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PARIS, _March 26, 1844_.

I fear the address may have seemed a little long to you. I hope it was

not as cold where you were as it was on my side. I am still shivering.

We ought to have taken a short walk after the ceremony. You noticed what

a shocking cough I have. It might have been considered almost as

intentional. Before the meeting the orator insisted that I should tell

him in what part of the hall was sitting the lady to whom he had sent

the invitations. Did you like him better in his costume than in a dress

suit? You may persuade me of many things, but you will never be able to

convince me that you were not speaking seriously about cakes when you

were hungry. I uphold the use of my adjective, and you yourself even

have recognised the justice of it. That was readily proved by your

anger. You say you can only dream and amuse yourself. You know, besides

that, how to conceal your thoughts, and this is what grieves me. Why is

it, when we have become all we are to each other, that you must reflect

for several days before replying frankly to the simplest question of

mine? One would suppose that you suspected traps set for you on every

side. Good-bye. I was delighted to see you there. I had some difficulty

in finding you, hidden away behind your neighbour’s bonnet. Another

example of your childishness! Did you see what I sent you, in full view

of the Academy? But you are never willing to see anything.

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