the gaslight, blinking confusedly at one another, and with a dazed
consciousness that something rather embarrassing had happened. The
boldest of us began to steal glances across to where Miss Parmalee and
Marsena sat, just in front of the steps to the bench.
What Miss Julia felt was beyond guessing, but there she was, at any
rate, bending over and talking vivaciously, all smiles and collected
nerves, to a lady two seats removed. But Marsena displayed no such
presence of mind. He sat bolt upright, with an extraordinarily white
face and a drooping jaw, staring fixedly at the empty canvas on the
wall before him. Such absolute astonishment was never depicted on human
visage before.
Perhaps from native inability to mind his own business, perhaps with a
kindly view of saving an anxious situation, the Baptist minister rose
now to his feet, coughed loudly to secure attention, and began some
florid remarks about the success of the fair, the especial beauty of the
lantern exhibition they had just witnessed, and the felicitous way
in which it had terminated with a portrait of the beautiful and
distinguished young lady to whose genius and unwearying efforts they
were all so deeply indebted. In these times of national travail and
distress, he said, there was a peculiar satisfaction in seeing her
portrait accompanied by that of one of the courageous and noble young
men who had sprung to the defence of their country. The poet had
averred, he continued, that none but the brave deserved the fair, and so
on, and so on.
Miss Julia listened to it all with her head on one side and a modestly
deprecatory half-smile on her face. At its finish she rose, turned to
face everybody, made a pert, laughing little bow, and sat down again,
apparently all happiness. But it was noted that Marsena did not take his
pained and fascinated gaze from that mocking white screen on the wall
straight in front.
*****
They walked in silence that evening to almost the gate of the Parmalee
mansion. Julia had taken his arm, as usual; but Marsena could not but
feel that the touch was different. It was in the nature of a relief to
him that for once she did not talk. His heart was too sore, his brain
too bewildered, for the task of even a one-sided conversation, such as
theirs was wont to be. Then all at once the silence grew terrible to
him--a weight to be lifted at all hazards on the instant.
“Shull must have made that last slide himself,” he blurted out. “I never
dreamt of its being made.”
“I thought it came out very well indeed,” remarked Miss Parmalee,
“especially his uniform. You could quite see the eagles on the buttons.
You must thank Mr. Shull for me.”
“I’ll speak to him in the morning about it,” said Marsena, with gloomy
emphasis. He sighed, bit his lip, fixed an intent gaze upon the big
dark bulk of the Parmalee house looming before them, and spoke again.
“There’s something that I want to say to _you_, though, that won’t
keep till morning.” A tiny movement of the hand on his arm was the only
response. “I see now,” Marsena went on, “that I ain’t been making any
real headway with you at all. I thought--well--I don’t know as I
know just what I did think--but I guess now that it was a mistake.”
Yes--there was a distinct flutter of the little gloved hand. It put a
wild thought into Marsena’s head.
“Would you,” he began boldly--“I never spoke of it before--but would
you--that is, if I was to enlist and go to the war--would that make any
difference?--you know what I mean.”
She looked up at him with magnetic sweetness in her dusky, shadowed
glance. “How can any ablebodied young patriot hesitate at such a time as
this?” she made answer, and pressed his arm.
V
It was in this same May, not more than a week after the momentous
episode of the Field Hospital and Nurse Fund Fair, that Marsena Pulford
went off to the war.
There was no ostentation about his departure. He had indeed been gone
for a day or two before it became known in Octavius that his absence
from town meant that he had enlisted down at Tecumseh. We learned that
he had started as a common private, but everybody made sure that a man
of his distinguished appearance and deportment would speedily get a
commission. Everybody, too, had a theory of some sort as to the motives
for this sudden and strange behavior of his. These theories agreed
in linking Miss Parmalee with the affair, but there were hopeless
divergencies as to the exact part she played in it. One party held that
Marsena had been driven to seek death on the tented field by despair
at having been given the “mitten.” Others insisted that he had not been
given the “mitten” at all, but had gone because her well-known martial
ardor made the sacrifice of her betrothed necessary to her peace of
mind. A minority took the view which Homer Sage promulgated from his
tilted-back chair on the stoop of the Excelsior Hotel.
“They ain’t nothin’ settled betwixt ’em,” this student of human nature
declared. “She jest dared him to go, and he went. And if you only give
her time, she’ll have the whole male unmarried population of Octavius,
between the ages of sixteen and sixty, down there wallerin’ around in
the Virginny swamps, feedin’ the muskeeters and makin’ a bid for glory.”
But in a few days there came the terribly exciting news of Seven
Pines and Fair Oaks--that first great combat of the revived war in the
East--and we ceased to bother our heads about the photographer and his
love. The enlisting fever sprang up again, and our young men began
to make their way by dozens and scores to the recruiting office at
Tecumseh. There were more farewells, more tears and prayers, not to
mention several funerals of soldiers killed at Hanover Court House,
where that Fifth Corps, which contained most of our volunteers, had its
first spring smell of blood. And soon thereafter burst upon us the awful
sustained carnage of the Seven Days’ fighting, which drove out of
our minds even the recollection that Miss Julia Parmalee herself had
volunteered for active service in the Sanitary Commission, and gone
South to take up her work.
And so July 3d came, bringing with it the bare tidings of that closing
desperate battle of the week at Malvern Hill, and the movement of what
was left of the Army of the Potomac to a safe resting place on the James
River. We were beginning to get the details of local interest by the
slow single wire from Thessaly, and sickening enough they were. The
village streets were filled with silent, horror-stricken crowds. The
whole community seemed to have but a single face, repeated upon the
mental vision at every step--a terrible face with distended, empty eyes,
riven brows, and an open drawn mouth like the old Greek mask of tragedy.
“I swan! I don’t know whether to keep open to-morrow or not,” said Mr.
Newton Shull, for perhaps the twentieth time, as he wandered once again
from the reception-room into the little workshop behind. “In some ways
it’s kind of agin my principles to work on Independence Day--but, then
again, if I thought there was likely to be a good many farmers comin’
into town--”
“They’ll be plenty of ’em cornin’ in,” said the boy, over his
shoulder, “but they’ll steer clear of here.”
“I’m ’fraid so,” sighed Mr. Shull. He advanced a listless step or two
and gazed with dejected apathy at the newspaper map tacked to the wall,
on which the boy was making red and blue crosses with a colored pencil.
“I don’t see much good o’ that,” he said. “Still, of course, if it eases
your mind any--”
“That’s where the fightin’ finished,” observed the boy, pointing to a
big mark on the map. “That’s Malvern Hill there, and here--down where
the river takes the big bend--that’s Harrison’s Landing, where the
army’s movin’ to. See them seven rings? Them are the battles, one each
day, as our men forced their way down through the Chickahominy swamps,
beginnin’ up in the corner with Beaver Dam Creek. If the map was a
little higher it ’ud show the Pamunkey, where they started from. My
uncle says that the whole mistake was in ever abandoning the Pamunkey.”
“Pa-monkey or Ma-monkey,” said Newton Shull, gloomily, “it wouldn’t be
no comfort to me to see it, even on a map. It’s jest taken and busted me
and my business here clean as a whistle. We ain’t paid expenses two
days in a week sence Marseny went. Here I’ve got now so ’t I kin take a
plain, everyday sort o’ picture jest about as well as he did--a little
streakid sometimes, perhaps, and more or less pinholes--but still pretty
middlin’ fair on an average, and then, darn my buttons if they don’t
all stop comin’. It positively don’t seem to me as if there was a single
human bein’ in Dearborn County that ’ud have his picture took as a
gift. All they want now is to have enlargements thrown up from little
likenesses of their men folks that have been killed, and them I don’t
know how to do no more’n a babe unborn.”
“You knew well enough how to make that stere-opticon slide,” remarked
the boy with severity.
“Yes,” mused Mr. Shull, “that darned thing--that made a peck o’ trouble,
didn’t it? I dunno what on earth possessed me; I kind o’ seemed to git
the notion o’ doin’ it into my head all to once ’t, and somehow I never
dreamt of its rilin’ Marseny so; you couldn’t tell that a man ’ud be
so blamed touchy as all that, could you?--and I dunno, like as not he’d
’a’ enlisted anyhow. But I do wish he’d showed me how to make them
pesky enlargements afore he went. If I’d only seen him do one, even
once, I could ’a’ picked the thing up, but I never did. It’s just my
luck!”
“Say,” said the boy, looking up with a sudden thought, “do you know what
my mother heard yesterday? It’s all over the place that before Marseny
left he went to Squire Schermerhorn’s and made his will, and left
everything he’s got to the Parmalee girl, in case he gits killed. So, if
anything happens she’d be your partner, wouldn’t she?”
Newton Shull stared with surprise. “Well, now, that beats creation,” he
said, after a little. “Somehow you know that never occurred to me, and
yet, of course, that ’ud be jest his style.”
“Yes, sir,” repeated the other, “they say he’s left her every identical
thing.”
“It’s allus that way in this world,” reflected Mr. Shull, sadly. “Them
that don’t need it one solitary atom, they’re eternally gettin’ every
mortal thing left to ’em. Why, that girl’s so rich already she don’t
know what to do with her money. If I was her, I bet a cooky I wouldn’t
go pikin’ off to the battlefield, doin’ nursin’ and tyin’ on bandages,
and fannin’ men while they were gittin’ their legs cut off. No, sirree;
I’d let the Sanitary Commission scuffle along without me, I can tell
you! A hoss and buggy and a fust-class two-dollar-a-day hotel, and goin’
to the theatre jest when I took the notion--that’d be good enough for
me.”
“I suppose the sign then ’ud be ‘Shull & Parmalee,’ wouldn’t it?”
queried the boy.
“Well, now, I ain’t so sure about that,” said Mr. Shull, thoughtfully.
“It might be that, bein’ a woman, her name ’ud come first, out o’
politeness. But then, of course, most prob’ly she’d want to sell out
instid, and then I’d make the valuation, and she could give me time. Or
she might want to stay in, only on the quiet, you know--what they call a
silent partner.”
“Nobody’d ever call her a silent partner,” observed the boy. “She
couldn’t keep still if she tried.”
“I wouldn’t care how much she talked,” said Mr. Shull, “if she only put
enough more money into the business. I didn’t take much to her, somehow,
along at fust, but the more I’ve seen of her the more I like the cut of
her jib. She’s got ‘go’ in her, that gal has; she jest figures out what
she wants, and then she sails in and gits it. It don’t matter who the
man is, she jest takes and winds him round her little finger. Why,
Marseny, here, he wasn’t no more than so much putty in her hands. I lost
all patience with him. You wouldn’t catch me being run by a woman that
way.”
“So far’s I could see,” suggested the other, “she seemed to git pretty
much all she wanted out of you, too. You were dancin’ round, helpin’ her
at the fair there, like a hen on a hot griddle.”
“It was all on his account,” put in the partner, with emphasis. “Jest to
please him; he seemed so much sot on her bein’ humored in everything. I
did feel kind o’ foolish about it at the time--I never somehow believed
much in doin’ work for nothin’--but maybe it was all for the best. If
what they say about his makin’ a will is true, why it won’t do me no
harm to be on good terms with her--in case--in case--”
Mr. Shull was standing at the window, and his idle gaze had been vaguely
taking in the general; prospect of the street below the while he spoke.
At this moment he discovered that some one on the opposite sidewalk was
making vehement gestures to attract his attention. He lifted the sash
and put his head out to listen, but the message came across loud enough
for even the boy inside to hear.
“You’d better hurry round to the telegraph office!” this hoarse,
anonymous voice cried. “Malvern Hill list is a-comin’ in--and they say
your pardner’s been shot--shot bad, too!”
Newton Shull drew in his head and stood for some moments staring
blankly at the map on the wall. “Well, I swan!” he began, with confused
hesitation, “I dunno--it seems to me--well, yes, I guess prob’ly the
best thing ’ll be for her to put more money into the business--yes,
that’s the plan--and we kin hire an operator up from Tecumseh.”
But there was no one to pass an opinion on his project. The boy had
snatched his hat, and could be heard even now dashing his way furiously
down the outer stairs.
*****
The summer dusk had begun to gather before Octavius heard all that was
to be learned of the frightful calamity which had befallen its absent
sons. The local roll of death and disaster from Gaines’s Mill earlier in
the week had seemed incredibly awful. This new budget of horrors from
Malvern was far worse.
“Wa’n’t the rest of the North doin’ anything at all?” a wild-eyed,
dishevelled old farmer cried out in a shaking, half-frenzied shriek
from the press of the crowd round the telegraph office. “Do they
think Dearborn County’s got to suppress this whole damned rebellion
single-handed?”
It seemed to the dazed and horrified throng as if some such idea must
be in the minds of the rest of the Union. Surely no other little
community--or big community, either--could have had such a hideous blow
dealt to it as this under which Octavius reeled. The list of the week
for the county, including Gaines’s Mill, showed one hundred and eight
dead outright, and very nearly five hundred more wounded in battle. It
was too shocking for comprehension.
As evening drew on, men gathered the nerve to say to one another that
there was something very glorious in the way the two regiments had been
thrust into the front, and had shown themselves heroically fit for that
grim honor. They tried, too, to extract solace from the news that
the regiments in question had been mentioned by name in the general
despatches as having distinguished themselves and their county above all
the rest--but it was an empty and heart-sickened pretence at best, and
when, about dark, the women folks, who had waited in vain for them to
come home to supper, began to appear on the skirts of the crowd, it was
given up altogether. In after years Octavius got so that it could cheer
those sinister names of Gaines’s Mill and Malvern Hill, and swell with
pride at the memories they evoked. But that evening no one cheered. It
was too terrible.
There was, indeed, a single partial exception to this rule. The regular
service of news had ceased--in those days, before the duplex invention,
the single wire had most melancholy limitations--but the throng still
lingered; and when, in the failing light, the postmaster was seen to
step up again on the chair by the door with a bit of paper in his hand,
a solemn hush ran over the assemblage.
“It is a private telegram sent to me personally,” he explained, in the
loud clear tones of one who had earned his office by years of stump
speaking; “but it is intended for you all, I should presume.”
The silent crowd pushed nearer, and listened with strained attention as
this despatch was read:
Headquarters Sanitary Commission,
Harrison’s Landing, Va., Wednesday Morning.
_To Postmaster Octavius, N. Y.:_
_No words can describe magnificent record soldiers of Dearborn County,
especially Starbuck, made past week. I bless fate which identified my
poor services with such superb heroism. After second sleepless night,
Col. Starbuck now reposing peacefully; doctor says crisis past; he
surely recover, though process be slow. You will learn with pride he
been brevetted Brigadier, fact which it was my privilege to announce
to him last evening. He feebly thanked me, murmuring, “Tell them at
home.”_
_Julia Parmalee._
In the silence which ensued the postmaster held the paper up and
scanned it narrowly by the waning light. “There is something else,” he
said--“Oh, yes, I see; ‘Franked despatch Sanitary Commission.’ That’s
all.”
Another figure was seen suddenly clambering upon the chair, with an arm
around the postmaster for support. It was the teller of the bank. He
waved his free arm excitedly, as he faced the crowd, and cried:
“Our women are as brave as our men! Three cheers for Miss Julia
Parmalee! Hip-hip!”
The loyal teller’s first “Hurrah!” fell upon the air quite by itself.
Perhaps a dozen voices helped him half-heartedly with the second. The
third died off again miserably, and he stepped down off the chair amid a
general consciousness of failure.
“Who the hell is Starbuck?” was to be heard in whispered interrogatory
passed along through the throng. Hardly anybody could answer. Boyce we
knew, and McIntyre, and many others, but Star-buck was a mystery. Then
it was explained that it must be the son of old Alanson Starbuck, of
Juno Mills, who had gone away to Philadelphia seven or eight years
before. He had not enlisted with any Dearborn County regiment, but held
a staff appointment of some kind, presumably in a Pennsylvania command.
We were quite unable to work up any emotion over him.
In fact, the more we thought it over, the more we were disposed to
resent this planting of Starbuck upon us, in the very van of Dearborn
County’s heroes. His father was a rich old curmudgeon, whom no one
liked. The son was nothing to us whatever.
As at last, in the deepening twilight, the people reluctantly began
moving toward home, such conversation as they had the heart for seemed
to be exclusively centred upon Miss Parmalee, and this queer despatch
of hers. Slow-paced, strolling groups wended their way along the main
street, and then up this side thoroughfare and that, passing in every
block some dark and close-shuttered house of mourning, and instinctively
sinking still lower their muffled tones as they passed, and carrying
in their breasts, heaven only knows what torturing loads of anguish and
stricken despair--but finding a certain relief in dwelling, instead,
upon this lighter topic.
One of these groups--an elderly lady in black attire and two younger
women of sober mien--walked apart from the others and exchanged no words
at all until, turning a corner, their way led them past the Parmalee
house. The looming bulk of the old mansion and the fragrant spaciousness
of the garden about it seemed to attract the attention of Mrs. Ransom
and her daughters. They halted as by a common impulse, and fastened a
hostile gaze upon the shadowy outlines of the house and its surrounding
foliage.
“If Dwight dies of his wound,” the mother said, in a voice all chilled
to calmness, “his murderess will live in there.”
“I always hated her!” said one of the daughters, with a shudder.
“But he isn’t going to die, mamma,” put in the other. “You mustn’t think
of such a thing! You know how healthy he always has been, and this is
only his shoulder. For my part, we may think ourselves very fortunate.
Remember how many have been killed or mortally wounded. It seems as if
half the people we know are in mourning. We get off very lightly with
Dwight only wounded. Did you happen to hear the details about Mr.
Pulford?--you know, the photographer--some one was saying that he was
mortally wounded.”
“She sent him to his death, then, too,” said the elder Miss Ransom,
raising her clenched hand against the black shadow of the house.
“I don’t care about that man,” broke in the mother, icily. “Nobody knows
anything of him, or where he came from. People ran after him because he
was good-looking, but he never seemed to me to know enough to come in
when it rained. If she made a fool of him, it was his own lookout. But
Dwight--my Dwight--!”
The mother’s mannered voice broke into a gasp, and she bent her head
helplessly. The daughters went to her side, and the group passed on into
the darkness.
VI
It was a dark, soft, summer night in Virginia, that of the 1st of July.
After the tropical heat of the day, the air was being mercifully
cooled, here on the hilltop, by a gentle breeze, laden with just a moist
suggestion of the mist rising from the river flats and marshes down
below. It was not Mother Nature’s fault that this zephyr stirring along
the parched brow of the hill did not bear with it, too, the scents of
fruits and flowers, of new-mown hay and the yellow grain in shock, and
minister soothingly to rest and pleasant dreams.
Instead, this breeze, moving mildly in the darkness, was one vile,
embodied stench of sulphur and blood, and pestilential abominations. Go
where you would, there was no escaping this insufferable burden of foul
smells. If they were a horror on the hilltop, they were worse below.
It was one of the occasions on which Man had expended all his powers to
prove his superiority to Nature. The elements in their wildest and
most savage mood could never have wrought such butchery as this. The
vine-wrapped fences, stretching down from the plateau toward the meadow
lands below, were buttressed by piles of dead men, some in butternut,
some in blue. Clumps of stiffened bodies curled supine at the base of
every stump on the fringe of the woodland to the right and among the
tumbled sheaves of grain to the left. Out in the open, the broad,
sloping hillside and the valley bottom lay literally hidden under ridge
upon ridge of smashed and riddled human forms, and the heaped débris of
human battle. The clouds hung thick and close above, as if to keep the
stars from beholding this repellent sample of earth’s titanic beast,
Man, at his worst. An Egyptian blackness was over it all.
At intervals a lightning flash from the crest of the outermost knoll
tore this evil pall of darkness asunder, and then, with a roar and a
scream, a spluttering line of vivid flame would arch its sinister way
across the sky. A thousand little dots of light moved and zigzagged
ceaselessly on the wide expanse of obscurity underneath this crest, and
when the bursts of wrathful fireworks came from overhead it could be
seen that these were lanterns being borne about in and out among the
winrows of maimed and slain. Above all, through all, without even an
instant’s lull, there arose a terrible babel of chorused groans
and prayers and howls and curses. This noise could be heard for
miles--almost as far as the boom of the howitzers above could carry--and
at a distance sounded like the moaning of a storm through a great
pine-forest. Near at hand, it sounded like nothing else this side of
hell.
An hour or so after nightfall the battery on the crest of the knoll
stopped firing. The wails and shrieks from the slope below went on all
through the night, and the lanterns of the search parties burned till
the morning sunlight put them out.
Up on the top of the hill--a broad expanse of rolling plateaus--the
scene wore a different aspect. At widely separated points bonfires and
glittering lights showed where some general of the victorious army held
his headquarters in a farm-house; and unless one pried too curiously
about these parts, there were few enough evidences on the summit of the
day’s barbaric doings.
The chief of these houses--a stately and ancient structure, built
in colonial days of brick proudly brought from Europe--had begun the
forenoon of the battle as the headquarters of the Fifth Corps. Then the
General and his staff had reduced their needs to a couple of rooms, to
leave space for wounded men. Then they had moved out altogether, to let
the whole house be used as a hospital. Then as the backwash of calamity
from the line of conflict swelled in size and volume, the stables and
barns had been turned over to the medical staff. Later, as the savage
evening fight went on, tons of new hay had been brought out and
strewn in sheltered places under the open sky to serve as beds for
the sufferers. Before night fell, even these impromptu hospitals were
overtaxed, and rows of stricken soldiers lay on the bare ground.
The day of intelligent and efficient hospital service had not yet
dawned for our army. The breakdown of what service we had had, under the
frightful stress of the battles culminating in this blood-soaked Malvern
Hill, is a matter of history, and it can be viewed the more calmly
now as the collapse of itself brought about an improved condition
of affairs. But at the time it was a woful thing, with a lax and
conflicting organization, insufficient material, a ridiculous lack of
nurses, a mere handful of really competent surgeons and, most of all,
a great crowd of volunteer medical students and ignorant practitioners,
who flocked southward for the mere excitement and practice of sawing,
cutting, slashing right and left. So it was that army surgery lent new
terrors to death on the battle-field in the year 1862.
The sky overhead was just beginning to show the ashen touch of twilight,
when two men lying stretched on the hay in a corner of the smaller
barnyard chanced to turn on their hard couch and to recognize each
other. It was a slow and almost scowling recognition, and at first bore
no fruit of words.
One was in the dress of a lieutenant of artillery, muddy and begrimed
with smoke, and having its right shoulder torn or cut open from collar
to elbow. The man himself had now such a waving, tangled growth of
chestnut beard and so grimly blackened a face, that it would have been
hard to place him as our easy-going, smiling Dwight Ransom.
The new movement had not brought ease, and now, after a few grunts of
pain and impatience, he got himself laboriously up in a sitting posture,
dragged a knapsack within reach up to support his back, and looked at
his companion again.
“I heard that you were down here somewhere,” he remarked, at last. “My
sister wrote me.”
Marsena Pulford stared up at him, made a little nodding motion of the
head, and turned his glance again into the sky straight above. He also
was a spectacle of dry mud and dust, and was bearded to the eyes.
“Where are you hit?” asked Dwight, after a pause.
For answer, Marsena slowly, and with an effort, put a hand to his
breast--to the left, below the heart. “Here, somewhere,” he said, in a
low, drylipped murmur. He did not look at Dwight again, but presently
asked, “Could you fix me--settin’ up--too?”
“I guess so,” responded Dwight. With the help of his unhurt arm he
clambered to his feet and began moving dizzily about among the row of
wounded men to his left. These groaned or snarled at him as he passed
over them, but to this he paid no attention whatever. He returned from
the end of the line, bringing two knapsacks and the battered frame of
a drum, in which some one had been trying to carry water, and with some
difficulty arranged these in a satisfactory heap. Then he knelt, pushed
his arm under Marsena’s shoulders, and lifted him up and backward to the
support. Both men grimaced and winced under the smart of the effort, and
for some minutes sat in silence, with closed eyes.
When they opened them finally it was with a sudden start at the sound
of a woman’s voice. Their ears had for long hours been inured to a
ceaseless din of other noises--an ear-splitting confusion of cannon
and musketry roar from the field less than an eighth of a mile away,
of yelping shells overhead, and of screams and hoarse shouts all about
them. Yet their senses caught this strange note of a woman’s voice as if
it had fallen upon the hush of midnight.
They looked up, and beheld Miss Julia Parmalee!
Upon such a background of heated squalor, dirt, and murderous disorder,
it did not seem surprising to them that this lady should present a
picture of cool, fresh neatness. She wore a snow-white nurse’s cap, and
broad, spotless bands of white linen were crossed over the shoulders of
her pale dove-colored dress. Her dark face, dusky pink at the cheeks,
glowed with a proud excitement. Her big brown eyes swept along the row
of recumbent figures at her feet with the glance of a born conqueror.
“This is not a fit place for him,” she said. “It is absurd to bring a
gentleman--an officer of the headquarters staff--out to such a place as
this!”
Then the two volunteers from Octavius saw that behind her were four
men, bearing a laden stretcher, and that at her side was a regimental
hospital steward, who also looked speculatively along the rows of
sufferers.
“It’s the best thing we can do, anyway,” he replied, not over-politely;
“and for that matter, there’s hardly room here.”
“Oh, there’d be no trouble about that,” retorted Miss Julia, calmly. “We
could move any of these people here. The General told me I was always
to do just what I thought best. I am sure that if I could see him now he
would insist at once that Colonel Starbuck should have a bed to himself,
inside the house.”
“I’ll bet he wouldn’t!” said the hospital steward, with emphasis.
“Perhaps you don’t realize,” put in Miss Julia, coldly, “that Colonel
Starbuck is a staff officer--and a friend of mine.”
“I don’t care if he was on all the staffs there are,” said the hospital
steward, “he’s got to take his chance with the rest. And it don’t matter
about his being a friend, either; we ain’t playing favorites much just
now. I don’t see no room here, Miss. You’ll have to take him out in the
open lot there.”
“Oh, never!” protested Miss Julia, vehemently. “It’s disgraceful! Why,
the place is under fire there. I saw them running away from a shell
there only a minute ago. No, if we can’t do anything better, we’ll have
one of these men moved.”
“Well, do something pretty quick!” growled one of the men supporting the
stretcher.
Miss Parmalee had looked two or three times in an absent-minded way at
the two men on the ground nearest her--obviously without recognizing
either of them. There was a definite purpose in the glance she now
bent upon Dwight Ransom--a glance framed in the resourceful smile he
remembered so well.
“You seem to be able to sit up, my man,” she said, ingratiatingly, to
him; “would you be so very kind as to let me have that place for Colonel
Star-buck, here--he is on the headquarters staff--and I am sure we
should be so very much obliged. You will easily get a nice place
somewhere else for yourself. Oh, thank you so much! It is so good of
you!”
Suppressing a groan at the pain the movement involved, and without
a word, Dwight lifted himself slowly to his feet, and stepped aside,
waving a hand toward the hay and knapsack in token of their surrender.
Then Miss Julia helped lift from the litter the object of her anxiety.
Colonel Starbuck was of a slender, genteel figure, and had the top
of his head swathed heavily in bandages. He wore long, curly, brown
side-whiskers, and his chin had been shaved that very morning. This was
enough in itself to indicate that he belonged to the headquarters staff,
but the fact was proclaimed afresh by everything else about him--his
speckless uniform, his spick-and-span gauntlets, his carefully polished
boots, the glittering newness of his shoulder-straps, sword scabbard,
buttons, and spurs. It was clear that, whatever else had happened, his
line of communication with the headquarters baggage train had never been
interrupted.
“It is so kind of you!” Miss Parmalee murmured again, when the staff
officer had been helped off the stretcher, and in a dazed and languid
way had settled himself down into the place vacated for him. “Would
you”--she whispered, looking up now, and noting that the hospital
steward and the litter-men had gone away--“would you mind stepping
over to the house, or to one of the tents beyond--you’ll find him
somewhere--and asking Dr. Willoughby to come at once? Tell him it is for
Colonel Starbuck of the headquarters staff, and you’d better mention my
name--Miss Parmalee of the Sanitary Commission. You won’t forget the
name--Parmalee?”
“I don’t fancy I shall forget it,” said Dwight, gravely. “I’ve got a
better memory than some.”
Miss Julia caught the tone of voice on the instant, and looked up again
from where she knelt beside the Colonel, with a swift smile.
“Why, it’s Mr. Ransom, I do believe!” she exclaimed. “I should never
have known you with your beard. It’s so good of you to take this
trouble--you always were so obliging! Any one will tell you where Dr.
Willoughby is. He’s the surgeon of the Eighteenth, you know. I’m sure
he’ll come at once--to please me--and time is so precious, you know!”
Without further words, Dwight moved off slowly and unsteadily toward the
house.
Miss Parmalee, seating herself so that some of her mouse-tinted
draperies almost touched the face of Dwight’s companion, unhooked a fan
from her girdle and began softly fanning Colonel Starbuck. “The doctor
won’t be long,” she said, in low, cooing tones, after a little; “do you
feel easier now?”
“I am rather dizzy still, and a little faint,” replied the Colonel,
languorously. “That fanning is so delicious though, that I’m really very
happy. At least I would be if I weren’t nervous about you. You have
been through such tremendous exertions all day--out in the sun, amid all
these horrid sights and this infernal roar--without a parasol, too. Are
you quite sure it has not been too much for you?”
“You are always so thoughtful of others, dear Colonel Starbuck,”
murmured Miss Julia, reducing the fanning to a gentle, measured
movement, and fixing her lustrous eyes pensively upon the clouds above
the horizon. “You never think of yourself!”
“Only to think how happy my fate is, to be rescued and nursed by an
angel,” sighed the Colonel.
A smile of gentle deprecation played upon Miss Julia’s red lips, and
imparted to her eyes the expression they would wear if they had been
gazing upon a tenderly entrancing vision in the sky. Then, all at once;
she gave a little start of aroused attention, looked puzzled, and after
a moment’s pause bent her head over close to the Colonel’s.
“The man behind me has taken tight hold of my dress,” she whispered,
hurriedly. “I don’t want to turn around, but can you see him? He isn’t
having a fit or anything, is he?”
Colonel Starbuck lifted himself a trifle, and looked across. “No,” he
whispered in return, “he appears to be asleep. Probably he is dreaming.
He is a corporal--some infantry regiment. They do manage to get so--what
shall I say--so unwashed! Shall I move his hand for you?”
Miss Julia shook her head, with an arch little half smile.
“No, poor man,” she murmured. “It gives me almost a sense of the
romantic. Perhaps he is dreaming of home--of some one dear to him.
Corporals do have their romances, you know, as well as--”
“As well as colonels,” the staff officer playfully finished the sentence
for her. “Well, I congratulate him, if his is a thousandth part as
joyful as mine.”
“Oh, then, you have one!” pursued Miss Parma-lee, allowing her eyes
to sparkle for an instant before they were coyly raised again to the
clouds. Darkness was gathering there rapidly.
“Why pretend that you don’t understand?” pleaded Colonel Starbuck--and
there seemed to be no answer forthcoming. The fan moved even more
sedately now, with a tender flutter at the end of each downward sweep.
Presently the preoccupation of the couple--one might not call it silence
in such an unbroken uproar as rose around them and smashed through the
air above--was interrupted by the appearance of a young, sharp-faced
man, who marched straight across the yard toward them and, halting,
spoke hurriedly.
“I was asked specially to come here for a moment,” he said, “but it can
only be a minute. We’re just over our heads in work. What is it?”
Miss Parmalee looked at the young man with a favorless eye. He was
unshaven, dishevelled, brusque of manner and speech. He was bareheaded,
and his unimportant figure was almost hidden beneath a huge, revoltingly
stained apron.
“I asked for my friend, Dr. Willoughby,” she said. “But if he could
not come, I must insist upon immediate attention for Colonel Starbuck
here--an officer of the headquarters staff.”
While she spoke the young surgeon had thrown himself on one knee,
adroitly though roughly lifted the Colonel’s bandages, run an inquiring
finger over his skull, and plumped the linen back again. He sprang to
his feet with an impatient grunt. “Paltry scalp wound,” he snorted.
Then, turning on his heel, he almost knocked against Dwight Ransom, who
had come slowly up behind him. “You had no business to drag me off for
foolishness of this sort,” he said, in vexed tones. “Here are thousands
of men waiting their turn who really need help, and I’ve been working
twenty hours a day for a week, and couldn’t keep up with the work if
every day had two hundred hours. It’s ridiculous!”
Dwight shrugged his unhurt shoulder. “I didn’t ask you for myself,”
he replied. “I’m quite willing to wait my turn--but the lady here--she
asked me to bring help--”
“It can’t be that this gentleman understands,” put in Miss Julia, “that
his assistance was desired for an officer of the headquarters staff.”
“Madame,” said the young surgeon, “with your permission, damn the
headquarters staff!” and, turning abruptly, he strode off.
“I will go and see the General myself,” exclaimed Miss Parmalee,
flushing with wrath. “I will see whether he will permit the Sanitary
Commission to be affronted in this outrageous--”
She stopped short. Her indignant effort to rise to her feet had been
checked by a hand on the ground, which held firmly in its grasp a
fold of her skirt. She turned, pulled the cloth from the clutch of
the tightened fingers, looked at the hand as it sprawled limply on the
grass, and gave a little, shuddering, half-hysterical laugh. “Mercy me!”
was what she said.
“You know who it is, don’t you?” asked Dwight Ransom.
The meaning in his voice struck Miss Julia, and she bent a careful
scrutiny through the dusk upon the face of the man stretched out beside
her. His head had slipped sidewise on the knapsack, and his bearded
chin was unnaturally sunk into his collar. Through the grime on his
face could be discerned an unearthly pallor. His wide-opened eyes seemed
staring fixedly, reproachfully, at the hand which had lost its hold upon
Miss Julia’s dress.
“It does seem as if I’d seen the face before somewhere,” she remarked,
“but I don’t appear to place it. It is getting so dark, too. No, I can’t
imagine. Who is it?”
She had risen to her feet and was peering down at the dead man, her
pretty brows knitted in perplexity.
“He recognized you!” said Dwight, with significant gravity. “It’s
Marsena Pulford.”
“Oh, poor man!” exclaimed Julia. “If he’d only spoken to me I would
gladly have fanned him, too. But I was so anxious about the Colonel
here that I never took a fair look at him. I dare say I shouldn’t have
recognized him, even then. Beards do change one so, don’t they!”
Then she turned to Colonel Starbuck and made answer to the inquiry of
his lifted eyebrows.
“The unfortunate man,” she explained, “was our village photographer. I
sat to him for my picture several times. I think I have one of them over
at the Commission tent now.”
“I’ll go this minute and seize it!” the gallant Colonel vowed, getting
to his feet.
“Take care! We unprotected females have a man trap there!” Julia warned
him; but fear did not deter the staff officer from taking her arm and
leaning on it as they walked away in the twilight. Then the night fell,
and Dwight buried Marsena.
THE WAR WIDOW
I
Although we had been one man short all day, and there was a plain
threat of rain in the hot air, everybody left the hay-field long before
sundown. It was too much to ask of human nature to stay off in the
remote meadows when such remarkable things were happening down around
the house.
Marcellus Jones and I were in the pasture, watching the dog get the
cows together for the homeward march. He did it so well and, withal, so
willingly, that there was no call for us to trouble ourselves in keeping
up with him. We waited instead at the open bars until the hay-wagon had
passed through, rocking so heavily in the ancient pitch-hole, as it did
so, that the driver was nearly thrown off his perch on the top of
the high load. Then we put up the bars, and fell in close behind the
haymakers. A rich cloud of dust, far ahead on the road, suggested that
the dog was doing his work even too willingly, but for the once we
feared no rebuke. Almost anything might be condoned that day.
Five grown-up men walked abreast down the highway, in the shadow of the
towering wagon mow, clad much alike in battered straw hats, gray
woollen shirts open at the neck, and rough old trousers bulging over the
swollen, creased ankles of thick boots. One had a scythe on his arm; two
others bore forks over their shoulders. By request, Hi Tuckerman allowed
me to carry his sickle.
Although my present visit to the farm had been of only a few days’
duration--and those days of strenuous activity darkened by a terrible
grief--I had come to be very friendly with Mr. Tuckerman. He took a good
deal more notice of me than the others did; and, when chance and leisure
afforded, addressed the bulk of his remarks to me. This favoritism,
though it fascinated me, was not without its embarrassing side. Hi
Tuckerman had taken part in the battle of Gaines’s Mill two years
before, and had been shot straight through the tongue. One could still
see the deep scar on each of his cheeks, a sunken and hairless pit in
among his sandy beard. His heroism in the war and his good qualities as
a citizen had earned for him the esteem of his neighbors, and they saw
to it that he never wanted for work. But their present respect for
him stopped short of the pretence that they enjoyed hearing him
talk. Whenever he attempted conversation, people moved away, or
began boisterous dialogues with one another to drown him out. Being
a sensitive man, he had come to prefer silence to these rebuffs
among those he knew. But he still had a try at the occasional polite
stranger--and I suppose it was in this capacity that I won his heart.
Though I never of my own initiative understood a word he said, Marcellus
sometimes interpreted a sentence or so for me, and I listened to all the
rest with a fraudulently wise face. To give only a solitary illustration
of the tax thus levied on our friendship, I may mention that when Hi
Tuckerman said “_Aak!-ah-aak!-uh_,” he meant “Rappahannock,” and he did
this rather better than a good many words.
“Rappahannock,” alas! was a word we heard often enough in those days,
along with Chickahom-iny and Rapidan, and that odd Chattahoochee, the
sound of which raised always in my boyish mind the notion that the
geography-makers must have achieved it in their baby-talk period. These
strange Southern river names and many more were as familiar to the ears
of these four other untravelled Dearborn County farmers as the noise
of their own shallow Nedahma rattling over its pebbles in the valley
yonder. Only when their slow fancy fitted substance to these names they
saw in mind’s eye dark, sinister, swampy currents, deep and silent, and
discolored with human blood.
Two of these men who strode along behind the wagon were young
half-uncles of mine, Myron and Warren Turnbull, stout, thick-shouldered,
honest fellows not much out of their teens, who worked hard, said
little, and were always lumped together in speech, by their family, the
hired help, and the neighbors, as “the boys.” They asserted themselves
so rarely, and took everything as it came with such docility, that I
myself, being in my eleventh year, thought of them as very young indeed.
Next them walked a man, hired just for the haying, named Philleo, and
then, scuffling along over the uneven humps and hollows on the outer
edge of the road, came Si Hummaston, with the empty ginger-beer pail
knocking against his knees.
As Tuckerman’s “Hi” stood for Hiram, so I assume the other’s “Si” meant
Silas, or possibly Cyrus. I dare say no one, not even his mother, had
ever called him by his full name. I know that my companion, Marcellus
Jones, who wouldn’t be thirteen until after Thanksgiving, habitually
addressed him as Si, and almost daily I resolved that I would do so
myself. He was a man of more than fifty, I should think, tall, lean, and
what Marcellus called “bible-backed.” He had a short iron-gray beard
and long hair. Whenever there was any very hard or steady work going,
he generally gave out and went to sit in the shade, holding a hand flat
over his heart, and shaking his head dolefully. This kept a good many
from hiring him, and even in haying time, when everybody on two legs is
of some use, I fancy he would often have been left out if it hadn’t been
for my grandparents. They respected him on account of his piety and his
moral character, and always had him down when extra work began. He was
said to be the only hired man in the township who could not be goaded
in some way into swearing. He looked at one slowly, with the mild
expression of a heifer calf.
We had come to the crown of the hill, and the wagon started down the
steeper incline, with a great groaning of the brake. The men, by some
tacit understanding, halted and overlooked the scene.
The big old stone farm-house--part of which is said to date almost
to the Revolutionary times--was just below us, so near, indeed, that
Marcellus said he had once skipped a scaling-stone from where we stood
to its roof. The dense, big-leafed foliage of a sap-bush, sheltered in
the basin which dipped from our feet, pretty well hid this roof now from
view. Farther on, heavy patches of a paler, brighter green marked the
orchard, and framed one side of a cluster of barns and stables, at the
end of which three or four belated cows were loitering by the trough.
It was so still that we could hear the clatter of the stanchions as the
rest of the herd sought their places inside the milking-barn.
The men, though, had no eyes for all this, but bent their gaze fixedly
on the road, down at the bottom. For a long way this thoroughfare was
bordered by a row of tall poplars, which, as we were placed, receded
from the vision in so straight a line that they seemed one high, fat
tree. Beyond these one saw only a line of richer green, where the
vine-wrapped rail-fences cleft their way between the ripening fields.
“I’d ’a’ took my oath it was them,” said Philleo. “I can spot them
grays as fur’s I can see ’em. They turned by the school-house there,
or I’ll eat it, school-ma’am ’n’ all. And the buggy was fol-lerin’ ’em,
too.”
“Yes, I thought it was them,” said Myron, shading his eyes with his
brown hand.
“But they ought to got past the poplars by this time, then,” remarked
Warren.
“Why, they’ll be drivin’ as slow as molasses in January,” put in Si
Hummaston. “When you come to think of it, it _is_ pretty nigh the same
as a regular funeral. You mark my words, your father’ll have walked them
grays every step of the road. I s’pose he’ll drive himself--he wouldn’t
trust bringin’ Alvy home to nobody else, would he? I know I wouldn’t, if
the Lord had given _me_ such a son; but then he didn’t!”
“No, He didn’t!” commented the first speaker, in an unnaturally loud
tone of voice, to break in upon the chance that Hi Tuckerman was
going to try to talk. But Hi only stretched out his arm, pointing the
forefinger toward the poplars.
Sure enough, something was in motion down at the base of the shadows
on the road. Then it crept forward, out in the sunlight, and separated
itself into two vehicles. A farm wagon came first, drawn by a team of
gray horses. Close after it came a buggy, with its black top raised.
Both advanced so slowly that they seemed scarcely to be moving at all.
“Well, I swan!” exclaimed Si Hummaston, after a minute, “it’s Dana
Pillsbury drivin’ the wagon after all! Well--I dunno--yes, I guess
that’s prob’bly what I’d ’a’ done too, if I’d b’n your father. Yes, it
does look more correct, his follerin’ on behind, like that. I s’pose
that’s Alvy’s widder in the buggy there with him.”
“Yes, that’s Serena--it looks like her little girl with her,” said
Myron, gravely.
“I s’pose we might’s well be movin’ along down,” observed his brother,
and at that we all started.
We walked more slowly now, matching our gait to the snail-like progress
of those coming toward us. As we drew near to the gate, the three hired
men instinctively fell behind the brothers, and in that position the
group halted on the grass, facing the driveway where it left the main
road. Not a word was uttered by any one. When at last the wagon came up,
Myron and Warren took off their hats, and the others followed suit, all
holding them poised at the level of their shoulders.
Dana Pillsbury, carrying himself rigidly upright on the box-seat,
drove past us with eyes fixed straight ahead, and a face as coldly
expressionless as that of a wooden Indian. The wagon was covered all
over with rubber blankets, so that whatever it bore was hidden. Only
a few paces behind came the buggy, and my grandfather, old Arphaxed
Turnbull, went by in his turn with the same averted, faraway gaze,
and the same resolutely stolid countenance. He held the restive young
carriage horse down to a decorous walk, a single firm hand on the tight
reins, without so much as looking at it. The strong yellow light of the
declining sun poured full upon his long gray beard, his shaven upper
lip, his dark-skinned, lean, domineering face--and made me think of some
hard and gloomy old prophet seeing a vision, in the back part of the Old
Testament. If that woman beside him, swathed in heavy black raiment, and
holding a child up against her arm, was my Aunt Serena, I should never
have guessed it.
We put on our hats again, and walked up the driveway with measured step
behind the carriage till it stopped at the side-piazza stoop. The wagon
had passed on toward the big new red barn--and crossing its course I
saw my Aunt Em, bareheaded and with her sleeves rolled up, going to the
cow-barn with a milking-pail in her hand. She was walking quickly, as if
in a great hurry.
“There’s your Ma,” I whispered to Marcellus, assuming that he would
share my surprise at her rushing off like this, instead of waiting to
say “How-d’-do” to Serena. He only nodded knowingly, and said nothing.
No one else said much of anything. Myron and Warren shook hands in stiff
solemnity with the veiled and craped sister-in-law, when their father
had helped her and her daughter from the buggy, and one of them remarked
in a constrained way that the hot spell seemed to keep up right along.
The newcomers ascended the steps to the open door, and the woman and the
child went inside. Old Arphaxed turned on the threshold, and seemed to
behold us for the first time.
“After you’ve put out the horse,” he said, “I want the most of yeh to
come up to the new barn. Si Hummaston and Marcellus can do the milkin’.”
“I kind o’ rinched my wrist this forenoon,” put in Si, with a note of
entreaty in his voice. He wanted sorely to be one of the party at the
red barn.
“Mebbe milkin’ ’ll be good for it,” said Arphaxed, curtly. “You and
Marcellus do what I say, and keep Sidney with you.” With this he, too,
went into the house.
II
It wasn’t an easy matter for even a member of the family like myself
to keep clearly and untangled in his head all the relationships which
existed under this patriarchal Turnbull roof.
Old Arphaxed had been married twice. His first wife was the mother of
two children, who grew up, and the older of these was my father, Wilbur
Turnbull. He never liked farm-life, and left home early, not without
some hard feeling, which neither father nor son ever quite forgot. My
father made a certain success of it as a business man in Albany until,
in the thirties, his health broke down. He died when I was seven and,
although he left some property, my mother was forced to supplement this
help by herself going to work as forewoman in a large store. She was
too busy to have much time for visiting, and I don’t think there was
any great love lost between her and the people on the farm; but it was
a good healthy place for me to be sent to when the summer vacation came,
and withal inexpensive, and so the first of July each year generally
found me out at the homestead, where, indeed, nobody pretended to be
heatedly fond of me, but where I was still treated well and enjoyed
myself. This year it was understood that my mother was coming out to
bring me home later on.
The other child of that first marriage was a girl who was spoken of in
youth as Emmeline, but whom I knew now as Aunt Em. She was a silent,
tough-fibred, hard-working creature, not at all goodlooking, but
relentlessly neat, and the best cook I ever knew. Even when the house
was filled with extra hired men, no one ever thought of getting in any
female help, so tireless and so resourceful was Em. She did all the
housework there was to do, from cellar to garret, was continually
lending a hand in the men’s chores, made more butter than the household
could eat up, managed a large kitchen-garden, and still had a good
deal of spare time, which she spent in sitting out in the piazza in a
starched pink calico gown, knitting the while she watched who went up
and down the road. When you knew her, you understood how it was that the
original Turnbulls had come into that part of the country just after the
Revolution, and in a few years chopped down all the forests, dug up all
the stumps, drained the swale-lands, and turned the entire place from a
wilderness into a flourishing and fertile home for civilized people. I
used to feel, when I looked at her, that she would have been quite equal
to doing the whole thing herself.
All at once, when she was something over thirty, Em had up and married a
mowing-machine agent named Abel Jones, whom no one knew anything about,
and who, indeed, had only been in the neighborhood for a week or so. The
family was struck dumb with amazement. The idea of Em’s dallying with
the notion of matrimony had never crossed anybody’s mind. As a girl she
had never had any patience with husking-bees or dances or sleigh-ride
parties. No young man had ever seen her home from anywhere, or had had
the remotest encouragement to hang around the house. She had never been
pretty--so my mother told me--and as she got along in years grew dumpy
and thick in figure, with a plain, fat face, a rather scowling brow, and
an abrupt, ungracious manner. She had no conversational gifts
whatever, and, through years of increasing taciturnity and confirmed
unsociability, built up in everybody’s mind the conviction that, if
there could be a man so wild and unsettled in intellect as to suggest a
tender thought to Em, he would get his ears cuffed off his head for his
pains.
Judge, then, how like a thunderbolt the episode of the mowing-machine
agent fell upon the family. To bewildered astonishment there soon enough
succeeded rage. This Jones was a curly-headed man, with a crinkly black
beard like those of Joseph’s brethren in the Bible picture. He had
no home and no property, and didn’t seem to amount to much even as a
salesman of other people’s goods. His machine was quite the worst then
in the market, and it could not be learned that he had sold a single one
in the county. But he had married Em, and it was calmly proposed that he
should henceforth regard the farm as his home. After this point had been
sullenly conceded, it turned out that Jones was a widower, and had a
boy nine or ten years old, named Marcellus, who was in a sort of orphan
asylum in Vermont. There were more angry scenes between father and
daughter, and a good deal more bad blood, before it was finally agreed
that the boy also should come and live on the farm.
All this had happened in 1860 or 1861. Jones had somewhat improved on
acquaintance. He knew about lightning-rods, and had been able to fit out
all the farm buildings with them at cost price. He had turned a little
money now and again in trades with hop-poles, butter-firkins, shingles,
and the like, and he was very ingenious in mending and fixing up odds
and ends. He made shelves and painted the woodwork, and put a tar roof
on the summer kitchen. Even Martha, the second Mrs. Turnbull, came
finally to admit that he was handy about a house.
This Martha became the head of the household while Em was still a little
girl. She was a heavy woman, mentally as well as bodily, rather prone to
a peevish view of things, and greatly given to pride in herself and her
position, but honest, charitable in her way, and not unkindly at heart.
On the whole she was a good stepmother, and Em probably got on quite as
well with her as she would have done with her own mother--even in the
matter of the mowing-machine agent.
To Martha three sons were born. The two younger ones, Myron and Warren,
have already been seen. The eldest boy, Alva, was the pride of the
family, and, for that matter, of the whole section.
Alva was the first Turnbull to go to college. From his smallest boyhood
it had been manifest that he had great things before him, so handsome
and clever and winning a lad was he. Through each of his schooling years
he was the honor man of his class, and he finished in a blaze of glory
by taking the Clark Prize, and practically everything else within reach
in the way of academic distinctions. He studied law at Octavius, in the
office of Judge Schermerhorn, and in a little time was not only that
distinguished man’s partner, but distinctly the more important figure
in the firm. At the age of twenty-five he was sent to the Assembly. The
next year they made him District Attorney, and it was quite understood
that it rested with him whether he should be sent to Congress later on,
or be presented by the Dearborn County bar for the next vacancy on the
Supreme Court bench.
At this point in his brilliant career he married Miss Serena Wadsworth,
of Wadsworth’s Falls. The wedding was one of the most imposing social
events the county had known, so it was said, since the visit of
Lafayette. The Wadsworths were an older family, even, than the
Fairchilds, and infinitely more fastidious and refined. The daughters
of the household, indeed, carried their refinement to such a pitch that
they lived an almost solitary life, and grew to the parlous verge of
old-maidhood simply because there was nobody good enough to marry them.
Alva Turnbull was, however, up to the standard. It could not be said,
of course, that his home surroundings quite matched those of his bride;
but, on the other hand, she was nearly two years his senior, and this
was held to make matters about even.
In a year or so came the war, and nowhere in the North did patriotic
excitement run higher than in this old abolition stronghold of upper
Dearborn. Public meetings were held, and nearly a whole regiment was
raised in Octavius and the surrounding towns alone. Alva Turnbull made
the most stirring and important speech at the first big gathering, and
sent a thrill through the whole country-side by claiming the privilege
of heading the list of volunteers. He was made a captain by general
acclaim, and went off with his company in time to get chased from the
field of Bull Run. When he came home on a furlough in 1863 he was a
major, and later on he rose to be lieutenant-colonel. We understood
vaguely that he might have climbed vastly higher in promotion but for
the fact that he was too moral and conscientious to get on very well
with his immediate superior, General Boyce, of Thessaly, who was
notoriously a drinking man.
It was glory enough to have him at the farm, on that visit of his, even
as a major. His old parents literally abased themselves at his feet,
quite tremulous in their awed pride at his greatness. It made it almost
too much to have Serena there also, this fair, thin-faced, prim-spoken
daughter of the Wadsworths, and actually to call her by her first name.
It was haying time, I remember, but the hired men that year did not
eat their meals with the family, and there was even a question whether
Marcellus and I were socially advanced enough to come to the table,
where Serena and her husband were feeding themselves in state with a
novel kind of silver implement called a four-tined fork. If Em hadn’t
put her foot down, out to the kitchen we should both have gone, I fancy.
As it was, we sat decorously at the far end of the table, and asked with
great politeness to have things passed to us, which by standing up we
could have reached as well as not. It was slow, but it made us feel
immensely respectable, almost as if we had been born Wadsworths
ourselves.
We agreed that Serena was “stuck up,” and Mar-cellus reported Aunt Em
as feeling that her bringing along with her a nursemaid to be waited on
hand and foot, just to take care of a baby, was an imposition bordering
upon the intolerable. He said that that was the sort of thing the
English did until George Washington rose and drove them out. But we both
felt that Alva was splendid.
He was a fine creature physically--taller even than old Arphaxed, with
huge square shoulders and a mighty frame. I could recall him as without
whiskers, but now he had a waving lustrous brown beard, the longest
and biggest I ever saw. He didn’t pay much attention to us boys, it was
true; but he was affable when we came in his way, and he gave Myron and
Warren each a dollar bill when they went to Octavius to see the Fourth
of July doings. In the evening some of the more important neighbors
would drop in, and then Alva would talk about the war, and patriotism,
and saving the Union, till it was like listening to Congress itself. He
had a rich, big voice which filled the whole room, so that the hired men
could hear every word out in the kitchen; but it was even more affecting
to see him walking with his father down under the poplars, with his
hands making orator’s gestures as he spoke, and old Arphaxed looking at
him and listening with shining eyes.
Well, then, he and his wife went away to visit her folks, and then we
heard he had left to join his regiment. From time to time he wrote
to his father--letters full of high and loyal sentiments, which were
printed next week in the Octavius _Transcript_, and the week after in
the Thessaly _Banner of Liberty_. Whenever any of us thought about the
war--and who thought much of anything else?--it was always with Alva as
the predominant figure in every picture.
Sometimes the arrival of a letter for Aunt Em, or a chance remark about
a broken chair or a clock hopelessly out of kilter, would recall for
the moment the fact that Abel Jones was also at the seat of war. He had
enlisted on that very night when Alva headed the roll of honor, and
he marched away in Alva’s company. Somehow he got no promotion, but
remained in the ranks. Not even the members of the family were shown the
letters Aunt Em received, much less the printers of the newspapers. They
were indeed poor misspelled scrawls, about which no one displayed any
interest or questioned Aunt Em. Even Marcellus rarely spoke of his
father, and seemed to share to the full the family’s concentration of
thought upon Alva.
Thus matters stood when spring began to play at being summer in the year
of ‘64. The birds came and the trees burst forth into green, the sun
grew hotter and the days longer, the strawberries hidden under the big
leaves in our yard started into shape, where the blossoms had been,
quite in the ordinary, annual way, with us up North. But down where
that dread thing they called “The War” was going on, this coming of warm
weather meant more awful massacre, more tortured hearts, and desolated
homes, than ever before. I can’t be at all sure how much later reading
and associations have helped out and patched up what seem to be my
boyish recollections of this period; but it is, at all events, much
clearer in my mind than are the occurrences of the week before last.
We heard a good deal about how deep the mud was in Virginia that spring.
All the photographs and tin-types of officers which found their way
to relatives at home, now, showed them in boots that came up to their
thighs. Everybody understood that as soon as this mud dried up a little,
there was to be most terrific doings. The two great lines of armies
lay scowling at each other, still on that blood-soaked fighting ground
between Washington and Richmond where they were three years before.
Only now things were to go differently. A new general was at the head
of affairs, and he was going in, with jaws set and nerves of steel, to
smash, kill, burn, annihilate, sparing nothing, looking not to right or
left, till the red road had been hewed through to Richmond. In the first
week of May this thing began--a push forward all along the line--and the
North, with scared eyes and fluttering heart, held its breath.
My chief personal recollection of these historic forty days is that one
morning I was awakened early by a noise in my bedroom, and saw my
mother looking over the contents of the big chest of drawers which stood
against the wall. She was getting out some black articles of apparel.
When she discovered that I was awake, she told me in a low voice that my
Uncle Alva had been killed. Then a few weeks later my school closed, and
I was packed off to the farm for the vacation. It will be better to tell
what had happened as I learned it there from Marcellus and the others.
Along about the middle of May, the weekly paper came up from Octavius,
and old Arphaxed Turnbull, as was his wont, read it over out on the
piazza before supper. Presently he called his wife to him, and showed
her something in it. Martha went out into the kitchen, where Aunt Em was
getting the meal ready, and told her, as gently as she could, that there
was very bad news for her; in fact, her husband, Abel Jones, had been
killed in the first day’s battle in the Wilderness, something like a
week before. Aunt Em said she didn’t believe it, and Martha brought in
the paper and pointed out the fatal line to her. It was not quite clear
whether this convinced Aunt Em or not. She finished getting supper, and
sat silently through the meal, afterwards, but she went upstairs to her
room before family prayers. The next day she was about as usual, doing
the work and saying nothing. Marcellus told me that to the best of his
belief no one had said anything to her on the subject. The old people
were a shade more ceremonious in their manner toward her, and “the boys”
and the hired men were on the lookout to bring in water for her from the
well, and to spare her as much as possible in the routine of chores, but
no one talked about Jones. Aunt Em did not put on mourning. She made
a black necktie for Marcellus to wear to church, but stayed away from
meeting herself.
A little more than a fortnight afterwards, Myron was walking down the
road from the meadows one afternoon, when he saw a man on horseback
coming up from the poplars, galloping like mad in a cloud of dust.
The two met at the gate. The man was one of the hired helps of the
Wadsworths, and he had ridden as hard as he could pelt from the Falls,
fifteen miles away, with a message, which now he gave Myron to read.
Both man and beast dripped sweat, and trembled with fatigued excitement.
The youngster eyed them, and then gazed meditatively at the sealed
envelope in his hand.
“I s’pose you know what’s inside?” he asked, looking up at last.
The man in the saddle nodded, with a tell-tale look on his face, and
breathing heavily.
Myron handed the letter back, and pushed the gate open. “You’d better go
up and give it to father yourself,” he said. “I ain’t got the heart to
face him--jest now, at any rate.”
Marcellus was fishing that afternoon, over in the creek which ran
through the woods. Just as at last he was making up his mind that it
must be about time to go after the cows, he saw Myron sitting on a
log beside the forest path, whittling mechanically, and staring at the
foliage before him, in an obvious brown study. Marcellus went up to him,
and had to speak twice before Myron turned his head and looked up.
“Oh! it’s you, eh, Bubb?” he remarked dreamily, and began gazing once
more into the thicket.
“What’s the matter?” asked the puzzled boy.
“I guess Alvy’s dead,” replied Myron. To the lad’s comments and
questions he made small answer. “No,” he said at last, “I don’t feel
much like goin’ home jest now. Lea’ me alone here; I’ll prob’ly turn up
later on.” And Marcellus went alone to the pasture, and thence, at the
tail of his bovine procession, home.
When he arrived he regretted not having remained with Myron in the
woods. It was like coming into something which was prison, hospital, and
tomb in one. The household was paralyzed with horror and fright. Martha
had gone to bed, or rather had been put there by Em, and all through
the night, when he woke up, he heard her broken and hysterical voice
in moans and screams. The men had hitched up the grays, and Arphaxed
Turnbull was getting into the buggy to drive to Octavius for news when
the boy came up. He looked twenty years older than he had at noon--all
at once turned into a chalkfaced, trembling, infirm old man--and could
hardly see to put his foot on the carriage-step. His son Warren had
offered to go with him, and had been rebuffed almost with fierceness.
Warren and the others silently bowed their heads before this mood;
instinct told them that nothing but Arphaxed’s show of temper held him
from collapse--from falling at their feet and grovelling on the grass
with cries and sobs of anguish, perhaps even dying in a fit. After he
had driven off they forbore to talk to one another, but went about a
chalkfaced, trembling, infirm old man--and could hardly see to put his
foot on the carriage-step. His son Warren had offered to go with him,
and had been rebuffed almost with fierceness. Warren and the others
silently bowed their heads before this mood; instinct told them that
nothing but Arphaxed’s show of temper held him from collapse--from
falling at their feet and grovelling on the grass with cries and sobs of
anguish, perhaps even dying in a fit. After he had driven off they
forbore to talk to one another, but went about noiselessly with drooping
chins and knotted brows.
“It jest took the tuck out of everything,” said Marcellus, relating
these tragic events to me. There was not much else to tell. Martha had
had what they call brain fever, and had emerged from this some weeks
afterward a pallid and dim-eyed ghost of her former self, sitting for
hours together in her rocking-chair in the unused parlor, her hands idly
in her lap, her poor thoughts glued ceaselessly to that vague, far-off
Virginia which folks told about as hot and sunny, but which her mind’s
eye saw under the gloom of an endless and dreadful night. Arphaxed had
gone South, still defiantly alone, to bring back the body of his boy.
An acquaintance wrote to them of his being down sick in Washington,
prostrated by the heat and strange water; but even from his sick-bed he
had sent on orders to an undertaking firm out at the front, along with a
hundred dollars, their price in advance for embalming. Then, recovering,
he had himself pushed down to headquarters, or as near them as civilians
might approach, only to learn that he had passed the precious freight on
the way. He posted back again, besieging the railroad officials at every
point with inquiries, scolding, arguing, beseeching in turn, until at
last he overtook his quest at Juno Mills Junction, only a score of miles
from home.
Then only he wrote, telling people his plans. He came first to Octavius,
where a funeral service was held in the forenoon, with military honors,
the Wadsworths as the principal mourners, and a memorable turnout of
distinguished citizens. The town-hall was draped with mourning, and
so was Alva’s pew in the Episcopal Church, which he had deserted his
ancestral Methodism to join after his marriage. Old Arphaxed listened
to the novel burial service of his son’s communion, and watched the
clergyman in his curious white and black vestments, with sombre pride.
He himself needed and desired only a plain and homely religion, but
it was fitting that his boy should have organ music and flowers and a
ritual.
Dana Pillsbury had arrived in town early in the morning with the grays,
and a neighbor’s boy had brought in the buggy. Immediately after dinner
Arphaxed had gathered up Alva’s widow and little daughter, and started
the funeral cortège upon its final homeward stage.
And so I saw them arrive on that July afternoon.
III
For so good and patient a man, Si Hummaston bore himself rather
vehemently during the milking. It was hotter in the barn than it was
outside in the sun, and the stifling air swarmed with flies, which
seemed to follow Si perversely from stall to stall and settle on his
cow. One beast put her hoof square in his pail, and another refused
altogether to “give down,” while the rest kept up a tireless slapping
and swishing of their tails very hard to bear, even if one had the help
of profanity. Marcellus and I listened carefully to hear him at last
provoked to an oath, but the worst thing he uttered, even when the cow
stepped in the milk, was “Dum your buttons!” which Marcellus said
might conceivably be investigated by a church committee, but was hardly
out-and-out swearing.
I remember Si’s groans and objurgations, his querulous “Hyst there, will
ye!” his hypocritical “So-boss! So-boss!” his despondent “They never
will give down for me!” because presently there was crossed upon this
woof of peevish impatience the web of a curious conversation.
Si had been so slow in his headway against flapping tails and restive
hoofs that, before he had got up to the end of the row, Aunt Em had
finished her side. She brought over her stool and pail, and seated
herself at the next cow to Hummaston’s. For a little, one heard only the
resonant din of the stout streams against the tin; then, as the bottom
was covered, there came the ploughing plash of milk on milk, and Si
could hear himself talk.
“S’pose you know S’reny’s come, ’long with your father,” he remarked,
ingratiatingly.
“I saw ’em drive in,” replied Em.
“_Whoa! Hyst there! Hole still, can’t ye?_ I didn’t know if you
quite made out who she was, you was scootin’ ’long so fast. They
ain’t--_Whoa there!_--they ain’t nothin’ the matter ’twixt you and
her, is they?”
“I don’t know as there is,” said Em, curtly. “The world’s big enough for
both of us--we ain’t no call to bunk into each other.”
“No, of course--_Now you stop it!_--but it looked kind o’ curious to
me, your pikin’ off like that, without waitin’ to say ‘How-d’-do?’ Of
course, I never had no relation by marriage that was stuck-up at all, or
looked down on me--_Stiddy there now!_--but I guess I can reelize pretty
much how you feel about it. I’m a good deal of a hand at that. It’s
what they call imagination. It’s a gift, you know, like good looks, or
preachin’, or the knack o’ makin’ money. But you can’t help what you’re
born with, can you? I’d been a heap better off if my gift’d be’n in
some other direction; but, as I tell ’em, it ain’t my fault. And my
imagination--_Hi, there! git over, will ye?_--it’s downright cur’ous
sometimes, how it works. Now I could tell, you see, that you ‘n’ S’reny
didn’t pull together. I s’pose she never writ a line to you, when your
husband was killed?”
“Why should she?” demanded Em. “We never did correspond. What’d be the
sense of beginning then? She minds her affairs, ’n’ I mind mine. Who
wanted her to write?”
“Oh, of course not,” said Si lightly. “Prob’ly you’ll get along better
together, though, now that you’ll see more of one another. I s’pose
S’reny’s figurin’ on stayin’ here right along now, her ’n’ her little
girl. Well, it’ll be nice for the old folks to have somebody they’re
fond of. They jest worshipped the ground Alvy walked on--and I s’pose
they won’t be anything in this wide world too good for that little girl
of his. Le’s see, she must be comin’ on three now, ain’t she?”
“I don’t know anything about her!” snapped Aunt Em with emphasis.
“Of course, it’s natural the old folks should feel so--she bein’ Alvy’s
child. I hain’t noticed anything special, but does it--_Well, I swan!
Hyst there!_--does it seem to you that they’re as good to Marcellus,
quite, as they used to be? I don’t hear ’em sayin’ nothin’ about his
goin’ to school next winter.”
Aunt Em said nothing, too, but milked doggedly on. Si told her about the
thickness and profusion of Serena’s mourning, guardedly hinting at the
injustice done him by not allowing him to go to the red barn with the
others, speculated on the likelihood of the Wadsworths’ contributing to
their daughter’s support, and generally exhibited his interest in the
family through a monologue which finished only with the milking; but
Aunt Em made no response whatever.
When the last pails had been emptied into the big cans at the
door--Marcellus and I had let the cows out one by one into the yard, as
their individual share in the milking ended--Si and Em saw old Arphaxed
wending his way across from the house to the red barn. He appeared
more bent than ever, but he walked with a slowness which seemed born of
reluctance even more than of infirmity.
“Well, now,” mused Si, aloud, “Brother Turnbull an’ me’s be’n friends
for a good long spell. I don’t believe he’d be mad if I cut over now to
the red barn too, seein’ the milkin’s all out of the way. Of course I
don’t want to do what ain’t right--what d’you think now, Em, honest?
Think it ’ud rile him?”
“I don’t know anything about it!” my aunt replied, with increased vigor
of emphasis. “But for the land sake go somewhere! Don’t hang around
botherin’ me. I got enough else to think of besides your everlasting
cackle.”
Thus rebuffed, Si meandered sadly into the cow-yard, shaking his head as
he came. Seeing us seated on an upturned plough, over by the fence, from
which point we had a perfect view of the red barn, he sauntered toward
us, and, halting at our side, looked to see if there was room enough for
him to sit also. But Marcellus, in quite a casual way, remarked, “Oh!
wheeled the milk over to the house, already, Si?” and at this
the doleful man lounged off again in new despondency, got out the
wheelbarrow, and, with ostentatious groans of travail hoisted a can upon
it and started off.
“He’s takin’ advantage of Arphaxed’s being so worked up to play ‘ole
soldier’ on him,” said Mar-cellus. “All of us have to stir him up the
whole time to keep him from takin’ root somewhere. I told him this
afternoon ’t if there had to be any settin’ around under the bushes an’
cryin’, the fam’ly ’ud do it.”
We talked in hushed tones as we sat there watching the shut doors of the
red barn, in boyish conjecture about what was going on behind them. I
recall much of this talk with curious distinctness, but candidly it
jars now upon my maturer nerves. The individual man looks back upon
his boyhood with much the same amused amazement that the race feels in
contemplating the memorials of its own cave-dwelling or bronze period.
What strange savages we were! In those days Marcellus and I used to find
our very highest delight in getting off on Thursdays, and going over to
Dave Bushnell’s slaughter-house, to witness with stony hearts, and from
as close a coign of vantage as might be, the slaying of some score of
barnyard animals--the very thought of which now revolts our grown-up
minds. In the same way we sat there on the plough, and criticised
old Arphaxed’s meanness in excluding us from the red barn, where the
men-folks were coming in final contact with the “pride of the family.”
Some of the cows wandering toward us began to “moo” with impatience for
the pasture, but Mar-cellus said there was no hurry.