Witness now this trust! the rain
That steals softly direction
And the key, ready to hand--sifting
One moment in sacrifice (the direst)
Through a thousand nights the flesh
Assaults outright for bolts that linger
Hidden,--O undirected as the sky
That through its black foam has no eyes
For this fixed stone of lust....
Accumulate such moments to an hour:
Account the total of this trembling tabulation.
I know the screen, the distant flying taps
And stabbing medley that sways--
And the mercy, feminine, that stays
As though prepared.
And I, entering, take up the stone
As quiet as you can make a man ...
In Bleecker Street, still trenchant in a void,
Wounded by apprehensions out of speech,
I hold it up against a disk of light--
I, turning, turning on smoked forking spires,
The city’s stubborn lives, desires.
Tossed on these horns, who bleeding dies,
Lacks all but piteous admissions to be spilt
Upon the page whose blind sum finally burns
Record of rage and partial appetites.
The pure possession, the inclusive cloud
Whose heart is fire shall come,--the white wind rase
All but bright stones wherein our smiling plays.