"'Tis well to be off with the old love,
Though you never get on with a new."
During the two of three weeks following their success with Gilead Beck
the Twins were conspicuous, had any one noticed them, for a
recklessness of expenditure quite without parallel in their previous
history. They plunged as regarded hansoms, paying whatever was asked
with an airy prodigality; they dined at the club every day, and drank
champagne at all hours; they took half-guinea stalls at theatres: they
went down to Greenwich and had fish-dinners; they appeared with new
chains and rings; they even changed their regular hours of sleep, and
sometimes passed the whole day broad awake, in the pursuit of youthful
pleasures. They winked and nodded at each other in a way which
suggested all kinds of delirious delights; and Cornelius even talked
of adding an episode to the Epic, based on his own later experiences,
which he would call, he said, the Jubilee of Joy.
The funds for this fling, all too short, were provided by their
American patron. Gilead Beck had no objection to advance them
something on account; the young gentlemen found it so pleasant to
spend money, that they quickly overcame scruples about asking for
more; perhaps they would have gone on getting more, but for a word of
caution spoken by Jack Dunquerque. In consequence of this unkindness
they met each other one evening in the Studio with melancholy faces.
"I had a letter to-day from Mr. Gilead Beck," said Cornelius to
Humphrey.
"So had I," said Humphrey to Cornelius.
"In answer to a note from me," said Cornelius.
"In reply to a letter of mine," said Humphrey.
"It is sometimes a little awkward, brother Humphrey," Cornelius
remarked with a little temper, "that our inclinations so often prompt
us to do the same thing at the same time."
Said Humphrey, "I suppose then, Cornelius, that you asked him for
money?"
"I did, Humphrey. How much has the Patron advanced you already on the
great Picture?"
"Two hundred only. A mere trifle. And now he refuses to advance any
more until the Picture is completed. Some enemy, some jealous brother
artist, must have corrupted his mind."
"My case, too. I asked for a simple fifty pounds. It is the end of
May, and the country would be delightful if one could go there. I have
already drawn four or five cheques of fifty each, on account of the
Epic. He says, this mercenary and mechanical patron, that he will not
lend me any more until the Poem is brought to him finished. Some
carping critic has been talking to him."
"How much of the Poem is finished?"
"How much of the Picture is done?"
The questions were asked simultaneously, but no answer was returned by
either.
Then each sat for a few moments in gloomy silence.
"The end of May," murmured Humphrey. "We have to be ready by the
beginning of October. June--July--only four months. My painting is
designed for many hundreds of figures. Your poem for--how many lines,
brother?"
"Twenty cantos of about five hundred lines each."
"Twenty times five hundred is ten thousand."
Then they relapsed into silence again.
"Brother Cornelius," the Artist went on, "this has been a most
eventful year for us. We have been rudely disturbed from the artistic
life of contemplation and patient work into which we had gradually
dropped. We have been hurried--hurried, I say, brother--into Action,
perhaps prematurely----"
Cornelius grasped his brother's hand, but said nothing.
"You, Cornelius, have engaged yourself to be married."
Cornelius dropped his brother's hand. "Pardon me, Humphrey; it is you
that is engaged to Phillis Fleming."
"I am nothing of the sort, Cornelius," the other returned sharply. "I
am astonished that you should make such a statement."
"One of us certainly is engaged to the young lady. And as certainly it
is not I. 'Let your brother Humphrey hope,' she said. Those were her
very words. I do think, brother, that it is a little ungenerous, a
little ungenerous of you, after all the trouble I took on your behalf,
to try to force this young lady on me."
Humphrey's cheek turned pallid. He plunged his hands into his silky
beard, and walked up and down the room gesticulating.
"I went down on purpose to tell Phillis about him. I spoke to her of
his ardour. She said she appreciated--said she appreciated it,
Cornelius. I even went so far as to say that you offered her a virgin
heart--perilling my own soul by those very words--a virgin heart"--he
laughed melodramatically. "And after that German milkmaid! Ha, ha! The
Poet and the milkmaid!"
Cornelius by this time was red with anger. The brothers, alike in so
many things, differed in this, that, when roused to passion, while
Humphrey grew white Cornelius grew crimson.
"And what did I do for you?" he cried out. The brothers were now on
opposite sides of the table, walking backwards and forwards with
agitated strides. "I told her that you brought her a heart which had
never beat for another--that, after your miserable little Roman model!
An artist not able to resist the charms of his own model!"
"Cornelius!" cried Humphrey, suddenly stopping and bringing his fist
with a bang upon the table.
"Humphrey!" cried his brother, exactly imitating his gesture.
Their faces glared into each other's; Cornelius, as usual, wrapped in
his long dressing-gown, his shaven cheeks purple with passion;
Humphrey in his loose velvet jacket, his white lips and cheeks, and
his long silken beard trembling to every hair.
It was the first time the brothers had ever quarrelled in all their
lives. And like a tempest on Lake Windermere, it sprang up without the
slightest warning.
They glared in a steady way for a few minutes, and then drew back and
renewed their quick and angry walk side by side, with the table
between them.
"To bring up the old German business!" said Cornelius.
"To taunt me with the Roman girl!" said Humphrey.
"Will you keep your engagement like a gentleman, and marry the girl?"
cried the Poet.
"Will you behave as a man of honour, and go to the Altar with Phillis
Fleming?" asked the Artist.
"I will not," said Cornelius. "Nothing shall induce me to get
married."
"Nor will I," said Humphrey. "I will see myself drawn and quartered
first."
"Then," said Cornelius, "go and break it to her yourself, for I will
not."
"Break what?" asked Humphrey passionately. "Break her heart, when I
tell her, if I must, that my brother repudiates his most sacred
promises?"
Cornelius was touched. He relented. He softened.
"Can it be that she loves us both?"
They were at the end of the table, near the chairs, which as usual
were side by side.
"Can that be so, Cornelius?"
They drew nearer the chairs; they sat down; they turned, by force of
habit, lovingly towards each other; and their faces cleared.
"Brother Humphrey," said Cornelius, "I see that we have mismanaged
this affair. It will be a wrench to the poor girl, but it will have to
be done. I thought you _wanted_ to marry her."
"I thought _you_ did."
"And so we each pleaded the other's cause. And the poor girl loves us
both. Good heavens! What a dreadful thing for her."
"I remember nothing in fiction so startling. To be sure, there is some
excuse for her."
"But she can't marry us both?"
"N--n--no. I suppose not. No--certainly not. Heaven forbid! And as you
will not marry her----"
Humphrey shook his head in a decided manner.
"And I will not----"
"Marry?" interrupted Humphrey. "What! And give up this? Have to get up
early; to take breakfast at nine; to be chained to work; to be
inspected and interfered with while at work--Phillis drew me once, and
pinned the portrait on my easel; to be restricted in the matter of
port; to have to go to bed at eleven; perhaps, Cornelius, to have
babies; and beside, if they should be Twins! Fancy being shaken out of
your poetic dream by the cries of Twins!"
"No sitting up at night with pipes and brandy-and-water," echoed the
Poet. "And, Humphrey"--here he chuckled, and his face quite returned
to its brotherly form--"should we go abroad, no flirting with Roman
models--eh, eh, eh?"
"Ho, ho, ho!" laughed the Artist melodiously. "And no carrying
milk-pails up the Heidelberg hills--eh, eh, eh?"
"Marriage be hanged!" cried the Poet, starting up again. "We will
preserve our independence, Humphrey. We will be free to woo, but not
to wed."
Was there ever a more unprincipled Bard? It is sad to relate that the
Artist echoed his brother.
"We will, Cornelius--we will. _Vive la liberté!_" He snapped his
fingers, and began to sing:
"Quand on est a Paris
On ecrit a son pere,
Qui fait reponse, 'Brigand,
Tu n'en as----'"
He broke short off, and clapped his hands like a school-boy. "We will
go to Paris next week, brother."
"We will, Humphrey, if we can get any more money. And now--how to get
out of the mess?"
"Do you think Mrs. L'Estrange will interfere?"
"Or Colquhoun?"
"Or Joseph?"
"The best way would be to pretend it was all a mistake. Let us go
to-morrow, and cry off as well as we can."
"We will, Cornelius."
The quarrel and its settlement made them thirsty, and they drank a
whole potash-and-brandy each before proceeding with the interrupted
conversation.
"Poor little Phillis!" said the Artist, filling his pipe. "I hope she
won't pine much."
"Ariadne, you know," said the Poet; and then he forgot what Ariadne
did, and broke off short.
"It isn't our fault, after all. Men of genius are always run after.
Women are made to love men, and men are made to break their hearts.
Law of nature, dear Cornelius--law of Nature. Perhaps the man is a fool
who binds himself to one. Art alone should be our mistress--glorious
Art!"
"Yes," said Cornelius; "you are quite right. And what about Mr. Gilead
Beck?"
This was a delicate question, and the Artist's face grew grave.
"What are we to do, Cornelius?"
"I don't know, Humphrey."
"Will the Poem be finished?"
"No. Will the Picture?"
"Not a chance."
"Had we not better, Humphrey, considering all the circumstances, make
up our minds to throw over the engagement?"
"Tell me, Cornelius--how much of your Poem remains to be done?"
"Well, you see, there is not much actually written."
"Will you show it to me--what there is of it?"
"It is all in my head, Humphrey. Nothing is written."
He blushed prettily as he made the confession. But the Artist met him
half-way with a frank smile.
"It is curious, Cornelius, that up to the present I have not actually
drawn any of the groups. My figures are still in my head."
Both were surprised. Each, spending his own afternoons in sleep, had
given the other credit for working during that part of the day. But
they were too much accustomed to keep up appearances to make any
remark upon this curious coincidence.
"Then, brother," said the Poet, with a sigh of relief, "there really
is not the slightest use in leading Mr. Beck to believe that the works
will be finished by October, and we had better ask for a longer term.
A year longer would do for me."
"A year longer would, I think, do for me," said Humphrey, stroking his
beard, as if he was calculating how long each figure would take to put
in. "We will go and see Mr. Beck to-morrow."
"Better not," said the sagacious Poet.
"Why not?"
"He might ask for the money back."
"True, brother. He must be capable of that meanness, or he would have
given us that cheque we asked for. Very true. We will write."
"What excuse shall we make?"
"We will state the exact truth, Brother. No excuse need be invented.
We will tell our Patron that Art cannot--must not--be forced."
This settled, Cornelius declared that a weight was off his mind, which
had oppressed him since the engagement with Mr. Beck was first entered
into. Nothing, he said, so much obstructed the avenues of fancy,
checked the flow of ideas, and destroyed grasp of language, as a
slavish time-engagement. Now, he went on to explain, he felt free;
already his mind, like a garden in May, was blossoming in a thousand
sweet flowers. Now he was at peace with mankind. Before this relief he
had been--Humphrey would bear him out--inclined to lose his temper
over trifles; and the feeling of thraldom caused him only that very
evening to use harsh words even to his twin brother. Here he held out
his hand, which Humphrey grasped with effusion.
They wrote their letters next day--not early in the day, because they
prolonged their evening parliament till late, and it was one o'clock
when they took breakfast But they wrote the letters after breakfast,
and at two they took the train to Twickenham.
Phillis received them in her morning-room. They appeared almost as
nervous and agitated as when they called a week before. So shaky were
their hands that Phillis began by prescribing for them a glass of wine
each, which they took, and said they felt better.
"We come for a few words of serious explanation," said the Poet.
"Yes," said Phillis. "Will Mrs. L'Estrange do?"
"On the contrary, it is with you that we would speak."
"Very well," she replied. "Pray go on."
They were sitting side by side on the sofa, looking as grave as a pair
of owls. There was something Gog and Magogish, too, in their
proximity.
Phillis found herself smiling when she looked at them. So, to prevent
laughing in their very faces, she changed her place, and went to the
open window.
"Now," she said.
Cornelius, with the gravest face in the world, began again.
"It is a delicate and, I fear, a painful business," he said. "Miss
Fleming, you doubtless remember a conversation I had with you last
week on your lawn?"
"Certainly. You told me that your brother, Mr. Humphrey, adored me.
You also said that he brought me a virgin heart. I remember perfectly.
I did not understand your meaning then. But I do now. I understand it
now." She spoke the last words with softened voice, because she was
thinking of the Coping-stone and Jack Dunquerque.
Humphrey looked indignantly at his brother. Here was a position to be
placed in! But Cornelius lifted his hand, with a gesture which meant,
"Patience; I will see you through this affair," and went on--
"You see, Miss Fleming, I was under a mistake. My brother, who has the
highest respect, in the abstract, for womanhood, which is the
incarnation and embodiment of all that is graceful and beautiful in
this fair world of ours, does not--does not--after all----"
Phillis looked at Humphrey. He sat by his brother, trembling with a
mixture of shame and terror. They were not brave men, these Twins, and
they certainly drank habitually more than is good for the nervous
system.
She began to laugh, not loudly, but with a little ripple of mirth
which terrified them both, because in their vanity they thought it the
first symptoms of hysterical grief. Then she stepped to the sofa, and
placed both her hands on the unfortunate Artist's shoulder.
He thought that she was going to shake him, and his soul sank into his
boots.
"You mean that he does not, after all, adore me. O Mr. Humphrey, Mr.
Humphrey! was it for this that you offered me a virgin heart? Is this
your gratitude to me for drawing your likeness when you were hard at
work in the Studio? What shall I say to your brother Joseph, and what
will he say to you?"
"My dear young lady," Cornelius interposed hastily, "there is not the
slightest reason to bring Joseph into the business at all. He must not
be told of this unfortunate mistake. Humphrey does adore you--speak,
brother--do you not adore Miss Fleming?"
Humphrey was gasping and panting.
"I do," he ejaculated, "I do--Oh, most certainly."
Then Phillis left him and turned to his brother.
"But there is yourself, Mr. Cornelius. You are not an artist; you are
a poet; you spend your days in the Workshop, where Jack Dunquerque and
I found you rapt in so poetic a dream that your eyes were closed and
your mouth open. If you made a mistake about Humphrey, it is
impossible that he could have made a mistake about you."
"This is terrible," said Cornelius. "Explain, brother Humphrey. Miss
Fleming, we--no, you as well--are victims of a dreadful error."
He wiped his brow and appealed to his brother.
Released from the terror of Phillis's hands upon his shoulder, the
Artist recovered some of his courage and spoke. But his voice was
faltering. "I, too," he said, "mistook the respectful admiration of my
brother for something dearer. Miss Fleming, he is already wedded."
"Wedded? Are you a married man, Mr. Cornelius? Oh, and where is the
virgin heart?"
"Wedded to his art," Humphrey explained. Then he went a little off his
head, I suppose, in the excitement of this crisis, because he
continued in broken words, "Wedded--long ago--object of his life's
love--with milk-pails on the hills of Heidelberg, and light blue
eyes--the Muse of Song. But he regards you with respectful
admiration."
"Most respectful," said Cornelius. "As Petrarch regarded the wife of
the Count de Sade. Will you forgive us, Miss Fleming, and--and--try to
forget us?"
"So, gentlemen," the young lady said, with sparkling eyes, "you come
to say that you would rather not marry me. I wonder if that is usual
with men?"
"No, no!" they both cried together. "Happy is the man----"
"You may be the happy man, Humphrey," said Cornelius.
"No; you, brother--you."
Never had wedlock seemed so dreadful a thing as it did now, with a
possible bride standing before them, apparently only waiting for the
groom to make up his mind.
"I will forgive you both," she said; "so go away happy. But I am
afraid I shall never, never be able to forget you. And if I send you a
sketch of yourselves just as you look now, so ashamed and so foolish,
perhaps you will hang it up in the Workshop or the Studio, to be
looked at when you are awake; that is, when you are not at work."
They looked guiltily at each other and drew a little apart. It was the
most cruel speech that Phillis had ever made; but she was a little
angry with this vain and conceited pair of windbags.
"I shall not tell Mr. Joseph Jagenal, because he is a sensible man and
would take it ill, I am sure. And I shall not tell my guardian,
Lawrence Colquhoun, because I do not know what he might say or do. And
I shall not tell Mrs. L'Estrange; that is, I shall not tell her the
whole of it, for your sakes. But I must tell Jack Dunquerque, because
I am engaged to be married to Jack, and because I love him and must
tell him everything."
They cowered before her as they thought of the possible consequences
of this information.
"You need not be frightened," she went on; "Jack will not call to see
you and disturb you at your work."
Her eyes, that began by dancing with fun, now flashed indignation. It
was not that she felt angry at what most girls would have regarded as
a deliberate insult, but the unmanliness of the two filled her with
contempt. They looked so small and so mean.
"Go," she said, pointing to the door. "I forgive you. But never again
dare to offer a girl each other's virgin heart."
They literally slunk away like a pair of beaten hounds. Then Phillis
suddenly felt sorry for them as they crept out of the door, one after
the other. She ran after them and called them back.
"Stop," she cried; "we must not part like that. Shake hands,
Cornelius. Shake hands, Humphrey. Come back and take another glass of
wine. Indeed you want it; you are shaking all over; come."
She led them back, one in each hand, and poured out a glass of sherry
for each.
"You could not have married me, you know," she said, laughing,
"because I am going to marry Jack. There--forgive me for speaking
unkindly, and we will remain friends."
They took her hand, but they did not speak, and something like a tear
stood in their eyes. When they left her Phillis observed that they did
not take each other's arm as usual, but walked separate. And they
looked older.