CHAPTER XIV.

AND ENDS WITH A MORAL.

ALL through the following day, we were forced to be hard at work,

whether we liked it or not, gathering a large lot of early apples, such

as Keswick, Sugarloaf, and Julien, which would have been under the

trees by this time in an early season. But this, through the chill and

continual rain of the time that should have been summer, was the latest

season within human memory; which (like its owners) is not very long.

And now a break-up of the weather was threatened, at which we could

not grumble, having now enjoyed ten days without any rain—a remarkable

thing in much better years than this. And in this year it truly was a

God-send, helping us to make some little push, before the winter closed

over us, and comforting us to look up to Heaven, without being almost

beaten down. The people who live in great cities, where they need

only go a few yards all day long, and can get beneath an awning or an

archway, if a drop of rain disturbs their hats, give the weather ten

bad words for every one we give it; though we are bound to work in it,

and worse than that, have our livelihood hanging upon it. Not that we

are better pleased than they; only that our more wholesome life, and

the strength of the trees, and the unexhausted air, perhaps put into us

a kinder spirit to make the best of things that are ordered from above.

Few things in the manner of ordinary work become more wearisome after a

while than the long-continued gathering of fruit. The scent, which is

delightful to those who catch a mere whiff of it in going by, becomes

most cloying and even irksome to those who have it all day in their

nostrils. And the beauty of the form and colour too, and the sleek

gloss of each fine sample, lose all their delight in the crowd of their

coming, and make us even long to see the last of them. Every man of us,

even Uncle Corny, to whom every basket was grist for the mill, felt

heartily glad when streaky sunset faded softly into dusk, when flat

leaf looked as round as fruit, and apples knocked our heads instead of

gliding into the ready hand.

“Now mind one thing,” said my uncle with a yawn, when after a supper

of liver and bacon knowingly fried by Mrs. Tabby, his pipe was between

his teeth and all his other needs were toward; “if I go on with my

tale to-night, I am likely enough to leave out something which may be

the gist of it. For I feel that sleepy, after all this job, that I can

scarcely keep my pipe alight. However, you have worked well to-day,

and shown no white feather for your sweetheart’s sake; and of course

you want to know most about her, and how she comes into this queer

tale. Poor young thing, she smiles as sweetly, as if she trod a path

of roses, instead of nettles, and briars, and flint! Ah, I suppose she

forgets her troubles, whenever she looks at you, my lad.” This made my

heart beat faster than any words of his tale I had heard till now.

“As if she cared for me! As if it were possible for any one to imagine

that she would ever look twice at me! Uncle Corny, I thought you were a

wiser man.” I hoped that this might lead him on.

“To be sure, I was making a mistake,” he answered, looking as if

it were just the same thing. “When I said you, I meant of course

Sam Henderson, the racing man. That’s the young fellow that has her

heart. How beautifully she smiled when I mentioned him, and blushed

when I said he was the finest fellow anywhere round Sunbury, and the

steadiest, and the cleverest.

“No, no, Kit; it’s all my fun. You needn’t be looking at the

carving-knife. You know how I hate Sam Henderson, a stuck-up puppy, and

a black-leg too, according to my ideas. A girl who respects herself, as

your Kitty does, would have nothing to say to him. But she might to a

fine young gardener perhaps.

“Well, I have told you all about the first marriage and the widowhood

of that precious Monica Coldpepper. What fools men are—what wondrous

fools! Here was a widow, not over young, with a notorious temper, and

no money, or none of her own at any rate, and hampered with three

children—let me tell you their names while I think of it, Euphrasia,

Donovan, and Geraldine—there’s no duty to pay on a name, you know. Now

would not any one have sworn that a woman like that might wear the

weeds, until she had stormed herself to death? Not a bit of it, my lad;

she married again, and she married the cleverest man in London; and

more than that, she got every farthing of his property settled upon

her, although the poor man had a child of his own! And I am told that

she might have had a dozen other men.

“She was still a fine woman certainly, for it must have been some

twelve years ago; and she is a fine woman to this very day, according

to those who have seen her; which I hope I may never do, for reasons

I will not go into. But beside her appearance, what one thing was

there to lead a sane man to marry her? And a man who had lost a

sweet-tempered wife, a beautiful, loving, and modest woman, as like

your Kitty as two peas! Sometimes I feel sorry for him, when I think

of his former luck; and sometimes I am glad that he is served out, for

making such a horrible fool of himself. Nearly any other man would have

hung himself, for the lady has gone from bad to worse, and is now a

thorough termagant; but this man endures her as if she were his fate.

Do you know who he is? You must know now.”

“Yes, I have known it, since you began; and from what other people

said, I suspected it before.” As I answered thus, I was thinking how

this condition of things would affect my chance.

“You don’t seem at all astonished, Kit;” my uncle went on with some

disappointment at losing his sensation. “You young folk have so little

sense, that you make it a point of honour never to be surprised by

anything. If anybody had told me, without my knowing it already, that

a man of great intellect, like Professor Fairthorn, would make such a

fool of himself, and then submit to have no life of his own, I should

have said it was a crazy lie. But there is the truth, my boy, not to

be got over; and far worse than at first sight appears. A man who robs

himself may be forgiven; but not a man who robs his children. It is the

difference between suicide and murder.

“Very likely, you are surprised that I, who have not a sixpence at

stake, and not even a friend involved in the matter, should get so hot

about it, as I can’t help being. There are plenty of viragoes in the

world; there are plenty of good men who cower before them, for the sake

of their own coward peace; also there are robberies in abundance, of

children who cannot defend themselves, and of people who can—so far as

that goes. And ninety-nine men in a hundred would say—‘Well, this is no

concern of mine. It is a very sad and shameful thing, but it does not

touch my bread and cheese. Great is truth, and it will prevail; and I

hope I may live to see it.’ But, Kit, my boy, the worst wrong of all

was mine. A deadlier wrong has been done to me, than of money or lands,

or household peace. My life has been wrecked by that devil of a woman,

as if it were a toy-boat she sunk with her slipper. I did not mean to

tell you—an old man cannot bear to talk of such things to young people.

Is your whole heart set upon your Kitty?”

I had never seen my uncle so disturbed before; and, to tell the plain

truth, I was frightened by it. Sometimes I had seen him in a little

passion, when he found a man he trusted robbing him, or the dealers

cheated him beyond the right margin, or some favourite plant was kicked

over; but he never lost his power then of ending with a smile, and a

little turn of words would change his temper. But this was no question

of temper now. His solid face was hardened, as if cast in stone; not a

feature of it moved, but his grey curls trembled in the draught, and

his hand upon the table quivered. I answered that my whole heart was

set upon my Kitty, but I knew that I should never win her.

“If she is true to you, you shall. That is, if you behave as a man

should do;” he spoke very slowly, and with a low voice, almost as if

talking to himself; “if you are wise enough to let no lies, or doubts,

or false pride come between you. There is no power but the will of

God, that can keep asunder a man and woman who have given their lives

to each other. All the craft, and falsehood, and violence of the world

melt away like a mist, if they stand firm and faithful, and abide their

time. But it must hold good on both sides alike. Both must disdain

every word that comes from lying lips, from the lips of all, whether

true or false, except one another. Remember, that is the rule, my lad,

if rogues and scoundrels, male or female, come between you and the one

you love. It has been a black streak in my life. It has kept me lonely

in the world. Sometimes it seems to knock me over still. I have not

spoken of it for years; and I cannot speak of it even now any more—not

any more.”

He rose from his chair, and went about the room, as if it were his

life, in which he was searching for something he should never find. To

turn his thoughts, and relieve my own, I took a clean pipe and filled

it; and began to puff as if I liked it, although in those days I seldom

smoked. This had been always a reproach against me; for a smoker seems

to love a contribution to his cloud.

“Well done, Kit, you are a sensible fellow;” said my uncle, returning

to his usual mood. “Tobacco is the true counterblast to care. You take

up your pipe, and I will take up my parable, without going into my own

affairs. I never told you how that confounded woman—the Lord forgive

me if I bear malice, for I trust that He shares it with me—how she

contrived to hook the poor Professor, and, what is still worse, every

farthing of his money.

“Not that I believe, to give the devil his due, that she sought him

first for the sake of his money. He had not very much of that—for it

seldom goes with brains that stamp their own coinage—but through his

first wife, a beautiful and loving woman, he owned a nice house with

large premises, in a rich part of London, or rather of the outskirts,

where values were doubling every year, as the builders began to rage

round it. Also he had about five thousand pounds of hers, which was not

under settlement, and perhaps about the same amount of his own, not

made by himself (for he had no gift of saving) but coming from his own

family. Altogether he was worth about twenty thousand pounds; which he

justly intended for his only child.

“This was pretty handsome, as you would say, and he took care not to

imperil it, by any of his patents, or other wasteful ways. He had

been for many years in the Royal Navy, and commanded at one time a

new-fangled ship, with iron sheathings, or whatever they are called,

which are now superseding the old man-of-war. Here he had seemed to

be in his proper element, for he knew the machinery and all that, as

well as the makers did, and much better than any of the engineers on

board; and he might have been promoted to almost anything, except for

his easy-going nature. He had not the sternness, and strength of will,

which were needful in his position; and though everybody loved and

respected him, the discipline of the ship in minor matters fell abroad,

and he was superseded.

“This cut him to the quick, as you may suppose; for he still was

brooding over the loss of his first dear wife, which had befallen him,

while he was away on some experimental cruise. Between the two blows,

he was terribly out of heart, and came back to his lonely London house,

in the state of mind, which is apt to lay a man at the mercy of a

crafty and designing woman. Unhappily he was introduced just then to

Mrs. Bulwrag; and she fell in love with him, I do believe, as far as

she was capable of doing it. Though she might have flown, and had been

flying at higher game in a certain sense, she abandoned all others, and

set the whole strength of her will, which was great, upon conquering

him. She displayed the most tender and motherly interest in his

little darling daughter; she was breathless with delight at his vast

scientific attainments, and noble discoveries; she became the one woman

in all the world, who could enter into his mind, and second his lofty

ideas for the grandeur of humanity. Unluckily they were so far apart in

their natures, that no collision yet ensued, which might have laid bare

her true character, and enforced the warnings of his many friends. Not

to make too long a story of it, she led him to the matrimonial altar—as

the papers call it—without any solicitor for his best man, but a very

sharp one behind her. With the carelessness of a man of genius, added

to his own noble faith in woman, he had signed a marriage settlement,

which gave her not only a life-interest in all his property, but a

separate power of disposal by assignment, which might be exercised at

any time. And the trustees were old allies of hers, who were not beyond

suspicion of having been something even more than that.

“However, she loved her dear Professor—as she insisted on calling

him—for a certain time, with the fervour of youth, though she must have

been going on for forty, and she led him about in high triumph, and

your Kitty was sent to a poor boarding-school. ‘The Honourable Mrs.

Bulwrag-Fairthorn,’ as, in defiance of custom, she engraved herself,

became quite the fashion among a certain lot, and aspired to climb yet

higher. For if she has a weakness, it is to be among great people, and

in high society. She changed the name of the poor Professor’s house

at South Kensington to ‘Bulwrag Park,’ she thought nothing of paying

thirty pounds for a dress, and she gave large parties all the night

long. Meanwhile he went about his work, and she took possession of

every halfpenny he earned, and spent it on herself and her children.

Her boy and two girls were pampered and indulged, while Kitty was

starved and threadbare.

“You have seen the sort of man he is—simple, quiet, and unpretending,

full of his own ideas and fancies, observing everything in the way of

nature, but caring very little for the ways of men. He kept himself

out of the whirl she lived in, and tried to believe that she was a

good, though rather noisy woman. But suddenly all his good-will was

shattered, and he nearly shared the same fate himself.

“He was sitting up very late one night, in the little room allowed

to him for the various tools, and instruments, and appliances, and

specimens, and all that sort of thing, which were the apple of his

eye; and by a special light of his own devising he was working up the

finish of some grand experiment, from which he expected great wonders,

no doubt. I don’t know how many kinds of acid he had got in little

bottles, and how many—I don’t know what their names are, but something

of a kail, like ‘Ragged Jack;’ and how many other itemies—as Tabby

Tapscott calls them—the Lord only knoweth, who made them; and perhaps

the men have got beyond even Him. At any rate, there he was, all in

his glory; and he would have given ten years of his life, to be let

alone for an hour or two. But suddenly the door flew open, as if with a

strong kick; and the shake, and the draught, set his flames and waters

quivering. He looked up with his mild eyes, and beheld a Fury.

“‘What do you mean by this?’ she cried. ‘Here I come home from Lord

Oglequince’s, where you left me to go by myself, as usual; and on my

red Davenport I find this! A fine piece of extravagance! Whose money is

it?’

“‘Well, Monica, it was not meant to go to you,’ the Professor replied;

for he saw what it was, a bill of about three pounds, for a cloak,

and a skirt, and a hat, or some such things, which his daughter’s

school-mistress had written for, because the poor girl was unfit to

be seen with the rest. ‘My dear, I will pay it, of course. You have

nothing to do with it. It was put on your desk by mistake altogether.’

“‘Oh, then you mean to do it on the sly! To spend on this little

upstart of yours the money that belongs to my poor children. Whose

house is this? Whose chair are you sitting on—for of course you never

have the manners to rise, when a lady comes to speak to you? Do you

think you will ever make a penny, by all your trumpery dibbles and

dabbles? I hate the sight of them, and I will not allow them. Hand me

that cane, with the sponge at the end.’

“The Captain arose under her rebuke, and looked at her with calm

curiosity, as if she were part of his experiment. He had never seen a

case of such groundless fury, and could scarcely believe that it was

real. Her blazing eyes were fixed on his, and her figure seemed to

tower, in her towering rage. Such folly however could not frighten

him; and he smiled, as if looking at a baby, while he handed her the

cane.

“‘You laugh at me, do you? You think I am your slave?’ she cried as

she swung the cane round her head, and he fully expected the benefit.

‘Because I am a poor weak woman, I am to be trampled on in my own

house, and come on my knees, at these shameful hours, to hold all your

gallipots and phials for you. Look, this is the way I serve your grand

science! There go a few of them, and there, and there! How do you like

that, Professor?—Oh, oh, oh!’

“At the third sweep of the cane among his chemical treasures, she had

dashed on the floor, among many other things, a small stoppered bottle

full of caustic liquid, and a fair dose had fallen on her instep, which

was protected by nothing but a thin silk stocking. Screeching with

pain, she danced round the room, and then fell upon a chair, and began

to tear her hair, in a violent fit of hysterics.

“‘It is painful for the moment; but there is no serious harm,’ said the

Captain, as he rang the bell for her own attendant; ‘fortunately the

contents of that bottle were diluted, or she might never have walked

again; if indeed such a style of progress is to be called walking. It

is most unwise of any tiro to interfere with these little inquiries. I

was very near a fine result; and now, I fear, it is all scattered.’

“The next day he did, what he should have done some months ago. He took

the copy of his marriage-settlement to a good solicitor, and found,

to his sad astonishment, that the boasts of the termagant were too

true. Under the provisions of that document—as atrocious a swindle

as was ever perpetrated—he could be turned out of his own house, and

the property he intended for his own child was at the mercy of her

stepmother.

“From the lawyer he got not a crumb of comfort. The settlement was his

own act and deed; there was no escaping from it. It had been prepared

by the lady’s solicitors; and he had signed it without consideration.

All very true; but he should have considered, and marriage was a

consideration, in the eye of the law, and a binding one. If the

Professor wished, the solicitor would take Counsel’s opinion, whether

there might be any chance of obtaining redress from Equity. But he

felt sure, that to do so would only be a waste of money. It was a most

irregular thing, that in such an arrangement, one side only should

be represented; but that was the fault of the other side, which

surrendered its own interests. In fact, it was a very fine instance of

confidence in human nature; and human nature had been grateful enough

to make the most of the confidence offered.

“If you did not know what the Professor is, you might suppose, Kit,

that he was overcome, and overwhelmed with the result of his own

neglect and softness. Not a bit of it; in a week’s time, he had mended

all his broken apparatus; and the only difference to be noticed was,

that he never began work without locking the door. His treatment of his

wife was the same as ever. He bore no ill-will, or at any rate showed

none, on account of that strong explosion; and he took thenceforth all

her fits of fury as gusts of wind, that had got in by mistake. It is

impossible for any woman to make a man of that nature unhappy. He would

have been happier, I dare say, and have done much more for the good of

the world, if he had married a peaceful woman; but I know very little

of those matters. Only, as you have an ordinary mind, be sure that you

marry a sweet-tempered woman. To bed, my boy, to bed! We must be up

right early.”

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