CHAPTER XI.

AN INTERVIEW.

I WENT a little out of my way, on departing from Paris, to visit Lord

Bolingbroke, who at that time was in the country. There are some men

whom one never really sees in capitals; one sees their masks, not

themselves: Bolingbroke was one. It was in retirement, however brief it

might be, that his true nature expanded itself; and, weary of being

admired, he allowed one to love, and, even in the wildest course of his

earlier excesses, to respect him. My visit was limited to a few hours,

but it made an indelible impression on me.

"Once more," I said, as we walked to and fro in the garden of his

temporary retreat, "once more you are in your element; minister and

statesman of a prince, and chief supporter of the great plans which are

to restore him to his throne."

A slight shade passed over Bolingbroke's fine brow. "To you, my

constant friend," said he, "to you,--who of all my friends alone

remained true in exile, and unshaken by misfortune,--to you I will

confide a secret that I would intrust to no other. I repent me already

of having espoused this cause. I did so while yet the disgrace of an

unmerited attainder tingled in my veins; while I was in the full tide of

those violent and warm passions which have so often misled me. Myself

attainted; the best beloved of my associates in danger; my party

deserted, and seemingly lost but for some bold measure such as then

offered,--these were all that I saw. I listened eagerly to

representations I now find untrue; and I accepted that rank and power

from one prince which were so rudely and gallingly torn from me by

another. I perceive that I have acted imprudently; but what is done, is

done: no private scruples, no private interest, shall make me waver in a

cause that I have once pledged myself to serve; and if I /can/ do aught

to make a weak cause powerful, and a divided party successful, I will;

but, Devereux, you are wrong,--this is /not/ my element. Ever in the

paths of strife, I have sighed for quiet; and, while most eager in

pursuit of ambition, I have languished the most fondly for content. The

littleness of intrigue disgusts me, and while /the branches/ of my power

soared the highest, and spread with the most luxuriance, it galled me to

think of the miry soil in which that power was condemned to strike /the

roots/,* upon which it stood, and by which it must be nourished."

* "Occasional Writer," No. 1. The Editor has, throughout this work,

usually, but not invariably, noted the passages in Bolingbroke's

writings, in which there occur similes, illustrations, or striking

thoughts, correspondent with those in the text.

I answered Bolingbroke as men are wont to answer statesmen who complain

of their calling,--half in compliment, half in contradiction; but he

replied with unusual seriousness,

"Do not think I affect to speak thus: you know how eagerly I snatch any

respite from state, and how unmovedly I have borne the loss of

prosperity and of power. You are now about to enter those perilous

paths which I have trod for years. Your passions, like mine, are

strong! Beware, oh, beware, how you indulge them without restraint!

They are the fires which should warm: let them not be the fires which

destroy."

Bolingbroke paused in evident and great agitation; he resumed: "I speak

strongly, for I speak in bitterness; I was thrown early into the world;

my whole education had been framed to make me ambitious; it succeeded in

its end. I was ambitious, and of all success,--success in pleasure,

success in fame. To wean me from the former, my friends persuaded me to

marry; they chose my wife for her connections and her fortune, and I

gained those advantages at the expense of what was better than

either,--happiness! You know how unfortunate has been that marriage,

and how young I was when it was contracted. Can you wonder that it

failed in the desired effect? Every one courted me; every temptation

assailed me: pleasure even became more alluring abroad, when at home I

had no longer the hope of peace; the indulgence of one passion begat the

indulgence of another; and, though my better sense /prompted/ all my

actions, it never /restrained/ them to a proper limit. Thus the

commencement of my actions has been generally prudent, and their

/continuation/ has deviated into rashness, or plunged into excess.

Devereux, I have paid the forfeit of my errors with a terrible interest:

when my motives have been pure, men have seen a fault in the conduct,

and calumniated the motives; when my conduct has been blameless, men

have remembered its former errors, and asserted that its present

goodness only arose from some sinister intention: thus I have been

termed crafty, when I was in reality rash, and that was called the

inconsistency of interest which in reality was the inconsistency of

passion.* I have reason, therefore, to warn you how you suffer your

subjects to become your tyrants; and believe me no experience is so deep

as that of one who has committed faults, and who has discovered their

causes."

* This I do believe to be the real (though perhaps it is a new) light in

which Lord Bolingbroke's life and character are to be viewed. The same

writers who tell us of his ungovernable passions, always prefix to his

name the epithets "designing, cunning, crafty," etc. Now I will venture

to tell these historians that, if they had studied human nature instead

of party pamphlets, they would have discovered that there are certain

incompatible qualities which can never be united in one character,--that

no man can have violent passions /to which he is in the habit of

yielding/, and be systematically crafty and designing. No man can be

all heat, and at the same time all coolness; but opposite causes not

unoften produce like effects. Passion usually makes men changeable, so

sometimes does craft: hence the mistake of the uninquiring or the

shallow; and hence while ------ writes, and ------ compiles, will the

characters of great men be transmitted to posterity misstated and

belied.--ED.

"Apply, my dear Lord, that experience to your future career. You

remember what the most sagacious of all pedants,* even though he was an

emperor, has so happily expressed,--'Repentance is a goddess, and the

preserver of those who have erred.'"

* The Emperor Julian. The original expression is paraphrased in the

text.

"May I /find/ her so!" answered Bolingbroke; "but as Montaigne or

Charron would say,* 'Every man is at once his own sharper and his own

bubble.' We make vast promises to ourselves; and a passion, an example,

sweeps even the remembrance of those promises from our minds. One is

too apt to believe men hypocrites, if their conduct squares not with

their sentiments; but perhaps no vice is more rare, for no task is more

difficult, than systematic hypocrisy; and the same susceptibility which

exposes men to be easily impressed by the allurements of vice renders

them at heart most struck by the loveliness of virtue. Thus, their

language and their hearts worship the divinity of the latter, while

their conduct strays the most erringly towards the false shrines over

which the former presides. Yes! I have never been blind to the

surpassing excellence of GOOD. The still, sweet whispers of virtue have

been heard, even when the storm has been loudest, and the bark of Reason

been driven the most impetuously over the waves: and, at this moment, I

am impressed with a foreboding that, sooner or later, the whispers will

not only be heard, but their suggestion be obeyed; and that, far from

courts and intrigue, from dissipation and ambition, I shall learn, in

retirement, the true principles of wisdom, and the real objects of

life."

* "Spirit of Patriotism."

Thus did Bolingbroke converse, and thus did I listen, till it was time

to depart. I left him impressed with a melancholy that was rather

soothing than distasteful. Whatever were the faults of that most

extraordinary and most dazzling genius, no one was ever more candid* in

confessing his errors. A systematically bad man either ridicules what

is good or disbelieves in its existence; but no man can be hardened in

vice whose heart is still sensible of the excellence and the glory of

virtue.

* It is impossible to read the letter to Sir W. Windham without being

remarkably struck with the dignified and yet open candour which it

displays. The same candour is equally visible in whatever relates /to

himself/, in all Lord Bolingbroke's writings and correspondence; and yet

candour is the last attribute usually conceded to him. But never was

there a writer whom people have talked of more and read less; and I do

not know a greater proof of this than the ever-repeated assertion

(echoed from a most incompetent authority) of the said letter to Sir W.

Windham being the finest of all Lord Bolingbroke's writings. It is an

article of great value to the history of the times; but, as to all the

higher graces and qualities of composition, it is one of the least

striking (and on the other hand it is one of the most verbally

incorrect) which he has bequeathed to us (the posthumous works always

excepted). I am not sure whether the most brilliant passages, the most

noble illustrations, the most profound reflections, and most useful

truths, to be found in all his writings, are not to be gathered from the

least popular of them,--such as that volume entitled "Political

Tracts."--ED.

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