I. You have here the voice of a startled conscience.

Herod killed John without much sense of doing wrong. He was sorry, no

doubt, for he had a kind of respect for the man, and he was reluctant

to put him to death. But though there was reluctance, there was no

hesitation. His fantastic sense of honour came in the way. In the one

scale there was the life of a poor enthusiast who had amused him for a

while, but of whom he had got tired. In the other scale there were his

word, the pleasure of Herodias, and the applause of the half-drunken

boon companions that were sitting with them at the table. So, of

course, the prophet was slain, and the pale head brought in to that

wild revel, and, except for the malignant gloating of the woman over

her gratified revenge, the event, no doubt, very quickly passed from

the memories of all concerned.

But then there came stealing into the silken seclusion of the palace,

where he was wallowing in his sensuality like a hog in the sty, the

tidings of another peasant Teacher that had risen up among the people.

Christ's name had been ringing through the land, and been sounded with

blessings in poor men's huts long before it got within the gates of

Herod's palace. That is the place where religious earnestness makes

its mark last of all. But it finally ran thither also; and light

gossip went round concerning this new sensation. 'Who is He? Who is

He?' Each man had his own theory about Him, but a sudden memory

started up in the frivolous despot's soul, and it was with a trembling

heart that he said to himself, 'I know! I know! It is John, whom I

beheaded! He is risen from the dead!' His conscience and his memory

and his fears all awoke.

Now, my friends, I pray you to lay that simple lesson to heart. We all

of us do evil things with regard to which it is not hard for us to

bribe or to silence our memories and our consciences. The hurry and

bustle of daily life, the very weakness of our characters, the rush of

sensuous delights, may make us blind and deaf to the voice of

conscience; and we think that all chance of the evil deed rising again

to harm us is past. But some trifle touches the hidden spring by mere

accident; as in the old story of the man groping along a wall till his

finger happens to fall upon one inch of it, and immediately the

concealed door flies open, and there is the skeleton. So with us, some

merely fortuitous association may freshen faded memories and wake a

dormant conscience. An apparently trivial circumstance, like some

hooked pole pushed at random into the sea, may bring up by the locks

some pale and drowned memory long plunged in an ocean of oblivion.

Here, in Herod's case, a report reaches him of a new Rabbi who bears

but a very faint resemblance to John, and that is enough to bring his

crime back in its naked atrocity.

My friends, we all have these hibernating serpents in our consciences,

and nobody knows when the needful warmth may come that will wake them

and make them lift their forked heads to sting. The whole landscape of

my past life lies there behind the mists of apparent forgetfulness,

and any light air of suggestion may sweep away the clouds and show it

all. What have you laid up in these memories of yours to start into

life some day: 'at the last biting like a serpent and stinging like an

adder'? 'It is John! It is John, whom I beheaded!'

Take this other thought, how, as the story shows us, when once at the

bidding of memory conscience begins to work, all illusions as to the

nature of my action and as to my share in it are swept away.

When the evil deed was done, Herod scarcely felt as if he did it.

There was his plighted troth, there was Herodias's pressure, there was

the excitement of the moment. He seemed forced to do it, and scarcely

responsible for doing it. And no doubt, if he ever thought about it

afterwards, he shuffled off a large percentage of the responsibility

of the guilt upon the shoulders of the others. But when,

'In the silent sessions of things past,'

the image and remembrance of the deed come up to him, all the helpers

and tempters have disappeared, and 'It is John, whom _I_ beheaded!'

(There is emphasis in the Greek upon the 'I.') 'Yes, it was _I_.

Herodias tempted me; Herodias' daughter titillated my lust; I fancied

that my oath bound me; I could not help doing what would please those

who sat at the table--I said all that _before_ I did it. But now, when

it is done, they have all disappeared, every one of them to his

quarter; and I and the ugly thing are left together alone. It was I

that did it, and nobody besides.'

The blackness of the crime, too, presents itself to the startled

conscience as it did not in the doing. There are many euphemisms and

soft words in which, as in cotton-wool, we wrap our evil deeds and so

deceive ourselves as to their hardness and their edge; but when

conscience gets hold of them, and they pass out of the realm of fact

into the mystical region of remembrance, all the wrappings, and all

the apologies, and all the soft phrases drop away; and the ugliest,

briefest, plainest word is the one by which my conscience describes my

own evil. '_I_ beheaded him! _I_, and none else, was the murderer.'

Oh! dear brethren, do you see to it that what you store up in these

caves and treasure-cellars of memory which we all carry with us, are

deeds that will bear being brought out again and looked at in the pure

white light of conscience, and which you will neither be ashamed nor

afraid to lay your hand upon and say: 'It is mine; _I_ planted and

sowed and worked it, and I am ready to reap the fruit.' 'If thou be

wise thou shalt be wise for thyself, if thou scornest thou alone shalt

bear it.' Take care of the storehouses of memory and of conscience,

and mind what kind of things you lay up there.

II. Now, once more, I take these words as setting before us an example

of a conscience awakened to the unseen world.

Many commentators tell us that this Herod was a Sadducee; that is to

say that theologically and theoretically he had given up the belief in

a future state and in spiritual existence. I do not know that that can

be sustained, but much more probably he was only a Sadducee in the way

in which a great many of us are Sadducees: he never thought about

these things, he did not think about them enough to know whether he

believed in them or not. He was a practical, if not a theoretical

Sadducee; that is to say, this present was his world, and as for the

future, it did not come much into his mind. But now, notice that when

conscience begins to stir, it at once sends his thoughts into that

unseen world beyond.

There is a very close connection, as all history proves, between

theoretical disbelief in a future life and in spiritual existence, and

superstition. So strong is the bond which unites men with the unseen

world, that if they do not link themselves with that world in the

legitimate and true fashion, it is almost certain to avenge itself

upon them by leading them to all manner of low and abject

superstitions. Spiritualism is the disease of a generation that

disbelieves in another life. The French Revolution, with its

infidelities, was also the age of quacks and impostors such as

Cagliostro and the like. The time when Christ lived presented

precisely the same phenomena. If Herod was a Sadducee, Herod's

Sadduceeism, like frost upon the window-panes, was such a thin layer

shutting out the invisible world, that the least warmth of conscience

melted it, and the clear daylight glared in upon him. And I am afraid

that there are a great many of us who may be half-inclined to reject

the belief in another life, who would find precisely the same thing

happening to us.

But be that as it may, it seems to me that whenever a man comes to

think very seriously about his conduct as being wrong in the sight of

God, there at once starts up before him the thought of a future life

and a judgment-bar. And I want to know why and how it is that the

vigorous operation of conscience is always accompanied with a 'fearful

looking for of judgment and fiery indignation.' I think it is worth

your while to reflect upon the fact, and to try and ascertain for

yourselves the reason of it, that whenever a man's conscience begins

to tell him of his wrong, its message is not only of transgressions

but of judgment, and that beyond the grave.

And, moreover, notice here how the startled conscience, when it

becomes aware of an unseen world beyond the grave, cannot but think

that out of that world there will come evil for it. These words of my

text are obviously the words of a frightened man. It was terror that

made Herod say: 'It is John, whom I beheaded. He is risen from the

dead!' Who was it that frightened Herod? It was He who came from the

bosom of the Father, with His hands full of blessings and His heart

full of love: who came to quiet all fears, and to cleanse all

consciences, and to satisfy all men's souls with His own sweet love

and His perfect righteousness. And it was this genial and gracious and

divine form, with all its actualities of gentleness and its

possibilities of grace, which the evil conscience of the terrified

tetrarch converted into a messenger of judgment come from the tomb to

rebuke and to smite him for his evils.

That is to say, men may always make that future life and their

relation to it what they will. Either the heavens may pour down their

dewy influences of benediction and fruitfulness upon them, or may pour

down fire and brimstone upon their spirits. Men have the choice which

it shall be. The evil conscience drapes the future in darkness, and is

right in doing it. The evil conscience forebodes chastisement,

judgment, condemnation coming to it from out of the unseen world, and,

with limitations, it is right in doing it. You can make Christ Himself

the Messenger of condemnation and of death to you. My dear friends, do

you choose whether, fronting eternity with an unforgiven burden of sin

upon your shoulders and a conscience unsprinkled by the blood of Jesus

Christ, you make of it one great fear; or whether you make it what it

really is, a lustrous hope, a perfect joy. Is the Messenger that comes

out of the unseen to come to you as a Judge of your buried evils

started into life, or is He to come to you as the Christ that bears in

His hand the price of your redemption, and with His blood 'sprinkles

your conscience from dead works' and from all its terrors?

III. And now, lastly, I see in this saying an illustration of a

conscience which, partially stirred, soon went finally to sleep again.

Strangely enough, if we pursue the story, this very terror and

clear-eyed perception of the nature of his action led the frivolous

king to nothing more than a curious wish to see this new Teacher. It

was not gratified; and thus by degrees he came to hate Him and to wish

to kill Him. And then, finally, on the eve of the Crucifixion Jesus

was brought into his presence, and Herod was glad that his curiosity

was satisfied at last. His conscience lay perfectly still. There was

no trace of the old convictions or of the old tremor. He 'questioned

Jesus many things, and Christ answered him nothing,' because He knew

it was of no use to speak to him. So 'Herod and his men of war mocked

Him and set Him at nought'; and sent Him back to Pilate; and he let

his last chance of salvation go, and never knew what he had done.

Now, _there_ is a lesson for us all. Do not tamper with partially

awakened consciences; do not rest satisfied till they are quieted in

the legitimate way. There was a man who trembled when he heard Paul

remonstrating with him about 'righteousness and temperance'--both of

which the unjust judge had set at naught--'and judgment to come' And

he 'sent for him often and communed with him gladly,' but we never

hear that Felix trembled any more. It is possible for you so to lull

yourselves into indifference, and, as it were, so to waterproof your

consciences that appeals, threatenings, pleadings, mercies, the words

of men, the Gospel of God, and the beseechings of Christ Himself may

all run off them and leave them dry and hard.

One very potent means of rendering consciences insensible is to

neglect their voice. The convictions which you have not followed out,

like the ruins of a bastion shattered by shell, protect your remaining

fortifications against the impact of God's truth. I believe that there

is no man, woman, or child listening to me at this moment but has had,

some time or other in the course of his or her life, convictions which

only needed to be followed out, gleams of guidance which only required

to be faithfully pursued, to bring him or her into loving fellowship

with, and true faith in, Jesus Christ. But some of you have neglected

them; some of you have choked them with cares and studies and

occupations of different kinds; and you are driving on to this

result,--I do not know that it is ever reached in this life, but a man

may come indefinitely near it,--that you shall stand, like Herod, face

to face with Jesus Christ and feel nothing, and that all His love and

grace shall be offered and not excite the faintest stirring in your

hearts of a desire to accept it.

Oh! my friend, we have all of us evils enough in these charnel-houses

of our memory to make us dread the awakening of conscience, to make us

look with fear and apprehension beyond the veil to a judgment-seat.

And, blessed be God! we have all of us had, and some of us have now,

drawings to which we need but to yield ourselves in order to find that

He who comes from the heavens is no 'John whom we beheaded,' risen for

judgment, but a mightier than he, that Son of God who came 'not to

condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved.'

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