think Mr. Wood has talent?” she asked, for the sake of

hearing another word of praise.

“There is more talent in one of his pages than in the whole aggregate

works of half a dozen ordinarily successful writers,” Johnson answered

with emphasis.

“I am so glad you think so—so glad. And what is the first thing to be

done in order to get this published? You see, I must ask your help, now

that you have given your opinion.”

“Will you leave the matter in my hands, Miss Fearing?”

Constance hesitated. There was assuredly no one who would be more likely

to do the proper thing in the matter, and yet she reflected that she

knew nothing or next to nothing of the man before her, except from

George’s praise of his intelligence.

“Suppose that a publisher accepts the book,” she said warily, “what will

he give Mr. Wood for it?”

“Ten per cent on the advertised retail price,” Johnson answered

promptly.

“Of every copy sold, I suppose,” said Constance, who had a remarkably

good head for business. “That is not much, is it? And besides, how is

one to know that the publisher is honest? One hears such dreadful

stories about those people.”

Johnson laughed a little.

“Faith is the evidence of things unseen, supported by reasonable and

punctual payments,” he said. “Publishers are not all Cretans, Miss

Fearing. There be certain just men among them who have reputations to

lose.”

“And none of them would do better than that by the book? But of course

you know. Have you ever published anything yourself? Forgive my

ignorance——”

“I once published a volume of critical essays,” Johnson answered.

“What was the title? I must read it—please tell me.”

“It is not worth the trouble, I assure you. The title was that—_Critical

Essays_ by William Johnson.”

“Thank you, I will remember. And will you really do your very best for

Mr. Wood’s book? Do you think it could be published in a fortnight?”

“A fortnight!” exclaimed Johnson, aghast at Constance’s ignorance.

“Three months would be the shortest time possible.”

“Three months! Dear me, what a length of time!”

Johnson rapidly explained as well as he could the principal reasons why

it takes longer to publish a book than to write one. He exchanged a few

more words with Constance, promising to make every effort to push on the

appearance of the novel, but advising her to expect no news whatever for

several months. Then he took his leave.

Half an hour later Constance was at her bookseller’s.

“I want a book called _Critical Essays_, by William Johnson,” she said.

“Have you got it, Mr. Popples?”

She waited some time before it was brought to her. Then she pretended to

look through it carefully, examining the headings of the papers that

were collected in it.

“Is it worth reading?” she asked carelessly.

“Excellent, Miss Fearing,” answered the grey-haired professional

bookseller. He had known Constance since she had been a mere child with

a passion for Mr. Walter Crane’s picture-books. “Excellent,” he

repeated, emphatically. “A little dry perhaps, but truly excellent.”

“Has it been a success, do you know?”

“Yes, I know, Miss Fearing,” answered Mr. Popples, with a meaning smile.

“I know very well. I happen to know that it did not pay for the

printing.”

“Did the author not even get ten per cent on the advertised retail

price?” Constance inquired.

Mr. Popples stared at her for a moment, evidently wondering where she

had picked up the phrase. He immediately suspected her of having

perpetrated a literary misdeed in one volume.

“No, Miss Fearing. I happen to know that Mr. Johnson did not get ten per

cent on the advertised retail price of his book; in point of fact, he

got nothing at all for it, excepting a number of very flattering

notices. But excuse me, Miss Fearing, if you were thinking of venturing

upon publishing anything——” His voice dropped to a confidential pitch.

“I?” exclaimed Constance.

“Well, Miss Fearing, it could be done very discreetly, you know. Just a

little volume of sweet verse? Is that it, Miss Fearing? Now, you know,

that kind of thing would have a run in society, and if you would like to

put it into my hands, I know a publisher——”

“But, Mr. Popples,” interrupted Constance, recovering from her amusement

so far as to be able to interrupt the current of the bookseller’s

engaging offers, “I never wrote anything in my life. I asked out of

sheer curiosity.”

Mr. Popples smiled blandly, without the least appearance of

disappointment.

“Well, well, Miss Fearing, you are quite right,” he said. “In point of

fact those little literary ventures of young ladies very rarely do come

to much, do they? To misquote the Laureate, Miss Fearing, we might say

that ‘Men must write and women must read’! Eh, Miss Fearing?”

The old fellow chuckled at his bad joke, as he wrapped up the volume of

_Critical Essays_ by William Johnson, and handed it across the table.

There were only tables in Mr. Popples’s establishment; he despised

counters.

“Anything else to serve you, Miss Fearing? A novel or two, for the May

weather? No? Let me take it to your carriage.”

“Thanks. I am walking, but I will carry it. Good evening.”

“Good evening, Miss Fearing. Your parasol is here. Walking this evening!

In the May weather! Good evening, Miss Fearing.”

And Mr. Popples bowed his favourite customer out of his establishment,

with a very kindly look in his tired old spectacled eyes.

Constance had got what she had come for. If William Johnson, author of

_Critical Essays_, a journalist and a man presumably acquainted with all

the ins and outs of publishing, had made nothing by his successful book,

George would be doing very well in obtaining ten per cent on the

advertised retail price of every copy of his novel which was sold.

Constance had been mistaken when she had doubted Johnson, but she did

not regret her doubt in the least. After all, she had undertaken the

responsibility of George’s book, and she could not conscientiously

believe everything she was told by strangers concerning its chances. Mr.

Popples, however, was above suspicion, and had, moreover, no reason for

telling that the _Critical Essays_ had brought their author no

remuneration. Johnson’s face, too, inspired confidence, as well as

George’s own trust in him. Constance felt that she had done all she

could, and she accordingly made her preparations for going out of town.

She was glad to get away, in order to study herself. The habit of

introspection had grown upon her, for she had encouraged herself in it,

ever since she had begun to feel that George was something more to her

than a friend. Her over-conscientious nature feared to make some mistake

which might embitter his life as well as her own. She was in constant

dread of letting herself be carried away by the impulse of a moment to

say something that might bind her to marry him, before she could feel

that she loved him wholly as she wished to love him. On looking back,

she bitterly regretted having allowed him to kiss her cheek on that

morning in the Park. She had been under the influence of a strong

emotion, produced by the conclusion of his book, and she seemed in her

own eyes to have acted in a way quite unworthy of herself. Had she been

able to carry her analysis further, she would have discovered that

behind her distrust of herself she felt a lingering distrust of George.

A year earlier she had thought it possible that he was strongly

attracted by her fortune. Now, however, she would have scouted the idea,

if it had presented itself in that shape. But it was present,

nevertheless, in a more subtle form.

“He loves me sincerely,” she said to herself. “He would marry me now, if

I were a pauper. But would he have loved me from the first if I had been

poor?”

It was not often that she put the question, even in this way, but as it

belonged to that class of vicious inquiries which it is impossible to

answer, it tormented her perpetually by suggesting a whole series of

doubts, useless in themselves and mischievous in their consequences. She

was convinced of two things. First, that she was unaccountably

influenced by George’s presence to say and do things which she was

determined at other times that she would never say or do; and, secondly,

that whether she loved him truly or not she could not imagine herself as

loving any one else nearly so much. Under these circumstances, it was

clearly better that she should not see him for a considerable time. She

would thus withdraw herself from the sphere of his direct influence, and

she would have leisure to study and weigh her own feelings, with a view

to reaching a final decision. Nevertheless she looked forward to the

moment of parting from him with something that was very like pain.

Contrary to her expectations, the interview passed off with little show

of emotion on either side.

They talked for some time about the book, Constance assuming an air of

mystery as regards its future and George speaking of it with the utmost

indifference. At the last minute, when he had risen to go and was

standing beside her, she laid her hand upon his arm.

“You do not think I am heartless, do you?” she asked, looking at a

particular button on his coat.

“No,” George answered. “I think you are very sincere. I sometimes wish

you would forget to be so sincere with yourself. I wish you would let

yourself run away with yourself now and then.”

“That would be very wrong. It would be very unfair and unjust to you.

Suppose—only suppose, you know—that I made up my mind to marry you, and

then discovered when it was too late that I did not love you. Would not

that be dreadful? Is it not better to wait a little longer?”

“You shall never say that I have pressed you into a decision against

your will,” said George, betraying in one speech his youth, his

ignorance of woman in general and his almost quixotic readiness to obey

Constance in anything and everything.

“You are very generous,” she answered, still looking at the button. “But

I will not feel that I am spoiling your life—no, let me speak—to keep

you in this position much longer would be doing that, indeed it would.

In six months from now you will be famous. I know it, though you laugh

at me. Then you will be able to marry whom you please. I cannot marry

you now, for I do not love you enough. You are free, you must not feel

that I want to bind you, do you understand. You will travel this summer,

for you have told me that you are going to make several visits in

country-houses. If you see any one you like better than me, do not feel

that you are tied by any promises. It would not break my heart, if you

married some one else.”

In spite of her calmness there was a slight tremor in her voice which

did not escape George’s ear.

“I shall never love any one else,” he said simply.

“You may. I may. But waiting must have a limit——”

“Say this, Constance,” said George. “Say that if, by next May, you do

not love me less than you do now, you will be my wife.”

“No. I must love you more. If I love you better than now, it will show

that my love is always to increase, and I will marry you.”

“In May?”

“In May, next year. But this is no engagement. I make no promise, and I

will take none from you. You are free, and so am I, until the first of

May——”

“I shall never be free again, dear,” said George, happily, for he

anticipated great things of the strange agreement she proposed. He put

his arm about her and drew her to him very tenderly. Another second and

his lips would have touched her cheek, just where they had touched it

once before. But Constance drew back quickly and slipped from his arm.

“No, no,” she laughed, “that is not a part of the agreement. It is far

too binding.”

George’s face was grave and sad. Her action had given him a sharp thrust

of painful disappointment, and he did his best not to hide it. Constance

looked at him a moment.

“Am I not right?” she asked.

“You are always right—even when you give me pain,” he answered with a

shade of bitterness.

“Have I given you pain now?”

“Yes.”

“Did you think, from the way I behaved, that I would let you kiss me for

good-bye?”

“Yes.”

“You shall not say that I hurt you, and you shall not go away believing

that I deceived you,” said Constance, coming back to him.

She put her two hands round his neck and drew down his willing face.

Then she kissed him softly on both cheeks.

“Forgive me,” she said. “I did not mean to hurt you. Good-bye—dear.”

George left the house feeling very happy, but persuaded that neither he

nor any other man could ever understand the heart of woman, which, after

all, seemed to be the only thing in the world worth understanding. He

had ample time for reflection in the course of the summer, but without

the reality before him the study of the problem grew more and more

perplexing.

The weather grew very warm in the end of June, and George left New York.

He had written much in the course of the year and had earned enough

money to give himself a rest during the hot months. He tried to persuade

his father to accompany him and to spend the time by the seaside while

George himself made his promised visits. But Jonah Wood declared that he

preferred New York in the summer and that nothing would induce him to

waste money on such folly as travelling. To tell the truth, the old

gentleman had grown accustomed to rigid economy in his little house in

town, but he could not look forward with any pleasure to the discomforts

of second-rate hotels in second-rate places. So George went away alone.

He had already begun another book. He did not look upon his first effort

in the light of a book at all, but he had tasted blood, and the thirst

was upon him, and he must needs quench it. This time, however, he set

himself steadily to work to do the very best he could, labouring to

repress his own vivacity and trying to keep out of the fever that was

threatening to carry him away outside of himself. He limited his work

strictly to a small amount every day, polishing every sentence and

thinking out every phrase before it was set down. Working in this way he

had written about half a volume by the end of August, when he found

himself in a pleasant country-house by the sea in the midst of a large

party of people. He had all but forgotten his first book, and had

certainly but a very dim recollection of what it contained. He looked

back upon its feverish production as upon a sort of delirious dream

during which he had raved in a language now strange to his memory.

One afternoon, in the midst of a game of lawn-tennis, a telegram was

brought to him.

“Rob Roy and Co. publish book immediately England and America. Have

undertaken that you accept royalty ten per cent retail advertised price.

Wire reply. C. F.”

George possessed a very considerable power of concealing his emotions,

but this news was almost too much for his equanimity. He thrust the

despatch into his pocket and went on playing, but he lost the game in a

shameful fashion and was roundly abused by his cousin Mamie Trimm, who

chanced to be his partner. Mamie and her mother were stopping in the

same house, by what Mrs. Sherrington Trimm considered a rather

unfortunate accident, since Mamie was far too fond of George already. In

reality, the excellent hostess had an idea that George loved the girl,

and as the match seemed most appropriate in her eyes, she had brought

them together on purpose.

As soon as possible he slipped away, put on his flannel jacket and went

to the telegraph office, reading the despatch he had received over and

over again as he hurried along the path, and trying to compose his

answer at the same time. Constance’s message seemed amazingly neat,

business-like and concise, and he wondered whether some one else had not

been concerned in the affair. The phrase about the royalty did not sound

like a woman’s expression, though she might have copied it from the

publisher’s letter.

George had formerly imagined that if his first performance were really

in danger of being published, he should do everything in his power to

prevent such a catastrophe. He felt no such impulse now, however.

Messrs. Rob Roy and Company were very serious people, great publishers,

whose name alone gave a book a chance of success. They bore an

exceptional reputation in the world of books, and George knew very well

that they would not publish trash. But he was not elated by the news,

however much surprised he might be. It was strange, indeed, that a firm

of such good judgment should have accepted his novel, but it could not

but be a failure, all the same. He would get the proofs as soon as

possible, and he would do what he could to make the work decently

presentable by inserting plentiful improvements.

His answer to Constance’s telegram was short.

“Deplore catastrophe. Pity public. Thank publisher. Agree terms. Where

are proofs? G. W.”

By the time the proofs were ready, George was once more in New York,

though Constance had not yet returned. He was hard at work upon his

second book and looked with some disgust at the package of printed

matter that lay folded as it had come, upon his table. Nevertheless he

opened the bundle and looked at them.

“Confound them!” he exclaimed. “They have sent me a paged proof instead

of galleys!”

It was evident that he could not insert many changes, where the matter

was already arranged in book form, and he anticipated endless annoyance

in pasting in extensive “riders” of writing-paper in order to get room

for the vast changes he considered necessary.

An hour later he was lying back in his easy-chair reading his own novel

with breathless interest. He had not yet made a correction of any kind

in the text. It was not until the following day that he was able to go

over it all more calmly, but even then, he found that little could be

done to improve it. When he had finished, he sent the proofs back and

wrote a letter to Constance.

“I have read the book over,” he wrote, among other things, “and it is

not so bad as I supposed. I know that it cannot be good, but I am

convinced that worse novels have found their way into print, if not into

notice. I take back at least one-tenth of all I said about it formerly,

and I will not abuse it in the future, leaving that office to those who

will doubtless command much forcible language in support of their just

opinion. Am I to thank you, too? I hardly know. There are other things

for which I would rather be in a position to owe you thanks. However,

the die is cast, you have made a skipping-rope of the Rubicon and have

whisked it under my feet without my consent. Let the poor book take its

chance. Its birth was happy, may its death at least be peaceful.”

To this Constance replied three weeks later.

“I am glad to see that a disposition to repentance has set in. You are

wise in not abusing my book any more. You ought to be doing penance in

sackcloth and ashes before that bench in Central Park on which I sat

when I told you it was good. The children would all laugh at you, and

throw stones at you, and I should be delighted. I am not coming to town

until it is published and is a success. Grace thinks I have gone into

speculations, because I get so many letters and telegrams about it. I

shall not tell you what the people who read the manuscript said about

it. You can find that out for yourself.”

George awoke one morning to find himself, if not famous, at least the

topic of the day in more countries than one. A week had not elapsed

before the papers were full of notices of his book and speculations as

to his personality. No one seemed to consider that George Winton Wood,

the novelist, could be the same man as G. W. Wood, the signer of modest

articles in the magazines. The first review called him an unknown person

of surprising talent, the second did not hesitate to describe him as a

man of genius, and the third—branded him as a plagiarist who had stolen

his plot from a forgotten novel of the beginning of the century and had

somehow—this was not clear in the article—made capital out of the

writings of Macrobius, he was a villain, a poacher, a pickpocket

novelist, a literary body-snatcher, in fact in the eyes of all but the

over-lax law, little short of a thief. George knew that sort of style,

and he read the abuse over again and again with unmitigated delight. He

had done as much himself in the good old days when the editors would let

him. He did not show this particular notice to his father, however, and

only handed him those that were favourable—and they were many. Jonah

Wood sat reading them all day long, over and over again.

“I am very glad, George,” he said, repeatedly. “I am very proud of you.

It is splendid. But do you think all this will bring you much pecuniary

remuneration?”

“Ten per cent on the advertised retail price of each copy,” was George’s

answer.

He entered the railway station one day and was amazed to see the walls

of the place covered with huge placards, three feet square, bearing the

name of his book and his own, alternately, in huge black letters on a

white ground. The young man at the bookstall was doing a thriving

business. George went up to him.

“That book seems to sell,” he said quietly.

“Like hot cakes,” answered the vendor, offering him his own production.

“One dollar twenty-five cents.”

“Thank you,” said George. “I would not give so much for a novel.”

“Well, there are others will, I guess,” answered the young man. “Step

aside if you please and give these ladies a chance.”

George smiled and turned away.

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