CHAPTER FOUR.

She awoke early and sprang up at once, fresh as the morning itself, and

when she went to the window all her ambitions rushed to the front. What

were people compared with those green masses in which she read promise

of fame? An old place, with magnificent growth of timber, lay before

her bathed in the serenity of a young day. From the lower ground a thin

white mist was drifting with filmy nothingness, but the softly swelling

uplands lay in beautifully rounded outlines against a clear sky, touched

by a delicate sunshine, and here and there broken by depths of cool

shade. Claudia looked, and drew a long breath of delight, then dressed

rapidly, and was out in the park before any of the windows in the front

of the house were unsealed. She glanced rapidly round her. A French

garden, still in shadow, lay on the side of the house, but elsewhere

only grass and trees, splendid trees, met her view. So far as she could

see, chestnuts and limes predominated, although contrasts were not

wanting in fir and cedar. One with the other they grew in stately

order, evidently cared for, so far that there was scarcely any crowding,

and the big limbs had full play and sweep. Claudia's first impression

of entire satisfaction had, by the time she had plunged into some of the

leafy intricacies, given way to more complicated criticism. She walked

briskly, so as to acquaint herself with the lie of the ground, and

pulling out a note-book and pencil as she walked, fell to jotting down

possible improvements, chiefly with a view to obtaining distant effects.

Time passed rapidly in this congenial occupation, until she heard

voices close at hand, and looking up, saw Harry Hilton, a keeper, and

many dogs. Harry at once made for her, and Claudia closed her book with

an ungrateful sigh, considering that it was he who had obtained for her

this splendid opportunity for renown.

"This is most surprising!" he called out joyously.

"Why?" asked Claudia as crossly.

"I thought I had heard you protest against early rising?"

"At Elmslie. I dare say. What was there to do at Elmslie? Every

square inch was occupied by somebody."

He laughed. "So it is, when one comes to think of it. I'm a lazy chap,

and I suppose I don't mind."

"I suppose you don't. I can't conceive how you can bury yourself here

and there, and not do anything bigger in the world," said Claudia,

looking at him meditatively. Her tone only expressed wonder, but his

face fell.

"Don't you like it, then?" he said, in a disappointed tone.

"Oh!" she exclaimed with a change to enthusiasm, "do you mean this

place? It is simply delightful. It holds the greatest possibilities,

and I am longing to begin. It is far, far more beautiful than I

expected; but of course it may be made more beautiful still."

He nodded. He was looking at her, at the eager light in her eyes, at

her smiling lips, at the dimple so absurdly attractive. This, he was

sure, was what Thornbury wanted. She went on--

"May I really cut freely? Your father will not object?"

He winced. Claudia did not ask whether he cared, yet to no one at

Thornbury was every stick and stone of the old place so dear as to

himself. His father buried himself in his books and his infirmities,

and his mother saw everything through the medium of her son's eyes. But

there was not a tree, nor a patch of shadow on the grass, nor tangle of

underwood, nor green sweep of bracken, nor haunt of squirrel, which

Harry did not know and love.

"He won't object," he said hesitatingly. "But--when you think you must

cut, you won't mind, will you, telling me beforehand?"

"Oh no," she said, "not in the least. I know people have fancies and

prejudices, and I should not like to hurt them, of course. Now will you

please go away?"

"Go away! Why? Have I offended you?"

"Offended me? Why should you think so?" said Claudia, opening her eyes

in frank wonder. "But you forget that I am here professionally, and

have my work to do."

"You're not going to work all day!" he exclaimed in dismay.

"I hope so. Please don't misunderstand. I'm not here on the same

footing as your other guests--as Miss Baynes, for instance. I have only

come for a purpose."

"What on earth has that to do with it?"

"Everything. You really must try to see what I mean."

"I can't," he muttered.

"Oh yes, you can. Suppose, for instance, that I were an artist come

down to paint your mother's portrait. Then you'd expect me to stick to

my work, wouldn't you?" Claudia spoke sadly and temperately, as one

might to a thick-headed child.

"No artist would paint all day," he persisted obstinately.

"Nor am I going to work all day. I suppose I shall eat and drink and

sleep--"

"And amuse yourself."

"Yes, and amuse myself, when there is nothing better to do. But even

while he was doing all this, the painter would have an eye to business;

he would be studying your mother's expression, and little ways, and

characteristic movements."

"Oh, well, if that's what you'd like, I can take you all over the place,

and show you everything," said Harry with renewed cheerfulness. "Nobody

knows it better than I do. There are some old oaks behind the house."

"Thanks," said Claudia, crushingly; "but I prefer to work out ideas by

myself. Do you know you have wasted a great deal of my time this

morning?" She looked at her wrist as she spoke. "There is only half an

hour to breakfast, and I must do the best I can with that."

He made another effort.

"You'll lose your way."

She escaped with a laugh.

"If I do, I give you leave to come and hunt for me."

Harry stood looking after her, mingled feelings in his heart. Each time

that he saw her he seemed to like her better, and this morning her fresh

charm, the light in her eyes, and the general harmony which existed

between her youth and that of the day, the sky, and the woods, affected

him strongly. He found it, too, very pleasant to see the woman he was

beginning to love better than any one else in the world, in the place

which was so dear to him, and her admiration for his old home gave him

keen satisfaction.

But there were damping reflections. He had enough shrewd common sense

to be aware, not only that Claudia flung no glance in the direction

where he would have had her look, but that her friendliness was, to say

the least, pitying. He had heard her inveigh--with the vigour she was

apt to put into her lightest words--against the drones who have no

purpose in the world, and something in her manner had made him fully

understand that she looked on him as a drone. He felt this hard,

although he did not resent it, for he was not the man to talk about

himself, and she could not be expected to realise how incapable his

father was of managing the estate. But he was afraid it would always

weigh with her, and the thought caused him great pain. He saw no way of

altering her opinion, unless it came to her spontaneously, and in the

light of a discovery of her own, for no one could know Claudia, even for

a week--and he remembered with surprise that he had not actually known

her much longer--without perceiving that she preferred her own judgments

to those of other people.

It need not be thought, however, that, because Harry saw difficulties

ahead, he took them to be insuperable, or even particularly alarming.

Young, sturdy, healthy, he was the last man in the world to become the

prey of morbid fancies. He could not forget that moment in which her

hand had lain in his. He had her at Thornbury, which was present joy;

she was pleased with the place, and though he had no high opinion of his

own attractions, he was quite ready to hope that the place might count

for something, and told himself--it must be owned with a pang--not to be

such a fool as to begrudge her a free hand among the trees. Then, his

reflections having mounted his spirits high, he whistled cheerily to the

dogs, stuck his hands into his pockets, and walked towards the house,

heroically resisting all temptations to waylay Claudia.

She arrived rather late.

"Here you are, my dear," said Mrs Hilton, kindly. "How have you slept?

Are you rested? Watkins said you would not let her do anything for

you."

"Thank you," said Claudia, pleasantly. "I always manage for myself."

Her morning's round had put her into the best of humours, and she was

fresh and smiling, but before breakfast was half over, longing to escape

to the work which no one appeared disposed to regard gravely. Captain

Fenwick, who was last of all, and dropped into the empty chair by her

side, made no attempt to conceal his amusement.

"You have been round the place already! Wonderful energy! And when are

you really going to begin? Mayn't we all come and help?"

"Do you think you could?"

"I am sure I should be a very valuable adviser."

"About as much so as I should be if I attempted to drill your men. I

suppose that is the sort of thing you do?" said the girl, so quietly

that he looked at her.

"I am afraid that is a neat way of hinting that I should mind my own

business."

Her eyes began to dance.

"Perhaps."

"You cover me with confusion. But, indeed, you are mistaken. I am

quite willing to learn."

"Only I did not come here to give lessons. So don't you think we had

both better keep to what we know?"

He was piqued. He was accustomed to find himself popular, which, put

into other words, meant courted, by women. From Claudia's manner it was

plain that the honour of becoming his instructress did not appeal to

her. If she had not really been very pretty he would have turned away;

as it was, he said in a tone of mock humility--

"What cruelty! Do you refuse even to throw me a few crumbs?"

"Oh dear no! Do they ever do any one any good? However, if they please

you, and you find them about--May I ask for the mustard?"

Mrs Hilton's voice was heard, addressing Claudia.

"Harry tells me you will like to have your morning to yourself, and I

dare say you have letters to write, haven't you, my dear? Anne will be

wanting to hear how you got on yesterday. But after luncheon you must

come for a drive, and later perhaps a little tennis? Or golf? Harry

says that is what every one plays now, and I believe there are some

links--isn't that the name? or something."

"Thank you," said Claudia. "I only care about cricket."

"Ah!" said Mrs Hilton, vaguely--"to look on at matches?"

"Oh no! To play. It seems to me the one game worth anything. But,

then, I never tried football."

She glanced at her hostess, delighted to see her startled face. But

Harry, who was on the watch, broke in cheerfully.

"Cricket? Oh, of course. Heaps of girls play nowadays." (He did not

add that his opinion of their play was low.) "I'm afraid there's nothing

good to offer you, but Hurst is sending over an eleven to-morrow to play

Thornbury."

"Thank you," said Claudia again, and more coldly.

"And we shall all be expected to look on, I suppose?" remarked Miss

Baynes. "We do at Walter's. He and his boys are such first-rate

cricketers, they are always in demand."

She looked round enthusiastically, but no one appeared struck with the

statement.

"Other people's relations are even one degree less interesting than

other people's ailments," murmured Captain Fenwick, so that only Claudia

heard. He went on, "Well, you've had your choice of amusements."

"I didn't come here to be amused."

"And you have scorned them all, pointedly."

"I!" Her face dimpled.

"Don't you ever try to gloss over your feelings? You make me afraid to

offer a suggestion."

"Why?" said Claudia, looking at him with disconcerting frankness. "As

it happens, there is something you shall do for me." He smiled. "I

want to look at the brake of your bicycle, it seemed to act better than

mine."

"When? This morning?"

"Certainly not. It must be in play-time." She turned, for Mrs Hilton

was speaking again.

"Will half-past three suit you, my dear? Ruth, I know,"--nodding at

Miss Baynes--"will see that Mr Hilton has all he wants, and Harry--

Harry, won't it be a good plan for us to call at the station for Helen?

Yes, I thought so; we will do that, and come home in good time for tea."

Miss Baynes asked whether Miss Arbuthnot was expected.

"Oh, didn't I tell you? So like me! Yes, she is coming for a week or

two--for as long as she likes to stay," she added hospitably. "Helen

almost belongs to the house, so that she will be able to help Harry."

"To help Harry?" repeated Claudia in an undertone.

"To amuse you," chuckled Fenwick. "Oh!" There was profound scorn in

the "Oh!"

"It's a little the case of _toujours perdrix_, isn't it?" he went on.

"But Harry's the best fellow in the world."

"You, too!" She thought impatiently of Elmslie. "Do let us take his

virtues for granted by way of a change, and tell me about Miss

Arbuthnot. Who is she? And what is she like?" A new girl was a far

more interesting subject to her than any mere man; the girls at the

college, and the lines they took or might be expected to take, had been

fertile objects of speculation for their fellow-students.

"She," said Fenwick, slowly, "is a daughter of Lord Ambleton. What is

she like?" He hesitated. "How am I to answer?"

Claudia opened her eyes.

"Why? Is she so inscrutable?"

"Inscrutable? Yes, perhaps. But just then I was reflecting on the

difficulties of describing a woman to a woman without setting her

against her."

"Why?" asked the girl again, coolly. "I suppose you mean that women are

jealous?"

"I shouldn't venture on such plain speaking."

"I wish you would," she said impatiently. "I hate people to be afraid

to come round a corner without peeping first. As for being jealous, I

don't agree. I think women are more ready to admire women than men

men."

"Of course if you think so."

"Please don't pay silly compliments. Disagree as much as you like, and

then the thing may be argued out."

"Never!"

"What do you mean?"

"Everything in the world has been argued, and nothing ever has been, or

will be, argued out."

Claudia paused. "But that would strike at the root of all conviction,"

she said doubtfully.

"Oh, by no means. Yours--excuse me--is a feminine leap at conclusions.

Do you really suppose that half the convictions in the world are capable

of being proved by argument?"

"Then," she said, "I don't see how they can be convictions."

"Well, experimentalise upon your own. If you are fair I suspect you'll

find more than half are backed up by nothing better than a little

prejudice and a little--No, I won't say the other thing."

"Do," said Claudia, flushing. No one had ever spoken to her so plainly

before, yet after what she had said, she could not have the satisfaction

of showing her displeasure.

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