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Biological facts, as well as our observation of our own self (which is

psychology), lead us to believe that, as I have mentioned before,

Pleasure fulfils the function not merely of leading us along livable

ways, but also of creating a surplus of vitality. Itself an almost

unnecessary boon (since Pain is sufficient to regulate our choice),

Pleasure would thus tend to ever fresh and, if I may use the word,

gratuitous supplies of good. Does not this give to Pleasure a certain

freedom, a humane character wholly different from the awful,

unappeasable tyranny of Pain? For let us be sincere. Pain, and all the

cruel alternatives bidding us obey or die, are scarcely things with

which our poor ideals, our good feeling and good taste, have much

chance of profitable discussion. There is in all human life a side

akin to that of the beast; the beast hunted, tracked, starved, killing

and killed for food; the side alluded to under decent formulæ like

"pressure of population," "diminishing returns," "competition," and so

forth. Not but this side of life also tends towards good, but the

means by which it does so, nature's atrocious surgery, are evil,

although one cannot deny that it is the very nature of Pain to

diminish its own recurrence. This thought may bring some comfort in

the awful earnestness of existence, this thought that in its cruel

fashion, the universe is weeding out cruel facts. But to pretend that

we can habitually exercise much moral good taste, be of delicate

forethought, squeamish harmony when Pain has yoked and is driving us,

is surely a bad bit of hypocrisy, of which those who are being

starved or trampled or tortured into acquiescence may reasonably bid

us be ashamed. Indeed, stoicism, particularly in its discourses to

others, has not more sense of shame than sense of humour.

But since our power of choosing is thus jeopardised by the presence of

Pain, it would the more behove us to express our wish for goodness,

our sense of close connection, wide and complex harmony with the

happiness of others, in those moments of respite and liberty which we

call happiness, and particularly in those freely chosen concerns which

we call play.

Alas, we cannot help ourselves from becoming unimaginative,

unsympathising, destructive and brutish when we are hard pressed by

agony or by fear. Therefore, let such of us as have stuff for finer

things, seize some of our only opportunities, and seek to become

harmless in our pleasures.

Who knows but that the highest practical self-cultivation would not be

compassed by a much humbler paraphrase of Schiller's advice: let us

learn to like what does no harm to the present or the future, in order

not to throw away heroic efforts or sentimental intentions, in doing

what we don't like for someone else's supposed benefit.

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