MEDITATION

O that thou wouldst hide me in the grave! that thou wouldst keep me

secret, till thy wrath be past!

My face is foul with weeping; and on my eye-lid is the shadow of death.

My friends scorn me; but mine eye poureth out tears unto God.

A dreadful sound is in my ears; in prosperity the destroyer came upon me!

I have sinned! what shall I do unto thee, O thou Preserver of men! why

hast thou set me as a mark against thee; so that I am a burden to myself!

When I say my bed shall comfort me; my couch shall ease my complaint;

Then thou scarest me with dreams, and terrifiest me through visions.

So that my soul chooseth strangling, and death rather than life.

I loath it! I would not live always!--Let me alone; for my days are

vanity!

He hath made me a bye-word of the people; and aforetime I was as a

tabret.

My days are past, my purposes are broken off, even the thoughts of my

heart.

When I looked for good, then evil came unto me; and when I waited for

light, then came darkness.

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