We came by my friends, the apple-trees, on our return, and I saw a row

of old-fashioned square bee-hives near them, which I had not noticed

before. Miss Cynthia told me that the bee money was always hers; but

she lost a good many swarms on account of the woods being so near, and

they had a trick of swarming Sundays, after she'd gone to meeting;

and, besides, the miller-bugs spoilt 'em; and some years they didn't

make enough honey to live on, so she didn't get any at all. I saw some

bits of black cloth fluttering over the little doors where the bees

went in and out, and the sight touched me strangely. I did not know

that the old custom still lingered of putting the hives in mourning,

and telling the bees when there had been a death in the family, so

they would not fly away. I said, half to myself, a line or two from

Whittier's poem, which I always thought one of the loveliest in the

world, and this seemed almost the realization of it. Miss Cynthia

asked me wistfully, "Is that in a book?" I told her yes, and that she

should have it next time I came up, or had a chance of sending it.

"I've seen a good many pieces of poetry that Mr. Whittier wrote," said

she. "I've got some that I cut out of the paper a good while ago. I

think every thing of 'em."

"I put the black on the hives myself," said she. "It was for mother,

you know. She did it when father died. But when my brother was lost,

we didn't, because we never knew just when it was; the schooner was

missing, and it was a good while before they give her up."

"I wish we had some neighbors in sight," said she once. "I'd like to

see a light when I look out after dark. Now, at my aunt's, over to

Eliot, the house stands high, and when it's coming dark you can see

all the folks lighting up. It seems real sociable."

We lingered a little while under the apple-trees, and watched the wise

little bees go and come; and Miss Cynthia told me how much Georgie was

like his grandfather, who was so steady and quiet, and always right

after his business. "He never was ugly to us, as I know of," said she;

"but I was always sort of 'fraid of father. Hannah, she used to talk

to him free's she would to me; and he thought, 's long's Hannah did

any thing, it was all right. I always held by my mother the most; and

when father was took sick,--that was in the winter,--I sent right off

for Hannah to come home. I used to be scared to death, when he'd want

any thing done, for fear I shouldn't do it right. Mother, she'd had a

fall, and couldn't get about very well. Hannah had good advantages.

She went off keeping school when she wasn't but seventeen, and she

saved up some money, and boarded over to the Port after a while, and

learned the tailoress trade. She was always called very smart,--you

see she's got ways different from me; and she was over to the Port

several winters. She never said a word about it, but there was a young

man over there that wanted to keep company with her. He was going out

first mate of a new ship that was building. But, when she got word

from me about father, she come right home, and that was the end of it.

It seemed to be a pity. I used to think perhaps he'd come and see her

some time, between voyages, and that he'd get to be cap'n, and they'd

go off and take me with 'em. I always wanted to see something of the

world. I never have been but dreadful little ways from home. I used to

wish I could keep school; and once my uncle was agent for his

district, and he said I could have a chance; but the folks laughed to

think o' me keeping school, and I never said any thing more about it.

But you see it might 'a' led to something. I always wished I could go

to Boston. I suppose you've been there? There! I couldn't live out o'

sight o' the woods, I don't believe."

"I can understand that," said I, and half with a wish to show her I

had some troubles, though I had so many pleasures that she did not, I

told her that the woods I loved best had all been cut down the winter

before. I had played under the great pines when I was a child, and I

had spent many a long afternoon under them since. There never will be

such trees for me any more in the world. I knew where the flowers grew

under them, and where the ferns were greenest, and it was as much home

to me as my own house. They grew on the side of a hill, and the sun

always shone through the tops of the trees as it went down, while

below it was all in shadow--and I had been there with so many dear

friends who have died, or who are very far away. I told Miss Cynthia,

what I never had told anybody else, that I loved those trees so much

that I went over the hill on the frozen snow to see them one sunny

winter afternoon, to say good-by, as if I were sure they could hear

me, and looked back again and again, as I came away, to be sure I

should remember how they looked. And it seemed as if they knew as well

as I that it was the last time, and they were going to be cut down. It

was a Sunday afternoon, and I was all alone, and the farewell was a

reality and a sad thing to me. It was saying good-by to a great deal

besides the pines themselves.

We stopped a while in the little garden, where Miss Cynthia gave me

some magnificent big marigolds to put away for seed, and was much

pleased because I was so delighted with her flowers. It was a gorgeous

little garden to look at, with its red poppies, and blue larkspur, and

yellow marigolds, and old-fashioned sweet, straying things,--all

growing together in a tangle of which my friend seemed ashamed. She

told me that it looked as ordered as could be, until the things begun

to grow so fast she couldn't do any thing with 'em. She was very proud

of one little pink-and-white verbena which somebody had given her. It

was not growing very well; but it had not disappointed her about

blooming.

Georgie had come back from his ramble some time before. He had cracked

the lobster which Miss Hannah had promptly put on to boil, and I saw

the old gray cat having a capital lunch off the shells; while the

horse looked meeker than ever, with his headstall thrown back on his

shoulders, eating his supper of hay by the fence; for Miss Hannah was

a hospitable soul. She was tramping about in the house, getting

supper, and we went in to find the table already pulled out into the

floor. So Miss Cynthia hastened to set it. I could see she was very

much ashamed of having been gone so long. Neither of us knew it was so

late. But Miss Hannah said it didn't make a mite o' difference, there

was next to nothing to do, and looked at me with a little smile, which

said, "You see how it is. I'm the one who has faculty, and I favor

her."

I was very hungry; and, though it was not yet six, it seemed a whole

day since dinner-time. Miss Hannah made many apologies; and said, if I

had only set a day, she would have had things as they ought to be. But

it was a very good supper, and she knew it! She didn't know but I was

tired o' lobsters. And when I had eaten two of the biscuit, and had

begun an attack on the hot gingerbread, she said humbly that she

didn't know when she had had such bad luck, though Georgie and I were

both satisfied. He did not speak more than once or twice during the

meal. I do not think he was afraid of me, for we had had many a lunch

together when he had taken me out fishing; but this was an occasion,

and there was at first the least possible restraint over all the

company, though I'm glad to say it soon vanished. We had two kinds of

preserves, and some honey beside, and there was a pie with a pale,

smooth crust, and three cuts in the top. It looked like a very good

pie of its kind; but one can't eat every thing, though one does one's

best. And we had big cups of tea; and, though Miss Hannah supposed I

had never eaten with any thing but silver forks before, it happened

luckily that I had, and we were very merry indeed. Miss Hannah told us

several stories of the time she kept school, and gave us some

reminiscences of her life at the Port; and Miss Cynthia looked at me

as if she had heard them before, and wished to say, "I know she's

having a good time." I think Miss Cynthia felt, after we were out in

the woods, as if I were her company, and she was responsible for me.

I thanked them heartily when I came away, for I had had such a

pleasant time. Miss Cynthia picked me a huge nosegay of her flowers,

and whispered that she hoped I wouldn't forget about lending her the

book. Poor woman! she was so young,--only a girl yet, in spite of her

having lived more than fifty years in that plain, dull home of hers,

in spite of her faded face and her grayish hair. We came away in the

rattling wagon. Georgie sat up in his place with a steady hand on the

reins, and keeping a careful lookout ahead, as if he were steering a

boat through a rough sea.

We passed the house where the auction had been, and it was all shut

up. The cat sat on the doorstep waiting patiently, and I felt very

sorry for her; but Georgie said there were neighbors not far off, and

she was a master hand for squirrels. I was glad to get sight of the

sea again, and to smell the first stray whiff of salt air that blew in

to meet us as we crossed the marshes. I think the life in me must be

next of kin to the life of the sea, for it is drawn toward it

strangely, as a little drop of quicksilver grows uneasy just out of

reach of a greater one.

"Good-night, Georgie!" said I; and he nodded his head a little as he

drove away to take the horse home. "Much obliged to you for my ride,"

said he, and I knew in a minute that his father or one of the aunts

had cautioned him not to forget to make his acknowledgments. He had

told me on the way down that he had baited his nets all ready to set

that evening. I knew he was in a hurry to go out, and it was not long

before I saw his boat pushing off. It was after eight o'clock, and the

moon was coming up pale and white out of the sea, while the west was

still bright after the clear sunset.

I have a little model of a fishing dory that Georgie made for me, with

its sprit-sail and killick and painter and oars and gaff all cleverly

cut with the clumsiest of jackknives. I care a great deal for the

little boat; and I gave him a better knife before I came away, to

remember me by; but I am afraid its shininess and trig shape may have

seemed a trifle unmanly to him. His father's had been sharpened on the

beach-stones to clean many a fish, and it was notched and dingy; but

this would cut; there was no doubt about that. I hope Georgie was

sorry when we said good-by. I'm sure I was.

A solemn, careful, contented young life, with none of the playfulness

or childishness that belong to it,--this is my little fisherman, whose

memory already fades of whatever tenderness his dead mother may have

given him. But he is lucky in this, that he has found his work and

likes it; and so I say, 'May the sea prove kind to him! and may he

find the Friend those other fishermen found, who were mending their

nets on the shores of Galilee! and may he make the harbor of heaven by

and by after a stormy voyage or a quiet one, whichever pleases God!

End of Project Gutenberg's Old Friends and New, by Sarah Orne Jewett

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