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The woman, having begun talking, told them the whole story.

"It is about six years since their parents died, both in one week: their

father was buried on the Tuesday, and their mother died on the Friday.

These orphans were born three days after their father's death, and their

mother did not live another day. My husband and I were then living as

peasants in the village. We were neighbors of theirs, our yard being

next to theirs. Their father was a lonely man; a wood-cutter in the

forest. When felling trees one day, they let one fall on him. It fell

across his body and crushed his bowels out. They hardly got him home

before his soul went to God; and that same week his wife gave birth to

twins--these little girls. She was poor and alone; she had no one,

young or old, with her. Alone she gave them birth, and alone she met her

death."

"The next morning I went to see her, but when I entered the hut, she,

poor thing, was already stark and cold. In dying she had rolled on to

this child and crushed her leg. The village folk came to the hut, washed

the body, laid her out, made a coffin, and buried her. They were good

folk. The babies were left alone. What was to be done with them? I

was the only woman there who had a baby at the time. I was nursing my

first-born--eight weeks old. So I took them for a time. The peasants

came together, and thought and thought what to do with them; and at last

they said to me: 'For the present, Mary, you had better keep the girls,

and later on we will arrange what to do for them.' So I nursed the sound

one at my breast, but at first I did not feed this crippled one. I did

not suppose she would live. But then I thought to myself, why should the

poor innocent suffer? I pitied her, and began to feed her. And so I fed

my own boy and these two--the three of them--at my own breast. I was

young and strong, and had good food, and God gave me so much milk that

at times it even overflowed. I used sometimes to feed two at a time,

while the third was waiting. When one had enough I nursed the third. And

God so ordered it that these grew up, while my own was buried before he

was two years old. And I had no more children, though we prospered.

Now my husband is working for the corn merchant at the mill. The pay

is good, and we are well off. But I have no children of my own, and how

lonely I should be without these little girls! How can I help loving

them! They are the joy of my life!"

She pressed the lame little girl to her with one hand, while with the

other she wiped the tears from her cheeks.

And Matryona sighed, and said: "The proverb is true that says, 'One may

live without father or mother, but one cannot live without God.'"

So they talked together, when suddenly the whole hut was lighted up as

though by summer lightning from the corner where Michael sat. They all

looked towards him and saw him sitting, his hands folded on his knees,

gazing upwards and smiling.

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The woman went away with the girls. Michael rose from the bench, put

down his work, and took off his apron. Then, bowing low to Simon and

his wife, he said: "Farewell, masters. God has forgiven me. I ask your

forgiveness, too, for anything done amiss."

And they saw that a light shone from Michael. And Simon rose, bowed down

to Michael, and said: "I see, Michael, that you are no common man, and I

can neither keep you nor question you. Only tell me this: how is it that

when I found you and brought you home, you were gloomy, and when my

wife gave you food you smiled at her and became brighter? Then when the

gentleman came to order the boots, you smiled again and became brighter

still? And now, when this woman brought the little girls, you smiled a

third time, and have become as bright as day? Tell me, Michael, why does

your face shine so, and why did you smile those three times?"

And Michael answered: "Light shines from me because I have been

punished, but now God has pardoned me. And I smiled three times, because

God sent me to learn three truths, and I have learnt them. One I learnt

when your wife pitied me, and that is why I smiled the first time. The

second I learnt when the rich man ordered the boots, and then I smiled

again. And now, when I saw those little girls, I learn the third and

last truth, and I smiled the third time."

And Simon said, "Tell me, Michael, what did God punish you for? and what

were the three truths? that I, too, may know them."

And Michael answered: "God punished me for disobeying Him. I was an

angel in heaven and disobeyed God. God sent me to fetch a woman's soul.

I flew to earth, and saw a sick woman lying alone, who had just given

birth to twin girls. They moved feebly at their mother's side, but she

could not lift them to her breast. When she saw me, she understood that

God had sent me for her soul, and she wept and said: 'Angel of God! My

husband has just been buried, killed by a falling tree. I have neither

sister, nor aunt, nor mother: no one to care for my orphans. Do not take

my soul! Let me nurse my babes, feed them, and set them on their feet

before I die. Children cannot live without father or mother.' And I

hearkened to her. I placed one child at her breast and gave the other

into her arms, and returned to the Lord in heaven. I flew to the Lord,

and said: 'I could not take the soul of the mother. Her husband was

killed by a tree; the woman has twins, and prays that her soul may not

be taken. She says: "Let me nurse and feed my children, and set them on

their feet. Children cannot live without father or mother." I have not

taken her soul.' And God said: 'Go-take the mother's soul, and learn

three truths: Learn What dwells in man, What is not given to man, and

What men live by. When thou has learnt these things, thou shalt return

to heaven.' So I flew again to earth and took the mother's soul. The

babes dropped from her breasts. Her body rolled over on the bed and

crushed one babe, twisting its leg. I rose above the village, wishing

to take her soul to God; but a wind seized me, and my wings drooped and

dropped off. Her soul rose alone to God, while I fell to earth by the

roadside."

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