XIV.

Events approved the wisdom of Mrs. Ewbert's course in so many respects

that she confidently trusted them for the rest. Ewbert picked up

wonderfully at the seaside, and she said to him again and again that it

was not merely those interviews with old Hilbrook which had drained his

vitality, but it was the whole social and religious keeping of the

place. Everybody, she said, had thrown themselves upon his sympathies,

and he was carrying a load that nobody could bear up under. She

addressed these declarations to her lingering consciousness of Ransom

Hilbrook, and confirmed herself, by their repetition, in the belief that

he had not taken her generalizations personally. She now extended these

so as to inculpate the faculty of the university, who ought to have felt

it their duty not to let a man of Ewbert's intellectual quality stagger

on alone among them, with no sign of appreciation or recognition in the

work he was doing, not so much for the Rixonite church as for the whole

community. She took several ladies at the hotel into her confidence on

this point, and upon study of the situation they said it was a shame.

After that she felt more bitter about it, and attributed her husband's

collapse to a concealed sense of the indifference of the university

people, so galling to a sensitive nature.

She suggested this theory to Ewbert, and he denied it with blithe

derision, but she said that he need not tell _her_, and in confirming

herself in it she began to relax her belief that old Ransom Hilbrook had

preyed upon him. She even went so far as to say that the only

intellectual companionship he had ever had in the place was that which

he found in the old man's society. When she discovered, after the fact,

that Ewbert had written to him since they came away, she was not so

severe with him as she might have expected herself to be in view of an

act which, if not quite clandestine, was certainly without her privity.

She would have considered him fitly punished by Hilbrook's failure to

reply, if she had not shared his uneasiness at the old man's silence.

But she did not allow this to affect her good spirits, which were

essential to her husband's comfort as well as her own. She redoubled her

care of him in every sort, and among all the ladies who admired her

devotion to him there was none who enjoyed it as much as herself. There

was none who believed more implicitly that it was owing to her foresight

and oversight that his health mended so rapidly, and that at the end of

the bathing season she was, as she said, taking him home quite another

man. In her perfect satisfaction she suffered him his small joke about

not feeling it quite right to go with her if that were so; and though a

woman of little humor, she even professed to find pleasure in his joke

after she fully understood it.

"All that I ask," she said, as if it followed, "is that you won't spoil

everything by letting old Hilbrook come every night and drain the life

out of you again."

"I won't," he retorted, "if you'll promise to make the university people

come regularly to my sermons."

He treated the notion of Hilbrook's visits lightly; but with his return

to the familiar environment he felt a shrinking from them in an

experience which was like something physical. Yet when he sat down the

first night in his study, with his lamp in its wonted place, it was with

an expectation of old Hilbrook in his usual seat so vivid that its

defeat was more a shock than its fulfilment upon supernatural terms

would have been. In fact, the absence of the old man was spectral; and

though Ewbert employed himself fully the first night in answering an

accumulation of letters that required immediate reply, it was with

nervous starts from time to time, which he could trace to no other

cause. His wife came in and out, with what he knew to be an accusing

eye, as she brought up those arrears of housekeeping which always await

the housewife on the return from any vacation; and he knew that he did

not conceal his guilt from her.

They both ignored the stress which had fallen back upon him, and which

accumulated, as the days of the week went by, until the first Sunday

came.

Ewbert dreaded to look in the direction of Hilbrook's pew, lest he

should find it empty; but the old man was there, and he sat blinking at

the minister, as his custom was, through the sermon, and thoughtfully

passing the tip of his tongue over the inner edge of his lower lip.

Many came up to shake hands with the minister after church, and to tell

him how well he was looking, but Hilbrook was not among them. Some of

the university people who had made a point of being there that morning,

out of a personal regard for Ewbert, were grouped about his wife, in the

church vestibule, where she stood answering their questions about his

health. He glimpsed between the heads and shoulders of this gratifying

group the figure of Hilbrook dropping from grade to grade on the steps

outside, till it ceased to be visible, and he fancied, with a pang, that

the old man had lingered to speak with him, and had then given up and

started home.

The cordial interest of the university people was hardly a compensation

for the disappointment he shared with Hilbrook; but his wife was so

happy in it that he could not say anything to damp her joy. "Now," she

declared, on their way home, "I am perfectly satisfied that they will

keep coming. You never preached so well, Clarence, and if they have any

appreciation at all, they simply won't be able to keep away. I wish you

could have heard all the nice things they said about you. I guess

they've waked up to you, at last, and I do believe that the idea of

losing you has had a great deal to do with it. And _that_ is something

we owe to old Ransom Hilbrook more than to anything else. I saw the poor

old fellow hanging about, and I couldn't help feeling for him. I knew he

wanted to speak with you, and I'm not afraid that he will be a burden

again. It will be such an inspiration, the prospect of having the

university people come every Sunday, now, that you can afford to give a

little of it to him, and I want you to go and see him soon; he evidently

isn't coming till you do."

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