Chapter XVIII

The Lottery of Death

Jane Porter had been the first of those in the lifeboat to awaken the

morning after the wreck of the _Lady Alice_. The other members of the

party were asleep upon the thwarts or huddled in cramped positions in

the bottom of the boat.

When the girl realized that they had become separated from the other

boats she was filled with alarm. The sense of utter loneliness and

helplessness which the vast expanse of deserted ocean aroused in her

was so depressing that, from the first, contemplation of the future

held not the slightest ray of promise for her. She was confident that

they were lost—lost beyond possibility of succor.

Presently Clayton awoke. It was several minutes before he could gather

his senses sufficiently to realize where he was, or recall the disaster

of the previous night. Finally his bewildered eyes fell upon the girl.

“Jane!” he cried. “Thank God that we are together!”

“Look,” said the girl dully, indicating the horizon with an apathetic

gesture. “We are all alone.”

Clayton scanned the water in every direction.

“Where can they be?” he cried. “They cannot have gone down, for there

has been no sea, and they were afloat after the yacht sank—I saw them

all.”

He awoke the other members of the party, and explained their plight.

“It is just as well that the boats are scattered, sir,” said one of the

sailors. “They are all provisioned, so that they do not need each other

on that score, and should a storm blow up they could be of no service

to one another even if they were together, but scattered about the

ocean there is a much better chance that one at least will be picked

up, and then a search will be at once started for the others. Were we

together there would be but one chance of rescue, where now there may

be four.”

They saw the wisdom of his philosophy, and were cheered by it, but

their joy was short-lived, for when it was decided that they should row

steadily toward the east and the continent, it was discovered that the

sailors who had been at the only two oars with which the boat had been

provided had fallen asleep at their work, and allowed both to slip into

the sea, nor were they in sight anywhere upon the water.

During the angry words and recriminations which followed the sailors

nearly came to blows, but Clayton succeeded in quieting them; though a

moment later Monsieur Thuran almost precipitated another row by making

a nasty remark about the stupidity of all Englishmen, and especially

English sailors.

“Come, come, mates,” spoke up one of the men, Tompkins, who had taken

no part in the altercation, “shootin’ off our bloomin’ mugs won’t get

us nothin’. As Spider ’ere said afore, we’ll all bloody well be picked

up, anyway, sez ’e, so wot’s the use o’ squabblin’? Let’s eat, sez I.”

“That’s not a bad idea,” said Monsieur Thuran, and then, turning to the

third sailor, Wilson, he said: “Pass one of those tins aft, my good

man.”

“Fetch it yerself,” retorted Wilson sullenly. “I ain’t a-takin’ no

orders from no—furriner—you ain’t captain o’ this ship yet.”

The result was that Clayton himself had to get the tin, and then

another angry altercation ensued when one of the sailors accused

Clayton and Monsieur Thuran of conspiring to control the provisions so

that they could have the lion’s share.

“Some one should take command of this boat,” spoke up Jane Porter,

thoroughly disgusted with the disgraceful wrangling that had marked the

very opening of a forced companionship that might last for many days.

“It is terrible enough to be alone in a frail boat on the Atlantic,

without having the added misery and danger of constant bickering and

brawling among the members of our party. You men should elect a leader,

and then abide by his decisions in all matters. There is greater need

for strict discipline here than there is upon a well-ordered ship.”

She had hoped before she voiced her sentiments that it would not be

necessary for her to enter into the transaction at all, for she

believed that Clayton was amply able to cope with every emergency, but

she had to admit that so far at least he had shown no greater promise

of successfully handling the situation than any of the others, though

he had at least refrained from adding in any way to the unpleasantness,

even going so far as to give up the tin to the sailors when they

objected to its being opened by him.

The girl’s words temporarily quieted the men, and finally it was

decided that the two kegs of water and the four tins of food should be

divided into two parts, one-half going forward to the three sailors to

do with as they saw best, and the balance aft to the three passengers.

Thus was the little company divided into two camps, and when the

provisions had been apportioned each immediately set to work to open

and distribute food and water. The sailors were the first to get one of

the tins of “food” open, and their curses of rage and disappointment

caused Clayton to ask what the trouble might be.

“Trouble!” shrieked Spider. “Trouble! It’s worse than trouble—it’s

death! This—-tin is full of coal oil!”

Hastily now Clayton and Monsieur Thuran tore open one of theirs, only

to learn the hideous truth that it also contained, not food, but coal

oil. One after another the four tins on board were opened. And as the

contents of each became known howls of anger announced the grim

truth—there was not an ounce of food upon the boat.

“Well, thank Gawd it wasn’t the water,” cried Thompkins. “It’s easier

to get along without food than it is without water. We can eat our

shoes if worse comes to worst, but we couldn’t drink ’em.”

As he spoke Wilson had been boring a hole in one of the water kegs, and

as Spider held a tin cup he tilted the keg to pour a draft of the

precious fluid. A thin stream of blackish, dry particles filtered

slowly through the tiny aperture into the bottom of the cup. With a

groan Wilson dropped the keg, and sat staring at the dry stuff in the

cup, speechless with horror.

“The kegs are filled with gunpowder,” said Spider, in a low tone,

turning to those aft. And so it proved when the last had been opened.

“Coal oil and gunpowder!” cried Monsieur Thuran. “_Sapristi!_ What a

diet for shipwrecked mariners!”

With the full knowledge that there was neither food nor water on board,

the pangs of hunger and thirst became immediately aggravated, and so on

the first day of their tragic adventure real suffering commenced in

grim earnest, and the full horrors of shipwreck were upon them.

As the days passed conditions became horrible. Aching eyes scanned the

horizon day and night until the weak and weary watchers would sink

exhausted to the bottom of the boat, and there wrest in dream-disturbed

slumber a moment’s respite from the horrors of the waking reality.

The sailors, goaded by the remorseless pangs of hunger, had eaten their

leather belts, their shoes, the sweatbands from their caps, although

both Clayton and Monsieur Thuran had done their best to convince them

that these would only add to the suffering they were enduring.

Weak and hopeless, the entire party lay beneath the pitiless tropic

sun, with parched lips and swollen tongues, waiting for the death they

were beginning to crave. The intense suffering of the first few days

had become deadened for the three passengers who had eaten nothing, but

the agony of the sailors was pitiful, as their weak and impoverished

stomachs attempted to cope with the bits of leather with which they had

filled them. Tompkins was the first to succumb. Just a week from the

day the _Lady Alice_ went down the sailor died horribly in frightful

convulsions.

For hours his contorted and hideous features lay grinning back at those

in the stern of the little boat, until Jane Porter could endure the

sight no longer. “Can you not drop his body overboard, William?” she

asked.

Clayton rose and staggered toward the corpse. The two remaining sailors

eyed him with a strange, baleful light in their sunken orbs. Futilely

the Englishman tried to lift the corpse over the side of the boat, but

his strength was not equal to the task.

“Lend me a hand here, please,” he said to Wilson, who lay nearest him.

“Wot do you want to throw ’im over for?” questioned the sailor, in a

querulous voice.

“We’ve got to before we’re too weak to do it,” replied Clayton. “He’d

be awful by tomorrow, after a day under that broiling sun.”

“Better leave well enough alone,” grumbled Wilson. “We may need him

before tomorrow.”

Slowly the meaning of the man’s words percolated into Clayton’s

understanding. At last he realized the fellow’s reason for objecting to

the disposal of the dead man.

“God!” whispered Clayton, in a horrified tone. “You don’t mean—”

“W’y not?” growled Wilson. “Ain’t we gotta live? He’s dead,” he added,

jerking his thumb in the direction of the corpse. “He won’t care.”

“Come here, Thuran,” said Clayton, turning toward the Russian. “We’ll

have something worse than death aboard us if we don’t get rid of this

body before dark.”

Wilson staggered up menacingly to prevent the contemplated act, but

when his comrade, Spider, took sides with Clayton and Monsieur Thuran

he gave up, and sat eying the corpse hungrily as the three men, by

combining their efforts, succeeded in rolling it overboard.

All the balance of the day Wilson sat glaring at Clayton, in his eyes

the gleam of insanity. Toward evening, as the sun was sinking into the

sea, he commenced to chuckle and mumble to himself, but his eyes never

left Clayton.

After it became quite dark Clayton could still feel those terrible eyes

upon him. He dared not sleep, and yet so exhausted was he that it was a

constant fight to retain consciousness. After what seemed an eternity

of suffering his head dropped upon a thwart, and he slept. How long he

was unconscious he did not know—he was awakened by a shuffling noise

quite close to him. The moon had risen, and as he opened his startled

eyes he saw Wilson creeping stealthily toward him, his mouth open and

his swollen tongue hanging out.

The slight noise had awakened Jane Porter at the same time, and as she

saw the hideous tableau she gave a shrill cry of alarm, and at the same

instant the sailor lurched forward and fell upon Clayton. Like a wild

beast his teeth sought the throat of his intended prey, but Clayton,

weak though he was, still found sufficient strength to hold the

maniac’s mouth from him.

At Jane Porter’s scream Monsieur Thuran and Spider awoke. On seeing the

cause of her alarm, both men crawled to Clayton’s rescue, and between

the three of them were able to subdue Wilson and hurl him to the bottom

of the boat. For a few minutes he lay there chattering and laughing,

and then, with an awful scream, and before any of his companions could

prevent, he staggered to his feet and leaped overboard.

The reaction from the terrific strain of excitement left the weak

survivors trembling and prostrated. Spider broke down and wept; Jane

Porter prayed; Clayton swore softly to himself; Monsieur Thuran sat

with his head in his hands, thinking. The result of his cogitation

developed the following morning in a proposition he made to Spider and

Clayton.

“Gentlemen,” said Monsieur Thuran, “you see the fate that awaits us all

unless we are picked up within a day or two. That there is little hope

of that is evidenced by the fact that during all the days we have

drifted we have seen no sail, nor the faintest smudge of smoke upon the

horizon.

“There might be a chance if we had food, but without food there is

none. There remains for us, then, but one of two alternatives, and we

must choose at once. Either we must all die together within a few days,

or one must be sacrificed that the others may live. Do you quite

clearly grasp my meaning?”

Jane Porter, who had overheard, was horrified. If the proposition had

come from the poor, ignorant sailor, she might possibly have not been

so surprised; but that it should come from one who posed as a man of

culture and refinement, from a gentleman, she could scarcely credit.

“It is better that we die together, then,” said Clayton.

“That is for the majority to decide,” replied Monsieur Thuran. “As only

one of us three will be the object of sacrifice, we shall decide. Miss

Porter is not interested, since she will be in no danger.”

“How shall we know who is to be first?” asked Spider.

“It may be fairly fixed by lot,” replied Monsieur Thuran. “I have a

number of franc pieces in my pocket. We can choose a certain date from

among them—the one to draw this date first from beneath a piece of

cloth will be the first.”

“I shall have nothing to do with any such diabolical plan,” muttered

Clayton; “even yet land may be sighted or a ship appear—in time.”

“You will do as the majority decide, or you will be ‘the first’ without

the formality of drawing lots,” said Monsieur Thuran threateningly.

“Come, let us vote on the plan; I for one am in favor of it. How about

you, Spider?”

“And I,” replied the sailor.

“It is the will of the majority,” announced Monsieur Thuran, “and now

let us lose no time in drawing lots. It is as fair for one as for

another. That three may live, one of us must die perhaps a few hours

sooner than otherwise.”

Then he began his preparation for the lottery of death, while Jane

Porter sat wide-eyed and horrified at thought of the thing that she was

about to witness. Monsieur Thuran spread his coat upon the bottom of

the boat, and then from a handful of money he selected six franc

pieces. The other two men bent close above him as he inspected them.

Finally he handed them all to Clayton.

“Look at them carefully,” he said. “The oldest date is

eighteen-seventy-five, and there is only one of that year.”

Clayton and the sailor inspected each coin. To them there seemed not

the slightest difference that could be detected other than the dates.

They were quite satisfied. Had they known that Monsieur Thuran’s past

experience as a card sharp had trained his sense of touch to so fine a

point that he could almost differentiate between cards by the mere feel

of them, they would scarcely have felt that the plan was so entirely

fair. The 1875 piece was a hair thinner than the other coins, but

neither Clayton nor Spider could have detected it without the aid of a

micrometer.

“In what order shall we draw?” asked Monsieur Thuran, knowing from past

experience that the majority of men always prefer last chance in a

lottery where the single prize is some distasteful thing—there is

always the chance and the hope that another will draw it first.

Monsieur Thuran, for reasons of his own, preferred to draw first if the

drawing should happen to require a second adventure beneath the coat.

And so when Spider elected to draw last he graciously offered to take

the first chance himself. His hand was under the coat for but a moment,

yet those quick, deft fingers had felt of each coin, and found and

discarded the fatal piece. When he brought forth his hand it contained

an 1888 franc piece. Then Clayton drew. Jane Porter leaned forward with

a tense and horrified expression on her face as the hand of the man she

was to marry groped about beneath the coat. Presently he withdrew it, a

franc piece lying in the palm. For an instant he dared not look, but

Monsieur Thuran, who had leaned nearer to see the date, exclaimed that

he was safe.

Jane Porter sank weak and trembling against the side of the boat. She

felt sick and dizzy. And now, if Spider should not draw the 1875 piece

she must endure the whole horrid thing again.

The sailor already had his hand beneath the coat. Great beads of sweat

were standing upon his brow. He trembled as though with a fit of ague.

Aloud he cursed himself for having taken the last draw, for now his

chances for escape were but three to one, whereas Monsieur Thuran’s had

been five to one, and Clayton’s four to one.

The Russian was very patient, and did not hurry the man, for he knew

that he himself was quite safe whether the 1875 piece came out this

time or not. When the sailor withdrew his hand and looked at the piece

of money within, he dropped fainting to the bottom of the boat. Both

Clayton and Monsieur Thuran hastened weakly to examine the coin, which

had rolled from the man’s hand and lay beside him. It was not dated

1875. The reaction from the state of fear he had been in had overcome

Spider quite as effectually as though he had drawn the fated piece.

But now the whole proceeding must be gone through again. Once more the

Russian drew forth a harmless coin. Jane Porter closed her eyes as

Clayton reached beneath the coat. Spider bent, wide-eyed, toward the

hand that was to decide his fate, for whatever luck was Clayton’s on

this last draw, the opposite would be Spider’s. Then William Cecil

Clayton, Lord Greystoke, removed his hand from beneath the coat, and

with a coin tight pressed within his palm where none might see it, he

looked at Jane Porter. He did not dare open his hand.

“Quick!” hissed Spider. “My Gawd, let’s see it.”

Clayton opened his fingers. Spider was the first to see the date, and

ere any knew what his intention was he raised himself to his feet, and

lunged over the side of the boat, to disappear forever into the green

depths beneath—the coin had not been the 1875 piece.

The strain had exhausted those who remained to such an extent that they

lay half unconscious for the balance of the day, nor was the subject

referred to again for several days. Horrible days of increasing

weakness and hopelessness. At length Monsieur Thuran crawled to where

Clayton lay.

“We must draw once more before we are too weak even to eat,” he

whispered.

Clayton was in such a state that he was scarcely master of his own

will. Jane Porter had not spoken for three days. He knew that she was

dying. Horrible as the thought was, he hoped that the sacrifice of

either Thuran or himself might be the means of giving her renewed

strength, and so he immediately agreed to the Russian’s proposal.

They drew under the same plan as before, but there could be but one

result—Clayton drew the 1875 piece.

“When shall it be?” he asked Thuran.

The Russian had already drawn a pocketknife from his trousers, and was

weakly attempting to open it.

“Now,” he muttered, and his greedy eyes gloated upon the Englishman.

“Can’t you wait until dark?” asked Clayton. “Miss Porter must not see

this thing done. We were to have been married, you know.”

A look of disappointment came over Monsieur Thuran’s face.

“Very well,” he replied hesitatingly. “It will not be long until night.

I have waited for many days—I can wait a few hours longer.”

“Thank you, my friend,” murmured Clayton. “Now I shall go to her side

and remain with her until it is time. I would like to have an hour or

two with her before I die.”

When Clayton reached the girl’s side she was unconscious—he knew that

she was dying, and he was glad that she should not have to see or know

the awful tragedy that was shortly to be enacted. He took her hand and

raised it to his cracked and swollen lips. For a long time he lay

caressing the emaciated, clawlike thing that had once been the

beautiful, shapely white hand of the young Baltimore belle.

It was quite dark before he knew it, but he was recalled to himself by

a voice out of the night. It was the Russian calling him to his doom.

“I am coming, Monsieur Thuran,” he hastened to reply.

Thrice he attempted to turn himself upon his hands and knees, that he

might crawl back to his death, but in the few hours that he had lain

there he had become too weak to return to Thuran’s side.

“You will have to come to me, monsieur,” he called weakly. “I have not

sufficient strength to gain my hands and knees.”

“_Sapristi!_” muttered Monsieur Thuran. “You are attempting to cheat me

out of my winnings.”

Clayton heard the man shuffling about in the bottom of the boat.

Finally there was a despairing groan. “I cannot crawl,” he heard the

Russian wail. “It is too late. You have tricked me, you dirty English

dog.”

“I have not tricked you, monsieur,” replied Clayton. “I have done my

best to rise, but I shall try again, and if you will try possibly each

of us can crawl halfway, and then you shall have your ‘winnings.’”

Again Clayton exerted his remaining strength to the utmost, and he

heard Thuran apparently doing the same. Nearly an hour later the

Englishman succeeded in raising himself to his hands and knees, but at

the first forward movement he pitched upon his face.

A moment later he heard an exclamation of relief from Monsieur Thuran.

“I am coming,” whispered the Russian.

Again Clayton essayed to stagger on to meet his fate, but once more he

pitched headlong to the boat’s bottom, nor, try as he would, could he

again rise. His last effort caused him to roll over on his back, and

there he lay looking up at the stars, while behind him, coming ever

nearer and nearer, he could hear the laborious shuffling, and the

stertorous breathing of the Russian.

It seemed that he must have lain thus an hour waiting for the thing to

crawl out of the dark and end his misery. It was quite close now, but

there were longer and longer pauses between its efforts to advance, and

each forward movement seemed to the waiting Englishman to be almost

imperceptible.

Finally he knew that Thuran was quite close beside him. He heard a

cackling laugh, something touched his face, and he lost consciousness.

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