II. HOSPITAL AND GROTTO

BUILT, so far as it extends, by a charitable Canon, and left unfinished

through lack of money, the Hospital of Our Lady of Dolours is a vast

pile, four storeys high, and consequently far too lofty, since it is

difficult to carry the sufferers to the topmost wards. As a rule the

building is occupied by a hundred infirm and aged paupers; but at the

season of the national pilgrimage these old folks are for three days

sheltered elsewhere, and the hospital is let to the Fathers of the

Assumption, who at times lodge in it as many as five and six hundred

patients. Still, however closely packed they may be, the accommodation

never suffices, so that the three or four hundred remaining sufferers

have to be distributed between the Hospital of Salvation and the town

hospital, the men being sent to the former and the women to the latter

institution.

That morning at sunrise great confusion prevailed in the sand-covered

courtyard of Our Lady of Dolours, at the door of which a couple of

priests were mounting guard. The temporary staff, with its formidable

supply of registers, cards, and printed formulas, had installed itself in

one of the ground-floor rooms on the previous day. The managers were

desirous of greatly improving upon the organisation of the preceding

year. The lower wards were this time to be reserved to the most helpless

sufferers; and in order to prevent a repetition of the cases of mistaken

identity which had occurred in the past, very great care was to be taken

in filling in and distributing the admission cards, each of which bore

the name of a ward and the number of a bed. It became difficult, however,

to act in accordance with these good intentions in presence of the

torrent of ailing beings which the white train had brought to Lourdes,

and the new formalities so complicated matters that the patients had to

be deposited in the courtyard as they arrived, to wait there until it

became possible to admit them in something like an orderly manner. It was

the scene witnessed at the railway station all over again, the same

woeful camping in the open, whilst the bearers and the young seminarists

who acted as the secretary’s assistants ran hither and thither in

bewilderment.

“We have been over-ambitious, we wanted to do things too well!” exclaimed

Baron Suire in despair.

There was much truth in his remark, for never had a greater number of

useless precautions been taken, and they now discovered that, by some

inexplicable error, they had allotted not the lower--but the

higher-placed wards to the patients whom it was most difficult to move.

It was impossible to begin the classification afresh, however, and so as

in former years things must be allowed to take their course, in a

haphazard way. The distribution of the cards began, a young priest at the

same time entering each patient’s name and address in a register.

Moreover, all the _hospitalisation_ cards bearing the patients’ names and

numbers had to be produced, so that the names of the wards and the

numbers of the beds might be added to them; and all these formalities

greatly protracted the _defile_.

Then there was an endless coming and going from the top to the bottom of

the building, and from one to the other end of each of its four floors.

M. Sabathier was one of the first to secure admittance, being placed in a

ground-floor room which was known as the Family Ward. Sick men were there

allowed to have their wives with them; but to the other wards of the

hospital only women were admitted. Brother Isidore, it is true, was

accompanied by his sister; however, by a special favour it was agreed

that they should be considered as conjoints, and the missionary was

accordingly placed in the bed next to that allotted to M. Sabathier. The

chapel, still littered with plaster and with its unfinished windows

boarded up, was close at hand. There were also various wards in an

unfinished state; still these were filled with mattresses, on which

sufferers were rapidly placed. All those who could walk, however, were

already besieging the refectory, a long gallery whose broad windows

looked into an inner courtyard; and the Saint-Frai Sisters, who managed

the hospital at other times, and had remained to attend to the cooking,

began to distribute bowls of coffee and chocolate among the poor women

whom the terrible journey had exhausted.

“Rest yourselves and try to gain a little strength,” repeated Baron

Suire, who was ever on the move, showing himself here, there, and

everywhere in rapid succession. “You have three good hours before you, it

is not yet five, and their reverences have given orders that you are not

to be taken to the Grotto until eight o’clock, so as to avoid any

excessive fatigue.”

Meanwhile, up above on the second floor, Madame de Jonquiere had been one

of the first to take possession of the Sainte-Honorine Ward of which she

was the superintendent. She had been obliged to leave her daughter

Raymonde downstairs, for the regulations did not allow young girls to

enter the wards, where they might have witnessed sights that were

scarcely proper or else too horrible for such eyes as theirs. Raymonde

had therefore remained in the refectory as a helper; however, little

Madame Desagneaux, being a lady-hospitaller, had not left the

superintendent, and was already asking her for orders, in her delight

that she should at last be able to render some assistance.

“Are all these beds properly made, madame?” she inquired; “perhaps I had

better make them afresh with Sister Hyacinthe.”

The ward, whose walls were painted a light yellow, and whose few windows

admitted but little light from an inner yard, contained fifteen beds,

standing in two rows against the walls.

“We will see by-and-by,” replied Madame de Jonquiere with an absorbed

air. She was busy counting the beds and examining the long narrow

apartment. And this accomplished she added in an undertone: “I shall

never have room enough. They say that I must accommodate twenty-three

patients. We shall have to put some mattresses down.”

Sister Hyacinthe, who had followed the ladies after leaving Sister

Saint-Francois and Sister Claire des Anges in a small adjoining apartment

which was being transformed into a linen-room, then began to lift up the

coverlets and examine the bedding. And she promptly reassured Madame

Desagneaux with regard to her surmises. “Oh! the beds are properly made,”

she said; “everything is very clean too. One can see that the Saint-Frai

Sisters have attended to things themselves. The reserve mattresses are in

the next room, however, and if madame will lend me a hand we can place

some of them between the beds at once.

“Oh, certainly!” exclaimed young Madame Desagneaux, quite excited by the

idea of carrying mattresses about with her weak slender arms.

It became necessary for Madame de Jonquiere to calm her. “By-and-by,”

said the lady-superintendent; “there is no hurry. Let us wait till our

patients arrive. I don’t much like this ward, it is so difficult to air.

Last year I had the Sainte-Rosalie Ward on the first floor. However, we

will organise matters, all the same.”

Some other lady-hospitallers were now arriving, quite a hiveful of busy

bees, all eager to start on their work. The confusion which so often

arose was, in fact, increased by the excessive number of nurses, women of

the aristocracy and upper-middle class, with whose fervent zeal some

little vanity was blended. There were more than two hundred of them, and

as each had to make a donation on joining the Hospitality of Our Lady of

Salvation, the managers did not dare to refuse any applicants, for fear

lest they might check the flow of alms-giving. Thus the number of

lady-hospitallers increased year by year. Fortunately there were among

them some who cared for nothing beyond the privilege of wearing the red

cloth cross, and who started off on excursions as soon as they reached

Lourdes. Still it must be acknowledged that those who devoted themselves

were really deserving, for they underwent five days of awful fatigue,

sleeping scarcely a couple of hours each night, and living in the midst

of the most terrible and repulsive spectacles. They witnessed the death

agonies, dressed the pestilential sores, cleaned up, changed linen,

turned the sufferers over in their beds, went through a sickening and

overwhelming labour to which they were in no wise accustomed. And thus

they emerged from it aching all over, tired to death, with feverish eyes

flaming with the joy of the charity which so excited them.

“And Madame Volmar?” suddenly asked Madame Desagneaux. “I thought we

should find her here.”

This was apparently a subject which Madame de Jonquiere did not care to

have discussed; for, as though she were aware of the truth and wished to

bury it in silence, with the indulgence of a woman who compassionates

human wretchedness, she promptly retorted: “Madame Volmar isn’t strong,

she must have gone to the hotel to rest. We must let her sleep.”

Then she apportioned the beds among the ladies present, allotting two to

each of them; and this done they all finished taking possession of the

place, hastening up and down and backwards and forwards in order to

ascertain where the offices, the linen-room, and the kitchens were

situated.

“And the dispensary?” then asked one of the ladies.

But there was no dispensary. There was no medical staff even. What would

have been the use of any?--since the patients were those whom science had

given up, despairing creatures who had come to beg of God the cure which

powerless men were unable to promise them. Logically enough, all

treatment was suspended during the pilgrimage. If a patient seemed likely

to die, extreme unction was administered. The only medical man about the

place was the young doctor who had come by the white train with his

little medicine chest; and his intervention was limited to an endeavour

to assuage the sufferings of those patients who chanced to ask for him

during an attack.

As it happened, Sister Hyacinthe was just bringing Ferrand, whom Sister

Saint-Francois had kept with her in a closet near the linen-room which he

proposed to make his quarters. “Madame,” said he to Madame de Jonquiere,

“I am entirely at your disposal. In case of need you will only have to

ring for me.”

She barely listened to him, however, engaged as she was in a quarrel with

a young priest belonging to the management with reference to a deficiency

of certain utensils. “Certainly, monsieur, if we should need a soothing

draught,” she answered, and then, reverting to her discussion, she went

on: “Well, Monsieur l’Abbe, you must certainly get me four or five more.

How can we possibly manage with so few? Things are bad enough as it is.”

Ferrand looked and listened, quite bewildered by the extraordinary

behaviour of the people amongst whom he had been thrown by chance since

the previous day. He who did not believe, who was only present out of

friendship and charity, was amazed at this extraordinary scramble of

wretchedness and suffering rushing towards the hope of happiness. And, as

a medical man of the new school, he was altogether upset by the careless

neglect of precautions, the contempt which was shown for the most simple

teachings of science, in the certainty which was apparently felt that, if

Heaven should so will it, cure would supervene, sudden and resounding,

like a lie given to the very laws of nature. But if this were the case,

what was the use of that last concession to human prejudices--why engage

a doctor for the journey if none were wanted? At this thought the young

man returned to his little room, experiencing a vague feeling of shame as

he realised that his presence was useless, and even a trifle ridiculous.

“Get some opium pills ready all the same,” said Sister Hyacinthe, as she

went back with him as far as the linen-room. “You will be asked for some,

for I feel anxious about some of the patients.”

While speaking she looked at him with her large blue eyes, so gentle and

so kind, and ever lighted by a divine smile. The constant exercise which

she gave herself brought the rosy flush of her quick blood to her skin

all dazzling with youthfulness. And like a good friend who was willing

that he should share the work to which she gave her heart, she added:

“Besides, if I should need somebody to get a patient in or out of bed,

you will help me, won’t you?”

Thereupon, at the idea that he might be of use to her, he was pleased

that he had come and was there. In his mind’s eye, he again beheld her at

his bedside, at the time when he had so narrowly escaped death, nursing

him with fraternal hands, with the smiling, compassionate grace of a

sexless angel, in whom there was something more than a comrade, something

of a woman left. However, the thought never occurred to him that there

was religion, belief, behind her.

“Oh! I will help you as much as you like, Sister,” he replied. “I belong

to you, I shall be so happy to serve you. You know very well what a debt

of gratitude I have to pay you.”

In a pretty way she raised her finger to her lips so as to silence him.

Nobody owed her anything. She was merely the servant of the ailing and

the poor.

At this moment a first patient was making her entry into the

Sainte-Honorine Ward. It was Marie, lying in her wooden box, which

Pierre, with Gerard’s assistance, had just brought up-stairs. The last to

start from the railway station, she had secured admission before the

others, thanks to the endless complications which, after keeping them all

in suspense, now freed them according to the chance distribution of the

admission cards. M. de Guersaint had quitted his daughter at the hospital

door by her own desire; for, fearing the hotels would be very full, she

had wished him to secure two rooms for himself and Pierre at once. Then,

on reaching the ward, she felt so weary that, after venting her chagrin

at not being immediately taken to the Grotto, she consented to be laid on

a bed for a short time.

“Come, my child,” repeated Madame de Jonquiere, “you have three hours

before you. We will put you to bed. It will ease you to take you out of

that case.”

Thereupon the lady-superintendent raised her by the shoulders, whilst

Sister Hyacinthe held her feet. The bed was in the central part of the

ward, near a window. For a moment the poor girl remained on it with her

eyes closed, as though exhausted by being moved about so much. Then it

became necessary that Pierre should be readmitted, for she grew very

fidgety, saying that there were things which she must explain to him.

“Pray don’t go away, my friend,” she exclaimed when he approached her.

“Take the case out on to the landing, but stay there, because I want to

be taken down as soon as I can get permission.”

“Do you feel more comfortable now?” asked the young priest.

“Yes, no doubt--but I really don’t know. I so much want to be taken

yonder to the Blessed Virgin’s feet.”

However, when Pierre had removed the case, the successive arrivals of the

other patients supplied her with some little diversion. Madame Vetu, whom

two bearers had brought up-stairs, holding her under the arms, was laid,

fully dressed, on the next bed, where she remained motionless, scarce

breathing, with her heavy, yellow, cancerous mask. None of the patients,

it should be mentioned, were divested of their clothes, they were simply

stretched out on the beds, and advised to go to sleep if they could

manage to do so. Those whose complaints were less grievous contented

themselves with sitting down on their mattresses, chatting together, and

putting the things they had brought with them in order. For instance,

Elise Rouquet, who was also near Marie, on the other side of the latter’s

bed, opened her basket to take a clean fichu out of it, and seemed sorely

annoyed at having no hand-glass with her. In less than ten minutes all

the beds were occupied, so that when La Grivotte appeared, half carried

by Sister Hyacinthe and Sister Claire des Anges, it became necessary to

place some mattresses on the floor.

“Here! here is one,” exclaimed Madame Desagneaux; “she will be very well

here, out of the draught from the door.”

Seven other mattresses were soon added in a line, occupying the space

between the rows of beds, so that it became difficult to move about. One

had to be very careful, and follow narrow pathways which had been left

between the beds and the mattresses. Each of the patients had retained

possession of her parcel, or box, or bag, and round about the improvised

shakedowns were piles of poor old things, sorry remnants of garments,

straying among the sheets and the coverlets. You might have thought

yourself in some woeful infirmary, hastily organised after some great

catastrophe, some conflagration or earthquake which had thrown hundreds

of wounded and penniless beings into the streets.

Madame de Jonquiere made her way from one to the other end of the ward,

ever and ever repeating, “Come, my children, don’t excite yourselves; try

to sleep a little.”

However, she did not succeed in calming them, and indeed, she herself,

like the other lady-hospitallers under her orders, increased the general

fever by her own bewilderment. The linen of several patients had to be

changed, and there were other needs to be attended to. One woman,

suffering from an ulcer in the leg, began moaning so dreadfully that

Madame Desagneaux undertook to dress her sore afresh; but she was not

skilful, and despite all her passionate courage she almost fainted, so

greatly was she distressed by the unbearable odour. Those patients who

were in better health asked for broth, bowlfuls of which began to

circulate amidst the calls, the answers, and the contradictory orders

which nobody executed. And meanwhile, let loose amidst this frightful

scramble, little Sophie Couteau, who remained with the Sisters, and was

very gay, imagined that it was playtime, and ran, and jumped, and hopped

in turn, called and petted first by one and then by another, dear as she

was to all alike for the miraculous hope which she brought them.

However, amidst this agitation, the hours went by. Seven o’clock had just

struck when Abbe Judaine came in. He was the chaplain of the

Sainte-Honorine Ward, and only the difficulty of finding an unoccupied

altar at which he might say his mass had delayed his arrival. As soon as

he appeared, a cry of impatience arose from every bed.

“Oh! Monsieur le Cure, let us start, let us start at once!”

An ardent desire, which each passing minute heightened and irritated, was

upbuoying them, like a more and more devouring thirst, which only the

waters of the miraculous fountain could appease. And more fervently than

any of the others, La Grivotte, sitting up on her mattress, and joining

her hands, begged and begged that she might be taken to the Grotto. Was

there not a beginning of the miracle in this--in this awakening of her

will power, this feverish desire for cure which enabled her to set

herself erect? Inert and fainting on her arrival, she was now seated,

turning her dark glances in all directions, waiting and watching for the

happy moment when she would be removed. And colour also was returning to

her livid face. She was already resuscitating.

“Oh! Monsieur le Cure, pray do tell them to take me--I feel that I shall

be cured,” she exclaimed.

With a loving, fatherly smile on his good-natured face, Abbe Judaine

listened to them all, and allayed their impatience with kind words. They

would soon set out; but they must be reasonable, and allow sufficient

time for things to be organised; and besides, the Blessed Virgin did not

like to have violence done her; she bided her time, and distributed her

divine favours among those who behaved themselves the best.

As he paused before Marie’s bed and beheld her, stammering entreaties

with joined hands, he again paused. “And you, too, my daughter, you are

in a hurry?” he said. “Be easy, there is grace enough in heaven for you

all.”

“I am dying of love, Father,” she murmured in reply. “My heart is so

swollen with prayers, it stifles me--”

He was greatly touched by the passion of this poor emaciated child, so

harshly stricken in her youth and beauty, and wishing to appease her, he

called her attention to Madame Vetu, who did not move, though with her

eyes wide open she stared at all who passed.

“Look at madame, how quiet she is!” he said. “She is meditating, and she

does right to place herself in God’s hands, like a little child.”

However, in a scarcely audible voice, a mere breath, Madame Vetu

stammered: “Oh! I am suffering, I am suffering.”

At last, at a quarter to eight o’clock, Madame de Jonquiere warned her

charges that they would do well to prepare themselves. She herself,

assisted by Sister Hyacinthe and Madame Desagneaux, buttoned several

dresses, and put shoes on impotent feet. It was a real toilette, for they

all desired to appear to the greatest advantage before the Blessed

Virgin. A large number had sufficient sense of delicacy to wash their

hands. Others unpacked their parcels, and put on clean linen. On her

side, Elise Rouquet had ended by discovering a little pocket-glass in the

hands of a woman near her, a huge, dropsical creature, who was very

coquettish; and having borrowed it, she leant it against the bolster, and

then, with infinite care, began to fasten her fichu as elegantly as

possible about her head, in order to hide her distorted features.

Meanwhile, erect in front of her, little Sophie watched her with an air

of profound interest.

It was Abbe Judaine who gave the signal for starting on the journey to

the Grotto. He wished, he said, to accompany his dear suffering daughters

thither, whilst the lady-hospitallers and the Sisters remained in the

ward, so as to put things in some little order again. Then the ward was

at once emptied, the patients being carried down-stairs amidst renewed

tumult. And Pierre, having replaced Marie’s box upon its wheels, took the

first place in the _cortege_, which was formed of a score of little

handcarts, bath-chairs, and litters. The other wards, however, were also

emptying, the courtyard became crowded, and the _defile_ was organised in

haphazard fashion. There was soon an interminable train descending the

rather steep slope of the Avenue de la Grotte, so that Pierre was already

reaching the Plateau de la Merlasse when the last stretchers were barely

leaving the precincts of the hospital.

It was eight o’clock, and the sun, already high, a triumphant August sun,

was flaming in the great sky, which was beautifully clear. It seemed as

if the blue of the atmosphere, cleansed by the storm of the previous

night, were quite new, fresh with youth. And the frightful _defile_, a

perfect “Cour des Miracles” of human woe, rolled along the sloping

pavement amid all the brilliancy of that radiant morning. There was no

end to the train of abominations; it appeared to grow longer and longer.

No order was observed, ailments of all kinds were jumbled together; it

seemed like the clearing of some inferno where the most monstrous

maladies, the rare and awful cases which provoke a shudder, had been

gathered together. Eczema, roseola, elephantiasis, presented a long array

of doleful victims. Well-nigh vanished diseases reappeared; one old woman

was affected with leprosy, another was, covered with impetiginous lichen

like a tree which has rotted in the shade. Then came the dropsical ones,

inflated like wine-skins; and beside some stretchers there dangled hands

twisted by rheumatism, while from others protruded feet swollen by oedema

beyond all recognition, looking, in fact, like bags full of rags. One

woman, suffering from hydrocephalus, sat in a little cart, the dolorous

motions of her head bespeaking her grievous malady. A tall girl afflicted

with chorea--St. Vitus’s dance--was dancing with every limb, without a

pause, the left side of her face being continually distorted by sudden,

convulsive grimaces. A younger one, who followed, gave vent to a bark, a

kind of plaintive animal cry, each time that the tic douloureux which was

torturing her twisted her mouth and her right cheek, which she seemed to

throw forward. Next came the consumptives, trembling with fever,

exhausted by dysentery, wasted to skeletons, with livid skins, recalling

the colour of that earth in which they would soon be laid to rest; and

there was one among them who was quite white, with flaming eyes, who

looked indeed like a death’s head in which a torch had been lighted. Then

every deformity of the contractions followed in succession--twisted

trunks, twisted arms, necks askew, all the distortions of poor creatures

whom nature had warped and broken; and among these was one whose right

hand was thrust back behind her ribs whilst her head fell to the left

resting fixedly upon her shoulder. Afterwards came poor rachitic girls

displaying waxen complexions and slender necks eaten away by sores, and

yellow-faced women in the painful stupor which falls on those whose

bosoms are devoured by cancers; whilst others, lying down with their

mournful eyes gazing heavenwards, seemed to be listening to the throbs of

the tumours which obstructed their organs. And still more and more went

by; there was always something more frightful to come; this woman

following that other one increased the general shudder of horror. From

the neck of a girl of twenty who had a crushed, flattened head like a

toad’s, there hung so large a goitre that it fell even to her waist like

the bib of an apron. A blind woman walked along, her head erect, her face

pale like marble, displaying the acute inflammation of her poor,

ulcerated eyes. An aged woman stricken with imbecility, afflicted with

dreadful facial disfigurements, laughed aloud with a terrifying laugh.

And all at once an epileptic was seized with convulsions, and began

foaming on her stretcher, without, however, causing any stoppage of the

procession, which never slackened its march, lashed onward as it was by

the blizzard of feverish passion which impelled it towards the Grotto.

The bearers, the priests, and the ailing ones themselves had just

intonated a canticle, the song of Bernadette, and all rolled along amid

the besetting “Aves,” so that the little carts, the litters, and the

pedestrians descended the sloping road like a swollen and overflowing

torrent of roaring water. At the corner of the Rue Saint-Joseph, near the

Plateau de la Merlasse, a family of excursionists, who had come from

Cauterets or Bagneres, stood at the edge of the footway, overcome with

profound astonishment. These people were evidently well-to-do

_bourgeois_, the father and mother very correct in appearance and

demeanour, while their two big girls, attired in light-coloured dresses,

had the smiling faces of happy creatures who are amusing themselves. But

their first feeling of surprise was soon followed by terror, a growing

terror, as if they beheld the opening of some pesthouse of ancient times,

some hospital of the legendary ages, evacuated after a great epidemic.

The two girls became quite pale, while the father and the mother felt icy

cold in presence of that endless _defile_ of so many horrors, the

pestilential emanations of which were blown full in their faces. O God!

to think that such hideousness, such filth, such suffering, should exist!

Was it possible--under that magnificently radiant sun, under those broad

heavens so full of light and joy whither the freshness of the Gave’s

waters ascended, and the breeze of morning wafted the pure perfumes of

the mountains!

When Pierre, at the head of the _cortege_, reached the Plateau de la

Merlasse, he found himself immersed in that clear sunlight, that fresh

and balmy air. He turned round and smiled affectionately at Marie; and as

they came out on the Place du Rosaire in the morning splendour, they were

both enchanted with the lovely panorama which spread around them.

In front, on the east, was Old Lourdes, lying in a broad fold of the

ground beyond a rock. The sun was rising behind the distant mountains,

and its oblique rays clearly outlined the dark lilac mass of that

solitary rock, which was crowned by the tower and crumbling walls of the

ancient castle, once the redoubtable key of the seven valleys. Through

the dancing, golden dust you discerned little of the ruined pile except

some stately outlines, some huge blocks of building which looked as

though reared by Cyclopean hands; and beyond the rock you but vaguely

distinguished the discoloured, intermingled house-roofs of the old town.

Nearer in than the castle, however, the new town--the rich and noisy city

which had sprung up in a few years as though by miracle--spread out on

either hand, displaying its hotels, its stylish shops, its lodging-houses

all with white fronts smiling amidst patches of greenery. Then there was

the Gave flowing along at the base of the rock, rolling clamorous, clear

waters, now blue and now green, now deep as they passed under the old

bridge, and now leaping as they careered under the new one, which the

Fathers of the Immaculate Conception had built in order to connect the

Grotto with the railway station and the recently opened Boulevard. And as

a background to this delightful picture, this fresh water, this greenery,

this gay, scattered, rejuvenated town, the little and the big Gers arose,

two huge ridges of bare rock and low herbage, which, in the projected

shade that bathed them, assumed delicate tints of pale mauve and green,

fading softly into pink.

Then, upon the north, on the right bank of the Gave, beyond the hills

followed by the railway line, the heights of La Buala ascended, their

wooded slopes radiant in the morning light. On that side lay Bartres.

More to the left arose the Serre de Julos, dominated by the Miramont.

Other crests, far off, faded away into the ether. And in the foreground,

rising in tiers among the grassy valleys beyond the Gave, a number of

convents, which seemed to have sprung up in this region of prodigies like

early vegetation, imparted some measure of life to the landscape. First,

there was an Orphan Asylum founded by the Sisters of Nevers, whose vast

buildings shone brightly in the sunlight. Next came the Carmelite

convent, on the highway to Pau, just in front of the Grotto; and then

that of the Assumptionists higher up, skirting the road to Poueyferre;

whilst the Dominicans showed but a corner of their roofs, sequestered in

the far-away solitude. And at last appeared the establishment of the

Sisters of the Immaculate Conception, those who were called the Blue

Sisters, and who had founded at the far end of the valley a home where

they received well-to-do lady pilgrims, desirous of solitude, as

boarders.

At that early hour all the bells of these convents were pealing joyfully

in the crystalline atmosphere, whilst the bells of other convents, on the

other, the southern horizon, answered them with the same silvery strains

of joy. The bell of the nunnery of Sainte Clarissa, near the old bridge,

rang a scale of gay, clear notes, which one might have fancied to be the

chirruping of a bird. And on this side of the town, also, there were

valleys that dipped down between the ridges, and mountains that upreared

their bare sides, a commingling of smiling and of agitated nature, an

endless surging of heights amongst which you noticed those of Visens,

whose slopes the sunlight tinged ornately with soft blue and carmine of a

rippling, moire-like effect.

However, when Marie and Pierre turned their eyes to the west, they were

quite dazzled. The sun rays were here streaming on the large and the

little Beout with their cupolas of unequal height. And on this side the

background was one of gold and purple, a dazzling mountain on whose sides

one could only discern the road which snaked between the trees on its way

to the Calvary above. And here, too, against the sunlit background,

radiant like an aureola, stood out the three superposed churches which at

the voice of Bernadette had sprung from the rock to the glory of the

Blessed Virgin. First of all, down below, came the church of the Rosary,

squat, circular, and half cut out of the rock, at the farther end of an

esplanade on either side of which, like two huge arms, were colossal

gradient ways ascending gently to the Crypt church. Vast labour had been

expended here, a quarryful of stones had been cut and set in position,

there were arches as lofty as naves supporting the gigantic terraced

avenues which had been constructed so that the processions might roll

along in all their pomp, and the little conveyances containing sick

children might ascend without hindrance to the divine presence. Then came

the Crypt, the subterranean church within the rock, with only its low

door visible above the church of the Rosary, whose paved roof, with its

vast promenade, formed a continuation of the terraced inclines. And at

last, from the summit sprang the Basilica, somewhat slender and frail,

recalling some finely chased jewel of the Renascence, and looking very

new and very white--like a prayer, a spotless dove, soaring aloft from

the rocks of Massabielle. The spire, which appeared the more delicate and

slight when compared with the gigantic inclines below, seemed like the

little vertical flame of a taper set in the midst of the vast landscape,

those endless waves of valleys and mountains. By the side, too, of the

dense greenery of the Calvary hill, it looked fragile and candid, like

childish faith; and at sight of it you instinctively thought of the

little white arm, the little thin hand of the puny girl, who had here

pointed to Heaven in the crisis of her human sufferings. You could not

see the Grotto, the entrance of which was on the left, at the base of the

rock. Beyond the Basilica, the only buildings which caught the eye were

the heavy square pile where the Fathers of the Immaculate Conception had

their abode, and the episcopal palace, standing much farther away, in a

spreading, wooded valley. And the three churches were flaming in the

morning glow, and the rain of gold scattered by the sun rays was sweeping

the whole countryside, whilst the flying peals of the bells seemed to be

the very vibration of the light, the musical awakening of the lovely day

that was now beginning.

Whilst crossing the Place du Rosaire, Pierre and Marie glanced at the

Esplanade, the public walk with its long central lawn skirted by broad

parallel paths and extending as far as the new bridge. Here, with face

turned towards the Basilica, was the great crowned statue of the Virgin.

All the sufferers crossed themselves as they went by. And still

passionately chanting its canticle, the fearful _cortege_ rolled on,

through nature in festive array. Under the dazzling sky, past the

mountains of gold and purple, amidst the centenarian trees, symbolical of

health, the running waters whose freshness was eternal, that _cortege_

still and ever marched on with its sufferers, whom nature, if not God,

had condemned, those who were afflicted with skin diseases, those whose

flesh was eaten away, those who were dropsical and inflated like

wine-skins, and those whom rheumatism and paralysis had twisted into

postures of agony. And the victims of hydrocephalus followed, with the

dancers of St. Vitus, the consumptives, the rickety, the epileptic, the

cancerous, the goitrous, the blind, the mad, and the idiotic. “Ave, ave,

ave, Maria!” they sang; and the stubborn plaint acquired increased

volume, as nearer and nearer to the Grotto it bore that abominable

torrent of human wretchedness and pain, amidst all the fright and horror

of the passers-by, who stopped short, unable to stir, their hearts frozen

as this nightmare swept before their eyes.

Pierre and Marie were the first to pass under the lofty arcade of one of

the terraced inclines. And then, as they followed the quay of the Gave,

they all at once came upon the Grotto. And Marie, whom Pierre wheeled as

near to the railing as possible, was only able to raise herself in her

little conveyance, and murmur: “O most Blessed Virgin, Virgin most

loved!”

She had seen neither the entrances to the piscinas nor the twelve-piped

fountain, which she had just passed; nor did she distinguish any better

the shop on her left hand where crucifixes, chaplets, statuettes,

pictures, and other religious articles were sold, or the stone pulpit on

her right which Father Massias already occupied. Her eyes were dazzled by

the splendour of the Grotto; it seemed to her as if a hundred thousand

tapers were burning there behind the railing, filling the low entrance

with the glow of a furnace and illuminating, as with star rays, the

statue of the Virgin, which stood, higher up, at the edge of a narrow

ogive-like cavity. And for her, apart from that glorious apparition,

nothing existed there, neither the crutches with which a part of the

vault had been covered, nor the piles of bouquets fading away amidst the

ivy and the eglantine, nor even the altar placed in the centre near a

little portable organ over which a cover had been thrown. However, as she

raised her eyes above the rock, she once more beheld the slender white

Basilica profiled against the sky, its slight, tapering spire soaring

into the azure of the Infinite like a prayer.

“O Virgin most powerful--Queen of the Virgins--Holy Virgin of Virgins!”

Pierre had now succeeded in wheeling Marie’s box to the front rank,

beyond the numerous oak benches which were set out here in the open air

as in the nave of a church. Nearly all these benches were already

occupied by those sufferers who could sit down, while the vacant spaces

were soon filled with litters and little vehicles whose wheels became

entangled together, and on whose close-packed mattresses and pillows all

sorts of diseases were gathered pell-mell. Immediately on arriving, the

young priest had recognised the Vignerons seated with their sorry child

Gustave in the middle of a bench, and now, on the flagstones, he caught

sight of the lace-trimmed bed of Madame Dieulafay, beside whom her

husband and sister knelt in prayer. Moreover, all the patients of Madame

de Jonquiere’s carriage took up position here--M. Sabathier and Brother

Isidore side by side, Madame Vetu reclining hopelessly in a conveyance,

Elise Rouquet seated, La Grivotte excited and raising herself on her

clenched hands. Pierre also again perceived Madame Maze, standing

somewhat apart from the others, and humbling herself in prayer; whilst

Madame Vincent, who had fallen on her knees, still holding her little

Rose in her arms, presented the child to the Virgin with ardent entreaty,

the distracted gesture of a mother soliciting compassion from the mother

of divine grace. And around this reserved space was the ever-growing

throng of pilgrims, the pressing, jostling mob which gradually stretched

to the parapet overlooking the Gave.

“O Virgin most merciful,” continued Marie in an undertone, “Virgin most

faithful, Virgin conceived without sin!”

Then, almost fainting, she spoke no more, but with her lips still moving,

as though in silent prayer, gazed distractedly at Pierre. He thought that

she wished to speak to him and leant forward: “Shall I remain here at

your disposal to take you to the piscina by-and-by?” he asked.

But as soon as she understood him she shook her head. And then in a

feverish way she said: “No, no, I don’t want to be bathed this morning.

It seems to me that one must be truly worthy, truly pure, truly holy

before seeking the miracle! I want to spend the whole morning in

imploring it with joined hands; I want to pray, to pray with all my

strength and all my soul--” She was stifling, and paused. Then she added:

“Don’t come to take me back to the hospital till eleven o’clock. I will

not let them take me from here till then.”

However, Pierre did not go away, but remained near her. For a moment, he

even fell upon his knees; he also would have liked to pray with the same

burning faith, to beg of God the cure of that poor sick child, whom he

loved with such fraternal affection. But since he had reached the Grotto

he had felt a singular sensation invading him, a covert revolt, as it

were, which hampered the pious flight of his prayer. He wished to

believe; he had spent the whole night hoping that belief would once more

blossom in his soul, like some lovely flower of innocence and candour, as

soon as he should have knelt upon the soil of that land of miracle. And

yet he only experienced discomfort and anxiety in presence of the

theatrical scene before him, that pale stiff statue in the false light of

the tapers, with the chaplet shop full of jostling customers on the one

hand, and the large stone pulpit whence a Father of the Assumption was

shouting “Aves” on the other. Had his soul become utterly withered then?

Could no divine dew again impregnate it with innocence, render it like

the souls of little children, who at the slightest caressing touch of the

sacred legend give themselves to it entirely?

Then, while his thoughts were still wandering, he recognised Father

Massias in the ecclesiastic who occupied the pulpit. He had formerly

known him, and was quite stirred by his sombre ardour, by the sight of

his thin face and sparkling eyes, by the eloquence which poured from his

large mouth as he offered violence to Heaven to compel it to descend upon

earth. And whilst he thus examined Father Massias, astonished at feeling

himself so unlike the preacher, he caught sight of Father Fourcade, who,

at the foot of the pulpit, was deep in conference with Baron Suire. The

latter seemed much perplexed by something which Father Fourcade said to

him; however he ended by approving it with a complaisant nod. Then, as

Abbe Judaine was also standing there, Father Fourcade likewise spoke to

him for a moment, and a scared expression came over the Abbe’s broad,

fatherly face while he listened; nevertheless, like the Baron, he at last

bowed assent.

Then, all at once, Father Fourcade appeared in the pulpit, erect, drawing

up his lofty figure which his attack of gout had slightly bent; and he

had not wished that Father Massias, his well-loved brother, whom he

preferred above all others, should altogether go down the narrow

stairway, for he had kept him upon one of the steps, and was leaning on

his shoulder. And in a full, grave voice, with an air of sovereign

authority which caused perfect silence to reign around, he spoke as

follows:

“My dear brethren, my dear sisters, I ask your forgiveness for

interrupting your prayers, but I have a communication to make to you, and

I have to ask the help of all your faithful souls. We had a very sad

accident to deplore this morning, one of our brethren died in one of the

trains by which you came to Lourdes, died just as he was about to set

foot in the promised land.”

A brief pause followed and Father Fourcade seemed to become yet taller,

his handsome face beaming with fervour, amidst his long, streaming, royal

beard.

“Well, my dear brethren, my dear sisters,” he resumed, “in spite of

everything, the idea has come to me that we ought not to despair. Who

knows if God Almighty did not will that death in order that He might

prove His Omnipotence to the world? It is as though a voice were speaking

to me, urging me to ascend this pulpit and ask your prayers for this man,

this man who is no more, but whose life is nevertheless in the hands of

the most Blessed Virgin who can still implore her Divine Son in his

favour. Yes, the man is here, I have caused his body to be brought

hither, and it depends on you, perhaps, whether a brilliant miracle shall

dazzle the universe, if you pray with sufficient ardour to touch the

compassion of Heaven. We will plunge the man’s body into the piscina and

we will entreat the Lord, the master of the world, to resuscitate him, to

give unto us this extraordinary sign of His sovereign beneficence!”

An icy thrill, wafted from the Invisible, passed through the listeners.

They had all become pale, and though the lips of none of them had opened,

it seemed as if a murmur sped through their ranks amidst a shudder.

“But with what ardour must we not pray!” violently resumed Father

Fourcade, exalted by genuine faith. “It is your souls, your whole souls,

that I ask of you, my dear brothers, my dear sisters, it is a prayer in

which you must put your hearts, your blood, your very life with whatever

may be most noble and loving in it! Pray with all your strength, pray

till you no longer know who you are, or where you are; pray as one loves,

pray as one dies, for that which we are about to ask is so precious, so

rare, so astounding a grace that only the energy of our worship can

induce God to answer us. And in order that our prayers may be the more

efficacious, in order that they may have time to spread and ascend to the

feet of the Eternal Father, we will not lower the body into the piscina

until four o’clock this afternoon. And now my dear brethren, now my dear

sisters, pray, pray to the most Blessed Virgin, the Queen of the Angels,

the Comforter of the Afflicted!”

Then he himself, distracted by emotion, resumed the recital of the

rosary, whilst near him Father Massias burst into sobs. And thereupon the

great anxious silence was broken, contagion seized upon the throng, it

was transported and gave vent to shouts, tears, and confused stammered

entreaties. It was as though a breath of delirium were sweeping by,

reducing men’s wills to naught, and turning all these beings into one

being, exasperated with love and seized with a mad desire for the

impossible prodigy.

And for a moment Pierre had thought that the ground was giving way

beneath him, that he was about to fall and faint. But with difficulty he

managed to rise from his knees and slowly walked away.

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