CXVI

METZ, _September 12, 1846_.

It is extremely fortunate that you decided to write to me before my

departure, else I should have gone to Germany without any news of you.

Your letter came just as I was about to start. Upon the promises you

give me, and whose accomplishment I expect with over-confidence,

perhaps, I shall return early in October, probably the first. I hope a

few leaves will still remain. We shall see if you are as good as your

word.

To-morrow I go to Trèves, and from there either to Mayence or to

Cologne, according as the weather is inviting or not. In any case it

would be well for you to write to me at once at Aix-la-Chapelle, and

then immediately afterwards at Brussels. I need not tell you to write

something pleasant which will tempt me to return. When I have started,

once on the way, I have the greatest difficulty in stopping, and it will

require promises of the most alluring kind to keep me from pushing on as

far as Laponia.

I believe I mentioned making two portraits of you. I have now at least

three, and with each unsuccessful attempt I begin again, without

destroying the former effort. Well, you shall see whether my memory has

played me false or true. You ask me which gown? To tell the truth, I

gave little consideration to that, but the resemblance lies elsewhere

than in the gown. I despair of being able ever to catch the indefinable

expression on your face.

I have just arrived here after a sleepless night in a stage-coach, and

my head is excessively giddy. My candles seem to be dancing around on

the table. A yachting trip is arranged for to-morrow. We shall be

stranded frequently, for the Moselle is extremely shallow, but this is

not cause sufficient to prevent me from sleeping.

I shall write to you probably from some German inn, and most certainly

from Lille, where I shall stop. I may be able by that time to announce

the day of my arrival. I learn with great satisfaction that you are

tired of ----; I predicted that you would be so. Any one who lives in

Paris can not possibly be contented in the country. One says and does

such a lot of extravagances that would not be noticed in Paris, but

which at ---- are as big as a house. Knowing you as I do, I fancy that

you have already had this experience.

I shall forgive everything if you will tell me of your return the first

or second of October.

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