THE POWER OF FEEBLE FAITH

'And a certain woman ... 27. When she had heard of Jesus, came in the

press behind, and touched His garment. 28. For she said, If I may

touch but His clothes, I shall be whole.'--Mark v. 25, 27, 28.

In all the narratives of this miracle, it is embedded in the story of

Jairus's daughter, which it cuts in twain. I suppose that the

Evangelists felt, and would have us feel, the impression of calm

consciousness of power and of leisurely dignity produced by Christ's

having time to pause even on such an errand, in order to heal by the

way, as if parenthetically, this other poor sufferer. The child's

father with impatient earnestness pleads the urgency of her case--'She

lieth at the point of death'; and to him and to the group of

disciples, it must have seemed that there was no time to be lost. But

He who knows that His resources are infinite can afford to let her

die, while He cures and saves this woman. She shall receive no harm,

and her sister suppliant has as great a claim on Him. 'The eyes of all

wait' on His equal love; He has leisure of heart to feel for each, and

fulness of power for all; and none can rob another of his share in the

Healer's gifts, nor any in all that dependent crowd jostle his

neighbour out of the notice of the Saviour's eye.

The main point of the story itself seems to be the illustration which

it gives of the genuineness and power of an imperfect faith, and of

Christ's merciful way of responding to and strengthening such a faith.

Looked at from that point of view, the narrative is very striking and

instructive.

The woman is a poor shrinking creature, broken down by long illness,

made more timid still by many disappointed hopes of core, depressed by

poverty to which her many doctors had brought her. She does not

venture to stop this new Rabbi-physician, as He goes with the rich

church dignitary to heal his daughter, but lets Him pass before she

can make up her mind to go near Him at all, and then comes creeping up

in the crowd behind, puts out her wasted, trembling hand to His

garment's hem--and she is whole. She would fain have stolen away with

her new-found blessing, but Christ forces her to stand out before the

throng, and there, with all their eyes upon her--cold, cruel eyes some

of them--to conquer her diffidence and shame, and tell all the truth.

Strange kindness that! strangely contrasted with His ordinary care to

avoid notoriety, and with His ordinary tender regard for shrinking

weakness! What may have been the reason? Certainly it was not for His

own sake at all, nor for others' chiefly, but for hers, that He did

this. The reason lay in the incompleteness of her faith. It was very

incomplete--although it was, Christ answered it. And then He sought to

make the cure, and the discipline that followed it, the means of

clearing and confirming her trust in Himself.

I. Following the order of the narrative thus understood, we have here

first the great lesson, that very imperfect faith may be genuine

faith. There was unquestionable confidence in Christ's healing power,

and there was earnest desire for healing. Our Lord Himself recognises

her faith as adequate to be the condition of her receiving the cure

which she desired. Of course, it was a very different thing from the

faith which unites us to Christ, and is the condition of our receiving

our soul's cure; and we shall never understand the relation of

multitudes of the people in the Gospels to Jesus, if we insist upon

supposing that the 'faith to be healed,' which many of them had, was a

religious, or, as we call it, 'saving faith.' But still, the trust

which was directed to Him, as the giver of miraculous temporal

blessings, is akin to that higher trust into which it often passed,

and the principles regulating the operation of the loftier are

abundantly illustrated in the workings of the lower.

The imperfections, then, of this woman's faith were many. It was

intensely _ignorant_ trust. She dimly believes that, somehow or other,

this miracle-working Rabbi will heal her, but the cure is to be a

piece of magic, secured by material contact of her finger with His

robe. She has no idea that Christ's will, or His knowledge, much less

His pitying love, has anything to do with it. She thinks that she may

get her desire furtively, and may carry it away out of the crowd, and

He, the source of it, be none the wiser, and none the poorer, for the

blessing which she has stolen from Him. What utter blank ignorance of

Christ's character and way of working! What complete misconception of

the relation between Himself and His gift! What low, gross,

superstitious ideas! Yes, and with them all what a hunger of intense

desire to be whole; what absolute assurance of confidence that one

finger-tip on His robe was enough! Therefore she had her desire, and

her Lord recognised her faith as true, foolish and unworthy as were

the thoughts which accompanied it!

Thank God! the same thing is true still, or what would become of any

of us? There may be a real faith in Christ, though there be mixed with

it many and grave errors concerning His work, and the manner of

receiving the blessings which He bestows. A man may have a very hazy

apprehension of the bearing and whole scope of even Scripture

declarations concerning the profounder aspects of Christ's person and

work, and yet be holding fast to Him by living confidence. I do not

wish to underrate for one moment the absolute necessity of clear and

true conceptions of revealed truth, in order to a vigorous and fully

developed faith; but, while there can be no faith worth calling so,

which is not based upon the intellectual reception of truth, there may

be faith based upon the very imperfect intellectual reception of very

partial truth. The power and vitality of faith are not measured by the

comprehensiveness and clearness of belief. The richest soil may bear

shrunken and barren ears; and on the arid sand, with the thinnest

layer of earth, gorgeous cacti may bloom out, and fleshy aloes lift

their sworded arms, with stores of moisture to help them through the

heat. It is not for us to say what amount of ignorance is destructive

of the possibility of real confidence in Jesus Christ. But for

ourselves, feeling how short a distance our eyesight travels, and how

little, after all our systems, the great bulk of men in Christian

lands know lucidly and certainly of theological truth, and how wide

are the differences of opinion amongst us, and how soon we come to

towering barriers, beyond which our poor faculties can neither pass

nor look, it ought to be a joy to us all, that a faith which is

clouded with such ignorance may yet be a faith which Christ accepts.

He that knows and trusts Him as Brother, Friend, Saviour, in whom he

receives the pardon and cleansing which he needs and desires, may have

very much misconception and error cleaving to him, but Christ accepts

him. If at the beginning His disciples know but this much, that they

are sick unto death, and have tried without success all other

remedies, and this more, that Christ will heal them; and if their

faith builds upon that knowledge, then they will receive according to

their faith. By degrees they will be taught more; they will be brought

to the higher benches in His school; but, for a beginning, the most

cloudy apprehension that Christ is the Saviour of the world, and my

Saviour, may become the foundation of a trust which will bind the

heart to Him and knit Him to the heart in eternal union. This poor

woman received her healing, although she said, 'If I may touch but the

hem of His garment, I shall be whole.'

Her error was akin to one which is starting into new prominence again,

and with which I need not say that I have no sort of sympathy,--that

of people who attach importance to externals as means and channels of

grace, and in whose system the hem of the garment and the touch of the

finger are apt to take the place which the heart of the wearer and the

grasp of faith should hold. The more our circumstances call for

resistance to this error, the more needful is it to remember that,

along with it and uttering itself through it, may be a depth of devout

trust in Christ, which should shame us. Many a poor soul that clasps

the base of the crucifix clings to the cross; many a devout heart,

kneeling before the altar, sees through the incense-smoke the face of

the Christ. The faith that is tied to form, though it be no faith for

a man, though in some respects it darken God's Gospel, and bring it

down to the level of magical superstition, may yet be, and often is,

accepted by Him whose merciful eye recognised, and whose swift power

answered, the mistaken trust of her who believed that healing lay in

the fringes of His robe, rather than in the pity of His heart.

Again, her trust was very _selfish_. She wanted health; she did not

care about the Healer. She thought much of the blessing in itself,

little or nothing of the blessing as a sign of His love. She would

have been quite contented to have had nothing more to do with Christ

if she could only have gone away cured. She felt but little glow of

gratitude to Him whom she thought of as unconscious of the good which

she had stolen from Him. All this is a parallel to what occurs in the

early stages of many a Christian life. The first inducement to a

serious contemplation of Christ is, ordinarily, the consciousness of

one's own sore need. Most men are driven to Him as a refuge from self,

from their own sin, and from the wages of sin. The soul, absorbed in

its own misery, and groaning in a horror of great darkness, sees from

afar a great light, and stumbles towards it. Its first desire is

deliverance, forgiveness, escape; and the first motions of faith are

impelled by consideration of personal consequences. Love comes after,

born of the recognition of Christ's great love to which we owe our

salvation; but faith precedes love in the natural order of things,

however closely love may follow faith; and the predominant motive in

the earlier stages of many men's faith is distinctly self-regard. Now,

that is all right, and as it was meant to be. It is an overstrained

and caricatured doctrine of self-abnegation, which condemns such a

faith as wrong. The most purely self-absorbed wish to escape from the

most rudely pictured hell may be, and often is, the beginning of a

true trust in Christ. Some of our superfine modern teachers who are

shocked at Christianity, because it lays the foundation of the

loftiest, most self-denying morality in 'selfishness' of that kind,

would be all the wiser for going to school to this story, and laying

to heart the lesson it contains, of how a desire no nobler than to get

rid of a painful disease was the starting-point of a moral

transformation, which turned a life into a peaceful, thankful

surrender of the cured self to the service and love of the mighty

Healer. But while this faith, for the sake of the blessing to be

obtained, is genuine, it is undoubtedly imperfect. Quite legitimate

and natural at first, it must grow into something nobler when it has

once been answered. To think of the disease mainly is inevitable

before the cure, but, after the cure, we should think most of the

Physician. Self-love may impel to His feet; but Christ-love should be

the moving spring of life thereafter. Ere we have received anything

from Him, our whole soul may be a longing to have our gnawing

emptiness filled; but when we have received His own great gift, our

whole soul should be a thank-offering. The great reformation which

Christ produces is, that He shifts the centre for us from ourselves to

Himself; and whilst He uses our sense of need and our fear of personal

evil as the means towards this, He desires that the faith, which has

been answered by deliverance, should thenceforward be a 'faith which

worketh by love.' As long as we live, either here or yonder, we shall

never get beyond the need for the exercise of the primary form of

faith, for we shall ever be compassed by many needs, and dependent for

all help and blessedness on Him; but as we grow in experience of His

tender might, we should learn more and more that His gifts cannot be

separated from Himself. We should prize them most for His sake, and

love Him more than we do them. We should be drawn to Him as well as

driven to Him. Faith may begin with desiring the blessing rather than

the Christ. It must end with desiring Him more than all besides, and

with losing self utterly in His great love. Its starting-point may

rightly be, 'Save, Lord, or I perish.' Its goal must be, 'I live, yet

not I, but Christ liveth in me.'

Again, here is an instance of real faith weakened and interrupted by

much _distrust_. There was not a full, calm reliance on Christ's power

and love. She dare not appeal to His heart, she shrinks from meeting

His eye. She will let Him pass, and then put forth a tremulous hand.

Cross-currents of emotion agitate her soul. She doubts, yet she

believes; she is afraid, yet emboldened by her very despair; too

diffident to cast herself on His pity, she is too confident not to

resort to His healing virtue.

And so is it ever with our faith. Its ideal perfection would be that

it should be unbroken, undashed by any speck of doubt. But the reality

is far different. It is no full-orbed completeness, but, at the best,

a growing segment of reflected light, with many a rough place in its

jagged outline, prophetic of increase; with many a deep pit of

blackness on its silver surface; with many a storm-cloud sweeping

across its face; conscious of eclipse and subject to change. And yet

it is the light which He has set to rule the night of life, and we may

rejoice in its crescent beam. We are often tempted to question the

reality of faith in ourselves and others, by reason of the unbelief

and disbelief which co-exist with it. But why should we do so? May

there not be an inner heart and centre of true trust, with a nebulous

environment of doubt, through which the nucleus shall gradually send

its attracting and consolidating power, and turn it, too, into firm

substance? May there not be a germ, infinitesimal, yet with a real

life throbbing in its microscopic minuteness, and destined to be a

great tree, with all the fowls of the air lodging in its branches? May

there not be hid in a heart a principle of action, which is obviously

marked out for supremacy, though it has not yet come to sovereign

power and manifestation in either the inward or the outward being?

Where do we learn that faith must be complete to be genuine? Our own

weak hearts say it to us often enough; and our lingering unbelief is

only too ready to hiss into our ears the serpent's whisper, 'You are

deceiving yourself; look at your doubts, your coldness, your

forgetfulness: _you_ have no faith at all.' To all such morbid

thoughts, which only sap the strength of the spirit, and come from

beneath, not from above, we have a right to oppose the first great

lesson of this story--the reality of an imperfect faith. And, turning

from the profitless contemplation of the feebleness of our grasp of

Christ's robe to look on Him, the fountain of all spiritual energy,

let us cleave the more confidently to Him for every discovery of our

own weakness, and cry to Him for help against ourselves, that He would

not 'quench the smoking flax'; for the old prayer is never offered in

vain, when offered, as at first, with tears, 'Lord, I believe; help

Thou mine unbelief.'

II. The second stage of this story sets forth a truth involved in what

I have already said, but still needing to be dealt with for a moment

by itself--namely, that Christ answers the imperfect faith.

There was no real connection between the touch of His robe and the

cure, but the poor ignorant sufferer thought that there was; and,

therefore, Christ stoops to her childish thought, and allows her to

prescribe the path by which His gift shall reach her. That thin wasted

hand stretched itself up beyond the height to which it could

ordinarily reach, and, though that highest point fell far short of

Him, He lets His blessing down to her level. He does not say,

'Understand Me, put away thy false notion of healing power residing in

My garment's hem, or I heal thee not.' But He says, 'Dost thou think

that it is through thy finger on My robe? Then, through thy finger on

My robe it shall be. According to thy faith, be it unto thee.'

And so it is ever. Christ's mercy, like water in a vase, takes the

shape of the vessel that holds it. On the one hand, His grace is

infinite, and 'is given to every one of us according to the measure of

the gift of Christ'--with no limitation but His own unlimited fulness;

on the other hand, the amount which we practically receive from that

inexhaustible store is, at each successive moment, determined by the

measure and the purity and the intensity of our faith. On His part

there is no limit but infinity, on our sides the limit is our

capacity, and our capacity is settled by our desires. His word to us

ever is, 'Open thy mouth wide, and I will fill it.' 'Be it unto thee

even as thou wilt.'

A double lesson, therefore, lies in this thought for us all. First,

let us labour that our faith may be enlightened, importunate, and

firm: for every flaw in it will injuriously affect our possession of

the grace of God. Errors in opinion will hinder the blessings that

flow from the truths which we misconceive or reject. Languor of desire

will diminish the sum and enfeeble the energy of the powers that work

in us. Wavering confidence, crossed and broken, like the solar

spectrum, by many a dark line of doubt, will make our conscious

possession of Christ's gift fitful. We have a deep well to draw from.

Let us take care that the vessel with which we draw is in size

proportionate to _its_ depth and _our_ need, that the chain to which

it hangs is strong, and that no leaks in it let the full supply run

out, nor any stains on its inner surface taint and taste the bright

treasure.

And the other lesson is this. There can be no faith so feeble that

Christ does not respond to it. The most ignorant, self-regarding,

timid trust may unite the soul to Jesus Christ. To desire is to have;

and 'whosoever will, may take of the water of life freely.' If you

only come to Him, though He have passed, He will stop. If you come

trusting and yet doubting, He will forgive the doubt and answer the

trust. If you come to Him, knowing but that your heart is full of evil

which none save He can cure, and putting out a lame hand--or even a

tremulous finger-tip--to touch His garment, be sure that anything is

possible rather than that He should turn away your prayer, or His

mercy from you.

III. The last part of this miracle teaches us that Christ corrects and

confirms an imperfect faith by the very act of answering it.

Observe how the process of cure and the discipline which followed are,

in Christ's loving wisdom, made to fit closely to all the faults and

flaws in the suppliant's faith.

She had thought of the healing energy as independent of the Healer's

knowledge and will. Therefore His very first word shows her that He is

aware of her mute appeal, and conscious of the going forth from Him of

the power that cures--'Who touched Me?' As was said long ago, 'the

multitudes thronged Him, but the woman touched.' Amidst all the

jostling of the unmannerly crowd that trod with rude feet on His

skirts, and elbowed their way to see this new Rabbi, there was one

touch unlike all the rest; and, though it was only that of the

finger-tip of a poor woman, wasted to skin and bone with twelve years'

weakening disease, He knew it; and His will and love sent forth the

'virtue' which healed. May we not fairly apply this lesson to

ourselves? Christ is, as most of us, I suppose, believe, Lord of all

creatures, administering the affairs of the universe; the steps of His

throne and the precincts of His court are thronged with dependants

whose eyes wait upon Him, and who are fed from His stores; and yet my

poor voice may steal through that chorus-shout of petition and praise,

and His ear will detect its lowest note, and will separate the thin

stream of my prayer from the great sea of supplication which rolls to

His seat, and will answer _me_. My hand uplifted among the millions of

empty and imploring palms that are raised towards the heaven will

receive into its clasping fingers the special blessing for my special

wants.

Again, she had been selfish in her faith, had not cared for any close

personal relation with Him; and so she was taught that He was in all

His gifts, and that He was more than all His gifts. He compels her to

come to His feet that she may learn His heart, and may carry away a

blessing not stolen, but bestowed

'With open love, not secret cure,

The Lord of hearts would bless.'

And thus is laid the foundation for a personal bond between her and

Christ, which shall be for the joy of her life, and shall make of that

life a thankful sacrifice to Him, the Healer.

Thus it is with us all. We may go to Him, at first, with no thought

but for ourselves. But we have not to carry away His gift hidden in

our hands. We learn that it is a love-token from Him. And so we find

in His answer to faith the true and only cure for all self-regard; and

moved by the mercies of Christ, are led to do what else were

impossible--to yield ourselves as 'living sacrifices' to Him.

Again, she had shrunk from publicity. Her womanly diffidence, her

enfeebled health, the shame of her disease, all made her wish to hide

herself and her want from His eye, and to hide herself and her

treasure from men. She would fain steal away unnoticed, as she hoped

she had come. But she is dragged out before all the thronging

multitude, and has to tell the whole. The answer to her faith makes

her bold. In a moment she is changed from timidity to courage; a

tremulous invalid ready to creep into any corner to escape notice, she

stretched out her hand--the instant after, she knelt at His feet in

the spirit of a confessor. This is Christ's most merciful fashion of

curing our cowardice--not by rebukes, but by giving us, faint-hearted

though we be, the gift which out of weakness makes us strong. He would

have us testify to Him before men, and that for our own sakes, since

faith unacknowledged, like a plant in the dark, is apt to become pale

and sickly, and bear no bright blossoms nor sweet fruit. But, ere He

bids us own His name, He pours into our hearts, in answer to our

secret appeal, the health of His own life, and the blissful

consciousness of that great gift which makes the tongue of the dumb

sing. Faith at first may be very timid, but faith will grow bold to

witness of Him and not be ashamed, in the exact proportion in which it

is genuine, and receives from Christ of His fulness.

And then--with a final word to set forth still more clearly that she

had received the blessing from His love, not from His magical power,

and through her confidence, not through her touch--'Daughter! thy

faith'--not thy finger--'hath made thee whole; go in peace and _be_

whole'--Jesus confirms by His own authoritative voice the furtive

blessing, and sends her away, perhaps to see Him no more, but to live

in tranquil security, and in her humble home to guard the gift which

He had bestowed on her imperfect faith, and to perfect--we may

hope--the faith which He had enlightened and strengthened by the

over-abundance of His gift.

Dear friends, this poor woman represents us all. Like her, we are sick

of a sore sickness, we have spent our substance in trying physicians

of no value, and are 'nothing the better, but rather the worse.' Oh!

is it not strange that you should need to be urged to go to the Healer

to whom she went? Do not be afraid, my brother, of telling Him all

your pain and pining--He knows it already. Do not be afraid that your

hand may not reach Him for the crowd, or that your voice may fail to

fall on His ear. Do not be afraid of your ignorance, do not be afraid

of your wavering confidence and many doubts. All these cannot separate

you from Him who 'Himself took our infirmities and bare our

sicknesses.' Fear but one thing--that He pass on to carry life and

health to other souls, ere you resolve to press to His feet. Fear but

one thing--that whilst you delay, the hem of the garment may be swept

beyond the reach of your slow hand. Imperfect faith may bring

salvation to a soul: hesitation may ruin and wreck a life.

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