III

Esther was one of the Plymouth Brethren. In their chapel, if the house in

which they met could be called a chapel, there were neither pictured

stories of saints, nor vestments, nor music, nor even imaginative

stimulant in the shape of written prayers. Her knowledge of life was

strictly limited to her experience of life; she knew no drama of passion

except that which the Gospels relate: this story in the _Family Reader_

was the first representation of life she had met with, and its humanity

thrilled her like the first idol set up for worship. The actress told

Norris that she loved him. They were on a balcony, the sky was blue, the

moon was shining, the warm scent of the mignonette came up from the garden

below, the man was in evening dress with diamond shirt studs, the

actress's arm was large and white. They had loved each other for years.

The strangest events had happened for the purpose of bringing them

together, and, fascinated against her will, Esther could not but listen.

But at the end of the chapter the racial instinct forced reproval from

her.

"I am sure it is wicked to read such tales."

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