X.

Miss Travers had other reasons for wanting to be alone. That very

afternoon, just after stable-call, she found herself unoccupied for the

time being, and decided to go over and see Mrs. Waldron a few moments.

The servant admitted her to the little army parlor, and informed her

that Mrs. Waldron had stepped out, but would be home directly. A bright

wood fire was blazing on the hearth and throwing flickering lights and

shadows about the cosey room. The piano stood invitingly open, and on

the rack were some waltzes of Strauss she remembered having heard the

cavalry band play a night or two previous. Seating herself, she began to

try them, and speedily became interested. Her back being to the door,

she did not notice that another visitor was soon ushered in,--a man. She

continued slowly "picking out" the melody, for the light was growing dim

and it was with difficulty that she could distinguish the notes. Twice

she essayed a somewhat complicated passage, became entangled, bent down

and closely scanned the music, began again, once more became involved,

exclaimed impatiently, "How absurd!" and whirled about on the

piano-stool, to find herself facing Mr. Hayne.

Now that the bandage was removed from his eyes it was no such easy

matter to meet him. Her sweet face flushed instantly as he bent low and

spoke her name.

"I had no idea any one was here. It quite startled me," she said, as she

withdrew from his the hand she had mechanically extended to him.

"It was my hope not to interrupt you," he answered, in the low, gentle

voice she had marked before. "You helped me when my music was all adrift

the other night: may I not help you find some of this?"

"I wish you _would_ play, Mr. Hayne."

"I will play for you gladly, Miss Travers, but waltz-music is not my

forte. Let me see what else there is here." And he began turning over

the sheets on the stand.

"Are your eyes well enough to read music,--especially in such a dim

light?" she asked, with evident sympathy.

"My eyes are doing very well,--better than my fingers, in fact,--and, as

I rarely play by note after I once learn a piece, the eyes make no

difference. What music do you like? I merely looked at this collection

thinking you might see something that pleased you."

"Mrs. Ray told me you played Rubinstein so well,--that melody in F, for

one."

"Did Mrs. Ray speak of that?"--his face brightening. "I'm glad they

found anything to enjoy in my music."

"'They' found a great deal, Mr. Hayne, and there are a number who are

envious of their good fortune,--I, for one," she answered, blithely.

"Now play for me. Mrs. Waldron will be here in a minute."

And when Mrs. Waldron came in, a little later, Miss Travers, seated in

an easy-chair and looking intently into the blaze, was listening as

intently to the soft, rich melodies that Mr. Hayne was playing. The

firelight was flickering on her shining hair; one slender white hand was

toying with the locket that hung at her throat, the other gently tapping

on the arm of the chair in unison with the music. And Mr. Hayne, seated

in the shadow, bent slightly over the key-board, absorbed in his

pleasant task, and playing as though all his soul were thrilling in his

finger-tips. Mrs. Waldron stood in silence at the door-way, watching the

unconscious pair with an odd yet comforted expression in her eyes. At

last, in one long, sweet, sighing chord, the melody softly died away,

and Mr. Hayne slowly turned and looked upon the girl. She seemed to have

wandered off into dream-land. For a moment there was no sound; then,

with a little shivering sigh, she roused herself.

"It is simply exquisite," she said. "You have given me such a treat!"

"I'm glad. I owe you a great deal more pleasure, Miss Travers."

Mrs. Waldron hereat elevated her eyebrows. She would have slipped away

if she could, but she was a woman of substance, and as solid in flesh as

she was warm of heart. She did the only thing left to her,--came

cordially forward to welcome her two visitors and express her delight

that Miss Travers could have an opportunity of hearing Mr. Hayne play.

She soon succeeded in starting him again, and shortly thereafter managed

to slip out unnoticed. When he turned around a few minutes afterwards,

she had vanished.

"Why, I had no idea she was gone!" exclaimed Miss Travers; and then the

color mounted to her brow. He must think her extremely absorbed in his

playing; and so indeed she was.

"You are very fond of music, I see," he said, at a venture.

"Yes, very; but I play very little and very badly. Pardon me, Mr. Hayne,

but you have played many years, have you not?"

"Not so very many; but--there have been many in which I had little else

to do but practise."

She reddened again. It was so unlike him, she thought, to refer to that

matter in speaking to her. He seemed to read her:

"I speak of it only that I may say to you again what I began just before

Mrs. Waldron came. You gave me no opportunity to thank you the other

night, and I may not have another. You do not know what an event in my

life that meeting with you was; and you cannot know how I have gone over

your words again and again. Forgive me the embarrassment I see I cause

you, Miss Travers. We are so unlikely to meet at all that you can afford

to indulge me this once." He was smiling so gravely, sadly, now, and had

risen and was standing by her as she sat there in the big easy-chair,

still gazing into the fire, but listening for his every word. "In five

long years I have heard no words from a woman's lips that gave me such

joy and comfort as those you spoke so hurriedly and without

premeditation. Only those who know anything of what my past has been

could form any idea of the emotion with which I heard you. If I could

not have seen you to say how--how I thanked you, I would have had to

write. This explains what I said awhile ago: I owe you more pleasure

than I can ever give. But one thing was certain: I could not bear the

idea that you should not be told, and by me, how grateful your words

were to me,--how grateful I was to you. Again, may God bless you!"

And now he turned abruptly away, awaiting no answer, reseated himself at

the piano and retouched the keys. But, though she sat motionless and

speechless, she knew that he had been trembling so violently and that

his hands were still so tremulous he could play no more. It was some

minutes that they sat thus, neither speaking; and as he regained his

self-control and began to attempt some simple little melodies, Mrs.

Waldron returned:

"How very domestic you look, young people! Shall we light the lamps?"

"I've stayed too long already," said Miss Travers, springing to her

feet. "Kate does not know I'm out, and will be wondering what has

become of her sister." She laughed nervously. "Thank you so much for the

music, Mr. Hayne!--Forgive my running off so suddenly; won't you, Mrs.

Waldron?" she asked, pleadingly, as she put her hand in hers; and as her

hostess reassured her she bent and kissed the girl's flushed cheek. Mr.

Hayne was still standing patiently by the centre-table. Once more she

turned, and caught his eye, flushed, half hesitated, then held out her

hand with quick impulse:

"Good-evening, Mr. Hayne. I _shall_ hope to hear you play again."

And, with pulses throbbing, and cheeks that still burned, she ran

quickly down the line to Captain Rayner's quarters, and was up-stairs

and in her room in another minute.

This was an interview she would find it hard to tell to Kate. But told

it was, partially, and she was sitting now, late at night, hearing

through her closed door her sister's unmusical lamentations,--hearing

still ringing in her ears the reproaches heaped upon her when that

sister was quietly told that she and Mr. Hayne had met twice. And now

she was sitting there, true to herself and her resolution, telling Mr.

Van Antwerp all about it. Can one conjecture the sensations with which

he received and read that letter?

Mr. Hayne, too, was having a wakeful night. He had gone to Mrs.

Waldron's to pay a dinner-call, with the result just told. He had one or

two other visits to make among the cavalry households in garrison, but,

after a few moments' chat with Mrs. Waldron, he decided that he

preferred going home. Sam had to call three times before Mr. Hayne

obeyed the summons to dinner that evening. The sun was going down behind

the great range to the southwest, and the trumpets were pealing

"retreat" on the frosty air, but Hayne's curtains were drawn, and he was

sitting before his fire, deep in thought, hearing nothing. The doctor

came in soon after he finished his solitary dinner, chatted with him

awhile, and smoked away at his pipe. He wanted to talk with Hayne about

some especial matter, and he found it hard work to begin. The more he

saw of his patient the better he liked him: he was interested in him,

and had been making inquiries. Without his pipe he found himself

uninspired.

"Mr. Hayne, if you will permit, I'll fill up and blow another cloud.

Didn't you ever smoke?"

"Yes. I was very fond of my cigar six or seven years ago."

"And you gave it up?" asked the doctor, tugging away at the strings of

his little tobacco-pouch.

"I gave up everything that was not an absolute necessity," said Hayne,

calmly. "Until I could get free of a big load there was no comfort in

anything. After that was gone I had no more use for such old friends

than certain other old friends seemed to have for me. It was a mutual

cut."

"To the best of my belief, you were the gainer in both cases," said the

doctor, gruffly. "The longer I live the more I agree with Carlyle: the

men we live and move with are mostly fools."

Hayne's face was as grave and quiet as ever:

"These are hard lessons to learn, doctor. I presume few young fellows

thought more of human friendship than I did the first two years I was in

service."

"Hayne," said the doctor, "sometimes I have thought you did not want to

talk about this matter to any soul on earth; but I am speaking from no

empty curiosity now. If you forbid it, I shall not intrude; but there

are some questions that, since knowing you, and believing in you as I

unquestionably do, I would like to ask. You seem bent on returning to

duty here to-morrow, though you might stay on sick report ten days yet;

and I want to stand between you and the possibility of annoyance and

trouble if I can."

"You are kind, and I appreciate it, doctor; but do you think that the

colonel is a man who will be apt to let me suffer injustice at the hands

of any one here?"

"I don't, indeed. He is full of sympathy for you, and I know he means

you shall have fair play; but a company commander has as many and as

intangible ways of making a man suffer as has a woman. How do you stand

with Rayner?"

"Precisely where I stood five years ago. He is the most determined enemy

I have in the service, and will down me if he can; but I have learned a

good deal in my time. There is a grim sort of comfort now in knowing

that while he would gladly trip me I can make him miserable by being too

strong for him."

"You still hold the same theory as to his evidence you did at the time

of the court? of course I have heard what you said to and of him."

"I have never changed in that respect."

"But supposing that--mind you, _I_ believe he was utterly mistaken in

what he thought he heard and saw,--supposing that all that was testified

to by him actually occurred, have you any theory that would point out

the real criminal?"

"Only one. If that money was ever handed me that day at Battle Butte,

only one man could have made away with it; and it is useless to charge

it to him."

"You mean Rayner?"

"I _have_ to mean Rayner."

"But you claim it never reached you?"

"Certainly."

"Yet every other package--memoranda and all--was handed you?"

"Not only that, but Captain Hull handed me the money-packet with the

others,--took them all from his saddle-bags just before the charge. The

packet was sealed when he gave it to me, and when I broke the seal it

was stuffed with worthless blanks."

"And you have never suspected a soldier,--a single messenger or

servant?"

"Not one. Whom could I?"

"Hayne, had you any knowledge of this man Clancy before?"

"Clancy! The drunken fellow we pulled out of the fire?"

"The same."

"No; never to my knowledge saw or heard of him, except when he appeared

as witness at the court."

"Yet he was with the ----th Cavalry at that very fight at Battle Butte. He

was a sergeant then, though not in Hull's troop."

"Does he say he knew me? or does he talk of that affair?" asked the

lieutenant, with sudden interest.

"Not that. He cannot be said to say anything; but he was wonderfully

affected over your rescuing him,--strangely so, one of the nurses

persists in telling me, though the steward and Mrs. Clancy declare it

was just drink and excitement. Still, I have drawn from him that he knew

you well by sight during that campaign; but he says he was not by when

Hull was killed."

"Does he act as though he knew anything that could throw any light on

the matter?"

"I cannot say. His wife declares he has been queer all winter,--hard

drinking,--and of course that is possible."

"Sam told me there was a soldier here two nights ago who wanted to talk

with me, but the man was drunk, and he would not let him in or tell me.

He thought he wanted to borrow money."

"I declare, I believe it was Clancy!" said the doctor. "If he wants to

see you and talk, let him. There's no telling but what even a

drink-racked brain may bring the matter to light."

And long that night Mr. Hayne sat there thinking, partly of what the

doctor had said, but more of what had occurred during the late

afternoon. Midnight was called by the sentries. He went to his door and

looked out on the broad, bleak prairie, the moonlight glinting on the

tin roofing of the patch of buildings over at the station far across the

dreary level and glistening on the patches of snow that here and there

streaked the surface. It was all so cold and calm and still. His blood

was hot and fevered. Something invited him into the peace and purity of

the night. He threw on his overcoat and furs, and strolled up to the

gateway, past the silent and deserted store, whose lighted bar and

billiard-room was generally the last thing to close along Prairie

Avenue. There was not a glimmer of light about the quarters of the

trader or the surgeon's beyond. One or two faint gleams stole through

the blinds at the big hospital, and told of the night-watch by some

fevered bedside. He passed on around the fence and took a path that led

to the target-ranges north of the post and back of officers' row,

thinking deeply all the while; and finally, re-entering the garrison by

the west gate, he came down along the hard gravelled walk that passed in

circular sweeps the offices and the big house of the colonel commanding

and then bore straight away in front of the entire line. All was

darkness and quiet. He passed in succession the houses of the

field-officers of the cavalry, looked longingly at the darkened front of

Major Waldron's cottage, where he had lived so sweet an hour before the

setting of the last sun, then went on again and paused surprised in

front of Captain Rayner's. A bright light was still burning in the front

room on the second floor. Was she, too, awake and thinking of that

interview? He looked wistfully at the lace curtains that shrouded the

interior, and then the clank of a cavalry sabre sounded in his ears, and

a tall officer came springily across the road.

"Who the devil's that?" was the blunt military greeting.

"Mr. Hayne," was the quiet reply.

"What? Mr. Hayne? Oh! Beg your pardon, man,--couldn't imagine who it was

mooning around out here after midnight."

"I don't wonder," answered Hayne. "I am rather given to late hours, and

after reading a long time I often take a stroll before turning in."

"Ah, yes: I see. Well, won't you drop in and chat awhile? I'm officer of

the day, and have to owl to-night."

"Thanks, no, not this time; I must go to bed. Good-night, Mr. Blake."

"Good-night to you, Mr. Hayne," said Blake, then stood gazing

perplexedly after him. "Now, my fine fellow," was his dissatisfied

query, "what on earth do you mean by prowling around Rayner's at this

hour of the night?"

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