And he blew his nose again, as though to say, "What a pity."

"Ah," said Mr. Frye, wisely, "there's no good in _that_."

Mr. Jeminy knew his own faults, and what was expected of him: he was

not severe enough. As he walked home that evening, he said to himself:

"I must be more severe; my pupils tease each other almost under my

nose. To-day as I wrote sums on the black-board, I watched out of the

corner of my eye. . . . Still, a tweaked ear is soon mended. And it's

true that when they learn to add and subtract, they will do each other

more harm."

The schoolmaster lived in a cottage on the hill overlooking the

village. He lived alone, except for Mrs. Grumble, who kept house for

him, and managed his affairs. Although they were simple, and easy to

manage, they afforded her endless opportunities for complaint. She was

never so happy as when nothing suited her. Then she carried her broom

into Mr. Jeminy's study, and looked around her with a gloomy air. "No,

really, it's impossible to go on this way," she would say, and sweep

Mr. Jeminy, his books and his papers, out of doors.

There, in the company of Boethius, he often considered the world, and

watched, from above, the gradual life of the village. He heard the

occasional tonk of cows on the hillside, the creak of a cart on the

road, the faint sound of voices, blown by the wind. From his threshold

he saw the afternoon fade into evening, and night look down across the

hills, among the stars. He saw the lights come out in the valley, one

by one through the mist, smelled the fresh, sweet air of evening; and

promptly each night at seven, far off and sad, rolling among the hills,

he heard the ghostly hooting of the night freight, leaving Milford

Junction.

"Here," he said to himself, "within this circle of hills, is to be

found faith, virtue, passion, and good sense. In this valley youth is

not without courage, or age without wisdom. Yet age, although wise, is

full of sorrow."

While he was musing in this vein, the odor of frying bacon from the

kitchen, warmed his nose. So he was not surprised to see Mrs. Grumble

appear in the doorway soon afterward. "Your supper is ready," she

said; "if you don't come in at once it will grow cold."

For supper, Mr. Jeminy had a bowl of soup, a glass of milk, bacon,

potatoes, and a loaf of bread. When Mrs. Grumble was seated, he bent

his head, and said: "Let us give thanks to God for this manifestation

of His bounty."

During the meal Mrs. Grumble was silent. But Mr. Jeminy could see that

she had something important to say. At last she remarked, "As I was on

my way to the village, I met Mrs. Barly. She said, 'You'll have to buy

your own milk after this, Mrs. Grumble.' I just stood and looked at

her."

Mr. Jeminy nodded his head. "I am not surprised," he said. And,

indeed, it did not surprise him. Now that the war was over, the

neighbors no longer came to his cottage with gifts of vegetables,

fruit, and milk. Mrs. Grumble looked at him thoughtfully, and while

she washed the plates at the kitchen sink, sighed from the bottom of

her soul. Although she liked Mr. Jeminy who, she declared, was a good

man, she felt, nevertheless, that in his company her talents were

wasted. "It is impossible to talk to Mr. Jeminy," she told Miss Beal,

the dress-maker, "because he talks so much."

It was true; Mr. Jeminy liked to talk a great deal. But his

conversation, which was often about such people as St. Francis, or

Plotinus, did not seem very lively to Mrs. Grumble. "He talks about

nothing but the dead," she said to Miss Beal; "mostly heathen."

"No," said Miss Beal. "How aggravating."

Now, Mr. Jeminy, unheeding the sighs of his housekeeper, continued:

"But after all, I would not change places with Farmer Barly. For

riches are a source of trouble, Mrs. Grumble; they crowd love out of

the heart. A man is only to be envied who desires little."

"It is always the same," said Mrs. Grumble; "the rich have their

pleasures, and the poor people their sorrows."

"That," said Mr. Jeminy, "is the mistake of ignorance. For Epictetus

was a slave, and Saint Peter was a fisherman. They were poor; but they

did not consider themselves unfortunate. More to be pitied than either

Saint Peter or Epictetus, was Croesus, King of Lydia, who was probably

not as rich as Mr. Gary. But he knew how to use his wealth. Therefore

he was all the more disappointed when it was taken away from him by

Cyrus, the Persian. No, Mrs. Grumble, what you can lose is no great

good to any one.

"If you wish," he added, "I will dry the dishes, and you can spend the

evening in the village."

As he stood above the sink, rubbing the dishes with a damp cloth, he

thought: "When I die, I should like it said of me: By his own efforts,

he remained a poor man." And he stood still, the dishtowel in his

hand, thinking of that wealthy iron-master, whose epitaph is said to

read: Here lies a man who knew how to enlist in his service better men

than himself.

When the dishes were dried, Mr. Jeminy retired to his den. This little

room, from whose windows it was possible to see the sky above Barly

Hill, blue as a cornflower, boasted a desk, an old leather chair, and

several shelves of books, among them volumes of history and travel, a

King James' Bible, Arrian's Epictetus, Sabatier's life of Saint

Francis, the Meditations of Antoninus, bound in paper, and a Jervas

translation of Don Quixote. Here Mr. Jeminy was at home; in the

evening he smoked his pipe, and read from the pages of Cervantes, whose

humor, gentle and austere, comforted his mind so often vexed by the

negligence of his pupils.

On the evening of which I am speaking, Mr. Jeminy knocked the ashes out

of his pipe, and taking from his desk a bundle of papers, began to

correct his pupils' exercises. He was still engaged at this task when

Mr. Tomkins came to call.

"A fine evening," said Mr. Tomkins from the doorway.

"Come in, William," cried Mr. Jeminy, "come in. A fine evening,

indeed. Well, this is very nice, I must say."

Mr. Tomkins was older than Mr. Jeminy. His once great frame was dried

and bent; his face was lined with a thousand wrinkles, and his lips

were drawn tight under the nose, until nose and chin almost met. But

his eyes were bright and active. Now he sat in Mr. Jeminy's study, his

large, knobbly hands, brown and withered as leaves in autumn, grasping

his hat.

"Another year, Jeminy," he said, in a voice shrill with age, "another

year. Time to shingle old man Crabbe's roof again. I'm spry yet."

And resting a lean finger alongside his nose, he gave sound to a laugh

like a peal of broken bells.

In his old age Mr. Tomkins was still agile; he crawled out on a roof,

ripped up rotted shingles, and put down new ones in their place. To

see him climb to the top of a ladder, filled Mr. Jeminy with anxiety.

"You'll die," he said, "with a hammer in your hand."

"Then," said Mr. Tomkins, "I'll die as I've lived."

"That's strange enough," said Mr. Jeminy, "when you come to think of

it. For men are born into this world hungry and crying. But they die

in silence and slip away without touching anything."

Mr. Tomkins cleared his throat, and watched his fingers run around his

hat's brim. He wanted to tell Mr. Jeminy some news; but it occurred to

him that it was no more than a rumor. Finally he said: "There's a new

school-ma'am over to North Adams." He cocked his head sidewise to look

at the schoolmaster. "She knows more than you, Jeminy," he said.

Mr. Jeminy sat bowed and still, his hands folded in his lap. He

remembered how he had come to Hillsboro thirty years before, a young

man full of plans and fancies. He was soon to learn that what had been

good enough for Great Grandfather Ploughman, was thought to be good

enough for his grandson, also. Mr. Jeminy remained in Hillsboro, at

first out of hope, later out of habit. At last it seemed to him as if

Hillsboro were his home. "Where else should I go?" he had asked

himself. "Here is all I have in the world. Here are my only friends.

Well, after all," he said to himself more than once, "I am not wasted

here, exactly." And he tried to comfort himself with this reflection.

He had started out to build a new school in the wilderness. "I shall

teach my pupils something more than plus and minus," he declared. He

remembered a little verse he used to sing in those days:

Laws, manuals,

And texts incline us

To cheat with plus

And rob with minus.

But it had all slipped away, like sand through his fingers. Now he

hoped to find one child to whom he could say what was in his mind.

One by one the brighter boys had drifted off to the county schools,

leaving the little schoolhouse to the dull and to the young. Some were

taken out of classes early, and added, like another pig, to the farms.

Girls, when they were old enough, were kept at home to help their

mothers; after a while they, too, married; then their education was

over. In the winter they nailed the windows shut; in the summer they

worked with the men, hoarded their pennies, and prayed to God at first,

but only wished at last, to do better than their neighbors.

Of all whom Mr. Jeminy had taught reading, writing and arithmetic, not

one was either better or happier than in childhood.

"Not one," said Mr. Jeminy, "is tidy of mind, or humble of heart. Not

one has learned to be happy in poverty, or gentle in good fortune."

"There's no poverty to-day," said Mr. Tomkins simply. It really seemed

to him as though every one were well off, because the war was over.

"There is more poverty to-day than ever before," said Mr. Jeminy.

"Hm," said Mr. Tomkins.

"Last fall," said Mr. Jeminy, "Sara Barly and Mrs. Grumble helped each

other put up vegetables. And Anna Barly came to my cottage, holding

out her apron, full of apples."

"My wife, too," said Mr. Tomkins, "put up a great many vegetables."

"But to-day," said Mr. Jeminy, "Mrs. Barly and Mrs. Grumble pass each

other without speaking. And because we are no longer at war, the bit

of land belonging to Ezra Adams, where, last spring, Mrs. Wicket

planted her rows of corn, is left to grow its mouthful of hay, to sell

to Mr. Frye."

"Ah," said Mr. Tomkins wisely, "that's it. Well, Mrs. Wicket, now.

Still," he added, "he'll have a lot of nettles in that hay."

"The rich," Mr. Jeminy continued, "quarrel with the poor, and the poor,

by way of answer, with rich and poor alike. And rich or poor, every

man reaches for more, like a child at table. That is why, William,

there is poverty to-day; poverty of the heart, of the mind, and of the

spirit.

"And yet," he added stoutly a moment later, "I'll not deny there is

plenty of light; yes, we are wise enough, there is love in our

hearts . . . Perhaps, William, heaven will be found when old men like

you and me, who have lost our way, are dead."

"Lost our way?" quavered Mr. Tomkins, "lost our way? What are you

talking about, Jeminy?"

But the fire, burning so brightly before, was almost out. "Youth,"

said Mr. Jeminy sadly . . . And he sat quite still, staring straight

ahead of him.

"Well," said Mr. Tomkins, "I'll be stepping on home." Clapping his hat

somewhat uncertainly onto his head, he rose to go. Mr. Jeminy

accompanied him to the door.

"Good-night," he said.

"Good-night," said Mr. Tomkins. And off he went along the path, to

tell his wife, as he got into bed, that she was a lucky woman. But Mr.

Jeminy stood in the doorway, gazing out across the hills, like David

over Hebron. Below him the last late lanterns of the village burned in

the valley. He heard the shrill kreef kreedn kreedn of the tree frogs,

the cheep of crickets, the lonely barking of a dog, ghostly and far

away; he breathed the air of night, cold, and sweet with honeysuckle.

Age was in bed; only the young moved and whispered in the shadows;

youth, obscure and immortal; love and hope, love and sorrow. From the

meadows ascended the choir of cicada: katy did, katy didn't, katy

did. . . .

Mr. Jeminy turned and went indoors.

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