CHAPTER LVI.

NEKHLUDOFF AND THE PRISONERS.

Their conversation was interrupted by the inspector, who said that the

time was up, and the prisoners and their friends must part. Nekhludoff

took leave of Vera Doukhova and went to the door, where he stopped to

watch what was going on.

The inspector’s order called forth only heightened animation among the

prisoners in the room, but no one seemed to think of going. Some rose

and continued to talk standing, some went on talking without rising.

A few began crying and taking leave of each other. The mother and

her consumptive son seemed especially pathetic. The young fellow kept

twisting his bit of paper and his face seemed angry, so great were his

efforts not to be infected by his mother’s emotion. The mother, hearing

that it was time to part, put her head on his shoulder and sobbed and

sniffed aloud.

The girl with the prominent eyes--Nekhludoff could not help watching

her--was standing opposite the sobbing mother, and was saying something

to her in a soothing tone. The old man with the blue spectacles stood

holding his daughter’s hand and nodding in answer to what she said. The

young lovers rose, and, holding each other’s hands, looked silently into

one another’s eyes.

“These are the only two who are merry,” said a young man with a short

coat who stood by Nekhludoff’s side, also looking at those who were

about to part, and pointed to the lovers. Feeling Nekhludoff’s and

the young man’s eyes fixed on them, the lovers--the young man with the

rubber coat and the pretty girl--stretched out their arms, and with

their hands clasped in each other’s, danced round and round again.

“To-night they are going to be married here in prison, and she will

follow him to Siberia,” said the young man.

“What is he?”

“A convict, condemned to penal servitude. Let those two at least have a

little joy, or else it is too painful,” the young man added, listening

to the sobs of the consumptive lad’s mother.

“Now, my good people! Please, please do not oblige me to have recourse

to severe measures,” the inspector said, repeating the same words

several times over. “Do, please,” he went on in a weak, hesitating

manner. “It is high time. What do you mean by it? This sort of thing is

quite impossible. I am now asking you for the last time,” he repeated

wearily, now putting out his cigarette and then lighting another.

It was evident that, artful, old, and common as were the devices

enabling men to do evil to others without feeling responsible for it,

the inspector could not but feel conscious that he was one of those who

were guilty of causing the sorrow which manifested itself in this

room. And it was apparent that this troubled him sorely. At length the

prisoners and their visitors began to go--the first out of the inner,

the latter out of the outer door. The man with the rubber jacket passed

out among them, and the consumptive youth and the dishevelled man. Mary

Pavlovna went out with the boy born in prison.

The visitors went out too. The old man with the blue spectacles,

stepping heavily, went out, followed by Nekhludoff.

“Yes, a strange state of things this,” said the talkative young man, as

if continuing an interrupted conversation, as he descended the stairs

side by side with Nekhludoff. “Yet we have reason to be grateful to the

inspector who does not keep strictly to the rules, kind-hearted fellow.

If they can get a talk it does relieve their hearts a bit, after all!”

While talking to the young man, who introduced himself as Medinzeff,

Nekhludoff reached the hall. There the inspector came up to them with

weary step.

“If you wish to see Maslova,” he said, apparently desiring to be polite

to Nekhludoff, “please come to-morrow.”

“Very well,” answered Nekhludoff, and hurried away, experiencing

more than ever that sensation of moral nausea which he always felt on

entering the prison.

The sufferings of the evidently innocent Menshoff seemed terrible, and

not so much his physical suffering as the perplexity, the distrust in

the good and in God which he must feel, seeing the cruelty of the people

who tormented him without any reason.

Terrible were the disgrace and sufferings cast on these hundreds of

guiltless people simply because something was not written on paper as it

should have been. Terrible were the brutalised jailers, whose occupation

is to torment their brothers, and who were certain that they were

fulfilling an important and useful duty; but most terrible of all seemed

this sickly, elderly, kind-hearted inspector, who was obliged to part

mother and son, father and daughter, who were just the same sort of

people as he and his own children.

“What is it all for?” Nekhludoff asked himself, and could not find an

answer.

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