CHAPTER XIX.

_Polonius_. What treasure had he, my lord?

_Hamlet_. Why,

“One fair daughter and no more,

The which he loved passing well.”

O my old friend, thy face is valanced since I saw thee last.... What,

my young lady and mistress! By'r lady, your ladyship is nearer to heaven

than when I saw you last.... You are all welcome.--_Hamlet._

|HOWEVER varying, indefinite, and objectless the thoughts of Daireen

Gerald may have been--and they certainly were--during the earlier days

of the voyage, they were undoubtedly fixed and steadfast during the last

week. She knew that she could not hear anything of her father until she

would arrive at the Cape, and so she had allowed herself to be buoyed up

by the hopeful conversation of the major and Mrs. Crawford, who seemed

to think of her meeting with her father as a matter of certainty, and by

the various little excitements of every day. But now when she knew that

upon what the next few days would bring forth all the happiness of her

future life depended, what thought--what prayer but one, could she have?

She was certainly not good company during these final days. Mr. Harwood

never got a word from her. Mr. Glaston did not make the attempt, though

he attributed her silence to remorse at having neglected his artistic

instructions. Major Crawford's gallantries received no smiling

recognition from her; and Mrs. Crawford's most motherly pieces of pathos

went by unheeded so far as Daireen was concerned.

What on earth was the matter, Mrs. Crawford thought; could it be

possible that her worst fears were realised? she asked herself; and

she made a vow that even if Mr. Harwood had spoken a single word on the

subject of affection to Daireen, he should forfeit her own friendship

for ever.

“My dear Daireen,” she said, two days after leaving St. Helena, “you

know I love you as a daughter, and I have come to feel for you as

a mother might. I know something is the matter--what is it? you may

confide in me; indeed you may.”

“How good you are!” said the child of this adoption; “how very good! You

know all that is the matter, though you have in your kindness prevented

me from feeling it hitherto.”

“Good gracious, Daireen, you frighten me! No one can have been speaking

to you surely, while I am your guardian----”

“You know what a wretched doubt there is in my mind now that I know

a few days will tell me all that can be told--you know the terrible

question that comes to me every day--every hour--shall I see him?--shall

he be--alive?”

Even the young men, with no touches of motherly pathos about them, had

appreciated the girl's feelings in those days more readily than Mrs.

Crawford.

“My poor dear little thing,” she now said, fondling her in a way whose

soothing effect the combined efforts of all the young men could never

have approached. “Don't let the doubt enter your mind for an instant--it

positively must not. Your father is as well as I am to-day, I can assure

you. Can you disbelieve me? I know him a great deal better than you do;

and I know the Cape climate better than you do. Nonsense, my dear, no

one ever dies at the Cape--at least not when they go there to recover.

Now make your mind easy for the next three days.”

But for just this interval poor Daireen's mind was in a state of

anything but repose.

During the last night the steamer would be on the voyage she found it

utterly impossible to go to sleep. She heard all of the bells struck

from watch to watch. Her cabin became stifling to her though a cool

breeze was passing through the opened port. She rose, dressed herself,

and went on deck though it was about two o'clock in the morning. It

was a terrible thing for a girl to do, but nothing could have prevented

Daireen's taking that step. She stood just outside the door of the

companion, and in the moonlight and soft air of the sea more ease of

mind came to her than she had yet felt on this voyage.

While she stood there in the moonlight listening to the even whisperings

of the water as it parted away before the ship, and to the fitful

flights of the winged fish, she seemed to hear some order as she

thought, given from the forward part of the vessel. In another minute

the officer on watch hastened past her. She heard him knock at the

captain's cabin which was just aft of the deck-house, and make the

report.

“Fixed light right ahead, sir.”

She knew then that the first glimpse of the land which they were

approaching had been obtained, and her anxiety gave place to peace. That

message of the light seemed to be ominous of good to her. She returned

to her cabin, and found it cool and tranquil, so that she fell asleep at

once; and when she next opened her eyes she saw a tall man standing with

folded arms beside her, gazing at her. She gave but one little cry, and

then that long drooping moustache of his was down upon her face and her

bare arms were about his neck.

“Thank you, thank you, Dolly; that is a sufficiently close escape from

strangulation to make me respect your powers,” said the man; and at the

sound of his voice Daireen turned her face to her pillow, while the man

shook out with spasmodic fingers his handkerchief from its folds and

endeavoured to repair the injury done to his moustache by the girl's

embrace.

“Now, now, my Dolly,” he said, after some convulsive mutterings which

Daireen could, of course, not hear; “now, now, don't you think it might

be as well to think of making some apology for your laziness instead of

trying to go asleep again?”

Then she looked up with wondering eyes.

“I don't understand anything at all,” she cried. “How could I go asleep

when we were within four hours of the Cape? How could any one be so

cruel as to let me sleep so dreadfully? It was wicked of me: it was

quite wicked.”

“There's not the least question about the enormity of the crime,

I'm afraid,” he answered; “only I think that Mrs. Crawford may be

responsible for a good deal of it, if her confession to me is to be

depended upon. She told me how you were--but never mind, I am the

ill-treated one in the matter, and I forgive you all.”

“And we have actually been brought into the dock?”

“For the past half-hour, my love; and I have been waiting for much

longer. I got the telegram you sent to me, by the last mail from

Madeira, so that I have been on the lookout for the _Cardwell Castle_

for a week. Now don't be too hard on an old boy, Dolly, with all of

those questions I see on your lips. Here, I'll take them in the lump,

and think over them as I get through a glass of brandy-and-water with

Jack Crawford and the Sylph--by George, to think of your meeting with

the poor old hearty Sylph--ah, I forgot you never heard that we used to

call Mrs. Crawford the Sylph at our station before you were born. There,

now I have got all your questions, my darling--my own darling little

Dolly.”

She only gave him a little hug this time, and he hastened up to the

deck, where Mrs. Crawford and her husband were waiting for him.

“Now, did I say anything more of her than was the truth, George?” cried

Mrs. Crawford, so soon as Colonel Gerald got on deck.

But Colonel Gerald smiled at her abstractedly and pulled fiercely at the

ends of his moustache. Then seeing Mr. Harwood at the other side of

the skylight, he ran and shook hands with him warmly; and Harwood,

who fancied he understood something of the theory of the expression of

emotion in mankind, refrained from hinting to the colonel that they had

already had a chat together since the steamer had come into dock.

Mrs. Crawford, however, was not particularly well pleased to find that

her old friend George Gerald had only answered her with that vague

smile, which implied nothing; she knew that he had been speaking for

half an hour before with Harwood, from whom he had heard the first

intelligence of his appointment to the Castaway group. When Colonel

Gerald, however, went the length of rushing up to Doctor Campion

and violently shaking hands with him also, though they had been in

conversation together before, the lady began to fear that the attack of

fever from which it was reported Daireen's father had been suffering had

left its traces upon him still.

“Rather rum, by gad,” said the major, when his attention was called

to his old comrade's behaviour. “Just like the way a boy would behave

visiting his grandmother, isn't it? Looks as if he were working off his

feelings, doesn't it? By gad, he's going back to Harwood!”

“I thought he would,” said Mrs. Crawford. “Harwood can tell him all

about his appointment. That's what George, like all the rest of them

nowadays, is anxious about. He forgets his child--he has no interest in

her, I see.”

“That's devilish bad, Kate, devilish bad! by Jingo! But upon my soul,

I was under the impression that his wildness just now was the effect of

having been below with the kid.”

“If he had the least concern about her, would he not come to me, when he

knows very well that I could tell him all about the voyage? But no, he

prefers to remain by the side of the special correspondent.”

“No, he doesn't; here he comes, and hang me if he isn't going to shake

hands with both of us!” cried the major, as Colonel Gerald, recognising

him, apparently for the first time, left Harwood's side and hastened

across the deck with extended hand.

“George, dear old George,” said Mrs. Crawford, reflecting upon the

advantages usually attributed to the conciliatory method of

treatment. “Isn't it like the old time come back again? Here we stand

together--Jack, Campion, yourself and myself, just as we used to be

in--ah, it cannot have been '58!--yes, it was, good gracious, '58! It

seems like a dream.”

“Exactly like a dream, by Jingo, my dear,” said the major pensively, for

he was thinking what an auxiliary to the realistic effect of the scene a

glass of brandy-and-water, or some other Indian cooling drink, would be.

“Just like a vision, you know, George, isn't it? So if you'll come

to the smoking-room, we'll have that light breakfast we were talking

about.”

“He won't go, major,” said the lady severely.

“He wishes to have a talk with me about the dear child. Don't you,

George?”

“And about your dear self, Kate,” replied Colonel Gerald, in the

Irish way that brought back to the lady still more vividly all the old

memories of the happy station on the Himalayas.

“Ah, how like George that, isn't it?” she whispered to her husband.

“My dear girl, don't be a tool,” was the parting request of the major as

he strolled off to where the doctor was, he knew, waiting for some sign

that the brandy and water were amalgamating.

“I'm glad that we are alone, George,” said Mrs. Crawford, taking Colonel

Gerald's arm. “We can talk together freely about the child--about

Daireen.”

“And what have we to say about her, Kate? Can you give me any hints

about her temper, eh? How she needs to be managed, and that sort of

thing? You used to be capital at that long ago.”

“And I flatter myself that I can still tell all about a girl after a

single glance; but, my dear George, I never indeed knew what a truly

perfect nature was until I came to understand Daireen. She is an angel,

George.”

“No,” said the colonel gently; “not Daireen--she is not the angel; but

her face, when I saw it just now upon its pillow, sent back all my soul

in thought of one--one who is--who always was an angel--my good angel.”

“That was my first thought too,” said Mrs. Crawford. “And her nature is

the same. Only poor Daireen errs on the side of good nature. She is a

child in her simplicity of thought about every one she meets. She wants

some one near her who will be able to guide her tastes in--in--well,

in different matters. By the way, you remember Austin Glaston, who was

chaplain for a while on the _Telemachus_, and who got made Bishop of the

Salamanders; well, that is his son, that tall handsome youngman--I must

present you. He is one of the most distinguished men I ever met.”

“Ah, indeed? Does he write for a newspaper?”

“Oh, George, I am ashamed of you. No, Mr. Glaston is a--a--an artist and

a poet, and--well, he does nearly everything much better than any one

else, and if you take my advice you will give him an invitation to

dinner, and then you will find out all.”

Before Colonel Gerald could utter a word he was brought face to face

with Mr. Glaston, and felt his grasp responded to by a gentle pressure.

“I'm very glad to meet you, Mr. Glaston; your father and I were old

friends. If you are staying at Cape Town, I hope you will not neglect to

call upon my daughter and myself,” said the colonel.

“You are extremely kind,” returned the young man: “I shall be

delighted.”

Thus Daireen on coming on deck found her father in conversation with

Mr. Glaston, and already acquainted with every member of Mrs. Crawford's

circle.

“Mr. Glaston has just promised to pay you a visit on shore, my dear,”

said the major's wife, as she came up.

“How very kind,” said Daireen. “But can he tell me where I live ashore,

for no one has thought fit to let me know anything about myself. I will

never forgive you, Mrs. Crawford, for ordering that I was not to be

awakened this morning. It was too cruel.”

“Only to be kind, dear; I knew what a state of nervousness you were in.”

“And now of course,” continued the girl, “when I come on deck all the

news will have been told--even that secret about the Castaway Islands.”

“Heavens':” said the colonel, “what about the Castaway Islands? Have

they been submerged, or have they thrown off the British yoke already?”

“I see you know all,” she said mournfully, “and I had treasured up all

that Mr. Harwood said no one in the world but himself knew, to be the

first to tell you. And now, too, you know every one aboard except--ah,

I have my secret to tell at last. There he stands, and even you don't

remember him, papa. Come here, Standish, and let me present you.

This, papa, is Standish Macnamara, and he is coming out with us now to

wherever we are to live.”

“Good gracious, Daireen!” cried Mrs. Crawford.

“What, Standish, Prince of Innishdermot!” said the colonel. “My dear

boy, I am delighted to welcome you to this strange place. I remember you

when your curls were a good deal longer, my boy.”

Poor Standish, who was no longer in his sailor's jacket, but in the best

attire his Dublin tailor could provide, blushed most painfully as every

one gazed at him--every one with the exception of Daireen, who was

gazing anxiously around the deck as though she expected to see some one

still.

“This is certainly a secret,” murmured Mrs. Crawford.

“Now, Daireen, to the shore,” said Colonel Gerald. “You need not say

good-bye to any one here. Mrs. Crawford will be out to dine with us

to-morrow. She will bring the major and Doctor Campion, and Mr. Harwood

says he will ride one of my horses till he gets his own. So there need

be no tears. My man will look after the luggage while I drive you out.”

“I must get my bag from my cabin,” Daireen said, going slowly towards

the companion. In a few moments she reappeared with her dressing-bag,

and gave another searching glance around the deck.

“Now,” she said, “I am ready.”

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