Before they parted Mrs. Dobbs had arranged with Owen that he should come
and have an interview with her at ten o'clock the following morning. But
as she desired to speak with him privately, she resolved to go to his
lodgings early enough to catch him before he should leave home.
She found Owen already at his writing-desk, and, as he turned a startled
face on her, briefly assured him that all was well with May.
"But I must have a private talk with you," she said. "And I can't get
that in my own house, without fussing and making mysteries."
Owen was already acquainted with the main incidents in May's young life;
but Mrs. Dobbs proceeded to give him the history of her own daughter's
marriage, and a sketch of her son-in-law Augustus.
"I'm not speaking in malice," she said; "but the real truth about
Captain Cheffington must always sound severe. As a general rule, I never
mention his name. But it is right and necessary that you should know
what manner of man May's father really is; because only by knowing that
can you understand how it is that the responsibility of guiding her
rests wholly and solely on my shoulders."
"It could not rest on worthier ones," said Owen.
"Ah! There we differ. It's a shame that the darling girl--such a lady as
she is in all her ways and words and innermost thoughts--should have no
better guidance than that of an ignorant old body like me. However, 'tis
as vain to cry for the moon to play ball with, as to get honour or duty,
or even honesty, out of Augustus. There's the naked truth."
"Mrs. Dobbs, I can say from the bottom of my heart, that if ever good
came out of evil it has come to May. She has been thrown out of the
hands of a worthless father into those of the best of grandmothers. But
I suppose I ought to write to Captain Cheffington under the present
circumstances?"
Mrs. Dobbs shook her head. "I wouldn't if I was you," she said.
"I only thought that, since with all his faults he is fond of his
daughter----"
"_Is he_?" interrupted Mrs. Dobbs, opening her eyes very wide. "Oh!
Well, that's news to me."
"Of course, his fondness is not judicious. But still, as he has not much
money, he must make some sacrifice to pay a handsome sum to Mrs.
Dormer-Smith for having May with her in London."
"He pay! Lord bless your innocent heart!"
"Does he not? May told me he did."
"Ah! May thinks so. You see I have thought it right to keep some respect
for her father in her mind--for her sake."
"Then if Captain Cheffington did not furnish the money, who did?" asked
Owen.
Had May been present, one glimpse of "granny's" face, blushing like a
girl's to the roots of her hair, would have betrayed the truth to her.
But Owen did not guess it so quickly. After a minute or so, however, as
Mrs. Dobbs remained silent, he added rather awkwardly--
"Did you pay the money?"
"Look here, young man," answered Mrs. Dobbs. "You must give me your word
of honour that you'll never let out a syllable of this to May, without I
give you leave;--else you and me will quarrel."
Owen took her broad, wrinkled hand in his, and kissed it as respectfully
as if he had been saluting a queen. "I promise to obey you," he said.
"But you make us all look very small and selfish beside you!"
"We old folks, that have but a slack hold on life, must lay up our
stores of selfishness in other people's happiness. It's a paying
investment, my lad. I'm Oldchester born and bred, and you don't catch me
making many bad speculations." The old woman laughed as she spoke, but a
tear was trembling in her eye. "Come," said she. "We needn't go into all
that. There isn't much time to spare. I want to be back to breakfast
before May misses me."
Then she proceeded to impress on Owen that she could not at present
sanction an engagement between him and her grand-daughter. Each must be
held to be free, at least until Owen should return from Spain, and be
able to see his future course a little more distinctly. This he promised
without difficulty. Next, Mrs. Dobbs insisted that May should go back to
her aunt's house, when the Dormer-Smiths returned to London for the
winter. May had shown great reluctance to do this; but Mrs. Dobbs
believed she would yield, if Owen backed up the proposal. With regard to
Captain Cheffington, Mrs. Dobbs recommended that secrecy should, for the
present, be preserved towards him, as well as towards the rest of the
world.
"He cares not a straw for his daughter. Of that I can assure you.
Indeed, lately, since the dear child has taken her proper place in the
world, he has shown a strange kind of jealousy of her. He wrote me a
regular blowing-up letter, demanding money, and saying that since I was
so _rich_--Lord help me!--as to keep May in London in luxury, I ought at
least to assist May's father in his unmerited distress. And he made a
kind of a half-threat that he would come to England, and drag her away,
if he was not paid off."
"The scoundrel! But you didn't--"
"Didn't send him any money? No, my lad, I did _not_. First, because I
wouldn't; next, because I couldn't. But 'wouldn't' came first. There's
no use trying to put a wasp on a reasonable allowance of honey; you must
either let him gorge himself, or else keep him out of the hive
altogether. So now you know my conditions:--Firstly, no binding
engagement for three months at least; secondly, we three to keep our own
counsel for that time, and say no word of our secret to man, woman, or
child; thirdly, you to urge May to go back to London, and see a little
more of the world from under her aunt's wing. I make a great point of
that," added Mrs. Dobbs, looking at him searchingly; "but I see you're
rather glum over it. Are you afraid of May's being tempted to change her
mind?"
"It isn't that," answered Owen, with unmistakable sincerity. "If she is
capable of changing her mind, I should be the first to leave her free to
do so. I don't say that it wouldn't go near to break my heart, but I
need not be ashamed as well as wretched; whereas, if I took advantage of
her innocence, and generosity, and inexperience to bind her to me, and
found out afterwards that she repented when it was too late----! But
that won't bear thinking of! No, I see nothing to object to in your
conditions; only I was thinking that it will be hard on you to part from
her again this winter."
Mrs. Dobbs suddenly stretched out her hand towards him, with the palm
outward. "Stop!" she said. "I can go on all right enough if you don't
pity me." She set her lips tight, and stood for a few seconds breathing
hard through her nostrils, like a tired swimmer. Then the tension of her
face relaxed; she patted Owen's head, as if he had been six years old,
saying, "You're a good lad, and a gentleman; I know one when I see him."
Before Mrs. Dobbs went away, Owen said a word to her on two points--the
probability that Augustus Cheffington might eventually be his uncle's
heir, and the rumour of his second marriage. As to the first point,
although she allowed it seemed likely that Augustus might inherit the
title, yet Mrs. Dobbs assured Owen (speaking on Mrs. Dormer-Smith's
authority) that he would certainly get no penny which it was in Lord
Castlecombe's power to bequeath.
"If you're afraid of May being too rich," said Mrs. Dobbs, with a shrewd
smile, "I think I can reassure you."
"Thank you," said Owen simply. He was struck by her delicacy of feeling,
and thought within himself, "That well-bred woman, Mrs. Dormer-Smith,
would have suspected me, not of _fearing_, but of hoping, that May would
be rich; and she would have hinted her suspicions in terms full of tact,
and a voice of exquisite refinement."
With regard to the question of Captain Cheffington's second marriage,
Mrs. Dobbs declared herself utterly in the dark.
"But," said she, "if I was obliged to make a bet, I should bet on no
marriage. Augustus is too selfish."
When, later, Owen went to Jessamine Cottage, he found May very unwilling
to return to London for the winter. But she yielded at length. The other
conditions she acceded to willingly. But she made one stipulation;
namely, that "Uncle Jo" should be admitted to share their secret.
"You know you can trust him implicitly, granny," said May. "He likes
news and gossip, but he will be true as steel when he once has given his
word to be silent."
So it was agreed that Mr. Weatherhead should be taken into their
confidence.
When May and Owen were alone together afterwards, he asked why she had
so specially insisted on this point.
"Don't you see, Owen," she answered, "that it will be an immense comfort
to granny, when she is left alone, to have some one whom she can talk
with about--_us_?"
Meanwhile no answer arrived from Captain Cheffington to the letter which
Mrs. Dobbs had written about the report of his marriage. May might have
been uneasy at his silence but for the new and absorbing interest in her
life, which confused chronology, and made time fly so rapidly that she
did not realize how long it was since her grandmother had written to
Belgium.
The gossip set afloat by Valli at Miss Piper's party gradually died
away, being superseded in public attention by fresher topics. One of
these was the disquieting condition of Mr. Martin Bransby's health. The
old man had seemed to recover from the serious illness of last year. But
it must have shaken him more profoundly than was generally supposed at
the time; for after the first brief rally he seemed to be failing more
and more day by day. Dr. Hatch kept his own counsel. He was not a man to
interpret the code of professional etiquette too loosely on such a
point; but besides professional etiquette old friendship moved him to be
cautious and reticent in this case. He had some reasons for uneasiness
about Martin Bransby's circumstances, as well as his bodily health. This
uneasiness was vague truly; but it sufficed to make the good physician
keep a watch over his words. So all those who listened curiously to Dr.
Hatch's voluble, and apparently unguarded, talk about the Bransbys went
away no wiser than they came as to old Martin's real condition.
To Martin Bransby's eldest son, however, Dr. Hatch did not think it
right to practise any concealment. On the evening when he invited
Theodore to drive home with him from Garnet Lodge, the doctor plainly
told the young man that he had grave fears for his father's life.
Theodore seemed more moved than the doctor had expected. He was not
demonstrative indeed; but his voice betrayed considerable emotion as he
said, "But you do not give him up, Dr. Hatch? There surely is still
hope?"
"There is hope. Yes; I cannot say there is no hope. But, my dear
fellow"--and the good doctor laid his hand kindly on Theodore's
shoulder--"we must be prepared for the worst."
"You have not, I gather, mentioned your fears to Mrs. Bransby," said
Theodore, after a pause, during which he had been leaning back in the
corner of the carriage.
"No, no, poor dear! No need to alarm her yet."
"She must know, however, sooner or later," observed Theodore coldly.
"I'm afraid she must. But why protract her misery? She is very
sensitive, devotedly attached to your father, and not too strong."
"Mrs. Bransby always appears to me to enjoy good health enough to take
any exertion she feels inclined for."
"I was not alluding to muscles, but nerves," returned the doctor drily.
"There is a little hysterical tendency. And her health is too valuable
to her children to be trifled with."
They drove on in silence to Mr. Bransby's garden gates. Theodore
alighted, and stood at the carriage door.
"Does my father know?" he asked in a low voice.
"There, I confess, I am puzzled," said Dr. Hatch. "I have never told him
his danger in plain words; but he is too clever a man to be hoodwinked.
My own impression is, that your father suspects his state to be
critical, but shrinks from admitting it even to himself. I think there
must be some private reason for this," added the doctor, leaning forward
and peering into Theodore's face as he stood in the moonlight: the
moonlight which at that same moment was shining in May's eyes, looking
at her young lover. "It certainly does not arise from cowardice. Your
father is one of the manliest men I have ever known."
If Theodore knew, or guessed, that his father had any secret reason for
anxiety, he did not betray it.
"I have observed increasing weakness of character in him lately," he
said.
The words might have been uttered so as to convey perfect filial
tenderness. But there was a subtle something in the tone suggestive of
contempt; or at least of remoteness from sympathy, which jarred
painfully on Dr. Hatch. He said "Good night" abruptly, and gave his
coachman the order to drive on.
After this conversation, it somewhat surprised the doctor to learn that
Theodore meant to leave home at the beginning of October, although he
was not to enter on his practical career as a barrister until the
winter. He had accepted one or two invitations to country houses during
the pheasant shooting; and gave, as his reason for going at that time,
that his health required change of air.
"_His_ health!" growled Dr. Hatch, when Mrs. Bransby gave him this piece
of news. "I should have thought he might stay and be of some use to his
father in business."
"Oh, we are rather glad he is going," exclaimed Mrs. Bransby
impulsively. Then she said apologetically, "Martin does not want him at
home. Theodore has never taken any interest in office matters; and
Tuckey manages capitally. Tuckey is Martin's right hand."
Mr. Tuckey was the confidential head clerk in the office which still
retained the name of the firm, "Cadell and Bransby," although Cadell had
departed this life twenty years ago, and the business had been, ever
since that time, wholly in the hands of Martin Bransby.
Mrs. Bransby did not hint at one motive for Theodore's departure which
her woman's wit had revealed to her; namely, that Miss Cheffington would
be leaving Oldchester about the same time. It was true that Theodore had
calculated on this; and also on the fact that Owen Rivers would be
safely out of the way across the Pyrenees. But there was another motive
which lay deeper; and, indeed, formed a part of the very texture of
Theodore's temperament:--he shrank from the idea of being present during
his father's last illness.
It has already been stated that he was subject to the dread of having
inherited his mother's consumptive tendency, and he shunned all
suggestions of sickness and death with the sort of instinct which makes
an animal select its food. The very mention of death produced the effect
of a physical chill on his nervous system. He was not without affection
for his father; although it had been much weakened by Mr. Bransby's
second marriage. Many persons who knew Theodore's tastes for gentility,
assumed that Miss Louisa Lutyer's descent from a good old family would
be gratifying to him, and help to make him accept the marriage
good-humouredly. But the fact was quite otherwise. Theodore constantly
suspected his step-mother of vaunting the superiority of her birth over
that of her predecessor. He had never seen either of his maternal
grandparents, and did not know all the details which Mrs. Dobbs could
have given him about the history of "Old Rabbitt." But he knew enough to
be aware that his mother had been a person of humble extraction. And he
could more easily have forgiven his father had the latter chosen a
person still humbler for his second wife. It was chiefly his
ever-present consciousness that Louisa was a gentlewoman by birth and
breeding, which made him jealously resent the luxuries with which his
father surrounded her, and even the fastidious elegance of her dress.
And, apart from all other considerations, it would have given him
sincere satisfaction to marry a wife who should have the undoubted right
to walk out of a drawing-room before Mrs. Martin Bransby.
One of the many points of antagonism between Owen and Theodore was the
opposite feeling with which each regarded Mrs. Bransby. Owen had a
chivalrous devotion for her; Theodore was nothing less than chivalrous.
Owen's admiration was made tender and protecting by a large infusion of
pity; Theodore held that in marrying his father Miss Louisa Lutyer had
met with good fortune beyond her merits. As to his step-brothers and
sisters, Theodore's feeling towards them was one of cool repulsion, with
the single exception of little Enid, the youngest, whom he would have
petted, could he have separated her in all things from the rest.
As soon as Owen's engagement with Mr. Bragg was assured, Owen called at
the Bransbys' to tell his news in person. On inquiring for Mrs. Bransby,
he was told that she was with her husband in the garden, and, being a
familiar visitor, the servant left him to find his way to them
unannounced.
It was a warm September afternoon; everything in the old garden--the
lichen-tinted brick walls, the autumnal flowers, the deep velvet of the
turf, the foliage slightly touched with red and gold--looked mellow and
peaceful. Under the shadow of a tall elm-tree, whose topmost boughs were
swaying with the movement, and resounding with the caw of rooks, Martin
Bransby reclined on a long chair, and his wife sat on a garden bench a
yard or two away. When she saw Owen approaching, Mrs. Bransby laid her
finger on her lips, and then Owen saw that Mr. Bransby was asleep.
The old man lay with his head supported on a crimson cushion, against
which his abundant silver hair was strongly relieved. The brows above
the closed eyelids were still dark. The placidity of repose enhanced the
beauty of his finely moulded features; but he was very pale, and his
cheeks and temples looked worn and thin. Mrs. Bransby welcomed Owen with
a smile and an outstretched hand. At the first glance he had thought
that she, too, looked pale and suffering, but the little glow of
animation in her face when she spoke effaced this impression.
"Am I disturbing you?" asked Owen in a whisper.
"No, no; sit down. You need not whisper, it is enough to speak low; he
sleeps heavily. I am so glad to see him sleep, for his nights have been
restless lately." As Mrs. Bransby spoke, she pushed aside a heap of
gay-coloured silks with which she was embroidering a rich velvet
cushion, and made room for Owen on the garden-seat beside her. "I know
your news already," she continued, "and I must congratulate you,
although you will be sadly missed. My boys will be in despair; we shall
all miss you."
"I am glad, at all events, that you seem to approve of the step I have
taken."
"Of course. All your friends must approve it.
"Well, they are not so numerous as to make their unanimity absolutely
impossible."
Then, after a short silence, during which Mrs. Bransby resumed her
embroidery, and Owen thoughtfully raked together some fallen leaves with
his stick, he said--
"But you don't know the extent of my good fortune. There is a
chance--rather a remote one, but still a chance--that this employment
may lead to more, and that I may get some work to do in South America."
She started, and the gay embroidery fell from her hands on to the grass,
as she exclaimed with plaintive, down-drawn lips, like those of a child,
"Oh, not to South America! Don't go so far away!"
He merely shook his head.
"Oh, that is terrible!" she said. "I never thought of that! But,
perhaps, you will not go."
"Very much, 'perhaps.' It would be better luck than I could expect."
"And you really could have the heart to leave us all, and go off to the
other side of the globe? Oh, I can't bear to think of it!"
"Don't speak so kindly! You will take away all my courage," he said,
looking for a moment at the beautiful eyes fixed on his face.
"Ah, I am very selfish. Of course you ought to go, if going will lead to
a career for you. Although one can't help feeling that you will be,
somehow wasted in mere commercial pursuits. Yes, yes, of course, I am
wrong!" she added, hastily anticipating his rejoinder. "It is all very
proper and Spartan, no doubt. But I am not in the least Spartan, you
know."
"People usually find it easy to be Spartan for their friends. Very few
keep their stoicism for themselves, and their soft-heartedness for
others--as you do!"
He glanced involuntarily at Martin Bransby, as he spoke; and she
followed his glance with instant quickness of understanding.
"How do you think he is looking? You do not think he seems worse, do
you?" she said.
"No, indeed, no!"
"I was afraid, when you talked about stoicism----"
"No, I only meant that you always show great courage when Mr. Bransby is
ill."
"I don't think I am naturally courageous. But love gives courage."
"Yes,--the genuine sort of love."
"Although it makes one frightened, too, in one way. I am sometimes very
uneasy about him." She turned a gaze of profound tenderness on her
husband's sleeping face.
"I trust your uneasiness is needless," said Owen. "Mr. Bransby seems to
be going on well, does he not?"
"Oh yes, I hope so. But he does not gain strength. His rest is very
troubled, and he talks in his sleep. And I think his spirits are much
less cheerful than they were. He has a great regard for you. He will
approve of what you are doing, I know. But he will be as sorry as the
rest of us to think of your going so far away."
She said all this in her usual sweet voice, and with her usual soft
grace of manner. Then all at once she broke down in a sudden passion of
tears, and burying her face in her handkerchief, she sobbed out, "If you
go to South America he will never see you again;--never, never! I know
his days are numbered. They think they keep me in ignorance; but I know
it, I know it!"
Owen was melted by her grief. In the eyes of sound-hearted manhood,
beauty, while it attracts, adds a sort of sacredness to a pure woman. To
see that lovely face convulsed with weeping made an impression on his
senses, such as he might have felt at seeing an exquisite work of art
defaced or mutilated. And beyond that, there was the warm human
sympathy, and the feeling of compassionate protection due to her sex.
"Dearest Mrs. Bransby," he said, looking at her piteously, "pray, pray
take comfort. Oh, how I wish that I could give you any help or comfort!"
She continued to weep softly and silently for a little while longer.
Then she wiped away her tears, and spoke with calmness. "Forgive me! It
was selfish to distress you," she said. "But it has relieved my heart to
cry a little. And you have always been so friendly. I have as great
reliance on you as if I had known you all my life."
"As far as the will goes, you cannot over-rate my friendship. But the
power, alas! is small; or rather none."
"No; don't say that. Whenever I have forced myself to look forward to
the great sorrow which may soon come upon me, I have said to myself, 'I
know Mr. Rivers would be good to me and the children, and would help us
with honest advice.' I have no one belonging to me--of my own
family--left to rely on. The boys and I would be very desolate and
forlorn, if we were left to guide ourselves by our own wisdom."
"There is Theodore," said Owen. But he said it with dry awkwardness, as
though there were something in the words to be ashamed of.
"Theodore does not love us," returned Mrs. Bransby quickly. "You were
praising me just now for caring about my friends. But you see how
selfish my thoughts were all the time! It does seem so dreary to imagine
you far away out of our reach!"
She wore on her wrist a bracelet consisting of a broad gold band, in
which was set the portrait of her youngest child. Now, little Enid had a
special affection for Owen. She caressed him and tyrannized over him.
And whenever Bobby and Billy desired to coax Mr. Rivers into playing
with them, they conspired to make Enid prefer the request, secretly
agreeing that Mr. Rivers spoiled Enid, and would never resist her. In
short, Mr. Rivers was Enid's sworn knight, and did her suit and service.
The sweet, baby face looked out of its gold frame, with large, grave
eyes, and faintly smiling mouth, and soft yellow hair like the down on a
nestling bird. Owen took Mrs. Bransby's hand, and bent over it until his
lips touched little Enid's portrait. "Near or far," he said, "you and
your children may always count on my faithful affection."
When he raised his head again, Theodore was standing in front of them.
He had come noiselessly along the grass, and halted a little behind his
father's chair. Mrs. Bransby's head was turned in the opposite
direction, and she did not see him immediately. But Owen saw him, and
caught a singular expression on young Bransby's face which made his own
blood run swiftly with a confused sense of furious anger. It was an
expression of mingled surprise, suspicion, and an indescribable touch of
exultation. But even as Owen fixed his eyes on him sternly, the look was
gone; and Theodore's smooth face was as coolly supercilious as usual.
"Your father has been having a good sleep, Theodore," said his
step-mother, when she saw him.
"So I see," he answered. And, again, something singular in his tone made
Owen long to seize him and hurl him away out of Mrs. Bransby's presence.
"Mr. Rivers has been telling me his news," said Mrs. Bransby. "We ought
to rejoice, I suppose. But I can't help feeling selfishly sorry."
"We must hope that our loss will be his gain," replied Theodore. He felt
instinctively that Owen's eyes were still fastened on him. And Owen's
eyes, like many light-blue eyes, had the power of expressing an
intensity of fierceness when he was thoroughly incensed which few
persons would have found it easy to support. But Theodore had averted
his own gaze, and was looking down on his father with ostentatious
solicitude.
The old man slightly moved his head, and Mrs. Bransby was by his side
instantly. "Are you refreshed by your sleep, dear Martin?" she asked as
he opened his eyes.
"Yes, Loui, yes. Oh, there's Rivers! How are you, Rivers?" He rose from
his chair and shook hands with Owen, asking him to come to the house and
have tea. Mrs. Bransby offered her husband her arm, but he took her hand
and laid it tenderly upon his sleeve. "Not yet, Loui; not yet!" he said,
smiling down upon her. "I needn't lean upon you yet." Then the two
walked slowly side by side towards the house, leaving the young men to
follow.
As they did so, crossing the wide lawn side by side, it suddenly
occurred to Theodore, with a shock of surprise, that he and Owen had not
exchanged any sort of greeting or salutation whatever.