Miriam looked out of window when she went to bed, and felt a new

pleasure. The firmament, instead of being a mere muddle--beautiful,

indeed, she had always thought it--had a plan in it. She marked where

one particularly bright star was showing itself in the south-east--it

was Sirius; and in the night she rose softly, drew aside the blind, saw

him again due south, and recognised the similarity of the arc with that

which her husband had constructed with his withies and wire. She lay

down again, thinking, as she went off to sleep, that still that silent,

eternal march went on. At four she again awoke from light slumber, and

crept to the blind again. Another portion of the same arc had been

traversed, and Sirius with his jewelled flashes was beginning to

descend. She thought she should like to see him actually sink, and she

waited and waited till he had disappeared, till the first tint of dawn

was discernible in the east, and that almost indistinguishable murmur

was heard which precedes the day. She then once more lay down, and

when she rose, she was richer by a very simple conception, but still

richer. She felt as a novice might feel who had been initiated, and

had been intrusted at least with the preliminary secrets of her

community. She owed her initiation to Mr. Armstrong, but also to her

husband. Experts no doubt may smile, and so may the young people who,

in these days of universal knowledge, have got up astronomy for

examinations, but nevertheless, in the profounder study of the science

there is perhaps no pleasure so sweet and so awful as that which

arises, not when books are read about it, but when the heavens are

first actually watched, when the movement of the Bear is first actually

seen for ourselves, and with the morning Arcturus is discerned

punctually over the eastern horizon; when the advance of the stars

westwards through the year, marking the path of the earth in its orbit,

is noted, and the moon's path also becomes intelligible.

Mr. Armstrong had long desired to make an orrery for the purpose of

instructing a few children and friends, but had never done anything

towards it, partly for lack of time, and partly for lack of skill with

joinery tools. He now, however, had in Farrow at once a willing pupil

and an artist, and the work went forward in Farrow's house, Miriam

watching its progress with great interest. She could even contribute

her share, and the graduation of the rim was left to her, a task she

performed with accuracy after a few failures in pencil. It was a

handsome instrument when it was completed. The relative distances of

the planets from the sun could not be preserved, nor their relative

magnitudes; but what was of more importance, their relative velocities

in their orbits were maintained. The day came when the machine was to

be first used. Miriam insisted that there should be no experiments

with it beforehand. She desired, even at the risk of disappointment,

to see a dramatic start into existence. She did not wish her pleasure

to be spoiled and her excitement to be diminished by trials. Her

husband humoured her, but secretly he took care that every preventible

chance of a breakdown should be removed. When she was absent, he

tested every pinion and every cog, eased a wheel here and an axle

there, and in truth what he had to do in this way with file and

sandpaper was almost equal to the labour spent upon saw and chisel.

Infinite adjustment was necessary to make the idea a noiseless, smooth

practical success, and infinite precautions had to be taken and devices

invented which were not foreseen when the drawing first appeared on

paper. With some of these difficulties Miriam, of course, was

acquainted. They would not probably have been so great to a

professional instrument-maker, but they were very considerable to an

amateur. Farrow selected the best-seasoned wood he could find, but it

frequently happened that after it was cut it warped a little, and the

slightest want of truth threw all the connected part out of gear.

Miriam learned something when she saw that a wheel whose revolution was

not in a perfect plane could give rise to so much annoyance, and she

learned something also when she saw how her husband, in the true spirit

of a genuine craftsman, remained discontented if there was the

slightest looseness in a bearing.

"Do you think it matters?" said she.

"Matters! Don't you see that if it goes on it gets worse? Every

wobble increases the next, and not only so, it sets the whole thing

wobbling."

"Couldn't you manage to put a piece on? Suppose you lined that hole

with something."

"Oh, no! Not the slightest use; out it must come, and a new one must

be put in."

At length the day came for the start. Farrow had made a trial by

himself the night before, and nothing could be better. Mr. Armstrong

came over, and after tea they all three went upstairs into the large

garret which had been used as a workshop. The great handle was taken

down and fitted into its place, Mr. Armstrong standing at one end and

Miriam and her husband at the other. Obedient to the impulse, every

planet at once answered; Mercury with haste, and Saturn with such

deliberation that scarcely any motion was perceptible. The Earth spun

its diurnal round, the Moon went forward in her monthly orbit. The

lighted ground-glass globe which did duty for the sun showed night and

day and the seasons. Miriam was transported, when suddenly there was a

jerk and a stop. Something was wrong, and Farrow, who was fortunately

turning with great caution, gave a cry such as a man might utter who

was suddenly struck a heavy blow. He recovered himself instantly, and

luckily at the very first glance saw what was the matter. The nicety

of his own handicraft was the cause of the disaster. A shaving not

much thicker than a piece of writing-paper had dropped between two

cogs. A gentle touch of a quarter of an inch backwards released it.

"Hooray!" he cried in his mad delight, and the mimic planets

recommenced their journeys as silently almost as their great archetypes

outside.

"Strange," he said with a smile, "that such a chip as that should upset

the whole solar system."

Miriam looked at him for a moment inquiringly, and then fell to

watching the orrery again. Slowly the moon waxed and waned. Slowly

the winter departed from our latitude on the little ball representing

our dwelling-place, and the summer came; and as she still watched,

slowly and almost unconsciously her arms crept round her husband's

waist.

"That is a fair representation," said Mr. Armstrong, "of all that is

directly connected with us, excepting, of course, as I have told you,

that we could not keep the distances." A little later on, although he

disapproved of "gaping," as he called it, he taught Miriam so much of

geometry as was sufficient to make her understand what he meant when he

told her that a fixed star yielded no parallax, and that the earth was

consequently the merest speck of dust in the universe. She found his

simple trigonometry very, very hard, but to her husband it was easy,

and with his help she succeeded.

One afternoon, wet and dreary, Miriam had taken up her book. There was

nothing to do in the shop, and Mr. Farrow entered the parlour in one of

his idle moods, repeating the same behaviour which had so often

distressed Miriam when she was reading anything for which he did not

care. She had recovered from the dust upstairs a ragged volume in

paper boards, and she was musing over the lines--

"But bound and fixed in fettered solitude

To pine, the prey of every changing mood."

The poem was about as remote in its whole conception and treatment from

Mr. Farrow as it could well be, and his monkey-tricks exasperated her.

She shut her book in wrath and misery, left the room, dressed, and went

out. The sky had cleared, and just after the sunset there lay a long

lake of tenderest bluish-green above the horizon in the west, bounded

on its upper coast by the dark grey cloud which the wind was slowly

bearing eastward. In the midst of that lake of bluish-green lay Venus,

glittering like molten silver. Miriam's first thought was her husband.

She always thought of him when she looked at planets or stars, because

he was so intimately connected with them in her mind. She waited till

it was late and she then turned homewards. A man overtook her whom she

recognised at once as Fitchew the jobbing gardener, porter, rough

carpenter, creature of all work in Cowfold, one of the honestest souls

in the place. He had his never-failing black pipe in his mouth, which

he removed for a moment in order to bid her good-night. She kept up

with him, for it was dusk, and she was glad to walk by his side.

Fitchews had lived in Cowfold for centuries. An old parson always

maintained that the name was originally Fitz-Hugh, but this particular

representative of the family was certainly not a Fitz-Hugh but a

Fitchew, save that he was as independent as a baron, and,

notwithstanding his poverty, cared little or nothing what people

thought about him. He could neither read nor write, and was full of

the most obstinate and absurd prejudices. He was incredulous of

everything which was said to him by people with any education, but what

he had heard from those who were as uneducated as himself, or the

beliefs, if such they can be called, which grew in his skull

mysteriously, by spontaneous generation, he held most tenaciously. His

literature was Cowfold, the people, the animals, the inanimate objects

of which it was made up, and his criticism on these was often just. He

never could be persuaded to enter either church or chapel. Of the

arguments for Christianity, of the undesigned coincidences in the

Bible, of the evidence from prophecy, of the metaphysical necessity for

an incarnation and atonement, he knew nothing, and it was a marvel to

all respectable young persons how Fitchew, whose ignorance would

disgrace a charity child, and who did not know that the world was

round, or the date of the battle of Hastings, should set himself up

against those who were so superior to him.

"What should we say," observed the superintendent of the Dissenting

Sunday-school one day to one of his classes, having Fitchew in his

mind, "of a man who, if he was on a voyage in a ship commanded by a

captain with a knowledge of navigation, should refuse in a storm to

obey orders, affirming that they were all of no use, and should betake

himself to his own little raft?"

Curiously enough, the Sunday before, the vicar, having the Dissenter in

his mind, had said just the same of "unlettered schismatics," as he

called them.

Fitchew always had one argument for those friends who strove to convert

him. "I don't see as them that goes to church are any better than them

as don't. What's he know about it?" meaning the parson or the

minister, as the case might be.

Fitchew was very rough and coarse, and rather grasping in his dealings

with those who employed him, not so much because he was naturally mean,

but because he was always determined that well-dressed folk should not

"put on him." Nevertheless, he was in his way sympathetic and even

tender, particularly to those persons who suffered as he did, for he

was afflicted with a kind of nervous dyspepsia, not infrequent even

amongst the poor, and it kept him awake at night and gave him the

"horrors."

"Well, Fitchew, are you any better?" said Miriam.

"Bad just now. Ain't had no regular sleep for a fortnight. Last night

it was awful. I kicked about and sat up; the noise in my ears was

something, I can tell you; and then the wind in me! It's my belief

that that there noise in my ears is the wind a coming out through them.

I couldn't stand it any longer, and I got up and walked up and down the

road. Would you believe it, the missus never stirred; there she lay

like a stone, and when I came in she says to me, 'Wot's the matter with

you?' That's just like her. She goes to bed, turns round, and never

knows nothing of anything till the morning. I could, have druv my head

agin the door-post."

"Well, she cannot help sleeping."

"No," after a long pause, "that's true enough. I tell you what it

is--_I_ don't want to live for ever."

"Cannot you do anything to help yourself? Have you seen the doctor?"

"Doctor!" in great scorn. "He's no more use than that there dog behind

me, nor yet half so much. I am better when I am at work, that's all as

I can tell."

"Have you had plenty to do lately?"

"No, not much. Folk are allers after me in the summer-time, but in the

winter, when their gardens don't want doing, they never have nothing to

say to me. There's one thing about my missus, though. She's precious

careful. I never touches the money part of the business. So we get's

along."

Miriam knew the "missus" well. She was a little thin-lipped woman,

who, notwithstanding her poverty, was most particularly clean. No

speck of dirt was to be seen on her person or in her cottage, but she

was as hard as flint. She never showed the least affection for her

husband. They had married late in life--why, nobody could tell--and

had one child, a girl, whom the mother seemed to disregard just as she

did her husband, saving that she dressed her and washed her with the

same care which she bestowed on her kettle and candlesticks.

"It's a good thing for you, Fitchew, that she is what she is."

Fitchew hesitated for some time.

"Yes, well, I said to myself, after I'd had a cup of tea and something

to eat this morning--I didn't say it afore then, though--that it might

be wuss. If she was allus a slaverin' on me and a pityin' me, it

wouldn't do me no good; and then we are as we are, and we must make the

best of it."

When Miriam parted from Fitchew she had still ten minutes' walk.

Before the ten minutes had expired the black veil of rain-cloud was

rolled still farther to the east, and the crescent of the young moon

gleamed in the dying twilight.

It poured with rain nevertheless during the night Miriam lay and

listened, thinking it would be wet and miserable on the following day.

She dropped off to sleep, and at four she rose and went to the window

and opened it wide. In streamed the fresh south-west morning air,

pure, delicious, scented with all that was sweet from fields and woods,

and the bearer inland even as far as Cowfold of Atlantic vitality,

dissipating fogs, disinfecting poisons--the Life-Giver.

She put on her clothes silently, went downstairs and opened the

back-door. The ever-watchful dog, hearing in his deepest slumbers the

slightest noise, moved in his kennel, but recognised her at once and

was still. She called to him to follow her, and he joyfully obeyed.

He would have broken out into tumultuous barking if she had not

silenced him instantly, and he was forced to content himself with

leaping up at her and leaving marks of his paws all over her cloak.

Not a soul was to be seen, and she went on undisturbed till she came to

her favourite spot where she had first met Mr. Armstrong. She paced

about for a little while, and then sat down and once more watched the

dawn. It was not a clear sky, but barred towards the east with cloud,

the rain-cloud of the night. She watched and watched, and thought

after her fashion, mostly with incoherence, but with rapidity and

intensity. At last came the first flash of scarlet upon the bars, and

the dead storm contributed its own share to the growing beauty. The

rooks were now astir, and flew, one after the other, in an irregular

line eastwards black against the sky. Still the colour spread, until

at last it began to rise into pure light, and in a moment more the

first glowing point of the disc was above the horizon. Miriam fell on

her knees against the little seat and sobbed, and the dog, wondering,

came and sat by her and licked her face with tender pity. Presently

she recovered, rose, went home, let herself in softly before her

husband was downstairs, and prepared the breakfast. He soon appeared,

was in the best of spirits, and laughed at her being able to leave the

room without waking him. She looked happy, but was rather quiet at

their meal; and after he had caressed the cat for a little while, he

pitched her, as he had done before, on Miriam's lap. She was about to

get up to cut some bread and butter, and she went behind him and kissed

the top of his head. He turned round, his eyes sparkling, and tried to

lay hold of her, but she stepped backward and eluded him. He mused a

little, and when she sat down he said in a tone which for him was

strangely serious--

"Thank you, my dear; that was very, very sweet."

MICHAEL TREVANION.

Michael Trevanion was a well-to-do stonemason in the town of Perran in

Cornwall. He was both working-man and master, and he sat at one end of

the heavy stone-saw, with David Trevenna, his servant, at the other, each

under his little canopy to protect them a trifle from the sun and rain,

slowly and in full view of the purple Cornish sea, sawing the stone for

hours together: the water dripped slowly on the saw from a little can

above to keep the steel cool, and occasionally they interchanged a word

or two--always on terms of perfect equality, although David took wages

weekly and Michael paid them. Michael was now a man of about five and

forty. He had married young and had two children, of whom the eldest was

a youth just one and twenty. Michael was called by his enemies

Antinomian. He was fervently religious, upright, temperate, but given

somewhat to moodiness and passion. He was singularly shy of talking

about his own troubles, of which he had more than his share at home, but

often strange clouds cast shadows upon him, and the reasons he gave for

the change observable in him were curiously incompetent to explain such

results. David, who had watched him from the other end of the saw for

twenty years, knew perfectly what these attacks of melancholy or wrath

meant, and that, though their assigned cause lay in the block before them

or the weather, the real cause was indoors. His trouble was made worse,

because he could not understand why he received no relief, although he

had so often laid himself open before the Lord, and wrestled for help in

prayer. In his younger days he had been subject to great temptation.

One night he had nearly fallen, but an Invisible Power seized him. "It

was no more I," he said, "than if somebody had come and laid hold of me

by the scruff of my neck," and he was forced away in terror upstairs to

his bedroom, where he went on his knees in agony, and the Devil left him,

and he became calm and pure. But no such efficient help was given him in

the trial of his life. He knew in his better moments, that the refusal

of grace was the Lord's own doing, and he supposed that it was due to His

love and desire to try him; but upon this assurance he could not

continually rest. It slipped away from under him, and at times he felt

himself to be no stronger than the merest man of the world.

His case was very simple and very common--the simplest, commonest case in

life. He married, as we have said, when he was young, before he knew

what he was doing, and after he had been married twelvemonths, he found

he did not care for his wife. When they became engaged, he was in the

pride of youth, but curbed by his religion. He mistook passion for love;

reason was dumb, and had nothing to do with his choice; he made the one,

irretrievable false step and was ruined. No strong antipathy developed

itself; there were no quarrels, but there was a complete absence of

anything like confidence. Michael had never for years really consulted

his wife in any difficulty, because he knew he could not get any advice

worth a moment's consideration; and he often contrasted his lot with that

of David, who had a helpmate like that of the left arm to the right, who

knew everything about his affairs, advised him in every perplexity, and

cheered him when cast down--a woman on whom he really depended. As David

knew well enough, although he never put it in the form of a proposition,

there is no joy sweeter than that begotten by the dependence of the man

upon the woman for something she can supply but he cannot--not affection

only, but assistance.

Michael, as we have said, had two children, a girl and a boy, the boy

being the eldest. Against neither could he ever utter a word of

complaint. They were honest and faithful. But the girl, Eliza, although

unlike her mother, was still less like her father, and had a plain mind,

that is to say, a mind endowed with good average common sense, but

unrelieved by any touch of genius or poetry. Her intellect was solid but

ordinary--a kind of homely brown intellect, untouched by sunset or

sunrise tint. A strain of the mother was in her, modified by the

influence of the father, and the result was a product like neither father

nor mother, so cunning are the ways of spiritual chemistry. The boy,

Robert Trevanion, on the contrary, was his father; not only with no

apparent mixture of the mother, but his father intensified. The outside

fact was of far less consequence to him than the self-created medium

through which it was seen, and his happiness depended much more

intimately on himself as he chanced to be at the time than on the world

around him. He was apprenticed to his father, and the two were bound

together by the tie of companionship and friendship, intertwined with

filial and paternal love. What Eliza said, although it was right and

proper, never interested the father; but when Robert spoke, Michael

invariably looked at him, and often reflected upon his words for hours.

There was in the town of Perran a girl named Susan Shipton. Michael knew

very little of the family, save that her father was a draper and went to

church. Susan was reputed to be one of the beauties of Perran, although

opinion was divided. She had--what were not common in Cornwall--light

flaxen hair, blue eyes, and a rosy face, somewhat inclined to be plump.

The Shiptons lay completely outside Michael's circle. They were mere

formalists in religion, fond of pleasure, and Susan especially was much

given to gaiety, went to picnics and dances, rowed herself about in the

bay with her friends, and sauntered about the town with her father and

mother on Sunday afternoon. She was also fond of bathing, and was a good

swimmer. Michael hardly knew how to put his objection into words, but he

nevertheless had a horror of women who could swim. It seemed to him an

ungodly accomplishment. He did not believe for a moment that St. Paul

would have sanctioned it, and he sternly forbade Eliza the use of one of

the bathing-machines which had lately been introduced into Perran for the

benefit of the few visitors who had discovered its charms.

It was a summer's morning in June, and Robert had gone along the shore on

business to a house which was being built a little way out of the town.

The tide was running out fast to the eastward. A small river came down

into the bay, and the current was sweeping round the rocks to the left in

a great curve at a distance of about two hundred yards from the beach.

Inside the curve was smooth water, which lay calmly rippling in the sun,

while at its edge the buoys marking the channel were swaying to and fro,

and the stream lifted itself against them, swung past them, with bright

multitudinous eddies, and went out to sea. Half-way in the shallows was

one of the bathing-machines, and Robert saw that a girl whom he could not

recognise was having a bathe. She swam well, and presently she started

off straight outwards. Robert watched her for a moment, and saw her go

closer and closer to the dangerous line. He knew she could not see it so

well as he could, and he knew too that the buoys which were placed to

guide small craft into the harbour were well in the channel, and that at

least twenty yards this side of them the ebb would be felt, and with such

force that no woman could make headway against it. Suddenly he saw that

her course was deflected to the left, and he knew that unless some help

could arrive she would be lost. In an instant his coat, waistcoat, and

boots were off, and he was rushing over the sandy shallows, which

fortunately stretched out a hundred yards before he was out of his depth.

Susan--for it was Miss Shipton--had now perceived her peril and had

turned round, but she was overpowered, and he heard a shriek for help.

Raising himself out of the water as far as he could, he called out and

signalled to her not to go dead against the tide, or even to try and

return, but to go on and edge her way to its margin, and so make for the

point. This she tried to do, but her strength began to fail--the drift

was too much for her. Meanwhile Robert went after her. He was one of

the best swimmers in Perran, but when he felt the cooler, deeper water,

he was suddenly seized with a kind of fainting and a mist passed over his

eyes. He looked at the land, and he was in a moment convinced he should

never set foot on it again. He was on the point of sinking, when he

bethought himself that if he was to die, he might just as well die after

having put forth all his strength; and in an instant, as if touched by

some divine spell, the agitation ceased, and he was himself again. In

three minutes more he was by Susan's side, had gripped her by the

bathing-dress at the back of the neck, and had managed to avail himself

of a little swirl which turned inwards just before the rocks were

reached. They were safe. She nearly swooned, but recovered herself

after a fit of sobbing.

"I owe you my life, Mr. Trevanion; you've saved me--you've saved me."

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